Wednesday, March 31, 2010

gotta miss my blog..

Ak da lme da xon9 kann..??..niw pown dpt on9,kjup j.. Bz la lpas Olhrge niw..Ta tw npe..??..kje skula byk..melambak2..ak j mls nk bwt...Mlebihkn tdo dr stdy..Hahaha... Ak bz mg thp gaban r..omwork tiap2 ai ckgu akn bekalkn...Huh,kdg2 xd mse nk bwt..??.. Pning otak ak..Hahaha...*susa gk jd bdk spm niw..??.. makin lme makin ak mls..np erk..??..
*ak da give up kew..??.. -nta la..no komen... Da xd mood da nk hupdate byk2...

Friday, March 26, 2010

kenal dy.??.

Ades..ak ta tw la np ngn ak..??..haha.. Ak mg la xd feeling ngn kaw..tp knp ai2 kaw pndg ak cm2..?...Hahaha..Nseb bek la kaw muda dr ak..lau x..da lme da ak cntct kaw..Hahaha..*ttbe... Ak xtw np,lau ak tgok muke kaw,ak ley tringt3 kt kaw..Sdgkann ak xd feel ngn kaw..juz knl cm2 j..tego pownn xpnh lgik.. Huh,watz gonna 2 be..??...Ak lpe seketika taraf ak niw..??...Hehe.. Mgkin kah,ak terpesona tgok muke kaw..??..*otak la..,ak da mabukkann dy kew..??..TIDAK..!!.. Mgkin,ak ske dy..??..*ape kejadah beb..,dy muda dr ak...??... Mgkin,dy islamic person..??..*myb kowt..Hehehe..
Pape pown,persoaln y xptut dtg dlm otak ak,ttbe lalu..ak pown xdpt nk pk kn..??..Sbb ak masih keliru dgn soal bnd merapik2 niw..??.... MCm buang mse pown ad,...tp ini sume selingan j...Hahaha..Pe slh ye,klu ak ske kt owg kann..??..bkn ak mbnci owg kann..??..wateve la..*kusut otak ak..!!!!!!!!!!!.......

sur-ping...

Hahaha..ainw ak HEAVEN gler dol...!!..No bz2 da...Ak ley lepak mne2 j...Hehe.... Lpas solat zhur..ak hikowt mak g melaka..*dlm aty ak,nk p JJ..Oh..rndu gler..nk shupingg...Tp xd bajet lahai..plak..??..Mak jd supporter ak..*hahaha..
Ak dpt la,membodek makk bju lgik..*angah pown sa
me ,da hikowt prgai ak kai bju pelik2..tp stil ttup aurat heyh..Bju ak 2 wne ijau+tshit blue.. Ak tuka selera jup...asek coklet j,ak pown xnk owg kata ak niw xbusan kew ngn wne coklet..??.. Ak bli ppown sekali sekala...bukn slalu..Huhu...Nak2 lak,makk bwu dpt gaji..Heaven ak..!!..



muke sengal..??..Haha..

Lpas 2,mkn kfc..*hoyyeah...!!...Sok suhit xjd blnje ak...,dy ad hal..Hrm..cncel lgik..??..Tape la...
Td ak tnpk la,psangan kaple niw,siap pgg2 tgn..*selamber btul kann..??..Bia la..dowg tggung..Ak cm pelik la...Knp bnd cmniew ley tjdi lg..??...Klu kowg da kawen,xp r gk...Ak xkesa..tp niw kowg bwu umo bpe..kann..??..entah la..ak pown xphm ngn bdk2 zman skunk...Biarlah kann..,ak hnya mmpu mgkritik tp nk tego..kne pk sepulo kali...Ak bkn sesp nk tego mreka..mreka xknl mne 1 intan mne 1 permata...Klu tgok mereka pgg2 tgn,mg rse jles..tp padah akhirat kne dipk kn gk kann..??..mg idup trse nk enjoy j..tp biarlah berpada2...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the game was the end.

Huhu..akhirnye ak merdeka..Bebas dr dijajah dr En. Sun..Haha..Muke ak da ckup la..merah kemerahan..*hahaha.. Acara pg td,da mnamatkn zman bujang ak dlm olahrage..*tah hape2 niw...??..Ak maen x bersungguh2..sb da tw ak mg akn kalah...*sb bdk wakil ngeri ak.... Xdpt nk dijangka kn..??..Ak t'shock la gk..tp xpe la..kalah dgn bermaruah...Ak telah brusaha sdaya upaya.. 2 j y ak mmpu bwt..taun niw..??..Ak redha keats ketentuan ilahi..Mgkin 2 j y mmpu ak lakukan..Ak xshebat cm owg laen...


