Sunday, May 30, 2010

hidup akuw


akuw xepy pown...
sejak dy xrply msj akuw..
apew slh ak de..??...
Aduh..sdey ye..Ble dy xrply msj ak de..
Ble tye pndpt..ad y +ve n ad y -ve...

Akuw bwu nk rpt ngn kau...tp ad org y mghlg..Kau xpernah prsan kehadiran diri akuw dlm idup kau...sbb kau pnting kn org len dr akuw..

Friday, May 28, 2010

kisah.si.perempuan.

Ak bwu tringt 1 story....Cte psal sowg minah cun gler cm momok... Time 2 ak nk mkn tghri...Ttbe mata ak asek pndg dy..bukan la ak niw lesbian tp ak mati2 ingt cm mbe ak..Muke lbh kurang same j.... Ble ak amati muke minah 2..
Ya ampun,mg cun beb..TASte guys zman skunk..Tp ak gse la,nta bpe lme la dy amek mase nk make up kann..??.. Ak tgok lg sekali,ya ampun..da mcm ank ape j..??..
Mak ye,pkai tdung,adik dy pown pkai tdung cuma dy sbgai akk ak gse..xpkai tdung. Pelik kann..??.. Mak dy kasi dy pkai cm2 kew..? Dgn sluar pendek,bergaya cm org da bekerja.. Ak heran gler beb.. Ak lau dress up cm2,mak da bsing..
Adegan slepas 2,ak mlyaann maknn ak laaa...
~lalalalalalala...

TTbe..ak kt ne erk time 2..?.. Nk g pasaraya JJ..kott..Ak tnpk minah 2..dduk kt kerusi... Ak tgok dy,pkai sluar pnjg plak..??..Aik..??..kepelikan terserlah...!!!!!!... Mengapa dy ttbe pakai sluar pnjg..??...Aneh bukan..??.. Ak pown pelik gler...ngn minah 2... Ape y cube dy tonjolkn..??... Xrse kew lau pkai sluar pendek di khalayak rmai cm bdk2 j..even kite rse kite dewasa..??.. Ak malu jd kaum hawa..sb ad lgik umat y xsedar.. Ape le ak bley buat..hanya melihat saja...Kdg2 ak pown xbtul..jge diri sndr la..,xpyh sibukk jge tepi kain orgg.. Pape pown,zman skunk menjadi zman pelik..ak xphm knp..??.. Tp sbgai manusia y masih ad otak y waras..harus ler pndai beza kn mne 1 intan dgn permata..??.. Org tuwe berpusu2 pergi msjid ttpi org mude berlumba2 g mrempit... Ble da nk mati,bwu ingt Allah yg maha esa...

Kehidupan??
Adakah hidup ak mewah..??.. Ak rse bese j... Ble mata ak tgok brg2 branded2..mg rambang mata jadi ye...tp dlm ty ak tnamkn sifat kesederhaann... Bwt pe nk bli brg memhl...t ble mati bkn ley bwk sekali dlm kbur...Kdg2 ak xphm ngn mnusia..??..Mengapa mereka perlu ad sifat bnci mbnci..??..sama cm ak...Pelik ann..??..Allah berikn kite pelbgai perasaann..kdg2 kite slh gnekn..??..*bese la 2..kott..


~~Ak jles tgok mp3 2gb..Rm100 j..PS2 game boy 2..rm500...half price uw..dr segibu...!!!..Perrggh...waa..nk sume 2...sp mau blikn utk wa..??...
Hahaha...mereng seketika..

gila.itu.akuw


akuw rindu someone tp ta tw sape..??..
bunyik cam budus jewp...
Nta lew..,ak ta biol...!!!!!!...
NIw la pdah,ak jaat..kt owg lagik.
HAha..

Hidup.akuw.serabut.+.kalut.

My Life gonna to be empty weyy....!!...*syes ly ak busan gler..
Knp dy xrply msjj ak ler..??.. Ak nk terus trg ngn kau ler...!!!...Bedus..,ak da mnx sori j ngn kau..but stil ko xbls msj ak de..??.. Y erk.??
isk xphm ak ngn peel kau da..??...Lantak r..,ak mls nk pk sal kau lgik..

Yeah..td abs klas chemis..Akuw + sefamili g jenjln... Super shuping..!!!!!!...Yeaahhhaaa...Ak pe lagik..puaskn nafsu serakah ak ngn bj lelawa...*ngeee...Las2 dpt gk bodek sehelai bj "scarlet p",stokin "BYfort". Hahaha... Ai2 ak kebas stokin apak ak..so td ak suda memiliki stokin sndr..*hahah..jenama laki..y pasti.. Ah,ape ak pedulik sama kau 'byfort',ak ske kau 'stokin' ak nk gk pkai..!!!!!!....... Ainw niw apak ak baek lerr ty..blnje kami mkn dua kali beb.. Mkn tghari n ptg..Perghh..gler sntak pwot ak niw!!... Xpenh2 apah blnje sebanyak hitu..ainw lak baekk benau.. weird deh..???...

