Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Be young.


~ai2..ken..ak de story gila malu ah..!!..
Short stry kenn...,mse 2 ak de tsyen pgi kul 10am..smpi kul 12...Then kul 3.30 pm de tsyen lg..so xd la ak nk balek... Kire ye 2 da dua kali ak sty sane..smbhyg kt tmpt tsyen..di bilik smbhyg y disediakn... Ak niw slalu yer mbongkang dlu..tp dsbbkkn rmai..borak..xd ah ak tdo.. Ak stdy olok2..walhal dlm aty..PEMALAS giler...!!!!!!!.. *haha!.. Abs stdy,da kul 1pm lbh..nk smbhyg le zhur...Ak bwk telekung..,angkt le wduk..Tinggalkn Nisa y nga tdo2 aym.. *hehe.. Ble ak dlm tndas uw..ttbe ak tdgr org cm nk msuk..ak cpt2 ah..kai cardigan terbalek..sbb ad ah..!!.. *haha! Then kai tdung cm org sakai ah..NK smbhyg je kott.nk lawa2 buad pe kenn..??.. Then ak bukak le pintu,ak xnpk org lak..???.. Ble ak da langkah setapak..ttbe ak npk la MAt K****e..HAish,knp mmat niw ad plak..???... Dy nga tgok cermin.. Ak cm xselesa ah..dgn kai tdung sakai gila..!!!.. Straight msuk bilik smbhyg...time 2 Mat K*****e pndg ak..dgn muke y sgtt pelik..??.. Ak t'pk ak niw npk weird kew..?. Dy pndg ak cm nk tenong muke ak sebetul y mgkin.. Ak bengang ah.. Dlm ty nk tego..tp mls ah..t pnjg la cte... Ak straight bla jee... Dgn perasaan ak malu..ak nk tergelak .. Sengal o mmat uw..cm xpnh tgok pmpuan kai tdung cm2 lak..??.. Ble kejott nisa...,dy juz ckp "ko ad jdoh ngn dy".. Ak ckp ah,"pale otakk ko laaa..!."..
Ble cte kt MAr,dy gelakkn ak.. Lg ah ak malu..*haha..!!.. 2 ah..kenangan paling malu..ak rse kott..??... Ak paling xsuke laki pndg ak cm2..

~pagi td..ak de kelas chemis...Gila bapak gila penatt... *hape niw..??.. Tah..*haha! Da r,ptg de kelas +math plak..??.. Dgn mata y bwu tdo setengah jam..nk kne bgun g tsyen +math lak..??.. Ak sgguh la penatt,ngntok...!!.. Ak kne le pegi gk... Kunk bising lak apak ak..uw...

~at the end point.. Double decomposition...2 solution are mixing.. Zinc oxide,when cooled is yellow while when hot it white.. *cettt...chemis doe...!!..*haha..!! bes aw...belaja SALT.. Sp mau tw sal SALT bley rjuk dgn saia..smentara memory msih cergas..niw..t da lupe..mampus 1 bnd ak xtw...*hentam jela...labu...!!..
Ini bukan ak nk ckpkn...!!... OKelah,mira kne cpt..xley on9 lelme..t rugi..!!..
Ak nk ckp bhawa...ai2 ak telah text ssowg mmat niw..utk mgutuskn hari perpisahan kami.. Sbb dy da lme buadd ak merana gila va**..!.. Ak bengang ah...da lbh sebulan kott...dy biarkn ak bermain dgn api... *haha..!!.. AK pown de ego..der..kau ingt kau laki ?..kau je de ego r..??.. Sory ah..niw MIRA ah..!!... Dunt play with devil la..~..*haha..!*kejam kottt.. Ak buad cm2..nk kasi kau plak merana...Rasekn cmnew ak rse innn..??... Padan muka sama lurr....!!!... Mg ah dlu ak caring kau gila bapak..,tp skunk..pegi jalan ah... Ak xheran ah.. Btw,ak penatt ah ckp sal laki..mg ah mlut ak xbukak utk ckp kn..tp tgn ak niw da penat taip sal laki jee... LAki xpnh nk pndg ak..malah hina ak ad ah.. *tanggapan ak ,myb??..
~smlm...ak ckup penat dgr pndngan laki *bdk kelas ak.. y agk xmunasabah.. Da la,ak da tlog design kn bju kelas..xbsyukur..org len bsusa pyh berperah tenaga..masa..utk settlekn msalah tshrt..Kau *laki mnx kua dwett jee...payah.. Ak palak tol ah.. Nk2 palak kau gemok..!!.. Suke caik nhas ngn ak...*bdoh yer kau..??..pnh pk kew nsb kau akn dtgg t..??.. Pas2,nk kaler ikowt tekak cekadak kau jee... Ak penat dgr mcm2 cdngan ai2.. Bnd nk siapp,nk design ats bju jee.. KAu xnk..??... Nk ikot pale kau,baek kau buadd kelas sndr..jee... Nk smart la hitu la hini la..otak kau xsmart ne pown..??... LAu kau pandai dlm kelas,,respect r gk..ak pd kau.. HAish..busan ah.. Ak confem ah,,mg xbyar ye t... Fine,ak xkesa..if bju lmbt siap..jgn nk mnuding jari..mane2 pihak.. KAu xpnh nk bg kerjasama..ngn pmpuan.. *ur head ah.. Pk la sikit..da nk dkt 2 taun buad mekak dlm kelas y same..stil nk ikowt pale kau 2.. Plez ah,pk jd matang sikit...!!.. Jgn selfish la idiot..!!.. Kau buad ak palak ngn kau..!!.. Sedarkn kau sebelum terlmbat...

**HAPPY MERKDEKA DAY..!!..
*taun niw raye..ak cm xraye je...baju raye cm xwjud..tp ak akn sedar..xlame lg ak nk trial..2 je bnd y bermain dlm benak ak..Y len,ak tpkse tolak tepi..psal cinta,hati,perasaan,rindu..*pegi jalan ah..!!..

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Today.

~mulai detik ini..ak xkn on fb lg.. Ats permintaan ty y meroyan...supaya jgn on buad smentara wak2.. Ak ckup lg busan dgn khidupan cte sal guys.. *ceh..kalah bykk pkwe lakk aii..??... Fine ah..,ak sdey utk cte sal bab 2.. Sory 2 say..i must forget that past time..