Tp ak berbangga sbb ak dpt gk wakil nk msuk 3taun..olahrage...Even xpnh menang..tp semangat kesukanan msih segar dlm naluri drh ak..*cehhh...wahhh??!!!......
Thniah kpd pemenang2 td..,bdk2 skula ak..*congrete..anda mmg HEBAT..!!..Skula: SMKSA,SMKHK...KOwg pown not bad..hebat...*huh,xp..tggu la turn skula ak..!!..*haha..poyo...!!*joke... Ak rse sdey r gk,sb ai terakhir ak..bsame2 psaing2 ak pg td...Ak xdpt nk knl kowg lelbh..sb ak jnis xgeti nk bukak cte..*hehe..,pmalu kowt..??.... Pape pown,ak akn ingt kowg la pesaing hebat ak...even ak paling tuwe dikalangan kowg..Hehehe..Xp,ak xkesa..ak da tamatkan zmn ak olahrge..*adious..spirit olahrge...!!!!


*xcually,byk lg pix2 olahrge..tp ak kesuntukan mase..*sori ler...,ak bz gler..stat saat ini

Monday, March 22, 2010

seriosly im nERVOUS..!!!...

Perasaan ak skunk..??...~hrm..bercmpur baur..*takot?*nervous!!?..*tercabar?..Hrm..cm2 la..Sok merupakn ai y paling bersejarah dlm idup ak..utk kali terakhir..Huh..,nervous gler...!!..Even do,da practice tp ak stil cuak..!!... Msti r cuak..!!..*tkot psaing2 ak lg HEBAT dr ak...Huhu.. Ak xdpt nk ramalkn prasaan jiwa dan raga ak skunk..Ya Allah..seyes r tkot..!!..Xtpu pye..!!..~ak xpnh ad komplikasi sedemikian rupe..Hahaha...



..laki or pmpuan..??..Lu pikir la sndr..!!!...

Ak nervous pye psal..smpikn omwork len ak xnk buwet...Coz acara ak kul 10am..Im pg2 bute da bla..Hahaha..*bye2 ceggu2 kengkwn..*gotta miss kowg..ye!!... ~Well..nk bwt cane..da acara ak pg..,ak kne gk berkor-burn..mse..P&P..ak.. ~even dol,ceggu MM ak ckp.."lau anta pown,bkn mng..??..Hrm..tape la ceggu... At least..skula kte xketinggalan..dlm koku... Rite..??... Hehe.. Nervous2..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........ Nk j ak mjerit dlm bilik niw...!!..Tp t apak ak kata ak gler lak..??..*hahaha..well..im the queen of setan jerit..!!.. Pape pown,ak akn bwt y terbaek...utk buktikn bahawa se-ye..anak dak --- bley tnjukkn gaya paling hebat..!!!!!....*hahaha... Semoge Allah merahmati apa yg ak bwt esok dan ai akan datang..Ak hanyalah bdk bese..,xd pape klebihan pown.....mnusia hina cm ak..,sp la ak kann..??... *da kekeringan ideois...!!.....

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Nervous..!!...


Tinggal bpe ai j ak nk bjuang niw..?.. Ak relax aje...Hahaha... *mg rse xcuak..tp ble da brade tmpt bjuang..**cuak gler vavi...Hahaha...Ak mg bengong.."kowt"... Okelah,wish me luck k..??...Moge2 ak dpt mrealiasikn impian ak...!!.. *amin..!!!!!!!!...

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Td ak lepak libry..*ye..saia bdk spm..Well...duk lbry aman dr duk uma sndr..Klu ak duk uma,mg xsng dduk..Kjup2 nk g dpur,bwt air la..hitu la hini la..mcm2 kekangan..dol..Tp duk lbry,ak xley nk g mne2...Hahaha..Nobody can bothered me again n again..!!!.. Mak bekalkn ak dwt blnje mkn rm5 j.. Mule2 ak cm nk mnx dwet extra..tp..mmdngkn kegawatan ekonomi..Maleh ak nk mnx....
Dlm kul 11 lbh..pwot ak da mnyanyi..Haha..itu tanda ye LAPA..!!..Ak lengah2 mse dlu...tggu btul2 lapo..Tup2,mg btoi la pwot ak ksong gler..!!..Ak da xthan..dol..Tp ak pk sepulo kali..??..*nk mkn kew x??..ckup x,dwt niw..??..**adus..Ak nk j mnx tlun kwn ak..tp tkot dy xd dwet lak..??..Hrm..alah..redah j la...Mkn ak bjet rm4 j kowt...

Ak jln kua..g kodai dpn 2 j...Yerla,ak sensowg..xkn nk g mkn kdai ber-air cond..Dwet xckup...Bajet lari...taun niw...Hehe... Ak pilih lauk aym goreng j..+ nasi + kuah asam tumis(fveret gua) n air teh ais... Lpas settle powt..ak nk bayau la... Tup2,makcik 2 ckp..**rm4.30...Fuh..mhal siot...Sama trap ngn skula ak j... Mg la....skunk brg da naek harge..so sume bnd blumba2 nk naek harge..Klu cm2..,time kawen t..hentak j wang hantaran memhal..Hahaha...**selingan j....