Hrm..fikiran ak buntu dol.. Pe le msalah kau herk..??...Aduhai..pyh la cmniw..??.. Ak nk slow talk pown segan ngn kau lak.??.. NK call,ak lg segann.... HUh..wat to do ya..??....
~lalalalallalalala.................

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

aduhai.+math..

ak sngka kn +math taun niw xm senang..tp gupe2 ye x..!!... ISk..bengong..!! Ak da cube perahkn pale..ak.. KNp stil ak ckp susa..??... Gler tol la..Ak da bngang time xm td.. Org kiri pngil..blakunk..Nsb bek dpn ak dinding.. Ak xtw knp mreka pgil ak,ak bkn pndai pown... Smpikn ak naek rimas... Da la kepale ak berposak2 nk pk..Kjup2 kunk ad y pgil... Oh...god ble le ak dpt jwp dgn tng..?? Spm t kew..??..*yeah myb..
Aku terase aku la orang paling sengall jawap +math..bedal j..
Bak kata kwn ak,kte da cube bwt y terbaek....!!!!!........

Mse kt bas10 td.. Pale ak suda ckup frust ngn +mth..ditmbhkn lgik dgn 1 msalah...!!... S**t..Sumpa ak bngang dlm diam... Ak skt aty tol r..Ak xsngke r..dy lyann mbe ak lbh dr ak sndr... Ak soba la selame niw..tp knp ak dibls camniw..??.. Bngang seyh.. Ape prasaan kowg ble org y kowg rpt ad org len cube nk dekati..??..Nk plak org 2 kowg nk curahkn ksh sygg.. Huh..ak sngguh frust..Wat should i do..rite now..??.. Im so sad... Y people keep make me feel frust..??.. Ak bnci tol sume drama niw..??.. Should i broke wif him..??.. Ah,jgn jd sengall la mira..Lupekn seketika..tntg dy...!!!!!!!... fight for SPM....

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Akuw.busan.

Tenuk tol r...!!...Mentang angah nk masuk U..Sume lynn angah skunk beli hitu hini.. Ak niw asek terperuk duk uma.. Busan beb!!!!.. Npe blew time ak nk g lbry mak n abh mpertikaikn..??..*Bkan ak jpe balak pown..??..Balak pown xd..kayu balak mlambak..!!.. Hahaha... Sumpa ak busan gler2.. Pwot wa knyang gler..Sb sdg mghdapi msalah tamak sgt td...*hahaa.. Wa xley nk tdo.. Wa kne bg pwot mnjalani proses (ape erk..??..alaa..lupe..da lme ak tgglkn sc fom3)..*ngegeee....

Td ak tsyen akaun... TTbe ceggu nk bwt revision soklan dokumen... *ha..??..dokumen..ak da la terbabas bab 2..Tp k gk,dy nk bwt..??..Nway ak bwu taun niw tsyn ngn dy... OKe la 2.. Ble da bwt..ak gse byk gler ak xtw..??.. Ya Allah..bruntung ye ak duk dlm klas niw..??... Ak xpenah dpt ilmu se-complete gini.. Huh..ak dgn bersemangat nk bwt...tp las2 mse xmgizinkn..Da nk balek..Tp ak tgok bdk2 cine mg terre bab niw..??...Bdk cine mg ske akaun kott.. Ak trse tercbar..siot... Huh..?.. Pesal ler ak 1 tsyen ngn chinese ann..??.. *ahaha.... Bwu la ak sedar..gupe2 ye..ilmu y ak de sblum niw xckup utk ak bwak bekalan Spm t...*hohohoh.. Im the greatest person ka..??.. Nope..!!...

Kelas chemis..??

Ainw tce bwt rvision nk xm.. Tce bwt rvision tjuk salt..Alahai..ak le paling berazab ngn tjuk niw..??.. Susa gler... NK kne hfal mcm2 la..experiment hini la... Soluble n insoluble salt la..*haiyoo.. Num tepon mbe2 ak,ak xhfal pown... Kcuali num niw 0173$#@%("5..hahaha.. Ak xtw knp ak ley hfal num niw,sdgkn num mbe len2 ak xpena nk hfal..*oppss..sori geng... Ble smpi jwp soklan..ak mjdi buntu..buta tjuk SALT..!!!!!!!!!!..Haha..Now i realised that,i am the lazy gurl..!!..n bengong in SALT.... Lau tjuk len,ak minat la gk..kcuali tajuk niw..Ak mg lemah..longlai...

Hrm..agk2 mbe ak bwt ape erk..??..dowg stdy erk..??.. Ak ley on9 lgik..Astafirullah...al azim... Ap ak cube bwt skunk niw..??..Lagha btul..??.. Ish2... Baru aku sedar..betapa pemalasnya aku ini..seorang insan yang sangat2 xsayangkan masa..yang makin lama..nk dekat Spm...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

masa.akuw.jadi.kanak2.ribena.