~okelah,td ak da shupingg... Agk busan ah..sbb xbyk pilihan utk ak..
Before that,ad story bout my lil bro..is Mamat... Mule2 kteowg g JJ lme..Then ble bju utk ak xd..Ak suh gk mak n abh g JJ bawu... Akhirnye dapat..!!!..*haha!
Then,mse nk msuk JJ bwu 2..ak n mak jln paling lambat kt blakunk skali... Abh,mmat n jia da ke depan.. Ttbe,c mmat niw mg suke jln sowg2..menonong jee...Ttbe la,abh perasan ad sowg laki dkt ngn mmat...Seolah2..nk tego... Abh juz perhatikan je dr blakunk..wlupown dlm aty curiga.. Ttbe c mmat niw mulut masin..dy pgil abh.. Laki 2 xtentu arah bla..cpt2.. Rupe2ye ad dua org laki sdg sekodeng adk ak 2.. Pendek kata,mgikut firasat abh...mereka mahu culik adk kesygan mak saia...!!.. Oleh itu,kpd ssape y ad adk,kew bdk kecik kew..jge la mereka..Nk2 plak musim nk rye niw..mcm2 ley berlaku.. Jgn sngke air y tng,tiada buaya.. Jdkn cte sal adk ak niw,toladan... Spya anda sume lbh berhati2.. *haha..!!..**baek pyerrr...!!..ak niw..??..
Td ak dpt shuping t-shirt sehelai,cardigan..n jeans...rm 169...!!... Gler ah mahal..tp bkn kmahuan ak..abah y pilih kn?.. But ad diskaun ah... sales la katakn..??...

~ak keliru dan bingung sal..seminar utk 5hb niw.. Ak ckp ngn abh nk g...tp ble pk2 kn balek..?.. Knp ak nk pegi erk..??.. YA Allah,ak sguh la bingung dlm hal niw..Ak xtw knp ttbe ak jd bingung..Mse 2 lak,ak de tsyen...2subjek lak 2.. Sdey yer..Ak xpenh ponteng tsyen.. Ak nk g..sbb hape erk..??.. NK tmbh ilmu kew saje nk ubtkn aty ak y lara niw...?.. Ak xtw ah...Syesly,ak amat la buntu..!!!!!!!!!!!..... Ak penat pk..nk kew xnk..??... Ak de msalah sal seminar niw.. Ak bengang ah...knp msti ak jee jd mangsa.. Knp msti ak korbankn mse mak or abh..??... Knp mnusia pntingkn diri sndr..??... Knp3..??!!!..??.. Bkn sekali,tp da byk kali.. Ak serba slh nk ckp..tkot t ad y trase.. Ah..pening2...!!...

~erm..myb lpas niw..ak perlu mbawa diri.. Ak msti..!!.. *haha.. Utk cri ketenangan..demi msa depan.. Ak msti tabahkn aty...!!... Maaf jika ak byk diam..xd modd.. Ak perlu mcri sinar bwu..dlm khidupan ak..demi msa depan.. *im so sorry..!!..


Saturday, August 28, 2010

Tertekan,

kan bgus klu ak dpt idup sndrian..tnpa org sekeliling... Ak mg tertekan skunk niw.. Xd sp nk phm ak.. Sume cri ksalahan ak.. Ape ak buad sume slhh..??.. Ak nnges dlm diam...xd sp nk endah kn ak..melainkn diri ak sndr... Nnges bgai nk mati...pown..ttp same.. Ak sdey jd ak.. Knp org susa nk trime pndangan ak..??... Ak xphm idup niw.. Mnusia pntingkn diri sndr... Buad kputusan tnpa berbincang.. Ak bengang.. Ainw jee...da bpe byk msalah timbul dpn ak.. Ak xphm ah.. Knp ah mnusia zman skunk niw..??... Benci ah..!!!!...
Ckup ah,dgn tekanan perasaan ai2... Inikn lg..tekanan... 1 ai bpe byk tekanan ak kne hdap..??..!!.. Penat ah cmniw..??..!!...
Ak sdey gler r...bdk 2 buadd ak.. Nk nnges..ak da xmmpu.. Sbb xd sp kesa ngn ak..??..
Xd sp nk phm perasaan ak... Knp r kau sggup buad ak cmniw..??... Ak redha...
Kdg2 ak nk nnges hari2...tp buad pe ak nk buadd cm2..Ak xnk tertekan...
Ak pasrah dgn dugaan y melanda... Tp dlm mse y same..ak msih dlm kesedihan...

*ak benci gler ngn kau..!!!..

Hentam je..

lpas je ak bce blog zati...Aty ak ttbe timbul 1 kekesalan...Perghh..bukan pe..??..
Ak ttbe rse cemburu plak ngn zati...Dy da dpt ptunjuk tp ak..??.. Masih dlm dilema... Cinta ak xberbls.. *haha..!.. Nk buad cane..da org xsudi.. Xkn ak nk pkse2 plak..??.. Ak sonok bce pe zati tulis...dlm ty jeles ah.. Tp 2 rzeki dy..kenn..??.. Xp,mgkin skunk bkn rzeki ak lg.. No man,no cry..!!.. Ak msih terfkir..knp dy juz ckp "thenx" je..sdgkn ak bgai nk parah bina ayt..xd perasaan..text kau.. Kau bls 2 je.. Yeah,suda terang lg bersuluh...mg dy da xsygg kt ak.. Ye r,setelah pe y ak buad kt dy..msti ah dy xsuke.. Tp kau ingt ak suke prgai kau kew..??.. *jaat ooo... *Ya Allah,ak pose ah..!!..
Xp,ak redha dgn ketentuan idup niw.. Klu ak ditakdir idup cmniw...redha jela..
*pehal lak ak emo niw..??..
~hahaha...aku da bengong..!!..

~ak sdey wey..bju kurung raye ak...cacat... Nsb bek ah ak sarung bju 2...sekali tgok lengan dy pendek... Perghh..."nnek,hape niw..???!!"...*nada guaw.. "xnk pakai ah t.."..
Nnek ak kunk mula ah mbebel..kt ak... Ak ckp kt mak,suh beli kain len..tp mak xd duet maa... Xp ah..
Ak pakai jela..bju 2..sekali je..t...*haha..!.. Sdey bju kurung ak suda ccat sikit... Al maklum laa...taun niw sderhana ajeee....


*jgn sngke ak niw garang xd perasaan..
jgn sangke ak diam,ak xsuke..
sbb ak tw ak adalah mnusia bese..


Friday, August 27, 2010

Tension or tuisyen?

~...isk..sok ak de tsyen... Smpi ptg..berasap otak ak... *huhu.. Nk buad cane..??.. Tpkse.. pkse diri saje .??.. Wateve ah..!!.. Ak geram..buku SJ ak t'tggl bwh meja..jgn ilang suda..lg ak naek gila t.. Bwu nk pkai,xd kt uma.. Asek bwk g skula..bce jrg2..*haha..!!!..
Sok kimia,fizik..Alahai..fizik..ak sengal...Bwu lah ak phm tajuk LOGIC GATE..*haha..!!.. Lembap ak niw... Xp2..Blaja lembap2..selamat... *haha...!!..

~Scary Movie beb..!!.. Ak lah org paling pngecut nk tgokkk... To adk ak ckp..kelakar...tah r..cm bes jeee...??.. Ak berani mati nk tgokk r...,mlm t grenti xley tdo...!!...*haha..!!