Lpas mkn,ak smbung bwt kje...Ttbe,ad sowg mmat niw tego ak..secara xformal..**ak pelik..??..Sejak ble lak ak jd kwn kau..even dol ak 1 skula ngn kau..??..*hahaha...
Dy : eh,kau ad ketas kajang x..??..
Ak :..erm..ad kowt..Jup??..
**ko nk bpe helai..??..Ak xbwk byk..
Dy :..3helai..
Ak :..ha..??..bpe..kau nk..??..(ak kureng dgr sbb dgr mp3..)..
*lantak kau la,nk ckp ak niw pekak kew hape..??...Y pasti ak mg tgh dgr mp3...

Ak stdy bnd y same j...*da lelme..haih..,busan da...!!!...Asek bnd y same j...ak bc...Haha... Da ak dilanda busan,mata ak automatik melilau tgok kiri dan kanan...Haha..Y jd perhatian mata ak ialah laki y lalu lalang..Haha..*ak bkn hdp nk tgok kau org pown...ttbe 2 ekor bdk niw...Ak bwu pasan dowg kai bj y same..**xd la ak pasan lak,dowg niw kembo or x..??..Tp jrg la,laki nk pkai bj sesame..kcuali pmpuan...la..Aneh...Lantak la..Ak sje pndg....

Ak dduk lbry dr kul 10am smpi ptg...Lme la gk...Dan byk kali la gk ,ak ulang alik g tndas...Hahaha...*ak xtw npe ak asek g tnds..selang bpe jam ta..??..Nk katakn minum air sgt..xd la..Myb air cond kowt...Mbwtkn ak jd active g tnds...**hah,normal la mnusia g masuk tnds..,lau xpnh g tnds 2 bkn mnusia nme ye... Tp ak rse la,ad sowg mmat niw ,perasan dgn peel ak g tnds...**hehe..ak bwt muke selambe..,lantak la..tnds 2 awam..sesp ley pkai..??...rite??..tp ble dlm tnds,jd msalah..Ak kne hangkut mp3 ak bwk msuk tnds..Bkn sbb pgotor beb..??..tp xd kwn nk jgekn..Ak tpkse carry on...mp3 2..Haha..*lntak la..,tlige ak..ak sumbatkn..!!...**ak jge baek2 aw..mp3..smpi sggup bwk teman msuk dlm tnds...**haha...,huish..full stop..!!!!!!!!!!!...bhyes...

Yerla,ak syg bangat ngn pemberian org...Tp lau mgenai org y ak syg,kebanyakan ye ad pihak ke-3..Hah,myampah ak..Skt aty pown ad...Mls nk ckp...beSABO j la...Akulah umat paling hina dalam semesta ini...!!!!!!!!...Orang lain semua baik2 belaka......full stop..!!.. **kehabesan idea..poooddaaaa............

Friday, March 19, 2010

nuthing to say..??..

Batuk ak stil xilang lg..Perghh..sesak nfas lau btuk niw..nk2 plak lau kne habuk..lg kalut ak batuk2..**hahaha...

Pg y indah..*indah kew..??..nta le.. Ak bgun lmbt ainw..Haha..Cuz slalu ak bgun early in d mowning tp ainw ak bgun lmbt..xd kelas..Ak byr hutang2 ak 4 ai btrut2 ak de kelas..Huhu.. Niat aty mlm td, nawaaitu nk stdy pg2..tp ak xbwt pown..Pmls nk bgun.. Hehehe... Nk katakn ak slalu hupdate blog..Hah..juz for releasedkn tension ak j.. Ak da mls nk on9 FB,FS kew hape..??.Buang mse j.. Tjuan ak on9 niw,ak nk caik lg bes2..sbb da busan ngn lgu dlm mp3 uw..*asek lgu same j..

Abah ttbe tye ak,"mira ley skor +math..??.."..
Ak :..erm..insyaAllah..bley...
Abh : tgok cm angah blablablablbla..
Ak : **mls nk dgr..t ak skt aty..
Hahaha....

Knp le sejak akhir2 niw,abh tye ak soklan sedemikian..Ak naik risao daaa...!!!...Ak niw truk kew..??.. Kunk ak bwt da bomb kunk..!!..Tkezot sume owg...!!..Haish..,ske semakkn fikiran ak... HUish,relax saje..Mreka sje nk bg SEMANGAT..uw..Okelah,fine im accepted it.....
Adus,naek skula niw ak ad..olahrage...Ya Allah,takot seyh..!!..Taun niw tah spe la psaing ak..MAti kau..!!..Ak naek riso..nk tercabut kaki ak..HAha..Tp pape pown,ak redha ap y akn berlaku t...*xnk takot2..abah ad t..Ley bg semangat kt ak..!!..Hahaha.. Klu dlu ak ley layakkn diri msuk pusingan akhir,knp x taun niw kann..??..Ak da target sasaran ak taun niw..!!!!..Hahaha...Ak j y tw...