Pepagi bute (kul 7 lbh j)..*hahaha.... Ak bgun2 j twus mboloskn diri ke pintu bilik ak... Nk tinjau dpur..Pwot nga lapau niw..??.. Haha..Nengok2 mak nga bwt srapan... Ak mls nk mndi pgi..so gsok gigi jela labu... Ak niw mg pmls sikit nk mndi pepgi..slagi xsrpan.. *hehe..time cuti j ak bwt prgai..Xd sp nk kesa..??..
Selesai gsok gigi..ak g srpan ngn mak n abh.. TTbe abh tego ngn rmbut ak..??..."blablablablabla............".... Ak diam j..Mls nk komen hape2... Ttbe abh bukak story time ak kecik2....

Abh : dlu mse kau kecik2,mcm ank org cine..*eleh ckp jela ak niw comell.."??Haha..
Ak : Hrm..yela 2..
Abh :..dlu abh penah bwk kau g skula PB tgok plwanan bola..KAu berlari terkedik2...dgn pkai bju blouse kott..cm princess..Org ngok kau,naek geram...Org ckp,"anak kau kew bu..??...uish..comel2..geram btul..."..
Ak :..Ha ble mse plak la den pkai bj cm2...
Mak : Alah mse kau kecik2 mane le kau nk ingt..??
Ak :..Aah la...*hahaha..*tersengih ak..dgr mak n abh ckp cm2...

xsngke ak de gk org minat ak time kecik2...Alah,beser time kecik ak org ckp "comel glerr..."...Skunk,org xd pown nk ckp cm2 daa....Knyataan beb..!!... Mse ak kecik2 gk la..org tergilakn ak..Berebut2 nk dkung ak...*nsb bek ak kecik2 xmgerti pape...*hahaha...Nnek ckp mse ak kecik...sebijik cm ank org cine...!!!!...Of course..my greatgreat..grandparent..chinese...*huhu...Muke time kecik puteh gler..Skunk da kureng sikit..xmcm dlu... Mse kecik2,abh slalu gelakkn ak cuz kepale ak botak...Sbb comel ble lari terkedik2 uw..??...*siot j..Malu ak..Abh ley tye ak,xnk botak lg kew..??..huish...gler kew..??..Lau ak botak,mau org kata ak nk jd laki...*hahaha...Memory time kecik never gone...!!!!!



Mse ak kecik2..umo dlm bpe taun ta... Ak ingt lg time 2 ak pnh simpan pic ak gmbr rmbut botakk.. Ak slalu tye mak ak,knp ak botakk time 2..??..Mak gelak j... Xlme 2..ttbe gmbr 2 ilang..Ble tye mak..,mak xnk ckp...Ble da lelme..ak bwu tw mak simpan gmbr 2... Hrm..sweet gmbr ak time 2..ann..??..*hahaha...Ak j tw..gmbr 2 cane gupe..Hehehe....

Tp ble ak semakin dewasa..byk prubahan..pd diri ak..Ak da xcomel cm dlu da...*haha.. Dlu cm ank org cine skunk cm ank org melayu j...*hahahaha...

Lau time kecik2..mak ske beli ak bj y same ngn akak ak...Al maklum la..beza setaun j.. Cm kembau la kunun..Smpikn ak naek rimas pkai bj cm blouse uw..??...Dlu ak pnh mrh..sbb xnk pkai bj same ngn akk ak..Ak pkai bj tshrt ngn sluar jeans... Abh pown naek fening ngn peel ak sowg niw..??..*hahah... Ak xske kai skirt2 time kecik2..... Tu la hakikat...ble beza setaun..cm kembau kunun..tp skunk ble da besa..ak xnk pown ble same..sbb da x serupe pown..*haha...

Friday, May 21, 2010

Life.akuw.sama.saja.

Pepagi buter nnek suda kejotkn ak..Ak terpinge2 nk bgun.. Mlm td ak bwu stat demam.. *huh,shmpah tol...Ak xske dmm2 niw cuz susa nk bernfas hirup oksigen mude mudi..*hahaha...Syesly ak bnci gler demam... Ciput tol..r...
(cite di pagi hari)..

Ble balek skula td,mak amek.. Slalu ye akuw balek sndr naek bas j..tp ainw lak mak nk amek..TTbe saje..Akuw oke j... Mak da la amek lmbt..pale ak da mule borat...,pns..Bdn akuw
mule ler nk rest...Ptg lak de tsyen... Las2 along anta g tsyen...*haha...Ley ak lepak ats tilam..


Life as student..ckup la berazab ak gse... Tersekse gler beb..!!!!!!...Byk gler tnsion..!!..Tp 2 la hakikat sowg pelajar skula..Alah lps abes skula same gk jd pelajar U aannn..??... Xd beza pown.... NSb bek i single..nuthing to think liked crazy person...!!!!!!!!....*hahaha... Xd la,dlu lau ad..myushkn otak ak j.. Tp skunk de brother pown..hampeh xley pkai??los cnct da 2 mingu...Dy bwt budus ngn ak,ak lgik bwt bdus...Mls nk gngu idup dy...Lantak kau la...Ak mls nk pk sal kau....*hahaha..... Aiyoo..next wekk paper exam y gila2 bapak ye..!!...Akaun,+math,fz n kimia P2+p3.. Gila berasap otak ak...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

life.ini.kecik.