Holiday maaaa...!!!....


ainw wa CUTI...!!...skula...!!!!.. Syookk....gilerr..... *haha...
Td kenn..ak suh abh isikn myak moto along..*huhu... Sbb moto along da nk abs myak..Ak niw xd lsen...nk kua bwk moto kunk xpsl2 dpt saman..Ye r,xd lesen braderrr... Along tgglkn moto dgn myak nk abs..Ak la jd adk y prihatin y jge moto dy... *haha! Pepagi lg ak da bgun...*ceh..pgi la sgtt..pkul 9am ak bgun...Trus bukak pintu pgar... Ak ingtkn ade org len akn bukak..tp ak jugak..
PAs2 ak ajk abh g shuping... Ye r,ajk abg ak balek..dy malas.. Ak bengang tol... Xp ah.. Myb ahad niw kott...shuping...sbb td abh tye ak free ai pe..??.. Ak ckp ah..ai ahd lps tsyen akaun.. Taun niw ak bukan nk mnx bykk pown..jus jeanss..jee... Jeans levis 2...*haha..!!... Ak suke suki.. Along xnk tman..kn sbb bz nk xm..ak ha nk xm..relax jee..*haha...!!... Ak ainw da batuk2..da..saket dada ooo... Ak xtw nk mkn ubt pe..??...dmm da reda...
Td ak text ngn pkck..Then da xbls...Mne g tah..??.. Ak xtw ler..plak..??.. Hrm..we re stil talking bout that man... Ak mls nk ckp..tp dy seolah2..mnasihatkn ak... Ak lemah tol..ckp sal laki.. Ak xd mood da nk pk sal laki... Adk ak y sekor (laki)..xterlayan...niw kn plak laki y ak minat..??...*haha..!!...
Angah n along balek nk dekatt raye t kott... Nta ah.. Agk2 ak t cm2 gk kott..??...
Lupe nk sebarkn...bahawe ak xpt PLKN.. *hahah...!!!.. Heaven..!!... So ak xd msalah nk buadd kje or cri kje taun dpn..wlupown rse keciwa..tp xpe ah..xd rzeki den.. Redha jeee... Btw,ak xtw nk buad pe lpas spm t..Dlm benak ak,hnye cri kje..Yeah,dpt blnje ak sndr.. Xyh susakn mak n abh..
~okelah ,ak da xd modd nk update lelme...*da mule busan... Asek buad bnd y same...*haha!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Jeng.jeng.jeng


Im very sengal...*sakai dol ak..!!...


Ak palak klu org asek nk cri ksalahan ak.. Klu utk angah,sume sggup tp ble ak..??.. Nta laa...Kdg2 ak fet up...pk kn..??....

~stiap kali ak update kew on9 kew..ak msti bukak 1 lgu tuk d'dgr..Lagu y slalu ak dgr "permata yg di cari"...*haha!.. Okelah,cptkn update..!!..
td kt skula ak de ceramah..y sgt2 la ringkas..selama 1 jamm jeeee... Tp sumpa besh..!!..*haha!
Mule2 ak ingtkn ceramah 2 100% sal msalah sosial remaja...tp x..*huhu.. Psal CINTA..!!.. Bes weyy..!!... Ak tabik springsss...!!.. Tp 2 ah,xd ckup mse..bebe.. Ble dgr ceramah 2 dr A-Z.. Ak rse ak cm bute cinta... Nta ah.. Ble org 2 ckp,lau kte suke kt ssowgg better luahkn...spaye diri xmerana..Mule2 cm sengall jee...org niw..tp lme ke lamaan ak trime pe org 2 ckp btull..!!..
So sejurus abs ceramah,pale otak ak tfikir perlu kew ak luahkn kt org 2..??.. Cane lau dy xd respons...*perghh...wa palak lau org xbg responss... *haha!... Ak mcube nseb ah balek td,then...ad respons utk org 1st...2nd person xbls..*kuang asamm..!!... Ak luahkn bukan ah ak nk kau's lynn ak..ak cume luahkn spaye ak xrse terbeban dgn cinta gila ini..!!.. *haha!.. Ble ak da luahkn ,ak rse lega..bebas...aman...tenang...Malahan ak rse lbh tbah utk mghdapi dugaan n cbran akn dtg.. *haha..!!.. Lantak sama kau la sang laki,y pasti ak da luahkn..Ak pown xnk kusut2kn pale..*haha..!...

~yahh...beddaaabbeeedddduuu...sok ak cuti...!!... *yehhhaaa....!!!... Pe ak buadd sok erk..?.. Hrm..ak niw da la xsihat...,saket tekak.. Nisa..ajk stdy fzik.. Ak cm mls lak..ak bwu dpt demam..pg td... Sdey... Da la time pose... Minum air xley...Mnelan air liur jelaa... Sbb tekak ak gatal pg td..tp ble lpas bbuke..lg sakett..plak..??.. Ubat lak da abss... Sp le nk bgi ak ubt..pkwe xd doll...!!!... *haha..!!.. Miang ah plak..??..

~yayaya...i miss dak ngek..!!... *haha..!!.. Ble le ak dpt jupe kau niw..??.. Ak mls nk topup td...xdpt nk call kau.. Klu call kau,kau balek lmbt... *haish... Ak busan ah...tnpa kau..??..*hahaahaha...!!!!.. MAen2 je ah...

*ak da mule batuk da..Akibat suke mjerit td dlm kelas...Huh,sakett oo tekak ku...perit..!!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

selamat tinggal..?..


*Ya Allah,bile ak tgokk fb dy...ak ttbe rse smething dlm diri ak..Pesal erk..??..
Ak da lost cntct ngn dy...sdeyy le sikit dlu... Ak xnk call dy lg.. Ak biarkn dy...Ak de wish bzdy dy tp bzdy ak dy xwish...Saket tyyy... Ak pasrah knl ngn dy.. Bukan la ak nk ptuskn kwn ngn dy...tp dy da xcntct ak lg.. Ak sdeyy.. Ak tabahkn aty ak..buadd smentara waktu...tp kali niw ak terluka lg..ak pasrah dlm mniti liku2 khidupan...*haha..!!...sengall...!!... Ak xd feeling kt dy da... Lantak ah dy... Ak xnk knl dy lg.. Dy tggllkn ak... Ak harus tggllkn dy plak..??.. *hahaha...!!

~saia sedang mereng...!!


my accidental happily
the way you smile and how you comfort me
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

no caption.


you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

bukan mase utk bjiwang lagikk...!!...*haha...!!..
tp ak rse sperti khilangan ssowg...tp ak harus biarkn dan lupekan..*haha!
Mengong seyh dk boroiii...ejek ak..td..??...
Saket ty tp bese ah..mbe..nk guaw2..kenn..??... Syes ly,ak rse idup ak skunk sgtt busan..tp ak tpkse pure2 xbusan. *haha...
Alah,busan ah...Omwork bykk...BM kne anta sok..leceh der..??... Ak mls niw...!!..
Hrm...spm makin lme makin dokeettt...den makin maleh...*haha..!!...

*mira gila...!!!...
**t shrt kelas da siapp,sir xamek lg..*huhu..!.. Hopefuly,dowg trime seadanye..

Monday, August 23, 2010

Tak bisa hidup tanpamu..???..