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Rumah oh rumah..??..
Busan dol,duk uma..xd mood ak nk bwt kje y melambak 2...Hahaha..Ak ley lepak dpn lptop..semata2 nk puas nafsu ak..meng-hupdate blog..xsuda2...Haha.....*mcm ad owg nk bc hape ak merapik2..niw..??.... Mlm td,tah sp mzcl n text ak..**da la ak xd kdit..kau msj ak knp..??...Da jd kje ak kne pjam SOS topup..Kne byar balik rm2.50..Mhal!!.. HAha..**hutang lagik...Tape la,ak stil mnunggu owg 2..,xbls plak msj ak..*bengong....Buang mse..ak..bpe minit mlm td...Hahaha................

**(Sebagai kekasih yang x dianggap),ak mls nk cal kau..Hehe... Xd bnd nk boraks la..Kau lak asek diam mmjang...Bankrupt kdit ak..Haha..... Klu kau nk balik t,bwu ak cal kau...Demi 2 minggu kau xd,ak tpkse bwt pembaziran...Huhu..Tape frenz pye psal..ku xkesa...Kuali berasap,ak sggup biar kann..??..*apo niw daa..??..hentam!!..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

se-tereses..

**ah,syes bnci thap babun..ak caik bgai nk mati kau "buku,xjpe2..??.."..Mne kau pegi ha..??!!!...Bngang tol ak..,ak nk cpt..lg mlmbatkn kje ak..!!..

Ak bngang tol..Dlm aty,mls nk serabut fikiran..Tp buku 2 penting gler2...Ak phm gler ngn nota ak 2...Hish,mne kau nota...!!!!!..ak nk kau la cipeng..!!!!!!!!!!!!....

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Dlm kekalutan niw,ak dgr 1 lgu niw..Mg sdey r gk..Tp nta la..Ble ak kenangkn balik..,knp msti ak tinggikn ego ak semata2 sua2 perkara..Berbaloi kew ak bwt cm2..??.. Akhirnya,ak y DERITA sensowg...Gler bgai idup ak... Ak rse cm kejam ak niw,smpi sggup bwt cm2.. Ya Allah,knp ngn ak..??... Aty ak mg pns time 2..tp nta la..ak xley ubh bnd da berlaku... Ak xbg pluang utk dy bckp... Knp,knp,knp...????????....*bdus kew ak niw..??... Tp ap y brlaku mg mguji kesaBARAN ak sbgai pmpuan... Some1 had challenge my own pride..as a lady..not old lady...Hahaha...
Ak xtw nk ckp pe..,tp bg ak mase utk lupekn seketika msalah 2....

**buku,mane kau ilang niw..??..Ak tgglkn kau kew..??..aduh,pyah tol la..Meja sepah..Ruang sempit..mg r..!!..Ak j kne bajet ruang...Bdus....Xkire,ak kne caik kau "buku",smpi dpt...!!!!!!!!...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Activies gilo...

Td ak g ikowt apak ku g tranning olahrage..kt skula dy...Ak join pown sbb kemalasan nk g skula ak..Tade sp nk anta lor...??...Da 2,xd kwn nk balik same..??..len la lau ak de lesen...*gajin gk ak nk g..Hahaha... Tranning lme la gk... Byk bnd la ak blaja dr apak ku...Apak ku niw jrg nk lyn peel ank2 dy..Cume klu bab sukan,apak ak sentuh la..lau bnd len y xmdtgkn manfaat kcuali pelajaran..dy mls nk amek tw..??...Kdg2 ak nk g tsyen pown..,dy xtw jdual klas ak.. Huh,wlupown trse cm dy xamek berat tp ak xley bwt pape..Biakn jela..Ak mls nk serabutkn fikiran utk memikir.. Ak asyik kne perli jewp td..wlupown ak niw susa to be serious..tp dlm aty ak menanamkn semangat utk adiah kn dy 1 pingat..utk olahrage t... Ak pown pelik ngn peel ak,mg susa nk jd serious..Huh,np erk..??... Seolah2 td,ak blaja maen2... Wateve la.. Lg1,apak ak bndingkn ank murid dy ngn ak..Huh,TERCABAR siot..Bdk 2 bwu year 6,ak niw form 5...Jauh gler beza umo,kekuatan...blablabla...Ak xsure mne kelemahan ak skunk niw..??...Ak btul2 la frust..ngn kelemahan ak... Apak bsing la gk td,"lau nk bersukan,bwt standed bersukan..bkn nk jge muke,xley itam sikit..la hape la.."..??...Haha..mg mkn dlm..tp ak jdikn pengajarn utk mbkar semangat ak..berkobau2...!!... N ak plak td,terlupes plak nk pkai kasut..Haha..lg la bsing...Huhu...
Ak mls nk pkai..ingtkn xd owg kt pdang td..tp gupe2 ye ad bdk2 skula dy..Hrm..tpkse la ak join skali... Mcm da ak bdk2...Haha...

