....Aneh tp pelik....

Erm...today al mcm bese r...,ak ad tsyen pg n ptg....Very fenat oo...!!!!!!....X terbilang ngn jari jemari niw....Hehehe..Tp ainw ak jaat,ak gtal sgt g culik camera mak ak g bwk tsyen...Hahaha...Xcually ak sje2 jewk bwk...ngt nk poze kt uma c but tp dy ckp xbalik uma....Alahai....sengal....tol...Xp r..,kteowg g pozing kt tsyen AG...Hahaha...Apew 2..??Nta ler....Sje2 mbuang mse...y ad....Hahaha..Sekali sekala bwt jaat...xp....
Ainw ak dpt pgalaman bwu....Huhu...NK tw x..??....Klakr giles.....!!!!...Hrm...intro dy,kteowg nk g tsyen bese yer naek van..ttpi d'sbbkn van uncle kena SAMAN!!!!!!!!....xley pkai bwt smentara...So td uncle pye yer sengal,dy anta kteowg naek kete Wira.....Kowg bygkan 6 org naek kete 2....Sesempit ya semut...!!!!!......Blakunk 4 owg,seat dpn sbelah drebar 2,dua owg....Hahaha...Mg ak grm r...tp nk bwt cmne....Nsb bek 2 kali kedua ak naek....Xp3...,bley dimaafkn.....
Nk balik plak???....Kteowg tgu pye r lme uncle mau dtg niw..???...Dy late sikit....r...So mcm owg bdus tgu lme2...2....Kali niw dy bwk kete paling antik dlm sejarah pale otak ak.....Hahaha...Kowg tw x...???Kete paling hudus y penah ak naek td...Sesesesempit yer....gule..halus...Da lar ruang sempit...Kulus ak td....Kaki berlipat2....hahaha...Mg r...Ak mrh uncle td,bwk kete paling segan ak nk ngaku....Hahaha..Nsb bek r mse kteowg nk naek 2,bdk2 sume da balik..klu x..hish segan dow..nk naek kete 2....Hehehehe......
Sblum g tsyen,td ak bli bj bwu secare invois dr but r...Hehehe...Nway ak xpenah r pkai that bj sb bj itu sgguh stailo!!!!!!!.....Klu ak pkai bley jadik mcm minah INDIE ler plek..??hahaha...GUrau jewk...Hrm..,tp ak xnk pkai skunk tgu ak lg kulus2..bwu ak pkai...Yerle,al maklum sje ler...ak niw chuby....so ble nk pkai bj y xpnh ku pkai mg mghdpi msalah kritikal skit..Hehehe....
Tp td tnjuk kt akk ak,dy kata stailo gk...Ey...mg r..stailo,gua beli secare invois aw...Haha...Dy ckp klu xnk pkai,bg dy jewk...Wah chntek muke dy,ak pye ler mgidam nk bj 2...sng2..dy nk dr ak....HAhaha...Kim slm jele......




Niw r kami,sje2 poze..sketika...Da abs tsyen da time niw....Tgu nk balik aje...Hehehe

Hurm....

Pg2 lg ak da terpacak dpn laptop ha.....Blum mndi lg niw....Hehehehehe....Xp2..xd bau pown....Ahax3...Hrm..,xcually ak xley nk titow balik....sb darling ak xd...Hehehe...Sp 2...???.Ak jewk y tw....MUahaha....Xley tdo sb pe erk???....Nta lar...Ak xtw ap y ak pk smpi skunk ak xley lupekan....Erm..aty ak ttbe rse sdey...!!!!!!.....Knp lar...aty niw degil sgt bhenti jele bersdey2...Xd sp herankn ko...???!!!!.....Ak ad sowg kwn...Dy baek r....Ak kwn ngn dy da 5 bulan....Tp ttbe smlm dy brubah....Knp erk???nta ler............... Ble ak suh lost cntact,dy mcm xnk plak..??Tp dy da bwt ak suffering....Mcm maenkn prsaan ak....Sdey beb....Dlu sp suh ckp mcm2 r....So skunk jd cmne jewk....Dy bwt hal dy,ak bwt hal ak....Ak mg bngang gler r smlm.....Mg xley nk ckp r...Hnye ak sowg jewk y rse....Tp lpas ak abs smbhyg,ttbe ak kwal prasaan ak....Ak nk aggp dy kwn sperti y len....Dy xkesa pown.....Oke la fine..!!!!...Ak rse mcm nk bwt jewk kjhatan...tp xgne....Mgkin dy nk jauhkn diri dr ak....Hrm...,xp r...Da owg nk bwt ak...nk wat cmne....As a human,redha aje la...Stiap perbuatan ad balasan yer..... So skunk niw dy da jrg r anta msj kt ak,ak jewk anta kt dy plak..???...Xp t da naek cuti da xd msj da....kowt...Tgok r..cmne,mnusia lar katakan,cpt brubah....Hrm...da lar mira oi...,bwt pew nk sdey2....Now all is gone......(tram jewk ckp)......Y setia bersame ak ialah kekasih ak...y sntiase brade disisi ak...DY xpnh lupekn ak..,tp ak jewk y slalu lupekn dy.....Ble susa ak ingt kt dy..,ble sng ak lpe.....Niw lar kelemahan ak.....
Pas niw,MIERA msti tbahkn aty....,ttup pintu aty 2 serapat y mgkin!!!!!!!.........Jgn pcyekn l*&%$^ lg......Focus stdy!!!!!............
Niw bwu luahan pg niw...,aty ak xtenang slgi ak xtw kbenaran yer.....
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Why???