Second xm niew,trokss gler...!!... Ak geram gler..Ternyata skunk ak mg le PEMALAS..24 hours hdp laptop..Hupdate blog..!!..hupdate fb,ym blablabla...Its make me nuthing,but juz 4 fun j kott..??...*bedus.. MIra niw ske buang mse... Mira pemlas gler...!!!!!!!...*hahaha.....
Agk kebusann ble xon9 kekdg..Nk plak abg ak balekk..??...Lg le xdpt den nk gune bilik dy da..
Ak jles doo... Wat i gonna 2 do..??.. Dy cm sengall tol..Bkn nk hang ngn ak..asek ngn mbe dy / makwee dy.. Ak niw hape..??..tunggul..??...*babun....
Ak saba j selama niw..KO da la xmsj ak pown...Ngn awek bkn maenn.. Ak cmpak ko dlm laut,bwu tw..???...
Mg ak xnk tego ko t..???..*pdn muke ko.. Ak nk ajk hang,ko asek d hal...Siot j..??...
*ABDUL Q BIN GHAZ----..mu mg sengall..!!!!!!...Ak kick ko puas2...!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

kebingungan.



*bhase rojak..*haha
Aty ak sgt sunyi..xd sp nk teman ak tatkala ak mmerlukan..??.. Ak sgguh la meruntun jiwa..kesedihan... Knp ak harus diuji sebegini... Semakin hari,ak lg tension... Dsbb kn tnsion,ak lbh ske diamkn diri..Mls nk ckp pape..Owg xkn phm msalah kte..Msalah kte of course kte kne selesaikn sndr..Ak runsing gler... Ak xmmpu nk luahkn pape.. Msalah tnsion mule mhantui diri ak sndr... Arrgghh...bnci ye ak..!!!!!!!!...... Kdg2 peel mnusia tah hape mbwtkn ak bngang tmbh bangang...!!... Skt aty ak...mymph pown ad......

Lbh baek myendiri dy... Msalah kte kne le slesaikn sndr..owg len pown de msalah gk...

Lelme ak bley jd gila!!!!!!!!...yes,msuk wad gila kann..??..nobody cares bout me..??..cuz im very stupid blablabla...no mood..!!!!!...shut up idiot...

Setan.

Ak bngang gler ngn mmat sowg niw..??!!...Pe msalah dy ha..???...Ap msalah dy..Bngang lak aii..ak..??... Mcm vavi..tol..??>.. KO ingt ak hdap r ngn kow..??.. Ak angp ko kwn ak..bkn hape pown..??.. Ko nk lelbh pehal..??!!.. Ak bnci gler mmat cm kow...Poyo nk mpus...Ko ingt ak lynn r jantan cm kow..??.. Even ak niw kasar..,jgn smpi ak kuang aja ngn kow..??... Ak diam pown sb mls nk pk sal niw..??.. KO mg caik nhas...ngn ak..??>. Ak xpnh myusahkn idup kow..??... Shit tol peel jntan y gedix..ak xske..!!!!!... Pehal r laki zman skunk sengall2... Ak palak tol r..!!!!!!!!......

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

LIFe.ak.hancur.kew?



Hidup ak ibarat seperti di ats... Mgkin ia akn terjadi utk selamanya2...
Ak mg ad perasaan mrh,jles,bnci,skt ty n segala2 bgai...Tp disebalik keegoan ak,ak masih mpunyai perasaan utk mghargai n memaafi... Tp setelah ak memahami erti kehidupan...Ap salah ak selama ini...??... Ak hanya manusia bese y xsempurna... Ak hnya mmpu mngadu kesakitan kpd y maha esa... Tiada siapa y ingin mdgr kesakitan n keperitan hidup ini..

*haha..mcm poyo gler ayat ak..Bese r,ak niw mg poyo... Tp elok jd poyo dr jd bangang...*erk??...smething wrong smewhere..??..Wateve la...


NO MOOD,NO IDEA..PLEASE LET ME GO FOR FAR AWAY...I DUNT WANT MAKE U FEEL SUCK IF WITH ME... ONEDAY,I WILL GONE FROM THIS EARTH...I NOT A BETTER PERSON TO BE YOUR BEST PERSON YOUR LIFE....

Monday, May 17, 2010

I love you.?.?.?.


Crew of generations


Mereka yg gila2

A lot of frenx,a lot of funx....
Org kata,kwn niw bley jd lawan...?..aDkah btul..??..
Tp lau xd kwn,siapalah kita utk mjdi kwn mereka..??..


Terima mereka seadanya..hargai mereka seadanya...Sygilah mereka seadanya...

hari.Guru.