Kes 2..
Ak ye hp mxs,xd topup..So td org anta msj kt ak,ak xbls la...Ak syes r,nga sengkek thap babun...Bkn xnk topup,tp ak mg kne displin to save up my pocket money..hehe.. Klu nk bls pown,klu pnting jewp.. 2 pown kai hp clcm..Rply msj owg num mxs lg la cpt abes kdit ak.. Haiyoo...Klu xbls kunk,t owg akn slh anggap..Haha.. Ak klu bls mg xkesa,tp ble saat ak btul2 perlukn kdit mg cpt kdit ak abs dlm skelip mata aje.. Xd sp nk tulun topupkn ak... Ak pown xnk mnx..xbek mnx2.. Td ak mrungut sbb susa xd kdit niw..??..Nk rply msj owg,nk call owg..??..xd kdit..Kwn2 ak plak rmai kai mxs... Tp ble ad topup,ak ske msj owg..xkire time..Ak mg gtal nk msj owg..Hahaha...

Erm..ak pelik gler..ngn sme1 niw.??... Ttbe msj ak setelah sekian lame mdiamkn diri...Pelik kann..??... People always be liked that..so wat can i do.??.. Bwt bduh aje...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Trouble is a friend.

Ble ak tgok pix dy,perasaan ak rse bnci gler kt dy..**sumpa..!!..mg btol..Sbb dy bwt ak mg sakit aty lbh dr 2..Dy xpnh tye knp ,ak ptuskn pershbtan..Npk sgt r,dy jnis xkesa ak ad kew x ??..lau jd kwn dy..Tape la,..ak xkesa..Mgkin ainw ai ko,sok ai ak.. Hrm..dlm mase y sama...ak cam sdey r kowt..dy bwt bdus smpi skunk..??...Kehilangan dy mbawa erti utk ak "benci lelaki"..Huh..dy aja ak utk bnci laki..so watt..??..**slh ak ckp niw..???...Sory 2 say..Ak xhak utk tntukn idup dy...tp lantak dy la..Even ak baek n caring nk mmpos sal dy "dlu jewp"..dy xd r caring gler sal ak..Bwt pe ak nk amek tw sal dy ann..??...Xp..nver mind...Man liked him,mg faithless..!!..Klu ad mbe laki pown,bkn ley pkai...Alah,ak bkn rpt ngn laki..Hahaha..Im the garang one..**naja menafikan...


Huh,yg laki sekor niw,tah mne le hilang..Ak mls nk cal dy...sbb dy mrh ak kowt..??..Haha..Ak da la da lme xdgr sore kau,kau lak xnk cal or msj ak..??..Tw r,xd kdit..ak pown nga sengkek..Kdit ak tpkse sekat2..Haha...Susa tol ngn dy sowg niw..,xley kena mrh..?..Yerla,anak bongsu la katakn..Ak niw anak tengah2..ap pedulik ak sama kau,anak bongsu kew 1st kew..??..Tp syes r,ak mg rndu dol kt dy..**rndu sore dy la..bkn diri dy..!!..Ak xhdp pown...Ceh..jaat..ktuk.??..xbek..dy kwn ak...Pape pown,ak ttp sabau jela ngn peel dy...dy jela kwn laki y ak tpkse lembut sikit jela..Ahahahahahax..**sejak ble ak jd plembut ha..?..*tpu jewp..!!!!!!!!... Dlm grang2 ak pown,ak ad sifat keperempuanan..cuma xnk tnjuk jewp...??..Sumpa t org tkezot..Hahaha....

Semoga kalian,spe y bc..sihat selalu,hepy blablabla..jgn jd cm2..moody slalu....

Day wat 2 do..??...

Fuh..busan siot tengahari menegak niw..??..Hahaha..Ainw ak sowg jewp tsyen...owg len x..?..Xbes..Tp tape la,ak xkesa...Dpt ilmu bwu gk ainw..Huhu...