ak xtw nk cite skunk...Bwnk teramat cuti niw....???....Kje skola ak ad y xsiap....
Tp ak bertekad nk siapkan...??Tp jnji2 dlm awangan jewk....HAhaha...Mne x...yer...,pg ak bgun late gler.....Ak bwt stail sdri....bgun kul 9 lbh....Hehehe........Nek ak xmrh pown.....Fmili ak y len2,bz g skola....Ak n mamat RELAX duk uma.....Hahaha...Bese r...,taun niw angah n jiha pekse beso....Hehehe....Dulu ak...
Hrm...,knp ngn ak niw....???....Tnsion aje.....Adus....
Ap salah ak..???..Hrm....full stop!!!!!!........xnk cite....lg.......

...Tired ma.......!!!!!!

Huhu...da 3ari pose....Alhamdulillah..ak dpt pose dgn baek xd msalah pape....
Tp mg mcbar ksbran ak pose2 niw.....sb tsyen ttp ad....Penat seyh....!!!!....Xterkata....mlut niw nk berbicara.....hnye aty y lara mnanggung segalayer........Blajo2.....,cuti pown ak rse cm skola jgak....Hish......


Aslkan ak balik uma jewk...,ak ttow dlu....Huhu...Fenat aw...,nsb bek la prentz ak phm2 kefenatan ak...MUahaha..........
Hrm....smlm abs tsyen +math.....Ak ajk mbe ak g psar rmdhan....Mtlamat utama ak nk bli ialah CARAMEL........Huhuhu...Xcually ak xpnh mkn bnd 2 tp smlm ak bli nk rse r....Huhu....Mak ak prking jauh gk r....,bese r psar rmdhan pnuh sesak.....Tmpt prking sume full!!!!!.......Tpkse la prking jauh.....Ak ngn mbe ak n adk ak trun g psar rmdhan 2...,mak ak xtrun....Gpown ak xnk mak ak trun t bankrupt mak ak sb adk ak sowg 2 ad...kuat mnx...nk mcm2 t....Pning2...!!!....Mse kteowg nk g psr rmdhan 2,kteowg tpkse lar lalu laluan sempit niw sblum nk ke jmbatan.....Lpas da lalu jmbatan,kteowg laluan r lorong blakunk niw....Mse kteowg lalu,ak ternpk r dua owg hamba allah niw duk kt tmpt smbhyg owg cine kowt.....???.....Kowg tw dowg bwt pew...???Apew lg...bwt operasi r....Dowg xpose....kowg xtw..???....Allah...xmalu kew dowg 2...,da besa2 pown xpose....Dowg juz berniaga jewk...bkn mlakukan kje berat2....Ak pelik tol r...,ad gk erk owg time pose2 niw xpose....Xmalu kew dowg...?????????.................... Mse kteowg lalu 2..,dowg sorok2 mknn dowg 2..,dowg pk ak xnpk??...Ak npk....Dowg cpt2 r cover....knon2 juz duk kt si2..... Bia r,2 duse dowg...pd allah...Ak xnk msuk cmpur....r.....

CARAMEL?????......
Ap 2 CARAMEL...erk???...Ad owg xtw ap bnd niw...????Hehehe...tmsuk r ak......
Smlm ak bli,tgok cm mnarik jewk tekak ak nk mkn bbuke t.....Ble da smpi wk2 bbuke,ak mkn r bnd 2...Mule2 rse cm oke....tp ble smpi ak rse kuah dy...???????.....MAk aiii!!!!!!!!.......bau hangit siot.......LAa...rupe2 yer kuah 2 diperbuat dr gula hangus....Hehehe...Ak xtw pown....Mak cik ak kata nk bwt bnd 2 sng jewk....Bg ak susa,mkn jewk sng...Hehehe........Akhirnyer ak xterabes mkn bnd 2....tekak ak da mual....ngn kuah dy.....rse pahit pown ad.....pape jela....
Tp smlm mg bes r...,mak ak bli kn ap y ak mnx....Hehehehe......Skali skala ma......bkn selalu dpt mnx......

...No idea.....

~no idea
~no mood
~feel lonely
~sad
~dun know wat 2 do...

I had done smething wrong 2 someone....N now I don't know wat 2 do....????....I am very shame on myself....Now i felt i am so STUPID person.....My attitude is ego.....!!!!!!!!......Enough 4 now,i must rmember that i must changed...!!!!!!!..........

Kehidupan.....

Kehidupan ak : bengang,
busan,
sakit aty,
geram,
myampah.

Ey...besabo jela.....utk selama niw.....Slagi hyat dikandung bdan......



"Skunk owg len hbat dr ak,mgkin suatu ai t ak akn lbh hbat dr dowg sume"
Hendak seribu daya,xnk seribu dalih.



Aty keciwa....!!!!!!!!!......hahahaha....Bdus aje ak niw...?????........

Bait2 cinte...kowt...??????