Ainw nk katakn sume skula meraikan hari GURU kann..??...Termasuk la skula ak gk... Acara dimulakn dgn paluan kompang bdk2 skula ak...mengiringi ceggu2... Ak agk merasakn "busan" j...
Tp pe ley bwt...,HAri Cikgu..la katakan..??...Respect jela..beb... Ak rse taun niw smbutan dy ad len sikit...Montang2 la besday pengetua ak..,dy ad bg hadiah kpd sp dpt jwp soklan dy...Ak xd kuse nk msuk cmpur... *moodd xdo... Mcm2 la acara td,ad nyanyian lgu nasyid la,mbc puisi la..hitu la hini la..Alahai..naek busan ak duk lelme kt phimpunan 2..Nsb bek ak bwk MP3...,ak dgr lgu ak lg bes..!!..
Ainw j,naek lenguh kaki ak berjln ke sane sini... Mcari ceggu y ak berkenan di mata jauh di hati...*hehe... Ttbe ak jpe niw..??!!!...



*this my sir... Mse ak pgil dy nk tgkp gmbr...dy ley la nk amek kot bj..Aiyoo..pape jela..sir..aslkn sy dpt tgkp gmbr ngn sir..??..*haha...

Ak tw lpas niw ak xkn dpt menikmati saat hari guru..Ainw la td kali terakhir ak meraikan hari guru.. Knp la..??..ak merasakn mase niw makin lama,makin cpt...Seolah2 suh ak stdy nk spm..Ya Allah...knp ak niw pemlas..sgt2..makin lame makin mls..Makin dekat nk spm,diri ak makin jauh dr buku..Knp wey..??...ak harus jd begini..erk..??...
Ah bengong..!!!!!!!!...


Sunday, May 16, 2010

sleeping.

lpas solat zhur,ak nk tdo jup..Ngntuk..+letih..
Lme la gk..ak meniti saat ak tdo 2...



Ttbe...ak terjge..tgok hp...Ad 1 miz cl..*sp lak mizcal ak niw..??.. Ak nga sdp2 tdo..niw..!!..
Ah..dy..!!..*msti mrh ak..Ak silent kn hp..Ah lntak r..smbung tdoo..~~~~~~~~~.....
Bpe minit kemudian...Italic
Pintu blik bgai nk pecah...*tuktukk...!!!... skt tol aty ak.. Sp plak nk kcau ak niw..??.... Laa..mok..pgil ak...De tepon..nta dr sp...*tepon uma.. Dlm keadaan mamai.,ak angkt...

hello..????....hello..??...hello...??!!!..isk bangang tol..
sp tepon niw...???...Vavi tol...
Ak angkt,dy da letak..
*ak mg palak lau owg kcu ak nga tdo...


Tgok hp....Ak text dy...
Ak : nk pew??..ak nga tdo la...

TTbe dy cal...
Dy:wey tlog ak ley.??
Ak: ermm..tlog pew..??*dlm mood xbek...
Dy:..pegi amek ..*ttbe ak dgr perkataan event jewp..
Ak:..ape "event"...???
Dy:..bukan la...
Ak:..abs 2..??!!!...
Dy:..eh jgn jerit dol.. KO caik paper BI..caik nme sir ak..Pe nme penuh dy..??
Ak:..oo..yerla...
Dy:..cpt la wey..urgent...Bgun3..!!..
Ak:..*ak nk tdo la nguk.. Yerla2..
*xlme 2..ak matikn pggilan..ak tw dy nga ckp lg..tp ak xendah knn..??..*hehe..Nga mamai la..wey...sory...

Ble da sent nama sir dy,tye lg sure kew x..??.. nk j ak hempok kau niw..??..Ak da bg,amek jela... Da la wak2 rehat ak terbantut... Skt pale ak..ttbe dgr pintu kne ketuk bgai nk pecah..,da 2..org ckp cpt.. Haish.,pellik2....

Mood ak tdo..jd mrh...Sengall tol..Ak nga sdp2 tdo..ko cal ak..??.. Trencat ak..aw??...Nsb bek ak sabau... Lpas 2,ak offkn hp ak...sb ak da xley tdo... Minum milo pnass.... Lpas 2, stdy jup...

Konklusinya,tlog la jgn gngu ak time tdo.. Lpas niw lau ak tdo ak kne offkn hp la..*skt aty ak...Nga sdp2 tdo..dpt cal dy mbe.mnx tlog..Ak mg xkesa..tp mnx tlog bia time ak xtdo...





ak sengall.kerek.