Hrm...mlm td ak mg bad gler r..Mg geram tol..Ak niw plak len pesen..lau nga mrh..**mg xkn ckp pape ngn org,lau org tye ak bwt bduh jewp..*lantak kau la,ak nga pns..sp suh kcu..??......Ak mg la xd mood nk ckp,tego tah pe lg..??...Mls ak nk hdp kerenah mnusia zman skunk..??..Baek ak pk kn msalah ak ad baek ye...Hahaha... Bak kata akk ak,ak niw ABC tiap ai..HAha..*ape ABC..??..Haha..y tw 2,bgus la..y xtw..jd tnda tye kt kowg ann..??..
Klu mase ak skula rendah dlu,ak lg la bwt peel gler ak..Xske syum..Haha..Smpaikn ckgu pown tkot ngn ak..??..Ak bese jewp..Tp ble da menginjak dewasa kini,ak telah brubah..mjdi..bdk sengal..Haha..Mg ske gelak kuat,ckp kuat2..Haha...
Makin lama,ak jd makin pelik dan pelik..Tade sp y pasan..hanya ak dan ak jewp y pasan..Huhu..

Stat tmorrow ak ad klas..Adus..klas +math lak 2..??..Paling le ak mls nk g..Sbb ckgu dy MBUSANKN ak..!!..Ak mls tol la nk g...tp tpkse g gk..Ikowt rules skula cm hawau2.!!..Kdg2 ak rse idup ak pnuh ngn stres..Huh,nk bwt cane..da spm niw..sabau jela...Ak tpkse lepak kt uma,kne kurangkn kua uma..Sbb spm la katakn..,sume bnd xley..Kcuali lau g skula,tsyen,lbry 2 sume bley...Hahaha...Xp...Ap bnd le ak nk ckp lg,mlm td byk gler idea nk tulis..ble tiba da ad dpn lptop..lupe sume....

sengal.

**bz dol...xd mse nk hupdate slalu....Wish me happines blablablabla...........Hahaha.....

Friday, March 12, 2010

Merapu tah hape2..

Bgun pg,mandi,srpan,tggu bas blablabla..tup2 da balik skula...(rutin harian ak)..

Taun niw cuti seminggu bg ak cm xcuti..Pnuh ngn klas tmbhan skula..Perghh..sbijik cm hell dol..!!..Xd ruang utk ak hembuskn nfas relax2 da..*hahahaha...Tnsion r gk..Da la t kne pkai bj uniform skula yer..bkn bj t-shirt..*lg ak cirap tol..Ak mls la nk iron bj..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...sp ley tlun iron kann..??..Hahaha.....

Rimas tol jd bdk skula dol...Hahaha..Mgeluh lg..??..Kahkahkah...

ttbe ak rndu sme1..bedus...!!!..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hari ini dan semalam dan semalam....

Dengan nama Allah y maha pemurah lg maha penyayang,ak telah menghembuskn nfas ak utk cte my big prob..kt Zati...*hahah..,bikin cuak..??!!...Mule2 ak cm xnk cte kt sp2..Mcm biarlah rhsie..tp las2 mood ak ttbe td dtg nk cte..Ak cte in...Smpi ble2 ak xkn lpekn sejarah hitam 2...Evendo,lukanye amat menusuk mdlm tp xp..ak xkesa..Im bley than lg maa..tp 1 ai t blasan ye ko rse le sndr whai umat tuttt..!!..Tp lpas niw sgale ye akan berubah..Of course la,ak y bwt kputusan muktamad..!!!..Ak tpkse..wlupown mule2 xrela..tp nta le...Terlajak perahu bley diundur,terlajak kata "kim salam aje"...HAhaha..

Alah,ble aty xrela ak cube relakn gk..Kahkahkah..Okelah full stop..!!...

back 2 my story,ak td xm fizik...Pg2 td jwp paper 2 ok
e lg..ak steady jewp jwp..ble paper 1,ak mule skt sane sini..Ak skt pwot la..!!..ingt ak skt epew??..Mg xley bla r..Ak gse nk jewp carut2 pwot niw..,"ko sje xnk bg ak struggle da kne lyn kesakitan y mnimpa pd bdan ku.."Geram gler r..Ble smpi paper 3,ak lg terbabs..!!..Xjwp soklan section B...Nk jwp cane..??..Ak xbc bab experiment..Mg rugi la..ilang sepulo marks..NK bwt cane,ak tpkse mnhan kesakitan 2..Amat la myayat pwot ak..Gse nk terburai isi2 pwot ak..Tp psal skt pwot ak tpkse redha ats ap kerugian y ak kne tggung t..!..

Edit by my own self..ler...*sumpa,sengal kann ak??..

Org kata,busan la lau xletak pic ble post..Niw hamek la ak post pic ak taun pas..mg sengal r gk...Hahaha..
Okela,mlm niw ak tsyen balik kul 10.30pm..Adus,nk stdy lg..Adus..mlm2..Knp ak jd mls.??..Sbb ak pown xtw..Ad bro niw ckp,"mls 2 la punca kegagalan.."..Ak promise nk brubh tp ternyata smpi skunk ak stil same..Ya allah,sedarlah kn diri ak niw..y xsedar diri smpi skunk...!!!!

