Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sy idaM ini....


~cumel+lawa+chantek n mcm2 r... Ak ske tedy bear cmniw..??hehehe.....xd r....Sume owg pmpuan ske bnd y cute...mcm ak r gk....Its so sweet...!!!...hehehe.....bes lau dpt bnd niw...Dpt teman ak tido...hehehe...Angan2 saje lar mira....huhuhu.....what eve r.....

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Fes time ak dpt..????....


xcually..Ak nk tnjuk nme key chain 2..-MIERA-...huhu...Niw adiah dr sowg kwn...Dy mg baek wlupown kdg2 ak ske pggil dy mcm2...gelaran...,saling bertekak mcm anjing n kcink...Tp stil baek ngn ak...Hehehe.....Dy bgi pown sb bzdy dy ai2...,ak bgi dy...adiah...So kire dy bls balik r..Bzdy ak bulan 8...tp dy bgi awl bebenau....Senget tol dy 2....Tp pape hal pown...thenx byk2 coz sudi bgi ak adiah...Xpenah2 ak dpt adiah dr llaki...Kire niw fes time in my life....Hehehe...Ak akn jge key chain 2 baek2 ...r...Huhuhu....

Sunday, May 17, 2009

~apa itu LUV?????....~




Hidup ini indah dengan adanya kehadiran cinta,tanpa cinta siapalah kita....Cinta mengajar kita erti menyayangi satu sama lain...,kesabaran....,kejujuran...,dan kesetiaan......






n byk lagi r....aku mlas nk pk.....Huhuhu....Bgi ak ble jatuh cinta pda ssowg 2....sgt dsyt ooo....Ye r...bile ak smakin rpt ngn dy,smakin bertambah ******.............haaaaa...........Ape ak nk bwt.....???!!!!!...Ak buntu......!!!!!!!!!!!!!............Ak rse dy 2...bute kew..???ak niw xlawa mne pown....ad owg lg3...lawa......???.....Ak niw mne baek...???....,xperfect...!!!!!!!!........Stiap owg inginkn diri dy disayangi...n dihargai.....Tp ak....??????.....skunk ak xperlukan bnd 2 sume......Ak nk focus 1 bnd.....jewk......Ak terpkse.....******kn dy......Maafkan ak.....,ak xberhak dpt "dy"........Carilah owg y ssuai ngn "dy"......Ak xkesa lau ak ditinggalkan......,ak xkesa lau aty ak dikcewakn lg skali........Biarlah....sume 2..berlaku....Ak lbh rela...tgok owg bahagia dr dikecewakn........Ak xsggup tgok owg dikcewakn...........Hnya tuhan saje y taw...isi aty ak....y ksong niw.......($%&*)..?????????????????.......











"CINTA ITU KUASA YANG LUAR BIASA KERANA MAMPU MEMBUAT SESEORANG MELAKUKAN SESUATU YANG TIDAK TERFIKIR OLEH AKAL"






"CINTA BUKAN MELEMAHKAN HATI,BUKAN MEMBAWA PUTUS ASA,BUKAN MENIMBULKAN TANGIS TALI SEDAN TAPI CINTA MENGHIDUPKAN PENGHARGAAN,MENGUATKAN HATI DALAM PERJUANGAN,MENEMPUH ONAK DAN DURI PENGHIDUPAN"




~AnDai itu TakDirnya......ak redha...ats sume y berlaku......................................................kpd "dy"....xpyh tggu ak...,ak hnye insan bese.........insan y lemah segale2yew......Thenx krane myayangi diriku sperti owg y penah "dy" syg...........
-ntah pape ler ak ainiw....pale otak da full sgt.....mlas nk simpan memory niw....lame2....hehehe.....Conclusion yew......,ske aty ak lar...nk tulis pape pown...........niw blog ak...,ak pye ske.......Ak stil syg mbe2 ak,"dy",famili,n abg y senget..(hehehe).......







Saturday, May 16, 2009

Adakah sme y terjadi???salah aku....????

Knape ttbe aty aku terfikir utk tye dy...????....Ak xtw r...pe ak niw skunk....same ad ak masih syg dy or x....????.....ak rse x....Sbb jnis ak..sukar utk ak maafkan kslahan owg 2...y bley mbuatkn aty ak terluke.....Kdg2..mnusia niw xbersyukur dgn ape y dy ad,...dpt..???...knp erk...???...Ak keliru ngn idup ak skunk niw....Knp msti ad khadiran llaki....???...Knp idup ssowg pmpuan akn perfect bile ad khadiran llaki...(maksud ak bile da kawen r)...????....Xbley kew xd khadiran llaki 2...lg sng idup...bgi pndangan ak r.... Dulu time ak ngn dy....Dy bukan maen lg...ckp ayt manis2 r...n mcm2 r....Akhir nye ptus jgak.....Ak sggup bwt pe jewk demi dy.....Ak sggup tlong dy....Tp knp dy y bwt ak cmniw...??bile sume da berakhir...,dy rindu ak....Pe sume niw...???????..........Slah dy...????>>.....r..sape suh ptus....So,skunk dy mcm myesal lar kowt...Ak xrisau pape pown....bgi ka sume 2...xpnting....Y pnting mse depan ak....2 jewk....Ak xkesa r...owg nk ckp pe...???lantak engko r.....idup ak ak y tntukn......Hahaha.......