Ya Allah kau tabahkn ty ak niw..ak tw ak lemah dlm hal niw..tp tidak bermakna ak telah khilangan insan y ak sygg.. *ak msh ad ngek..!!..*haha... Ak masih mmpu berdiri utk mneruskn dugaan dan cbaran.. Ak xlah lemah lg..ak da ad kekuatan..!!.. Ak mmpu mneruskn pjalanan hidup ini.. YA Allah,kau ampunilah dosa2 ku...ak hanyalah mnusia y hina xlari dr buadd ksilapan... Ak sedar diri ku niw ialah insan y lemah.... Tabahkn aty ku niw...kuatkn smngat ak... *doesnt meant that i need u 4eve...No matter wat u had done 2 me...i nver forget itt...U will regrett it... If i not mistaken.. May Allah bless u n ur lifee....aminnn....~~...

~ak xphm ngn prgai kau..pehal ah suke cri psal ngn ak..???... Pe msalah kau ha...??...
Ak xpenah saketkn ty kau tnpa sbb...len ah lau ak dendam ngn kau.. Ak pelik mnusia cm kau niw..?...Plez ah jd matang sikit... show up ur self being a grown man..not a idiot...!!... Pndai ckp blakunk jeee...eh,bla ah..kau jntan..ak xhdap sikit pown... Kau 2 blagak jeeee...lbh...Ak palak tol lau laki y xrespect pmpuan... Sabar je laaa ak ngn peeel kauuu...!!... Xbermakne ak diam ak takot..malah ak mls nk lyynnn peel kau ah... Jgn sangke air y tenag tiada buaya...tidak smestinye... Jgn sngke kau laki,kau bley buli pmpuan..??... Ak bukan pmpuan y lemah...!! Ak doakn moge Allah swt berikn balasan pd kau..!..

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Ciput ah


knp kau buadd ak cm2..???.. Pe slh ak selama niw..??..
Ak xphm ah...ak tw ah ak xbek cm orgg len...tp plez ah..anggp ak cm kwn y len2...
Ak kecik ty ooo..kau buad cm2..??... Jaat sgtt kew ak..??... Ak keliru..sama ada kau eclaz kwn ngn ak..kew x..??... Klu xnk bg pjam pape..ckp jela...xpyh ah nk diam ajee... Klu kau rse kwn ngn ak myusahkn jee..ckp j ah..??... Xpyh ak susa2 nk rpt ngn kau..??.. Ak tkilan r sikit..tp nta ah.. Ak xphmmm.. Da ah,stop itt...!!... Hentikn drama niw..!!

~ak call der..kau xangkt. Ak angkt kau cmpk dlm lautt bwu kau tw...??....!!...
Ak miss kau lah bengong...


~masalh ngn dy.. Ak mls nk pk... Lantak sma kau ah...!!

Life or live

penat gila smlm.. Ak mg ngntuk,pening,nk tdoo..!!... Lpas smbhyg mgrib,ak trus hempaskn bdan ats toto..nk tdo..sahur td le ak bwu bgun... *gila kenn..??.. Mg ak ngntuk thap babun ah.. Da la sabtu pg bgun kul 3...*pale otak ah.. Pgi td pulek de tsyen..*pergghh..penat.. Smlm lpas jee..abs qiamulail. Ak buad kputusan nk balek uma..*bkn rndu pown..tp nk mndi..ingt nk tdo..tp xsempat.. Bz doll...!!!!.. Tsyen kul 10zm tp kami dtg kul 10.30am..*haha..!!.. Ad excuse xp.. *hehe.. Lpas 2 dduk kt si2..tggu tsyen kul 3.30pm plak..??.. Perghh...sgguh penat...!!..
*pegi tsyen der..**penatt2..!!..

Skunk ak mg bz ngn tsyen.. NK arrange hari masa .. HUh,sgguh pening pale.. Asek ke sane ke mari... Lelme ak pown ley pengsan.. *haha!.. Xp ah,demi spm.. Ak rela... Yeah,mlm td ak text dy... Mg pdn ah ngn dy.. Ak bengang gler kott... Ak saba je enn..??.. So nk buadd cane lg..??.. Lantak ah,ak xkesa da.. MLs ak nk pk2..


~sori,ad pic qiamulail..tp mls nk upload...

Friday, August 20, 2010

bye.bye

sblum I go first lepas asar kunk..Ak update la kjupp..!!!..*haha...
Yeah,mlm niw nta2 ak tdo lmbt..tgok ah cane..?.. Ak xbwk mr.bears.. *eh sjak ble plak ak de mr.bear niw..??...
Okelah,mlm niw j ak tdo asrama...*haha!.. Then sok pagi da balekk.... Wlaupown xsmpai 1 ai..tp ak rse hari itu la hari paling sonok..kott..??*blum rse lg.. Ye r,taun niw last...jee... Ak nk njoy ngn kwn2 ak..selagi hyat ak ad..*haha..!!..
pape jela..ak nk buad pe y ptut ler...Smbhyg lgik..nk tdo jup...ah..penat...!!!...

~ak benci kau ah..!!... Smpi ble la ak asek nk slahkn kau..sb ak bnci kau ah kott..??.. Ak sdey sbb kau ad org len..ak doakn moge kau bhagie..

Thursday, August 19, 2010

the day i was...??...

~mse ak nk cari bku nilam td..ttbe ak tnpk 1 novel...y 1st time ah ak bce...Al maklum la,time 2 bwu broken..*haha! Novel 2 bertajuk "cinta sang pari-pari"..Ak pown da lupe cte 2 psal pew..??.. Da setaun lbh ak biarkn novel 2 dlm bakul.. Ak xd usik2 g da.. Skunk ak mg xd mse...*hehe!.. BZ ah.. Ble ak bc tajuk novel 2...ak tringt kisah dlu ak dgn si dia.. Tp skunk kami da lost cntct.. 2 la kenn...dlu mse sygg bukan maen...lebah lebur kata2 kau hamburkn kt ak..??...Tp skunk kau tgglkn ak dlm keadaan tpinge2.. *wlupown sdey,tp biarkn perasaan 2 pergi jauh2..*haha!
Okelah,hentikn drama merapu2..

~yeah,td ak trime adiah dr zati.. erm..thenx ah zati.. Nice watch der..I liked it..!!..
Yeah,sok mule la hari kebusanan ak..*shampah ak..!!..Mls yer nk g,tp apakn daya...

~mse kt kelas td..ak kne d'usik oeh jntans xgune.. Sje nk cri point nk knekn ak.. Ak xsuke ah...!!.. Ak bnci dowg..!!.. Kau ingt ak hdp ah ngn mbe kau uw..??!!.. Sikit pown xd ah..ak suke orgg y prgai y lbh bgus dr kowg... Hentikn kebuduhan kowg nk knekn org..sbb xd faedah pape... Sedar la sikit idiot,spm lg bpe ai jee..!!...