**bout tmorrow...ak da stat latihan olahrage..Ak mls la nk dtg..tp t xdtg cane nk menang ann..??...Da r,ak de game 2 ai lak 2..??..2 kali ak akn ponteng skula..Hahaha..*wat the biigggg problem...??...Ak akn rugi xblaja lol...Mati gua......

Tinggal lg 2 sbjek aje..Kimia n +math..!!...Go,go,go...gurl..*cewah..dlm aty mls...Hahahahahahahahahahaha..................................................................................

Monday, March 8, 2010

gifted.

Pencapaian ak selama berkhidmat di skula blablabla....



sume ye,akn tinggalkn kenangan bg ak...Haha...

Mgkin niw kelebihan pd diri ak..Sume owg ad kelebihan masing2...mcm ak...Hehe...Bakat ak terserlah sejak fom3..Sejak dr 2,ak da mula berjinak2 ngn sukan...Nsb bek spnjg 3 taun ak ad dpt pingt..y mure2 niw..Hahaha..*jaat ak....Sume owg ad bakat msing,cuma kowg jewp xtw..??..cmne nk tnjukkn bakat....That y,kdg2 kowg akn rse kowg niw xley bwt smething y bwu..???..mcm ak dlu la..Haha....Tape blaja dr kesusahan....cm ak....

The killer paper is coming.....

Hari ini dada ku bergetar,memikirkan paper esok...!!...Buntu,buntu...!!...Hahaha...Tringt mse zman fom 2..Mbe ak ske nyanyi lgu niw..Tp ak ubah lirik..Agaga...**pening2..sok pzik,sok lg chemis akn dtg +math...Hahaha..Ak td jwp akaun...Perggh...mgilai..HAha..Not bad sng tp dokumen susa..sbb ak lupe caik modal..Da sah2 la slh ann..?...*lantak r..jnji ak da lpas 1 beban..Tggl lg 3 sbjek jewp g..pas2 relax saja...*hahah..Byk siot r,xm niw bnr2 mncbar ketebalan ilmu ak dlm pale hotak....

Da la,ak xd mood nk hupdate byk2..Byk pening maa...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Pening kepale ku...??....

Bgun dr tdo...Lega urat kepale2 ak..Td fening..cm nk dmm..Mcm2 hal la..
Ak penat sgt kowt...Knp le dmm ak berbalik..??...Hrm..??..

Psal post ak y keadaan mrh2 2.,mg ak mgalami situasi 2...Tp ak xnk komen...Biarlah jd rhsia...Xpnting lg da....Tp ble ak renungkn balik,btul kew ak bwt niw...??...Alah,lantak r..nobody 2 wanna understand me...Bg ak kputusan muktamat kowt..!!!...Ap lg ak nk bwt..??...Sume y berlaku mg bnr2 cbar kesabaran ak...K,full stop..!!!...

Sok ak xm lg seyh..smpi ai khamis niw...??...Huh..,ak cm gse xd spirit suda...Knp2..??...Dunt noe..??...la wey...Berasap pale otak ak..la..Pening2... Cm ne ak nk berhadapan dgn ai sok dan akn dtg...............?????????????????????????????????????????????.......................................
Diriku berasa semakin jauh dgn kwn2...Hah,bwu ilang 1 kwn...So wat..??...Ak ad kesa..??...Org xnk amek kesa sal ak...??..Tape lah wey...Ad hikmah disebalik yg berlaku niw...???....

"Once we fail,its doesnt mean we re the failure..."

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hidup penuh pancaroba.

Hrm...ainw ak mg bad mood gles...Sumpa..!!!!... Oleh krane mlm td mnjdi mlm y HItam segale sejarah dlm idup ak...Difficult 2 described its..??..so abaikn jela...
sy..??..Tgok skunk Idup ak brubah sekelip mata..hnya krena 1 perkara...Ak cm frusted gler...*sir,np sir bgtw ak da jd cmniw..??...Ye,slh ak..Ak careless...!!!!.....

Angah said :..t ble ko da gse seimbang ngn tce aja...left 1..Ko xpent kew amek byk2..??..
*ak da mule pning pale ble mmikirkn ye..Knp ko ckp,ak da frust lg...!!!...

Ya Allah,knp org xnk bg semangat kt ak..??...Knp msti nk mnmbahkn beban pale ak..??..Sejak akhir2 niw,msalah byk timbul...Ak pnt hdp niw sume....Letih...Komitmen ngn skula,tsyen,omwork..n blablablabla.....

Friday, March 5, 2010

xgune..!!

ak bnci ko ckup2!!!.........
Hipokrit,xgune pye j*****..!!!...F**** r...!!!!...
KO ingt ak hdap sgt r ngn ko..!!!...
KO mg pnipu l*****t...Ak bnci ko smpi ble2....!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........