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Ak niw lau bab perasaan..Huh..mg sukar utk ditfsirkn....Huhuhu...Nta r...Bg ak r,ak niw lau da syg ssowg 2.,mg susa nk lepaskn tp lau owg 2 nk lepaskn ak...Ak merelakan sj.....Huhuhu...Bkn ak y minta tp da owg 2 minta...NK bwt cmne an???....Redha aje la....ish..pape jela....!!!!!!.....Penat ak nk pkrin......Hehehe....Epy3 jewk skunk k,no moody lg coklet!!!!!!!.........

.....Not in mood.......

Np ngn ak ainw...???SUme xkne....Adoyai......Ak klu bad mod msti dy kena....Kdg2 ak niw,ermmm.....nta lar....Prasaan ak cmpur aduk....,fkiran bercelaru n mrapu....mcm ap jewk...???? Ptut kew ak lpaskn dy...?????....

Hrm...????....Ak rse mcm mls nk pk tp...aty niw terlalu berat utk mlupekan yer...
Ak slalu bad mod ngn dy....Dy kwn ak....Klu pape ak slalu shar ngn dy....Ad kew prgai ak niw akn mgubah pershbtan ak ngn dy....Arggghhh...ak mg buntu...!!!!!!!!!.............Mgkin ak ptut lupekn mslah 2 bwt smentara.......Let me alone...!!!!!.........

Crazy day....

Mak aii....,ak busan gles....Ta tw nk bwt pew..??Stdy???alahai ak mlas....Huhu...Ak niw stdy ble time nk xm jewk.....Cm2 r ak....AK niw slalu on9 ble hjung mingu tp xtw nk bwt pew..???Ak klu xd kje ak tulis blog 2 pown lau ad mukadimah n ending yew.. ak nk cite...Hehehehe......Ak busan lor...xd sp nk bwa ak terbang....Hahaha...Asyk terperap duk uma aje....Klu r ak byk dwet.....,da lme g shopping....Ak shopping xsmesti g shopping kt tmpt2 ape tah...MKsud ak,mcm blanje kengkwn kew...??....Beli hp bwu lg kew...???hehehe....Mg ak niw ske bnd2 bwu..Ble ak tgok hp owg lbh canggih dr ak,ak rse ak nk sgt2 memiliki mende 2...tp syg yew ak hnye mmpu melihat owg pkai...Xp r..,t lau ak da kejo mcm2 bnd ak nk borong....Ahax2.....
Erm...rsult xm ak,oke r...Tp ad y dulu yew ak dpt marks tinggi skunk da lower plak...????Ble y lower dulu skunk tinggi pulek..???ISh pelik3......!!!!...Knp ak niw..???Menaik,menurun..??????....
Skunk ak rse klas ak da aman sikit r....Hehehe...Pdn muke dowg...Ai2 dowg(dak laki) kne hukuman y stimpal...Huhu...2 lar sp suh bwt n carik psal..???Kn da kena...???....Tp mse dowg kne ai2 mg ksian r plak..???Skt ooo...kne rotan kt punggung uw....Hayunan dy...perghhhh....Gler r.....Terharu ak tgok muke dak laki tp dowg oke jewk keesokan ariyew....Ble esok 2..,mgumpat kte owg lak..??Mgata mcm2....Da kowg xpuas aty,mg r kn>?????.......Xp lar..hnye allah sje y tw sama-ada tindakan kteowg btul kew x...???... Tp t kteowg pown kne lau xm ad y fail....Hish niw ak xske....Ak niw da lame gk xkne rotan dy....LAs kne time fom3....Perrghh....gler skt....Mg xdpt nk ckp r...hnye allah y tw....Betapa skt yew,mggil tgn ak pas kne 2...Nk menanges bagai nk gler tp xd gune,sb xd owg nk pjuk????wuawuawua.....Kowg bygkn ak sowg dr mbe baek ak y kena....Mg bngng r....Dan2 lg sbulan kew bpe mingu nk PMR kne rotan...Gara2 percubaan xd A....HAh....fuckin yew skola....Eit...sabo3....Redha je la pe da berlaku....Hrm....

Bpe kali ai2 r...,ak terselisih ngn "SA" ak dlu...Huhu...Mg ak terdetik aty ak nk tego dy tp nta la ak da lme gler los cntact ngn dy....Bese r..,owg da bpye.....Dulu ak mg rpat r gk ngn dy tp mlalui hp jewk....slalu msj aje....Skunk klu selisih ngn dy,dy da xknl ak....Xp r....Ak xkesa pown...mnusia mg cm2...Nway dy juz kwn bese jewk....HAi...yooo....miera3,xyah lar ak nk ingt lg kt dy....Ak skunk da ad y len....Hehehehehehehe............Erm...sp ek "dy" 2...??Adakah dy y ak mksud kn owg atau disebalik yew..????HAhaa...Jwpan yew ad kt dlm kotak aty ak....Cewah...!!!!!!!......Alah...hal sebgitu,ak letakkn dlm aty ak....Mg r..,ak mls nk cite tp biarlah rhsie...kn3..????....Hehehe.....

BUsan.........................................

: niw adiah dr sowg shbat...y penah ak berperang mitos ngn dy....Xberckp selama lbh kurang 2 bulan r....Hehehe......Klu ko bijak,bc r..ape dy tulis...(sje suh bc)....Hehehe...