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Skola Kluster..?????

apew 2...???skola kluster..???....
eeee....bnci seyh.....ak xnk skola kluster niw...??????.........
sbb...??... nti pengetua skola ak berkuasa gler....!!!!!!!!!!!....
sape lar sggup y sty skola cmniw....???skunk pown ak da rse sengsare.....
ape tah lg mse akn dtg nti....?????????????????????......................
pas2....pengetua aku niw...???dy bley buang ckgu y dy xske...seske aty dy jewk......
Ya allah...ksian r...ckgu2 ak t.....da mcm xd sifat kemanusiaan..........
Mcm ne r...taun dpn t....????????....msti lg truk ak.....????....bz thap gler babun.....
hish......susa toll????..................
xp r....myb ak terpkse trime wlupon xecalz niw...???hahahaha............sb ak stil xley trime...????

Sunday, May 10, 2009

sye SyuNk dy.......................................

~aku mau dy~
~aku syunk dy~
~aku nk dy disisi ak~
~tanpa dy ak xley idup~
~kenapa dy ilang bgitu jewk~
.............JAM aku..............lar wey......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
........................................................................................................................................
~aku suke dy~
~aku da syunk dy~
~dy hnyelah satu dlm seribu~
.....tp ak xlyak dpt dy......
"dy"..ialah...????..
hehehe....anda rse sape erk...???.....
xcually he only my bes frenx lor.......or lbh bes lg SPECIAL frenx....
huhuhu.........
.......................................................................................................................................
hrm....mbe2 ak syunk ak x..????
ak syunk mereka2 sume.....
kami lar C.O.G....hehehe.....
sape syunk ak selama niw....thenx a lot...z....
aku pown syunk kowg....even kite jauh....tp hbungan sebagai kwn dlm xpenah ptus......huhuhu.....
Frenxship 4 eve!!!!
idup msti diteruskn demi cita2 anda...
hehehe....gud luck yer...
ingat niw "aku syunk kowg".....!!!!!!!termasuk r...."dy",C.O.G mbers....,mbe2 skola ku,abg gue y senget(hehehe),n sape2 jewk r.........
p/s..: ak bwnk time niw....so ak luahkn segale serapah gelore jiwe mlande2...cm owg giles...hehehe.....Idup ku penuh ngn prasaan menyayangi sme1...??who know one day he only in my life....Cewah...khayalan semate2.....wahai miera!!!!!.........Jge r...prasaan ku niw.....dr jatuh aty pd sme1........sori klu ak telah hampe kn anda itu sesape r........n full stop..................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........i dun wan 2 think bout that again3....!!!....damn.....seyh........blablablablablabla......................

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Ape sume niw..........????