Keliru.

Bila air mata seorang manusia mnitis di pipi...mgmbrkn prsaan y amat sdey...Tiada siapa yg ingin mbntu dia..Knp mnusia harus menjadi hipokrit..???..Dia hnyalah mnusia bese..hanya mampu sabar mghdapi dugaan dan cbaran..Itulah erti ketabahan seorang insan..yg bernama perempuan... Hidup ini ibarat roda yg berputar ada masa kita berada di atas,ada masa kita berada di bawah...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Bedal aje.

Ainw ak pnt gle....Xtpu weyh...Otak ak letih bangat mghdap 3 paper ainw..*cm setan...Pnt gler..ak xlrat deh...Sok plak xm MM..pergghh...!!!...Ak gse cm mls aje...
HAhaha...tp t myesal xsuda...
Pg2 td,ak da naek hangen..Huh,mne xye..??..Knp ak ley bngang cm2 herk..??...Erm..ak bngang pown ad sbb..Ak xske ngn peel sowg kwn ak niw...??...Mne xye,ape y ak bc,sume dy nk tgok xpown nk bc skali..??..skt tol aty ak wey..??..Mg xley nk gmbrkn cmne prsaan ak cm2..ak xthan,pg td ak tlps gk kt dy...Myb dy prsan...Lantak r..,sp suh caik psal ngn ak..Ak da byk bsbr ngn ko...ko jewp suka blablabla...
Ak kdg2 xske nk ckp dpn2..tp smpi ble ak kne than sbr ngn peel owg..??..N lau ak xtego smpi ble owg 2 nk brubah..??...Ya allah,ak xtw nk ckp g...Kdg2 owg pown xske ngn peel ak..??...Redha jela...
*ttup cte sal niw..

Td soklan BI paper 1,ley than hebat...Nsb bek la,ak de ingt pktaan2 y sesuai ley gune utk krngan 2...Ak tulis jela..Ak tulis pnjg r gk,tp mgkin ak byk mrepeks..Hahaha..Tape,at least ak cube utk bwt..??..rite??..blaja dr ksilapan...Xrugi poowwnn...Then jwp soklan Sj 1...Ak paling bnci tol dak ayie n zmer duk kiri n knan ak..??..Zati duk jauh nun disane..Ak mg bngang...da la bdk 2 hekor niw,xley hrap..Mnx jwpn ak ad r..Klu ak bwt slh,ko pown same bendul..Hahaha...
Mse jwp paper 1 BI,ak men sonok jwp..cuz dpt idea..melimpah ruah..Haha..Ak tulis ap y bermaen di benak otak ak..Hahaha...Ak tulis ape y ak phm aje..Dak suha,cm jles ngn ak..??..hrm..ske ty ak asalkn idea ak sndr..xsusakn ko..??...
Adus,ak ttbe rse myesal view dy ye ------...Automatik fikiran ak mlayang tringtkn dy...S*** tol...Mnx2 la jauh2kn ingt kt dy...!!..I dunt need him nemore "kowt"..

Monday, March 1, 2010

1st day exam...

Ak sempat gado ngn adk ak sal nk lptop niw..??..Ak nk cpt cri bhan utk esai ak..Then dy cm xnk bg..ak mrh dy..!!!...*bngang seyh...gse nk jewp sepak..kunk msuk akhbar "seorang kakak pukul adik smpi --------"...Hahaha.*joke beb...

Ainw 1st xm..Perggghhh....otak ku ligat berfikir...Hahaha...Tangan ak xbhenti mnulis...*bak kata sanuha..HAhaha...Ak td jwp pper 2 Bm nk cpt...Cuz soklan rmusan dy agk mbelitkn pale otak ak...*sumpa cm s*--.Bngang ak...!!!...Da 2,ak tgglkn soklan rmusan jwp y len...da smpi soklan novel..tgn ak lg pntas mnulis..Tulisan pown makin buruks..HAhaha..NK copat deh...Sambil ak tlis jwpn novel,mbe ak sempat tye tanggungjwb la pristiwa...cm2 r..Ak tpkse jwp..even do xpndg muka mreka..HAhaha...Tape2,ak sdia mbntu anda...tp spm..bye2 dude "bwt sndr"...Hehe...

Mg lenguh r jwp Bm ainw jewp...Hahaha..Blum paper len2..ak giso bangat niw...sok xm..Ak xprepare pape...Ak ingt nk stdy td,tp dsbb ad urusan len y perlu ak slesaikn...Tpkse tgguhkn dlu..Hahaha...

K r,ak nk bla..nk print plak..??...Important aw!!!...urgent..ak tpkse bhgi mse nk stdy mlm t...!!!...Wish me luck k..??...