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:niw pix ak lar...Xcualy....niw lau xsilap ak idea c NIA kowt...suh tngkap bgini??kew idea ak???....Aisey...nta...den da lupe...r....Erm..niwlah rupe den time full as student....Hehehe...Simple prson aje....Nothing special....

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NIw pix,nga dduk2 aje dlm klas...Busan tw x...??Da r...1 ari sntuk xblaja...Hehehe.....Bes uw............

Today........ak tnsion!!!!..........

Ainiw ak rse so BORED dtg skola....Ta tw r np???...Tp mg busan r...Y myakitkan aty ak r....Ngn prgai bdk laki klas ak....Prgai mcm tenuk!!!!!........Kurang aja.....Seske aty mngata kteowg....Mentang2 r kteowg pmpuan,xgeti nk lwn ckp ko....Pk bgus..!!!!!!...Tw r..ko xpuas aty pe kteowg bwt tp da mg ko bwt slh....Xkn kteowg nk biakn....Da r...kowg sume myusahkan idup kteowg.....Psal kowg ye prgai kteowg y dpt bsuk nme klas....Tah bler r kowg nk brambus dr klas...!!!!!!!!!!!.....
Ak rse idup aman tnpa kowg(bdk laki).....Hahahaha.......Mlut da r mcm c*&^%,skt tol aty ak....Ckp mnde l*(&^...!!!!!!!.......Ya allah,xd kew hmba allah y sudi slesai msalh kteowg niw....Kteowg as bdk pmpuan,da ckup MERANA,TERTEKAN,TNSION n mcm2 r.....ngn prgai dowg.......!!!!!!!!!!!!...........Dlu puas mgadu kt ckgu2 tp xd pape prubahan jgak..........Mg agk mympah...Klu r...ak niw pndai lwan ckp dowg x p r gk...Tp ble ak lwan,dowg ejek balik....Cube anda bygkn ,ak sowg nk lwan setan2 y rmai 2.....Arrggghhhh....,da tntu r dowg menang........
Tp ak mg palak gler r...ngn mlut setan2 2....,kurang aja....(ape sbb ak bngng teramat sgt,xnk cte r)....Tp ak tw dowg tye 2...nk perli ak....F*&% r....,ko nk ckp ak,nk mgata ak...KO 2 ansem sgt kew..????Setakat muke cm tapir,tenuk,babun kt zoo MELAKA 2 baek xyah...pk bgus sgt!!!!!!!!!!!...........Nsb baek r ad mbe2 ak y redakn tempe ak....Klu ikowtkn aty,krusi ak da smpi pale otak ko 2!!!!!!!!!!.....................EEE...,ak grm sgt3...,ak xtw r pe msalah dowg....Ak niw mendtgkn mslah pd dowg kew...????....Setahu ak x...,ak carry sndri.....Tah ap r..msalah dowg...!!!!!!!!.........Kt sp lg ak nk ngadu...!!!!!!!......Kn bgus klu pgetua amek tindakan,setan2 2 sume berambus dr skola ak....Klu ia btul2 terjadi,ak la owg paling epy di dunia niw...????Tp ia x,....terpkse r...ak hdp mslah y xptut niw sume......Hrm.......

My lovely present!!!!!!

Ini adalah adiah dr pemberian...?????....Erm...??sp ek...???
Hahaha...adiah niw mg ak nk sgt...tp akhiryew hjat ak utk memiliki yew...suda tercpai!!!!...Hehehe....Im very xcited gle3......Hahaha....Xcually niw adlah adiah dr mbe2 ak...r...not my bf oke..???...Dowg ckp,ak akn berbahagia ble da ad bnd niw...Hehehehe.....Mg r...,ak suke sgt4...mnde niw....we cal as tedy bear lor sonang....Hahaha....Mreka2 niw tw2 jewk ak mgidam mnde niw...???....Tw2 jewk selera ak...Mgkin niw surprise dowg wat kt ak....Huhuhu....Terima qaseh yer wahai mbe2 ku (cha,misz naz n NIA)....ak syunk kowg segile y mgkin...Hahaha....Pas niw,ak akn mberi bnd niw penjagaan serapi y mgkin...!!!!!!...Promise niw..??????????????aw...........Lpas niw xyah ak idam2kn lg bnd niw dlm mimpi....,ak juz bwk bnd niw tdo sekali jewk...Hehehe.....Kpd sesiape y bc niw,jgn jles lak yer ble ak dpt bnd niw...???Muahahaha.....KOwg xnk bg kt ak,xp r.....Xkesa pown......N sblum terlupe,al maklum la umo da genap....so da tuwe sikit r....,thenx kpd hmba2 y sudi wish kt ak.....Ak hargai wish kalian 2.....Dun wory,ak xsekejam ne pown....Hehehehe.......OKe lar,ak nk chow...penat lor tulis pnjg2 niw.....................

Important day.....!!!!...

Today my bzdy....Sperti y dimaklumkan mlm td ak tulis...,ak n mbe2 clebrate kt kfc kn???....So kt sini ad r bberape pix y ingin ak kongsi....mse bzdy ak n mbe2...Huhuhu.....


Inilah kek ai jdi kami ber-4....(N.I.A,CHA,MISZ NAZ & COKLET)....The most important is my bzdy today....Hehehe....Bes gler r....mg xterkata....Ak mg xcited gler r ainw....bes4...Not bad r...,rmai y wish kt ak....Ad mbe2 akak ak y wish...,mbe2 lame ak...even da clas len2 dowg stil ingt ak...Huhuhu....Ak hargai yew sesesgt....