~myesal gler ak bukak der.. Knp le msti ak cari dy..sdgkn ak ngn dy xd pape.. Knp3..??.. Yer,ak mbuduhkn diri ak sndr... Ak tw ak xlyk kwn ngn dy.. Ak harus pergi dr idup dy...!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........


Wednesday, August 18, 2010

qiamulail 20.8.2010

mulai hari jumaat saya tidak akn berada di depan laptoppp....sebab saya akan pergi ke sekolah..untuk merealisasikan impian pengetua saya...*haha...~skema..!!!...
Oleh itu,mulai pukul 3.30-4.30kott..pm..ak akn pergi kelas tmbahan...pkul 5.pm straight ke asrama sekolah...*huh,bes yer..duk asrama free2...*haha!

Esok pagi pkul 8 ak check outt...Balek uma nissaa...Standby pulak untuk tsyen kul 10.am..smpi 12am... Kemudian,tnpa balek ke rumah...dduk menanguk kt sane..tggu tsyen kul 3.30pm-5.30pm.. Wah,sgguh hebat otak saya kenn..??.. Tnpe henti berfikir..*haha!...
Ak xtw time 2 ley msuk x..ilmu chemis n fzik...*haha!.. Lau x,ak mg ngntuk ler..Da la kne bgun awll..*shmpah siottttt...!!...Nk buadd cane...,kne gk le ak mghadap skula...bwu pk sal tsyen... 2 la azab bdkk SPM...*bes..awww..~~...*nada sinis..

*hyep,i will miss u ah...!!..^haha!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

bulan Ramadhan


*maaf,muke saia muke burukkss...!!...Xd mse nk pk sal melaram..cuz bz ngn mcri ilmu...*haha!


perghh...sgguh la pnt..Ptg td de tsyen lepas kelas tmbahan.. Yee..,penat dol..jd gila cmniw..??..
Pgi td agk mbusankn le kt skula..Ak naek busan asek kne tggl sowg... Apakn daya..Spm candidate ler...!!!..
Btw,ak agk mls nk update sbnryer..tp busan...Ak rndu ble 1 ai xon9..*haha!..
Ak paling xsuke ah,laki tye
"kau pose kew x..??"..Ak mg palak tol ngn soklan bdus2 niw..!!.. Xpayah la nk myibuk tepi kain orgg.. Pelik kew pmpuan xpose..??.. Ad sebb kott.. Org pmpuan lau xpose ,t ganti balek..??.. Laki klu sngaje xpose 2..,xgnti pown.. Tp pnh pmpuan tye,bpe byk kau xgnti??.. Lau pmpuan sesibuk tye bpe ai la ??... Ble ak ckp,pmpua xpose de sbb.??. Sbb Allah da anugerahkn pmpuan jd cmniw..?.. Da plak kata ak b'taskirah..*bengong..!!..der..
Ak xsuke laki tw... Sb td,ak n mbe2 ak lmbt kua kelas... Wak2 abs kelas,slalu ye g smbhyg..ttbe si jantans niw lmbt gerakk.. Da ckp ,kteowg xpose.. Ak geram ah..lps2 cpt2 ah ak n mbe2 ak bgun..xnk dowg pk hape..??.. Ble da smpi surau,jd kes sowg mamat niw amek berat la pulakk..??... Tp cara dy cm ak xsuke ah.. Len ah ,famili sndr..ak xkesa sggtt.. NK je ak ckp,"kau niw laki=suami kteowg kew"??..
Bulan pose niw mg ah byk bsabo..kdg2 laki 2 la suke tye soklan xmunasabah...cm td.. Saket aty ak...Mls ah nk lynn kowg "laki"...!!!

Td ak balek lmbt..smpi uma da kul 6.30pm.. Huish,ak de tsyn +math.. Ak tpkse la g.. Ingtkn nk tumpang nisa..sbb nk ujann.. TTbe nisa abes kelas awll..tpkse la ak jln kaki.. Dllmm aty y sdeyhhh...sayu aty ak nk g..tp ak tabahkn jua aty ak..utk mredah..ujan renyai2.. Wlupown nk mnitis air mata..tp ak kuatkn smngat..demi +math A+..!!...Ak mesti kuatkn diri..!!..jgn hrppkn ptolongan org jeee...!!... Bak kata abh,"belaja idup susa dlu"... Yerla,mne xnk rse nnges..ak rse ak sowg je jln kaki..bebdk len parents anta.. Sdey aww..~~..Tp ak xnk myusahkn mak dan org len.kerna ak sowg... Ak lah org pertama y sampai..!!..*haha!!..
Ble balek smpi uma td,abh tye... "kau pegi naek apew td??"...
Ak " jln kaki lah..!!.."
abh " jln kaki sowg2??"
ak "yerla!!.."..*nada guaw..tp mase balek td nisa ajak balek ngn dy next weekk..*hehehe...
Abh said,"TAHNIAH , BELAJA IDUP SUSA"..!!!..

Org len mndi,ak j xmndi.. Kesian aww...12jam ak xmndi,xtuka bju.. Al mklum la,uma jauh der... Xp la,skunk kne la blaja idup susa ble da keje t..bley idup sng ..!!...

*sblum abh kua g terawih,"ha,niw xblaja le niw kunk??,asek intenet jeee"..
*hehehe,peace yoo abah..!!..

i noe wat im doing rite now..??..
Abhh..!!!...mira lulus fzikk...!!!!!!!!!!!!....*nada gembira... Abh : brape..?? mira : 52..?? Abh : sikit sgtt 2...BUad 60lbh..

~ak ingtkn dy nk bg kata2 smngat kew hikmat kew..??..niw x,lg tekan ak ad r...*haha!..Xpe ah,ak usaha sekadar ak mmpu...Klu ak bley buadd lbh,insyaAllah....!!!...
Klu org tgok 50 je..??..alah kacang jee... Okelah,kowg try ah amek fzikk..ak nk tgok kau llus kew x 1st ujian utk f4..Lau llus kau mg terree ah...!!... *jgn sngke bnd y bwu kte dgr or jupe sng..tp tidak..!!..fikirkn dlu sblum mcube..!!.. Mse PMR,sume kacang beb..2 bdk2 y da lps pmr y ckppp.. Cube utk spm lak..??.. Abg2 n akak2 akn ckp "sng jee dikkk"...*aah mg ah kau kata sng sbb kau da lps..??...Kau da rse azab pmr , spm cane..??...*haha.. Btoll kenn..??.. MSti de pye ckp cm2...
So konkusen yer,rse dlu azab ujian2 besa niw..??..bwu rse syok kew x..??..tp bg ak taun spm niw la bykk sgtt bala kesibukan mnimpa2..Huh,parah2.. ak semakin kcundang dlm dilema kemlasan..!!...*haha..!!... Xp,spm 3 bulan aje ken syggg..??...tolak mkn,tdo,ckp,lepak..haa...tggl la 3 ai..hamek kau...!!...