Pg td ak mnjlnkn tugas ibadat ak cm bese laa... Pg td ak da bgun awl..kul 6.30am tp las2 ak tdo balek... *ngntoks.. Mne xye,mlm td ak tdo kul 2 pg.. Akibat masalah ketakutan..2la ak xley tdo.. Ak mg de prob sikit ngn bnd2 y mnakutkn... *hehe.. Tp pg td,ak agk mls nk g tsyen... Bgun2,mndi ,kemas beg..blablablabla... Srpan.. Nsb bek nnek bwt srpan favourite ak.."sani rogeng"..*hahaha.. Ak pown nga lapau..gler...Mkn aje..smpikn tergigit cili api..Fuh..pedas...
After srapan..,get ready g tsyen.. Mak antau..!!.. *yeah...!!!.. Ble da smpi tmpt tsyen..ak npk minah india niw..actly mbe semeja ngn ak..tp ak xske bckp ngn dy..*mls nk tego... Ble da lelme blaja...ak dgr mp3..Ak da mule rse ngntuk da mguap2..niw..??... Dgr lgu..wali band..*layaannnn...!!!!!!!!...j.. Ttbe bdk india niw kesejukan..*sory,ak xtw nme dy..Sbb kipas dinding dkt ngn ak..Ak j ley low n highkn speed kipas uw.. Dy da pndg2 ak..Ak bwt bdus j.. Dlm aty ak,mls ak nk pndg dy..Ak tw dy nk suh ak offkn kipas 2..Tp ak xendahkn j...*kejam gler ak time 2.. Tp da lelme..ak cm nk offkn...tp ak pk gk..kunk bdk cina mrh ak..offkn kipas..??>ak niw da la pendiam dr awl bulan tsyen ai2.. Las2,dy usik tgn ak..suh offkn..Ak offkn j.. Dy plak kai bj pendek gler...stnded la india..*lantak sama dy... Sp xsejuk pepgi cm2..ditmbhkn plak ngn air cond... Ak pnh jd beku dlm klas 2..sejuk teramat sgt..Tp ak bertahan j...jd keras cm aloy..*hahaha..poyo...!..
So konklusinya,ak mg xpnh ckp ngn sesp dlm klas akaun... Sb ak merasakn ak bdk melayu pmpuan y sgt kerek n lokek ngn sore...*hahaha... Tp kdg2 ak ad la tego ngn Almy..ckp sal akaun j..len dr 2...xpnh ckp da..*hahah..
Kdg2 ak nk ckp ngn dowg..tp xbes..dowg rmai cina dr melayu... Bdk melayu bpe kerat j..2pown sume pmpuan..lelaki melayu da pupus...Ak pnh cube nk syum..tp mls la.kunk xpsl2 org kata ak buang tbiat lak..??..hahaha

Saturday, May 15, 2010

nuthing2



yeah...td ak settlekn..!!!
misi last minute dlm pale..akhirnya menJADI..!!...wlupown tpkse kua bajet sndr..+nisa.. Actly,ak cm mls nk bwt tp pk2...ak nk bwt gk..cuz i will miss that moment after finish spm... Aiyyooo...!!!... Sp xsygg sir sndr.. Nway sempena ai guru sok..tp kteowg clebrate ngn dy...ai selase mlm... *hahaha... Ak sje nk bwt..,nk tgok dy epy... Sbb pas niw ak akn rndu sama dy...!!..+lpas spm laaa....
Lpas niw xley maen2 daa...kne pokes...t dy mrh..asek maen2 j...*hahaha.... Mg taun niw ak rse sonok dtg klas dy...,dy mg kelakar tang ak bwk coklat... Ak xley bla r.. Xpnh2 ak tgok dy epy cm2...


lpas niw nk bwt hape erk..??
*bc bku SJ...selase xm SJ...
*beli barang lagik..hamek kek ai selase...
*kje skula..^xyh tye...skunk mg xd...abs xm..hamek kau..!!...ak(omwork)..dtg niw..!!...
2 j kott...y ak ingt...Heheheheh...

Friday, May 14, 2010

ak.sengal.sowg2

Ainw uma ak aman gilerrr....!!.. Sume owg xd..tggl ak + mak ak j... Owg len sume da kua.. Ad hal masing2...bese la 2..ble time ak de hal...dowg xd..So skunk ak manfaat kn mase ak dpn laptop sengall niw... Nk released kn jup..??.. Pdahal ak de kje lg berfaedah ley bwt.. Bese r..,pmls... Ak mls tol nk g tsyen kunk... Penat la... Syes pnt...

Ak trse myesal lak.. Nta mgapa ak harus katakn "ak se myesal weyh"... Ap harus ak lakukan..??... Hidup niw mg sengalll... Ak mympah tol.. Mls ak nk pk kn...tp 2 la..kann..??... Allah mnemukan jodh ak...ngn dy jd kwn..smpi ble2 kott... Tp knp ak msti nk ckp "myesal"... 1 persoalan dan tiada jwpan..*hahaha.... Nta ler..ak xtw knp..??.. Perlu kew ak bersbar ats ape y berlaku..??...
Tapew..hidup perlu diteruskn..........

+ak rindu pd dy...rndu..gler.. KNp mase niw cemburu ngn ak..??.. KNp ak perlu hdapi niw sume..sdgkn ak blum sedia.... Ak telah kehilangan dy..tuk selamanya.........
Jika ak diberi peluang utk bersama ngn dy...akn ak manfaatkn stiap saat itu...tp sume ye telah berakhir....