Starting from smpi skola...

Erm...ak rse mcm tkot r...nk msuk klas pg td...Sb las week,ad sowg mbe ak ckp nk kenakn ak ngn goldas,tepung,bedak n mcm2 r...Ble ak terkenang nsb malang sowg mbe syunk ak,iaitu *** ak penah bwt kt dy dlu....So ak mcm ingt dy nk bls dendam balik r...kt ak...Mg risau r....Tp pg td,ak cube cool down,relax....naek klas bwt muke selambe tp muke ak slalu pg2 mcm masam mencuke aje...tp disb ari important ak...,muke ak sntiese syum aje...Hehehehe....Epy smcm r.......Sp x xcited ngn bzdy sndri...???Hahaha....
The 1st person wish kt ak....is NIA....Hehehe....pas2 ad la hamba2 y sewaktu dgn nyew...Hehehe.....Byk sgt r...mlas ak nk tulis....Hehehehe....



My poze bzdy....Hehehe....Sengalkan ak time niw..???Hahaha...




Niw me n NAz...Hehehe.......Sblum mkn........




Sblum ptong kek,kte take pix dulu...Hehehe....




Dy suap ak,xeclaz.....Hehehe...Tgok r...dy suap..Xd ciri2 utk bg ak mkn...Hahaha...PAs2...ad aty nk kis ak...???eee....geli ma..........????Ahax3.....Mg mrh tuan sbelah ak 2 t.......Relax r...gurau2 jewk.....Hehehe

....Tomorrow......!!!!!!!!

Ouch....my bzdy coming...!!!!!Xcually tomorrow aje....Hehehehe....
Bes gler....,sok gak ak n mbe2 g bwt prty...Kami serang KFC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..............hehehehehe...........T kteowg mkn spuas2yew....Hahaha....Clebrate bzdy mbe y len gk...tp y most important bzdy ak lar.....Tmorrow ak jadik bzdy gurl....!!!!!.....not princess oke...????Ak bkan bduck kecik tp bduck coklet.....Sp y muke xmalu,sok dtg r....kteowg lepak kt KFC..Mkn sndri tanggung,ak juz blanje aje...bayau sndri!!!....Ahax3.....

Lawa x mende niw..???Erm..ak y create aw...???Xlawo ne pown....simple2 jewk...Ikowt naluri from the button --- heart....Hehehe....X r..,ak bwt maen taram jewk....aslkn ad rupe......
We c mlm niw..,sp y ingt ak n wish kt ak....???If 1 st person 2,owg y ku syg2iiiii.....Hehehe....Ad r..,ak nk wat pew...???hehe....

.....Sadness.....

Ainw ak ta sdey pown....tp broken heart jewk....Nk tw kew...???Xyah la....
Tp ainw ad sowg mbe ak clash ngn xbalak dy.....Mule2 ak cm mls nk msuk cmpur tp nta r...Aty ak ttbe nk tw lak..??...So ble dy da cte sume yew..........Bgi pndpt ak r,ak owg ke-3 dlm prob dy....Nway owg ke-3 tu,xske dowg kaple kowt....Alah...bese r 2.....Tp ak ksian lak tgok mbe ak mnges bgai nk gler....Ak pown penah lalui yew gak...tp da lme2 ak bese gk...

Bwt pew r....nk kenangkan owg y telah tinggalkan kte dgn penuh penderitaan,kelukaan n mcm2 r.....Ak mls nk bebel byk2...T mcm ak lak y rsekn yew....Hehehe...Ak oke lg...No prob pape pown...Hahaha.....

So stress.....

Erm...ak stress...s...s...s...s...s.....s....s..s.s.s.s.s.s......Selepas 2mingu g berperang....Akhirnyew ak kembali ke alam bese....Hehe....Gler ak xm AKAUN,KIMIA,FZIK,+MATH,MATHS.... Ak xtw r ap ak bwt ai2....Susa gler thap cipan r.....Shampah ak jwp paper 2...... PAle ak skunk pening,xtw npew..???Tp ak ley tulis blog ag niw...??Hehehe.... Knp lar idup ni susa...???Stiap bnd y kte tempohi sume yew berliku...Huhu...NIw mkne yew cbran.....Kn???.....Tp stiap owg ad tjuan n matlamat ble melakukan sesuatu....Mcm ak g skola...??Ape tjuan ak g skola???....Penah kew ak pk kn...???Ak rse slame ak g skola,ak juz membabi bute g skola tnpe tjuan n mtlamat ak sbnr...???Tp kdg2 ak sdar.... Ksedaran itu membawa diri ak utk brubah....Huhu...Y niw xyah r ak cite,hal peribadi...Hehehe..... Mls r nk ckp psl niw...???xbes....

