Tuesday, October 27, 2009

...1st day....


Ainw 1st xm..paper BM...Mcm siotttt....!!!!!!!!..aje...Geram seyh...Ak geram,feram,seram..!!!...Ahax3... Ta de r..,xm td susa gk r...Mcabar pale otak ak niw...??????....
Taun niw final xm,ak jwp ala2..cm SPM...bangge2...!!!!!!...Tp y ak paling syok..a..tmpt duk ak paling las gler....Hahaha...Bes 2 ta de bes beno...tp ak felt so lonely...berpisah ngn mbe2 ak...Sdes seyh...tp wat cm ne...da tkdir ak duk blakunk...redha aje... Tp sok xm mg syok r..,xm AKAUN...Heheheh..Ak ley maen bluetooh2..ngn dak sbelah ak..Hehehe...Ak bkn nk tiwu jwpan r..tp juz nk tye lau ak xphm....
Sepanjang xm berjalan2..,otak msti r berjln gk..sb nk jwp soklan an...??...tp ad bnd lg y bergerak...,emosi ak bergerak2 utk mberontak mrh2...Mne x yer.,,ad jntan sekor niw x geti2 duk diam...mlut cm buntut ayam...Shampah ak..!!!!!!..... Bgang ak..,time ak nga pokes jwp paper niw...bgai nk gler otak ku....!!!!...ad aje gngguan....Tp ak saba je....Klu ikowtkn prsaan ak..,nk jewk mrh2...tp nsb bek ak teguhkn ksabaran ak.... Mse jwp paper 2..,YA ALLAH...fening fale ak....Ta tw nk ckp pe..,mg ak cm nk give up...r..Tp ak jwp gk...bakal mse depan ak uw..ta kn ak nk sia2 kn jewk..... Nway otak ak da lme sgt xbfungsi..Hehehe...Mne x yer..,stdy pown mls....



Erm....knp erk..??..kdg2 tiap bnd ak bwt msti xkena....???....Knp owg len bwt btul knp ak slh..??..Tika saat niw berlaku,ak trse diri ak dilayan xadil...Knp ak..??...Adakah khadiran ak,ak byk myusahkan mreka...,adakah mreka lbh epy lau ak da xd...??... Ak mnusia bese,y lemah...ak xmmpu bwt jika xd dy....Ak xkn dpt idup tnpe dy....Ak tw sua2 ai t..,ak akn bersame dismping dy....Ta pe la..,lau owg xske ak...aslkn ak dpt idup dgn cara idup ak sndr...tnpe bntuan spe2... Ak bkn la spe2...pd pndangan dowg sume....Saat jernih,lpekn ak...tp saat keruh,ingt ak...... Di saat ak dlm ksedihan,xd spe y mmpu tlun ak..melainkan dri ak sndr....even owg ckp lau kte bsedihan msti perlukn ssowg utk luahkn d prob....Tp ak,spe nk tlun...??...ta ler...sma de ak xnk caik or owg ta nk dgr my prob..??... Kdg2 ak rse diri ak bdus...knp erk..??ak rse cm 2...??... Ta ler..,2 sume msalah emosi ak y kdg2 mlampaui btas....Susa spe lau kwn ngn ak...??...Tnsion dow...ble jdik MRS.HoT Tempe.... Nobody wanna 2 understand me cuz my attitude is....--------??....

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