Alah,sygg ken pndai..xpyh susa nk stdy giler va**...!!...*haha..t rsult kua,pdn muke..!!..
ak penah nsihat kau,kau kata ak mgata kau..??...suke ty kau ah..ak mls nk tlog g...!!nsb bek ah kau kwn ak...


Sunday, August 15, 2010

Mira_idora

actly,name itu bukan name sbenar...*hehe.. Itu nama d'create oleh abah..mse ak kecik2 dy suke gelarkn name 2..kt ak.. Juz + "idora" jee... D'sbbkn nme sepupu ak , "xahra ixora" kott..ak pown tbabit dlm name bgitu..saje gelarkn jee.. Xd mksud pape..der.. Ak pown xkesa "idora" 2..mgingtkn ak zman kcik2..*haha!.. Ak suke suki.. Klu org pelik knp ak tulis cm2..,ak de sbb..sje nk promote name abh createkn.!!.. *haha.. Nme sbnar ak , "Amirah Husna"..jee.. weird kenn..??.. Ak xsuke nme "husna" uw..sbb ak bukan selembut nme 2..ak rough oo..!!..*haha!..

howkey la,donkie2..ak nk iron bju...

tired.


*ak busan derrr...!!...muke penatt balek dr tsyen..

~haish,ainw da bpe kali ak dgr lgu "permata yang dicari"..Xbusan pown... Ak suke dgr..*haha!... Sejak ak tw lgu niw dy penah tulis ,ak trus nk dgrr.. *yerr,ak tw ak xlayykk kwn ngn dy lg da..??..*ttbe je ak..?.. Nta la... Ak sje j update niw..BUsan der..Xd bnd nk buadd..Ingt ptg td nk buad omwork,las2 ak melantak tdo smpi ptgg..*haha!.. Sblum along na balek,dy bg ak kunci moto dy...tp sygg minyak tggl sikit bg ak..**sengal ye abgg..!!.. Hrm..ak runsing deh... Pose2 niw bykk tysen der.. Ak xlarat tp tpkse laratkn diri.. Mulai minggu dpn,ak da xdpt lepak lbry..*oh,i will miss that moment stdy alone!.. Tp 2 la kan,spm candidate niw mg mgila!!.. Mg sntiase bz aje.. Ak xd mse nk lepak2.. "AK HARUS TABAHKN ATY"..!!.. Taun niw mg bykk mgajar ak erti "kesabaran,ketabahan,kesusahan,kegilaan n mcm2 ah..".. Kdg2 ak rse down gler ah,saket ty,sdey.. Tp 2 sume ujian dr Allah,ak redha.. Dan ak bangge kerna ak masih bkwn ngn dy..*haha..! wlaupown,ak shampah ngn prgai dy..ak stil syg dy sbgai kwn.. Dy mg paham peel ak y sewel niw..*hehe.. *pape jela..

~pgi td,lepas bsahur...Ak xtdo pown..cuz kul 8 ad tsyen.. Ak buadd la pape y ptot..Ingt nk buad omwork akaun..tp las2 ak give up..!!.. Ak lupe..!!..Ak xsuke buadd tajuk 2..*haha!..
Then,maen text org..*ah busan der pgi2 bute..!!.. OKe,g iron tdung..cri bju..*ceh,mcm bju bykk lak aii..??..*haha.
D'sbbkn bulan ramadan ak tgokk rmai lak kai bju lengan pnjg.. So,ak harus pakai bju y lengan pnjg.. Kunk org pelik tgokk ak niw.. Ak niw jnis selambe..ala2 gang kott..*haha! bak kata shahrul,ak GARANG ma..!!.. Xlme kmudian,mak pown kua bilik.. Ak pown kua g tsyn.. Mak ak mg syggkn ak,dy sggup anta ak tsyn jauh2.. Ak sdey klu ak slalu kcikkn ty dy..Ak cube utk xkecikkn ty dy.. Dy la mak y sgtt memahami kerenah ank dy..iaitu saya..!!..
"i love my mum"..
~errr...mak n nnek g trawih tp knp ak tidak..?..*haha!.. Abc der..!!.. Xp,duk jela ngn pmpuan gile sekor 2..

~ish,ak tringt detik2 bahagia ak ngn dy.. Mse taun lps.. Ak slalu text dy lepas sahur..skunk da x da..??. Ak xnk gngu dy sgtt,t dy busan.. Ak sygg kn ank buah dy..,cumil der.. *dy xcaye..??..haha!.. Dlu gk le,ak slalu bebel kt dy..suh kemas bilik.. Ah,mg ak mrindui saat2 itu..tp knp dy xpnh pk sume 2..??... Dy mg pelupe..!!!.. Bengang ak..!!.. Klu la,ak bley undurkn mase..ak nk sgtt..brade time 2.. Ak sdey,skunk dy da brubah sikit..Lau x ak,text balek dlu..ak rse skunk ak lostt cntct ngn dy... Mg bykk la,sweet memory.. Ak lyn dy mcm balak ak je plak..??..*pale otakk ak mg bengong time 2..skunk da x..??. *haha!..
Dan detik paling indah spnjg ak ngn dy..mse jupe dy..*ah,mg sonok.. Ak suke le sikit time 2,dpt bsemuke ngn dy..even asek text.. Dy mg pdiam..ble ngn pmpuan.. *haha!.. Shy2 dog...kottt... Sumpa,weyy wa rndu sama dy time 2..!!... Ak hnye dpt pendamkn perasaan 2.. Tpkse..sbb ak xnk ingtkn sgtt..*hehe.. Nvm laa.. Btw,ak rindu kt dy..!!...mse 2 jee...*haha!..
~wateve la..Ak busan..Mne la kau ngek.. Ak rndu der xdgr sore kau..?.. Knp la kau xwish ai2..Ak sdey aw..!!..Hampeh ye bddkkk.. Ak geram..ak slalu jupe kwn2 kau je..kau xd.. KNp kai xmsj ak,ak keliru..kdg2 susa nk caye kau..??...Tp nta la..,Ak da mula angp kau org y pnting dlm idup ak.. *haha!..

"*hey,i miss u laa....ngek.."



Saturday, August 14, 2010

Menghitung hari..


ak terlalu saket mata tp stil nk update..cuz my bro nk kua..*hehe..!!..
Okelah,cte sikit sal lg bpe ai nk spm.. Tolak esok (ahad) tinggal 100ai je... Ak ley lepakk j dpn lptop.. Ak xd mood nk stdy cuz pale ak pning..stress..!!... yeah,try text pkck..*nta bls kew x..??..
Hrm...mmndgkn ak da nk spm lg 100 ai.. Ak xdpt pk pape..Otak ku blank..!!...
Akibat tekanan y tinggi ,ak hnya mmpu mredakn kesakitan dgn buad muke bduh..!...
Ak nk tdo...tp nta ler..Tringt plak,spm..*haha!..Ksedaran last min...
Ak bengang ,org suke buadd ak tnsion pesal ha..??.. Pe le slh aku..??...


*my missing mR. ngek..gone since ble ta..??..Aiyoo..!!..where r u ha..??