Ak frust gler r......slame niw...ak blaja chemis n fizik ak kureng pham...?????....Bnci seyh.......!!!!!!!!!!!......Ap ak kena bwt....ak kena stdy sndri r...balik.......Ak ingt ak pham r...ap ak blaja selama niw..??rupe2 x..............Ish2...ak niw careless.....tol..???.....xpenah nk sedar diri....bwt ulangkaji balik kew...??n ak niw plak...klu nk stdy ikot mood....Klu gjin ak stdy r....klu mlas jgn harap r..ak nk pgg buku...Hehehe...Mnusia niw cpat lupe....Kdg2...perkare y kite bwu blaja 2...akn ingt smpi 24jam jew....Lpas2..da lupe r....Hehehe.....Its normal....r.....Mnusia....r katekn...ak pown same.....Tp ad 1 lg problem........knp ak niw...sering ad prasaan...???...huhuhu....senget ak niw....Kdg2 ak ske kt owg 2...tp owg 2...xske ak....tp andai kate...ak n dy ske sme ske..???hahaha....mg senget ak niw..????nta sape r..."dy" 2...... Ahahaha...niw sume perkare bwt semak pale otak ak jewk......xpenting pown...klu d pk kn....??????????.............Dlm sehari ak msti ad problem..............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..................Adoyai....knp r...problem niw nk myusah kn ak jewk...............................Kn bgus klu idup ak aman.....tnpe ad gngguan sesape pown...hehehehe.......................Idup ak skunk....mg da bz....ari minggu ak full ngn tsyen....huhuhuhu.....Niw sume khendak ak nk g tsyen...Ak xpenah pakse diri ak g tsyen........ak nk bwt ssuatu dgn aty y ikhlas...........
Smlm...bwu permulaan.....dlm idup ak......sb smlm ak bwu strt tsyen...chemis....Tp mase dy xssuai r...da r...dr 5.30-7pm....pas2 ak ad tsyen +mth plak...8.30-10.30pm..Giler r...smlm....Ak xsempat nk balik uma lgsong..smpaikn mak ak kne anta fail +math ak kt uma nisa....Huh....smlm ak tmpang uma nisa...sb klu ak balik uma...da r..jauh....xsempat nk dtg tsyen +math t.....da lmbt...Tp smlm pown dtg lmbt....ak terpkse duk tmpt blakunk...Ish...ak xske duk tmpt blakunk tp da ak dtg lmbt nk bwt cmne..???redha jewk r....hehehe...Anyway...mg smlm ak gse penat giler............................................Xpenah2 ak tsyen 2 kali dlm 1 ari...Hehehe....Terkejar2 ak nk kne siap....nk rehat pown xley lme2......So...smlm mg pengalaman fes time ak.....bwt kje giler2.....Hahaha.....tp xp r...asalkn ak dpt tsyen chemis n fizik....Ak kureng pham kt skola ckgu aja.....Ssah r.......Tsyen ak niw..jauh giler...dr tmpt tinggal ak.....pegi sne pown...naek tsyen....parent ak xlarat nk anta....Nseb baek ak tsyen jumaat n sabtu....xtermasuk +mth niw....So mulai skunk...ak tsyen ari jumaat,sabtu n ahad...Jumaat tsyen 2 kali......ptg n mlm...Mg penat r....smlm....hnye tuhan sje y tw.....ak terpkse harungi...yew...even ad owg bntah....Lntak dowg r....ak y nk msuk tsyen 2....Ak y blaja...bukan dowg......!!!!!!!.......Klu ak bjye t...ak y epy....sb usaha ak.....so....ak msti brusaha bersungguh2......demi mase depan ak....Ak nk mula dr bwh.....slow2....dulu....bia lmbt....asalkn usaha 2...smkin mningkat....................

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

....ape slah ku.....

Stiap mnusia xlari dr melakukan ksilapan.......Itulah lumrah mnusia.....


Ak hanye insan bese....y hidup di ats dunia y indah niw......Tp knp bile ak mlakukan kslahan...knp ak kne pk kn..???cara nk selesaikn yew.....Mg r....stiap msalah itu pasti ad jlan penyelesaian yew...Tp knp ad mnusia y dengki....ngn ak....smpai sggup bwt demi ak bertambah benci dy......
Ak tw r...ak bngang ngn dy....Ak niw jnis klu da bngang ngn owg...xkn ckp....ngn owg 2...smpai r..ak da reda......Tp 2...r...bile kwn ngn dy...mg sukar utk ak redakn kesakitan aty ak niw....Tah r.....Ak redha...ngn prgai ak niw...??....Ak ingt...ai2...nk berbaik2...ngn dy...Tp bile kwn ak ckp...dy nk bwt dajal ngn ak.......n nk mnambah bngang,bnci ak...pd dy.......Trus ak xjdi nk berbaik2 ngn dy.......Ak xmmpu nk harungi msalah niw....sakit pale ak.....Ssah bile dpt kwn y xsekepale.......Mgkin...bgi dy....dy btul...ak y slah....Hina sgt kew ak niw..??smpai dy nk bwt ak bertambah bnci kt dy.....Ak tw...mg berduse klu xtgo ngn ssowg lbh dr sminggu,lbh kuang cm2 r....Tp cmne ak nk berbaik ngn dy.....sedangkn dy..bwt ak sakit aty lg.......!!!......Kwn2 ak suh ak mnx maf....tp...???????????............ssah utk ak bwt pilihan...???......Adakah ptut ak mnx maf or ak bia r kn...saje.....n ak xkn angp dy kwn ak lg........Klu dy ad di depan ak sekali pun,ak angp dy da xwjud......Mnusia mcm dy...mg ad simpan dndam.....Ak tw...ak knl ngn peel dy...Bia r...owg nk ckp ak pew...???.......Klu ak niw slah...bia r...ak btul kn kelemahan pd diri ak niw...Jika dy slah..??bia r...dy ngn dunia dy........Dan ak..nk brubah....utk mjadi owg y ad prsaan...,timbang rse...n mcm2 r...owg slalu angp ak niw ngatif...tp sbnryew...x...Ak hanye ak....ak xpnah nk jdi mcm owg len......Klu di mata owg...ak niw...smbog....tp ak oke jewk...cume klu ad prob,ak mg bngang.....sikit.....So...sesape..y angp ak niw...bdo smbog,2 hak kowg r.....y pnting brubah pd diri sndri dulu....bwu mngata owg..........Lu pkir2 dulu.....pk scare matang..........