Kimia??
Sbjek niw susa gk r....mg sukar utk diramalkn lulus...Huhuhu....Ai2 ye xm...,bkn maen prah lg...ak nk jwp....Susa2....PAle otak ak niw da broken....HAha...owg len xpenah broken pale tp ak penah....Hehehe....Ap y ak bce,separuh jewk kua.....Da la byk bnd ak xbaco....,so xpat r nk jwp....Ad mbe ak 2...,pye la *^$%&(* dy tiru...Siap bwk jwpan....Hey...skt tol aty ak...Ak usaha bgai nk gler mghafal,dy sng2 mniru.....Xskt aty kew...???.....Xp2...,,mgkin ainw ari dy,sok ari ak lak,..??tp comfem r SPm t msti kantoi..,xpat jwp.....Bgi dy llus 2 oke r dr ggal tp klu llus dgn usaha y xbtul,llus ape 2..????Xp la...,ak redha jewk ap y ak bwt ai2....Ak saba jela..... Tp ai2 bdk 2 ckp kt ak,ak niw kdekut la....ap la time xm ble dy pgil ak bwt bdo....Mne xye,ak geram ngn prgai dy...Tiru bulat2...Sejak dr 2,stiap kali dy pgil,ak pndang cm nk xnk jewk.....Ckp pown nk xnk....Pdn muke dy.....Sp suh bwt jaat,dy bwt jaat ak???dua kali jaat ak akn bwt kt dy....??!!!...

Fizik??
Huh....,ai2 xm fzik...Gler susa...gk...Xley nk ckp r susa dy thap apew..??Tp y ak bngng r,soklan dy same ngn soklan taun lps...Ak xstdy sgt soklan taun lps 2...Da las minute bwu ak stdy soklan 2....Mg ad sikit2 sebigik2 kua...Ad y ak ingt ak tulis r...,ad y xingt ak xtulis.....Ak rse nk jewk koyak soklan 2...,gler susa.....!!!!!!!!!!
Ak rse nk jewk cekik2 ckgu y bwt soklan 2......Arghh.....nsb baek r da kawen ckgu 2..ad ank..klu x da lme ak g bom uma dy....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa..........Ak suda gler agk yew.......Hehehehe.............


My heart gone again.....??
Mingu niw ak telah kehilangan 3 aty....Ape 2..?? Pelikkan???...Xcually,ak pendek cite,pendekkn mse,cpt la tgn ak rehat jup ag...Hehe...
Ank kucing ak suda pergi mninggalkan ak....3ekor skali jln dlm 1 mingu niw...ai2...Sdes ak...Ank kcing 2 comel2 tw...??tp nta knp ai2 skt,xlme 2 da die.....Huhuhu.....Kdg2 bnd y kte syunk,pasti akn mninggalkan kte....Ak redha jela...1 ari t pown ak akn pergi jgak....,sume 2 allah y tntukan....Huhuhu.....

Im fever......!!!!!!!....

Situasi 1

Huh....sedes ak....Ak demam skunk niw...??sok xm KIMIA.....Perrggghhh....gler palak pale ak niw t.....Geram siot,ak tggu niw ble nk g klinik???.....Xtahan tw x..??? Terseksa gler ble demam niw...???????????........... Nk stdy pown xd mood!!!!!...
Abes la ak sok xm....nta ap r ak nk jwp....????....Otak blur seyh!!!!!!!!!........."Plez r doktor ckp ak niw demam bese jewk....?????........"hopefully dktor ckp bgini la kowt.....HAhahaha................

Situasi 2

Td ak bwt jaat lg....Ak tgh myusahkan org t....Abes la ak....Ak xpk abes2....Tp nta la...Ap y ak bwt niw ad owg ckp btul n ad ckp x btul...???...Ap prsaan owg 2 t..ble dpt marks dy...?????....Tp knp la dy bdus sgt smpi tiru jwpn ak....?????????....Dlm prob niw spe y slh????....Ak xrse ap ak bwt 2 btul la.....????ISh.....myusahkan ak jewk r....nk pk3.....Mg r ak ksiankn dy,tp agk2 r klu ye nk mnx jwpan owg....???JGN MNX SUME JWPAN AK!!!>...Ko ngt ak niw pndai kew..????????????????????????????????.......Ad mbe2 ak xselesa ngn peel dy tp nta la....mnusia la katekan....???TAmak nk lulus bkn dgn usaha sndri....???....Sp xgeram wey??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!>..............Byangkan klu dy llus tp ak x llus...???HIsh msti r ak bgang....Ak da penah lalui yew dulu......BEtapa sakit yew aty ak ble owg 2 marks dy lbh better dr ak...??????........Eh cite lme,xnk ungkit2 lg....Xbek ler....Duse2.....Tp bdk klas ak sume yew kaki meniru....Ak niw klu nk tiru pown agk2 r gk....,xd r 100% nk tiru......Alah...buang mse ak jewk hdap niw sume kn3...????Bwt hal sndri jewk la.....SpM t kte tgok r....sndri....???Time 2 bwu dowg sedar betapa rugiyew lau xstdy btul2....????.....Ak pown kne ubah niw...??hehehe....

malas gler....

argghh.....esok xm akaun...Fuh mlas gler....Stdy pown x lg niw...???mals yew ak.....Hehehe...
Pale ak asyk pening r.....Hrm....,smlm ak epy sikit r.... Bnd y ak xpenah mnx nk berlaku tp ianya berlaku jgk...Huhuhu....Wonderful day!!!!!!!yesterday jewk....Hehehe....Now im not alone...Huh ap ak ckp niw...??Ish..,xd r....Aty ak berkate???..adakah ak ptut bwt or x..???tp akhiryew ak da dpt jwpn...Hehehe....Jwpn yew is BIARLAH RAHSIE...!!!!!!!.......Bwt pe nk ckp,my private story...???hehehe.....Hati ini hanye utk insan *********************************************************************************
Ak sowg jewk y tw sume2 yew.......