Ak rse ak da lme xbek ngn minah 2.. Ak pown buad bdus jee.. Ak mls nk ckppp sal dy sbnarye.. Ak rse dy da xd dlm idup ak.. Ak rse ak da xknl dy... Ak rse dy bukan lg kwn ak..!!..
Aty ak mg saket ble kenangkn perbuatan dy y mlampaui batas.. Ak xley sabar der... Ak bengang..!!.. Biarlah org nk kata ak niw jaat kew hapew..??.. Pe ak kesa..??.. Lantak ah..
Setakat nk bangge pncapaian kau dgn mniru,bek xpyh ah..pmpuan..??.. Kau bley bngge dgn pcpaian kau ai2..tp baru2 niw ak da buktikan y ak xmeniru..!.!!..Ak bley dpt marks better than u..!!!!...
Ak rse bnci ble tgokk muke kau.. Nta la,ak xtw knp..??.. Sejak ak da lme xtego kau..ak jd egoo.. Perlu kew ak baek ngn kau..??.. Hnya Allah sje y tw.. Xpyh la,ak ckppp sal kau.. KAu bukan lg kwn ak... Please go far away...!!... I dunt need u nemore..!!!

why must me..??..

mataku da ckup sepet...der..Nk taip pown xnpk..??.. *saket..!!..
Ape la slhku smpaikan ak kne marah maki... Slah ak msti dicri setiap inci..pdahal ak xtw pape..??..
Sbb kpentingan org len,ak kne mrhh makii.. Ak da la pnt balek dr tsyn...
Saket ty ak...YA Allah,saba jela.. Ak xmmpu nk cte kt org len..blog jela tmpt ak mluahkn sgale2..
Mg saket ty ble ak kne mrhh td...Tbkr ty ak.. Elok2 ak balek,sng2 dy mrh ak...
Pe jnis mnusia kau.??.. Xd iman kew..??..
Haish,bengang ak.. Klu pape ank ksygn kau,kau lbhkn...Yerla,dy lyak dpt pape..ak niw lau mnx sume xlyakk...

~da la,ak mlas nk pk pape daa...!!

~~pale ak masih mmikirkn adiah 2.. EErrrgghhh,ak rse cm hape je ak amek adiah 2..??.. Ble nisa ckp adiah 2 mahall...Perghh xsng dduk ak ooo..!! Nk je ak pulangkn kt kau..??.. Tp ak bingung..??.. Knp kau bg adiah cm ak niw awek kau..??.. *bengong ak xd pape ngn kau..la..!!
Hrm...ak riso r gk...tp nta la... Ak masih bingung... Btul kew ap y ak rse..??.. Aiyooo...!!... Ad org ckp,myb dy suke ak.. Ak da lme kwn ngn dy... setaun lbh kowt...!!...*haha..!!..
Bak kata kwn ak,"biarkan la.."..*haha!.. Idea y bgus.. Ak pown xd cntct ngn dy..Kdg2 je..*hehe.. Xd la,ak mg segile ngn dy.. Slalu le gado...tp btekak bese r 2... *haha.. Smpikan ak pnh buadd dy tacing ngn ak.. Xsngke ak dy tacing bgitu lme..smpi xtego ak.. Riso der..
Tp 2 la...kwn la katekn.. Ak suke kwn ngn dy..sb jnis sengal2..xd feeling2..Ak xsuke..ler.. Tp lau de jodo,ak hnya nk diam kn diri..!!... *hahah!...
PApe jela,ak pning pale ler..akibat stress tlalu mdlm.. Ak xd mood nk update lelme.. Ty ak sdey mgenangkn hal td.. Nta ler... Sdes gler r..*haha..!.. Mmpus ah...*let gone b by gone..!!...


Friday, August 13, 2010

Hurt

wa xphm ngn idup niw..!!...
wa busan ngn idup niw..!!..
wa saket ty ble disaketkn..!!..
wa bnci ble jd bgini!!..
wa tacing ble wa diperlakukan sdemikian..!!...
wa tw wa spe..!!..
wa bnci idup dlm kebuduhan orgg...
wa bnci ble org len hipokrit..!!..

eishh,da la ak bnci rse cmniw..!!...hentikan lahh..wahai en.perasaann..!!!...saya sygg mereka..tp knp..??..

oLLa...!!..

wah...bes yer dpt on9 balek..setelah bpe ai ak bkabung...*hahaha! tpu jee....
actly,uma ak dpt modem bwu lgg...*yehhaaa...!!... Byk2 modem uma ak..ad 3 da...*haha!

okelah,ak nk update cepat...Adk ak segila 2 nk
lpas niw...

Im seventeen's on 11 ogos 2010.
*saia da dewasa dan matang++..*poyo!

Taun niw bzdy ak jatuh pd 1st pose... Sonok la gk..sb xpdt smbutt...Tp xpelah,mse bbuke raikn dgn mkn bihun goreng...!!...
Sehari sblum pose,ak da dpt adiah dr intan..*my bes frenx..s'tsyen..!!..
Dy bg ak..Ak agk terharu le gk..sb xpnh dpt adiah dr dy...Sbb ai2 bzdy dy,ak de bg...tp adiah sderhana
j..BAjett lari oo..!!...


*intan bg ak..


Smlm,ak dpt lgik adiah...dr Mr. ? n misz NAz...*haha!..
Thenx dude..!!...

*kiri misz Naz bg..kanan Mr. ?..*hehe...
Xd la,mbe ak jela...


Niw pmberian dr sowg kwn ak..Ak xtw la knp adiah niw smcm j rupe..tp ak trime jela..dan ak da simpan dlm kotak...*haha!
Mse dpt 2,perghhh...xcited n banggee...!!...Tp ble pk balek,knp dy bg adiah cmniw rupe..?...Klah nk bg awex dowll...??... Ak heran dan pelik... Tp nta ler,ak xpasti la.. Lantak la.. Ak mls nk pk2...*haha!...
Mse nk bukak lak,pergghh..bau dy xthan..bau wangi mg ah wangi tp bsuk...*saket idung ak..!!... Ble ak bc ad kad kecik...perrgghhh...ayat tngkap jiwang tp mgelikn aty ak je..*haha!...
Btw,thenx le Mr.A cuz sudi bg ak adiah.. Ak sygg sama lu sbgai kwn..!!...
Ak tw kau mg sengal cm ak..sb 2 ak suke gado ngn kau dlu..*hahahaha!


Orang yg wish ak mlm ai lahir ak..:
1. Aen syafiqah.
2. Rahmat
3. Misz Naz
4. Abg Fadhil

Esok pg yer :
1. Fid
2. zati..
*zati,kau mg kau wish ak lmbt..Xp kau..jge baek taun dpn...*haha!

Kt fb,xpyh r ckp..mg bykk..xterbls ak..*haha!.. Bz laa...Ak pown mls nk taip byk2...*haha!
At but not least,thenx kpd y bg ak adiah taun niw..wlupown ak xd update kt ats..tp ak ingt la...dan kpd y celebratekn bzdy ak..*thenx gk..!!.. Ak sygg kowg ketat2..!!...
Nway,ak rse taun niw ak bykk sikit dpt adiah..*haha..!!..
Cume ak sikit sdey,dak ngek xwish pown...Xpela,dy xingt pown..*lantak sama dy...!!