Saturday, May 2, 2009

....Whatz...????pape jewk.......


JAM ITU SUDA ILANG...........

jam....ak da ilang................................Sdes seyh.....Akhirnye jam 2 ilang gk...sbb ak doakn ai2...Hehehe....senget tol ak niw...???...Jam niw ilang time ak lwn bola baling ai2.....Hish.....ak xtw r nk slahkn sape....???tp y pasti slah ak sndri r...sb xbgi kt ckgu......Huhuhu...ak niw ad degil sikit....Hikhik.....X pr...nk wat cmne kn??...da bnd 2 nk ilang...redha jewk r....Klu ad mse ak beli r....jam len....Hehehehe...Jam 2 byk kenangan ngn ak......"selamat tinggal jam".......................






Ak ad Perasaan kew...???????.....

~ ak ad mcm2 perasaan...???BNci??...Syunk???....Sakit aty??.....Jles???......Suke???...huh...byk lg r....So itu sume prsaan y sering mrunsingkn pale otak ak...or...pendek kata...bwt semak pale....jewk..... Tp 1 prsaan niw.....bgi ak....sukar utk ak lupekn....hehehe.....Prasaan myayangi sme1...???hehehe....Ak xtw r...knp ak cm2....Bese r.......stiap mnusia ad prasaan......mcm ak gk...Kdg2...prsaaan ak 2...brubah2....ssah utk diramalkn....Cewah...........!!!....hahaha...poyos ak niw...kekdg......So...bile ak nk kasi jiwang prasaan ak 2...ak ske dgr lgu "aku masih sayang"...hehe....bes r...mg ak berjiwang2....Hahaha.....Ssah jdi mnusia...mcm2..dugaan dihadapi....Xp r..niw sume cbarn kowt....hehe...nta ak pown xtw........Wat eve r......y pnting ak TETAP ak..................

Manusia yg HIPOKRIT...!!!!!!

~knp ats dunia niw stil ad mnusia y HIPOKRIT...???????....Knp ad mnusia 2 pentingkn diri sndri...???...Knp ad mnusia y berlagak...???......???????...........~

aku xpham r....knp msti dy berkelakuan cm2...???kdg2 baek,kdg2 mcm ha*** jewk prgai dy.....Bile ssah cari kwn,bile sng lupe kwn....???itulah mnusia.....HIPOKRIT..!!!!...Ak bnci owg y cm2....Skunk dy ad hadapi msalah y myebabkn nama dy kotor r knon...???....bla r....mulut ko da mcm c****.......Da 2..plak...maen attck owg....Knon nyew...nk cri back up r.....utk bersih kn nme dy....Skunk ak xtw r..msalah dy 2...btul kew x....???...y psti ak xnk msuk cmpur dlm hal dy 2.......Dulu...ak da serik bkwn ngn dy.....hish...bad luck tol sape dpt awek cm2.....Oppsss.....dy 2...depan pkwe dy...bukan maen lg...tnjuk baek r knon....Pape je r....Segala bnd y dy bwt...ak msti xske...ak pndang negatif jewk r...Skunk niw pown ak xbaek da ngn dy....Myampah prgai dy 2.....Nta bile r nk sdah sgale suratan msalah niw....ssah tol klu dpt kwn y xunderstnding....Dy 2...ssah nk jdi kwn baek...ak....Bgi ak dy 2...xbaek pown....,x jujo...n mcm2 r.......Tp y penting skunk....ak bwt hal ak sndri...xpyah pk psal dy.....Xpnting...klau ilang 1 kwn....xmati pown....ak xrela nk kwn ngn dy lg,....is F*****N*****......



Friday, May 1, 2009

Dugaan & Cabaran....

adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku
ku enggan
berpura-pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain
adakah perasaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
uang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan
~ak suke kt ssowg...?????...hahaha...miera is falling in love....!!!!Syg dy???....slalu rindu kt dy..???alahai...cinta itu buter.........!!!!!!.....Ak harus tabahkn diri....lwan segale2 nye......Ap harus ak lakukan...??????????????????................
trime dy sbgai kwn jewk....terpakse lar....ak xbley kapel......Hidup ak pnjang lg....hehe...blaja dulu...r..."Love yourself before love somebody"....hehehe....Ak msti sabar mghadapi segale2 yew.........