...Akhirnya....

...Smlm bes gler...Hehehe..nk tw knp..???ad r...Rhsie...Mne ley tw???...Nk cite..,alahai sgn....Hahaha....Sejak ble ak pndai segan3 niw...?...Wat eve la....Tp y pasti...mg xcited r....Huhuhu...Msti t mbe2 ak ttye ap y sronok...???...FULL STOP R!!!!!!...xnk ckp lg...
Smlm ak g tsyen awl gler....Kul 11..Bpak gler awl....klas ak kul 1.30. Smpai jewk sne..,ak mule2 duk lua tp c But ajk ak msuk...Dy kate juz dduk jewk...Ak pown dduk jewk...,tp ak bwt bnd laen.....Hehehe....Tsyen 2 smpi kul 1,lpas 2 c But iye2 nk g beli burger,skali kdai 2 ttup....Xdpt mkn...Frust ak...Pwot ak KEBULUH gler smlm...tp ak beli mknn ringan jewk....2 xkenyang....Ish...,abes jewk tsyen time 2 hujan. Huh nseb baek uncle dtg cepat tp naek van 2 kne redah....Da smpai 1 jln niw...van plak meragam....,kjup2 mati....Tp las2...,ak n ad 2 owg lg.,tolak van....Gler r....Da la smpi uma lmbt...nk kejo kn zhur ye psal....!!!....Huhuhuhu.....
smlm ari luck n unluck....Huhuhu....2 dlm 1...???....Xadil tol....Ak bwu nk beronok2....skali ditimpa ksusahan...Xp r...
Ak mlas nk tulis pnjg2...,penat pale otak ak nk pk....Sok xm,alahai....mls yew....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....Tiap kali xm klu owg sbelah xpgil,xsah.....Phm2 aje la...sape mnusia 2...Ai2 ak bwt jaat....Hehehe....Dy 2 mg slalu tiru n mnx jwpan owg...So waktu ak bwt jaat 2..,xm pkai objektif r....Mule2 ak tulis jwpan kt ketas jwpn...Ak trase owg sbelah menoleh n tiru jwpn ak kowt...Ak mcm geram tol ngn minah 2...,ak pye la jaat..ak amek ketas laen ak tande jwpan,sume jwpn 2 salah..sb ak maen tembak jewk tnde....Ak sje r bia kn ketas 2,pas2 owg sbelah ak 2 dy pndang n dy tiru jwpn ak...ak ad npk dy pdam jwpn dy...Hahaha...Ak mg xley bla r...,dy tiru jwpan ak....Lpas abes xm ak ckp ngn mbe ak,dowg gelak jewk...tp dowg kate bgus r...ak bwt cm2 langkah bjge2....Hehehe....So nseb minah 2 r...,ak mlas nk ckp...pape....Sape suh dy tiru ak.....Kn3???????.....

alaa..............

selase strt xm....Aduyai...niw y ak mls niw...???Get up tw x...??Kali niw klu xm fail,ad la hkuman stimpal bakal ku trima....Hahahaha......Sengetkn skola ak...?????Frust tol...!!!!!!!!!!...Xnk ak g skola lg rse yew.....Xp3...try je r nk xm niw...Bwt ap y ak terdya....Huhuhu....

Alaa.....ak kn..???Ak gile sikit...??Nk tw knp???...PAle otak ku niw semak ngn prgai sowg bdk niw...???Dy bkan mbe ak tp msuh ak.....Ak xske dy sjak dulu lg....Bnci ngn prgai dy........Dy niw nk kata gedik??Bley la....PAs2,prsan chantek,ayu???mg pown...Shampah ak....!!!!!!!!!!!Pk bgus.......Ak xske dy ble dy rpt ngn mbe ak....Mg skt mata ak mmndang....Nta ble lar nk aman idup ak niw ble dy da xd kt skola ak 2....HAha....Ak ad r...dgr2 cer...???Myatakan dy nk tunang??????......Eeeee....,sengal tol pmpuan 2.....Da buang tbiat kew...??Umo bwu setaun jgung...da pk psal 2...Jamin kew balak ko 2...?????Ley caye????.....Pelik ak......Knp r ad mnusia berfikiran cm2..??Muda lg da pk bnd2 2....xpnting bnd 2....Bdus tol.....!!!!!!!.....Mnx2 la ak dijauhkan dy rpt ngn ak....Ak xnk kwn cm2.....
*sekali sekala mgumpat...,mgutuk....Mg ptut pown,ak xske minah 2....!!!!...

Bwnk....ler......