~tshirt kelas da siappp..!!...da anta..cuma kne dealkn ngn bdk kelas saiz..2pown ad pihak y xpuas ty..dgn hasil karya kami..Bengang.. Dwet pown berkire...tw r KDEKUT..!!!

Monday, August 9, 2010

Hyep!


Yeah..!!... Sok last dpt mkn siang...!!..
Sok ye lgik,da pose.. Huh,skejup je da nk pose kenn..??..
Dan skejup jee ak da nk spm kenn..??..
*mcm2 hal ah...
Then,td lepakk kdaii CY.. Dy xd plak..??.. Ak pelik ah gk..tp abaikn jela.. Dpt bgurau ngn kwn dy lg bgus..*HAha!...

Then,pg td nisa bg ak bju y dy belikn.. Nsb bek ah,bju 2 ak muatt pkaii..Ak riso gk ah..dy slh beli saiz.. Tp,alhamdulillah,ak muaatt pkaaii.. Bkn sng nk cri bju saiz ak..skunk niw..bju sume saiz kecik2.. Xkn ler ak nk pkai bju saiz kecik2..ye r,ak kenn..saiz besa..Klu pkai kecik,hape gupe plakk..??... Wateve ah....

Alahai,1st pose ak de tsyn chemis... MLs ye nk g...tp kne gk..da lme ak tgglkn chemis..*haha!
Xp2,utk SPM ak sggup berkorban..mse n tenaga...*haha!.. Demi mak n abh..ak redah juaa...!!...
Dan utk mse niw,ak xd mase ah..nk pk hal org lagik..Bkn xnk pk,tp ak rse bnd 2 sume da xpnting..kerna ak pye msalah pown da slesai2..*haha!.. Pndai2 ah,bajet nk settlekn msalah..
Sejak akhir2 niw,tiap pg ak akn jd BAD MOOD..Nta ah.. Kdg2,ak ttbe jd emmooo... Knp ah..??... Ak tkoot t de org tacing g..sdgkn ak xd mrh dowg..??.. Maaflah jika anda trase...!!...Saya manusia bese y xlari dr buadd ksilapan..!!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Kehidupan ini adalah milik aku !



~ainw ak dpt kwn bwu..??...Nma dy..??.... Ak xtye lak.??..*haha..!....
Mse ak dtgg td,da la lmbt bpe minit.. TTbe ak msuk2 je ad bdk duk tmpt Aimi.. Ak ingtkn 2 mbe ak..tp rupe2 ye bukan..??.. nsb bek la,ak xpgil nme "aimi"..?.. Ble ak nk msuk,ak ckp tumpang lalu.. Ak dduk la tmpt ak cm bese..ttbe bdk 2 duk sbelah ak plak..??.. *haishh..xley jd niw.??..np ngn bdk niw..??.. Ak diam jee... Stat blaja cm bese.. Ak niw da la xperamah...ttbe bdk 2 mgkin trse busan kott..??.. Dy tye la nama ak,then skula mne..??.. Ak bls balek,ak tye dy skula mne jee..??.. Pye la jaat ye ak,ak xtye lgsong nme dy..??..
Ak rse dy sporting,cuma ak j xx..??... Ak xgeti la,nk ckpp ngn bdk bwu..??... Ak pemalu..!!..
Mse nk balek plak,she say "bye mira".. Ak pown,"ermm..bye"???.. DLm tpinga2 ak heran le sikit..tp lantak la.. Ak mls nk pk2..*haha!


~yeah,ainw ak balek tsyen,ak jd baeekkk..!!.. Ak buad ler omwork Akaun.. Tp ble da lelme ak xpat..Ak maki2 soklan 2...Bdus btul.. Ak bengang..then trus tdoo..!... *fet up ak tgok soklan 2..Cm babun,ak xphmm..
Sayu ty ak tgokk,da nk trial da.. Ak msih update..poyo je kata jrg on9 kenn..??.. Cmne nk buadd,ak nk mgadu xd "mr.B"..or kwn..??..*haha! Blog jela satu2 ye tmpt ak mluahkn perasaann....


~u cheat me maa..!!... I hate u damn so much..!!..
HAmek kau..!!.. Pdn muke..!!.. Akhirnye,tkluar pkataan ini...!!..
*emosi lagik..!!.. Ak mg pyhh nk kwall perasaan..tp nta ah.. Busan ak cmniw..???..
Ptg td ,hujan xd ributt xd..TTbe abg ak bek ty bg ak dwett topup.. Xkew pelik..??.. ak heran lg ++... Ak bad modd..sb dy ah..!!.. Balek BP bwkk kete makk ak...*yerla,ank ksygan.. *shmpah siottt... Ak xsalam pown ngn dy..Lantak ah,ak mg grm , bngang , sakett ty...!!..

~Mls nk pk sal orgg len.. Buadd hal sndr lg baek.. Ak pown xnk susahkn idup org.. Xkesa la,lau org pntingkn org len.. Klu ak buadd cm2,org xsuke..tp ble org buadd ak diamm jee... Knp la bnd niw berlaku lg..??.. ak xphmm.. Sudalah,hentikn sgale khidupan y bley buadd ak busan.. Ak mls nk pk lg ah..!!..


**ak rindu babun kt kau..!!...Bley x ak nk jupe kau buadd kali t'akhir..??..

Saturday, August 7, 2010

busan.

~bengang..!!.. Pe ak buadd ,sume slh.. KNp lah org susa nk phm ak..??... Ak kne sbar.??.pehal lak..??.. Ak terseksa dgn tekanan nk spm niw.. Knp dlu angah xley di mrh tp ak knp bley..??...
Ak da mule ilang smngat... Mereka bkn nk bg smngat..kt ak..tp seolah2..mmatah kn smngat ak y nk mbara... Hape niw..??...*ak fet up...!!.. Bnci ah..!!...

~smlm my frenzo's... *haha... They treat me kfc maaa.... Thenx ya..!!... Even bsdy ak lg 3 ai jee..tp kowg da smbut dlu... Ak xsngke kowg sud
i smbut wlupown kecik2 jeee... Btw,ak hargainye sgt2... Thenx byk2 ya...m'epykn ak..smlm...wlupown ak dlm keadaan blur2.. *haha..!!..


*kek ak...Sengal kenn.??.. Abs kena cucuk dgn sudu roti n kentang ak..



*ak,tiqqaa,n keyraa... *love u also laaa...!!!...


*mereka y treat sy...!!... Thenx yaa...!!...*love u ollss...!!!...

**myb ak akn xpdt on9 buadd smentara waktu... Ak bkn nk jauhkn diri tp ak tpkse buadd..demi mase depan..*haha.!!..Bengong ak..!!.. Tade la..Ad la sikit prob..*hoho..