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

exam is trouble.

haiyaa...xm kali niw..ak xtw np ak byk careless...???... Pelik tol ler...!!!... Prob2... Ak xm fet up pown de gk... Bngang ak.. NK j ak koyak rabak ketas xm 2... Pe ak bwt sume slh..sdgkn ak tw nk bwt..??.. JIwa ak cemas koot..da nk abs mase... Mne xye.. Nk parah ak,perah otak...Huh..??...

sok paper MM 2 + FZ 1..Perghhh...mjilat otak ak..!!.. hahahaha....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

separuh jiwaku pergi.

Hrm...ainw ak balek skula awl..cuz de xm... Ak balik uma pown dlm keadaan penat...ngntuks... Ttbe ak tpncul dpn uma...adik ak ckp.."dingko da mati.."..Ak cm xcye..sb adik ak 2 ske kelentong ak.. Rupe2 ye btul...Dik2 da mati..kne langgar..Pale dy pecah...Ak sdey gler..r..sb ak sygkn dy sgt2..even dy bukan mnusia..tp dy la paling rpt ngn ak.. Dy la slalu tman ak ble ak tdo lmbt... Dlu dy slalu tdo ngn ak..tp d'sbbkn ak tdo lmbt..dy tdo kt lua...ruang tamu.. Ak xsangke..pmergian dy bwt kali terakhir pagi td..dy msuk bilik air buang air...Itula kali terakhir dy,ak tgok...sblum ak pergi skula... Sdey wey...,sp xsyg kucing y ak jge dr dy dilahirkn... Dlu ad owg nk dy,tp ak xnk bg.... Skunk dy da pergi tgglkn ak kesepian utk selamanye... Aty ak mjdi sepi tnpa dy... Lau dy ad,dy mg mnje ngn ak... Tp 2 la kuasa Allah...ajal dy da smpi..MAti di tepi jln dpn uma ak....

Aku Syunk dy...!!...tp dy da xd.....!!!...






Saturday, May 8, 2010

bnci ak.!


siot tol r..pix y ak amek kt skula td..ley ilang sekelip mata.. Palak tol ak ngn laptop ni..??... Ak bwu nk upload2...ttbe da M.I.A..(missing in action).. Ya allah,sdey ye....Stiap detik ai ak ainw..ilang skelip mata... Masa da berlalu...,ak xley nk ulang kembali balik...!!!.. haaa................,wa mau pix wa balik..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........

Friday, May 7, 2010

Bkan ak nk tp???....


Cett...sok ai karnival... Ak ttbe trse cm xcited j nk g...aw..??...*buang tbiat hape ak niw..??.. Yerla...dis year ak las.. Ak nk njoy gler2 r sok... Ak tgok sp batch2 las year y dtg.. Haha..... Y pasti,ak akn bz kott.. Cett,ak niw da r mls nk kai sluar PBSM uw..cm hape jewp..??.. MLs r...tp kunk ak xikowt arahan lak..??.. Susa doo....l....

Ainw y 4 sure..,ak ngntuk+letih+mls..Nk tdo j...tp de bnd ak settlekn... Lembap plak upload vdeo niw..??.. Adeus...!!!!...

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Sengall sgguh muke ak..??...tade r,time niw ak nga pns gler..duk bwh kipas...Ttbe dtg sowg bdk niw..amek camera ak...Maen tgkp2 gmbr.. Then ak da busan,ak ckp r nk amek pic ngn dy+K.. So hasilnye,ini ler... Ak wif buncit n keyra... Hahaha... Buncit 2..nama gelaran maen2 j.. Ak ske pgil owg cm2..cuz ak gse dy cumil...Dy niw da r rndh..,muke cumil2..n gedix2..Haha..*oppss..sori put..maen2 j... Pape pown,ko ngn keyra mbe ak se-tsyen...Hahaha... Ak angp kowg kwn ak gk..even kte xrpt..ats jurang perbezaan blabla... Ak sygg kowg sb taun niw las lepak gle2...ngn kowg...
Ak niw rmai kwn2 lame..tp da tpisah... Da lme lost cnct...Cane ak nk cntct,sdgkn ak bwt bdus jewp... Hehehe.. Tade mse..r..sori...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

No idea.

ahax.... *mira gilew ka..?? yupe,myb....

td ak npk dyew..?..
*ya Allah..da lme xjpe kau..?...xrndu pown...ak skt ty ad r...*hehehe...
Cane ak suport ko..asek balik uma nenek aje... Ak tpkse tgguhkn niat ak..2 pown lau bajet stil ad..

np msti dy nk jauhkn diri dr ak...*sengall dol...Grm ak...

Lntak koa r...Ak mls nk pk2..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Crazier..


Ak sbgai ketua pmbangkang. Zati sbgai pmbangkang ke-2. NIsa sbgai pmbangkang ke-3.




Ble tang ak da ad dpn laptop...nk hupdate blog..Ak xtw nk tulis hape da... Idea ak ilang ttbe..mood tah ke mane..??...
*hahaha...

Yang berhormat..??.
Hah,tringt ak sal td...Kt dewan skula y lg gah iaitu skula ak sndr la...Ak 1st n kali terakhir join debat... Wlaupown ak mghadapi sikit r komplikasi pale otak ak niw y sengall..kkurangan oksigen...sbb mlm td ak tdo lmbt...Xpnh ak bsekang mata dpn lptop..semata2 bahas...Tape la..usaha bwt 1st n las time j...dis year... Mg xsangke r,ak + teman2 pmbangkang menang dlm usul td... Hehehe... * mereka mg HEBAT tp sy TIDAK..rasional ye,ak xpndai ler b'bahas...Setakat REDAH j...ak bley r....!!..*haha...

Yg paling sengaalll time ak nk bentangkn hujah2 ak..pihak kerajaan minta IZIN LALUAN..Perghh...GABRA seyh ak..time 2...Xpnh kne,ak kne tmpran soklan y hebat dr pihak kerajaan... *hehe....

Lantak r,yg pasti segala perasaan ak y ak xpuas aty kew akn berakhir pd saat,detik ini...Ak mls nk pk kn lgik...??.... Idup perlu diteruskn...tnpa keyakinan diri sndr,kita akn mudah myerah kalah..y tiada kesudahan............

Monday, May 3, 2010

pale ak sakit,aty terbakar...!!..

ak frust gler r ainw... Da r pg td,kne mrh ngn tce MM... Dan2 ak lak kne..ptut ketua ak y b`tanggungjwb... Ak lak aii..??... HAngen tol ak.. Ainw cm2 msalah timpa pd diri ak.. Mg ak sakit pale gler2 r..Xpnh ak kne sakit cmniw..??.. Pyh tol idup niw..??..

Hidup sepi lak lau xd msalah kaann.??.. *hahaha...


Ble ak bg dwet kt abah... Abah lak mrh ak.?? sbb ak bwt smething y ley mybbkn pihak 2 berselisihan phm.. Bak kata apak ak,"jgn ikowt kpale ko j "... *dlm aty ak..,tbkr aty ak..!!.. Bukan nk bekap ak..owg len dy pntingkn..???!!!... WTF ye olang.. Lu da susakn idup wa,wa kne hdap peel lu.. Lu ingt lu spe.??.. Wa de bnd len nk settle r...!!!... Wa de tnggungjwb kt bnd len...!!.. Wa xd mse nk lynn lu j...!!.. Lu bikin wa pnas...j !!!!!!!!!!.....
Hari ni btul2 ai mcabar bg ak... Ak xtw r np,owg nk cri slah ak.. Ape salah ak..??.. *1 persoalan n 1 jwpan.. Apekah.??..Ak niw kejam..?? Nta ler...,ak hnya mnusia y bwt pe ak rse btul tgglkn pe y slh....

If owg kata ak "gedix",ske ty ak r...
If owg kata ak "jaat",lantak ak r...
If owg xpuas aty ngn ak,face 2 face ngn ak r...
If owg bnci ak,2 hak kowg r...
If ak buruk mne sekali pown,ak ttp makhluk Allah y 1...Xd sp y ley ubh diri ak mlaenkn diri ak sndr.........


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Kehidupan seorang candiDATE SpM..

Meniti hari y agak mbusankn.... Busan seyh duk uma... 1 ai suntuk ak tdo... Hahaha.... Bese ye ak de tsyen...tp tsyen ak bg cuti.... Ak busan gler duk uma,nk stdy pown xd mood.. Ak asek mlyan nfsu tdo ak... *hahaha... Smlm ak da baek da ngn dy... Hee...dy 2 stand 4 wat..??.. *secret de amooere.... N mlm td,ak da bjye abskn kdit ak.. Call some1... Hahaha... *dpt den lpaskn jaat jup..?... Da sbulan ak los cntct ngn dy... Las2,mlm td terurai suda jaat ak pd dy...*hehehe...


Ak skunk xd r epy gler..pown..Smlm dpt tumpang g jenjln...JJ.. Lpas niw no jenjln da... Nk fokus stdy...Kunk apak den bsing...den xlarat kene bebel j...*haha.. Smlm la ak dpt lepak2..tp stil rse busan..Xtw np..??...Asek busan j..??...Xtw pe y buat ak epy...??... Mengapaa ak perlu rse busan...??... Adakah ak stress dlm idup mjd sorg candidate niw..??... NTa la,kdg2 ak trse idup ak sunyi tnpa kata..?.. Even ak de kwn2 kt skula..,ak stil busan... Knp..??... Kdg2 ak rse pnt hdp peel mnusia... Ak pown mnusia gk an..??... Ak skunk mg sengkek gler...msalah kewangan mlnde...Den susa nk dpt dwet lbh... Msti kne jimat2.. NK suport dwet tsyen ak sndr..??... Ak ksian tgok asek dwet apak ak j..jd mgsa....*hahaha...*poyo j...

Abs r,pas niw ak bz..ngn xm... matii ooo. Laps xm niw,kteowg da trial..YA Allah,cpt gler mse berlalu... Tlog ak,ak xready lgik..??>.. Ak xnk jd single pasniw..Xd g skula hape sume..?.. *hahahahahaha..............................