Hari niw...???Busan tol....Mne xyew...??Adk ak kne demam cmpak...bkan chicken pox la...??..apew r ak niw...Da la..ptg 2...,dy nnges2 xtahn...bdan dy pijau...sakit....Mraung2 la....Ades...skt tlinge ak!!!...Pak kal la adk ak,klu owg len da lme ak mrh bwt mekak jewk...Sblum balik dr tsyen,mak ak g psr mlm...Knon2 nk cri buah kelapa...bkn air tw...???....Da jdi 1 kje ak kne ikowt aje.....Da la ak nk g toilet tp ak tpkse btalkn niat ak 2....Than aje la.... Mak ak prking kete kt 1 kwasan niw mg khas tuk owg prking kete n moto tp kne byr RM1 aje....Ak ye3..,dgn hrpan dpt bodek mak ak mcm2...Dlm poket sluar ak,ak xtra RM1 td mse kt FS... Kua jewk dr kete,mak ak dgn selambe suh ak byr dwet prking RM1!!!...Ak ingt kn dy lupe...tp x dy ingt...Ak ingt bwu nk simpan dwet 2...Adus...,ilang RM1 ak....td...Tp xpelah 2 dwet ak jgk...Xp,xkesa....
Da lme2 kt psr mlm 2..,ak ckp r ngn mak ak,pwot ak lapo....kt uma td mkn bbur...aje....Nseb baek la mak ak baek aty,dy belikan ak roti pita....Huhuhu...Dpt r ak mkn....Pas2..,ak klu beli mknn msti kne ad air...!!!...Ak ske sgt3 air ABC...sdap seyh!!!!!!!!!!..........Dpt r mbodek mak ak lg......Xcualy,tjuan utama mak ak nk cri buah klapa tp xjpe3....So cari bnd len lak...???...Lpas da abs brong,kteowg balik la.....Mak ak men gisau lg ngn adk ak y kt uma 2....Al maklum la...,owg skt la katakn...???Zman skunk niw,mcm2 skt ad.....So mak ak tkot2 la adk ak 2 skt dy mlarat kowt...PApe jela.....Smpi2 jewk uma....,ak tgok adk ak OK jewk....tgh tdo...T lpas ak smbhyg,dgr dy da strt drma nnges dy....Alahai...,ak pekakkn tlinge mse 2..tp da lme2..,dy ckp bdan dy pijau...Ak rse cm ksian lak..??dy 2 r lembik...Npk jewk tggi dr ak...tp bdan dy xkuat.....mcm2 ragam siblings ak niw...???hahaha......
Tp ptg td gk mak ak g hangkut adk ak g uma owg nk brubat....Bwu ak tw...betapa seksayew...demam cmpak niw...???huhuh...Susa nk baek....kowt la..... Akk ak siap bdoa...??..Mnx3 dijauhkn dr kena demam cmpk...???hehehe....dlm aty ak klakr plak minah sowg niw...??hahaha....apape jela......So kpd insan2 y bce blog ak niw,jgelah ksihatan anda sb skunk niw mcm2 pyakit bley mlnde...???huhuhu....T8 cre....aw...??syunk diri ak....HAhaha...........

Prgai cm cetan...

Shampah gler td ak g tsyen ngn dua ekor minah niw....??Spnjang tce mgjar dowg asyk mbebel xsuda2.....Da r ckp maen kuat lg....Ak nk focus pown xley.....Ak xtw r ap y dowg dpt spjng dtg tsyen 2....Da 2 plak,bajet chantek,cun...tp prgai Ya Rabbi(no komen).....Susa r ckp...Tp klu ad laki tgok slh sowg minah 2,ad y sgkut pye....Yerla chntek la katakan....Wat eve la...Bgi ak klu stkat lua chantek dlm K.O bwt pew...??No meaning la wey....!!!!!!.........N lg 1,dowg niw ley than gak mgumpat owg....Npk jewk baek la...tp xd mkneyew.....Ske mgumpat owg.....Da 2 plak asyk2 ckp psal laki....Eit,chantek sgt kew dowg 2..????Rmai kew mmat2 minat kt dowg...???Hahaha...nta2 2 sume prsan jewk lbh......Kdg2 ak xphm r owg zman skunk????Muke chantek,prgai???xtw r....Kdg2 lua npk ok tp dlm k.o???..Normal la 2....mnusia.... Smbung psal minah2 2....Mse balik plak...??hah...lg r..bjet pose sane pose sni...???Bajet bgus....seyh!!!!!!!!.....Bnci ak tgok...Mluat gler ak tgok...??? Da la..ak mls nk ckp lbh2...,t ak tlbh mgumpat lak...tp y pasti dr awl tsyen ak mg xsuke ngn minah2 2....Hahaha............Ap ak pduli ngn kowg,ak xhingin nk kwn ngn kowg.......

....Hatiku hnye utk mu......

Oh tuhan,seandainya telah kau catatkan

Dia milikku,tercipta untuk diriku

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya allah,ku mohon

Apa yang teah kau takdirkan

Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku

Kerana engkau tahu segala isi hatiku

Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanmu

Ya tuhanku,yang Maha Pemurah

Beri kekuatan jua harapan

Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya

Semaikan setulus kasih dijiwa

Ku pasrah kepadamu

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang beriman

Bisa menemani aku

Supaya ku dan dia

Dapat melayar bahtera

Ke muara cinta yang engkau redhai

Ya tuhanku,yang Maha Pengasih

Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku

Dengarkan rintihan hambamu ini

Jangan engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia

Walau tanpa bersamanya

Gantikanlah yang hilang

Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Ku inginkan bahagia

Di dunia dan akhirat

Padamu Tuhan ku mohon segala.......

Aku sowg insan y lemah segala2yew...hnye tuhan saje y tw isi hatiku y kdg2 gmbira,kcewa n mcm2 r...Hal peribadi ak,ak jela y tw....Jika ak ditemukan dgn insan y telah ditakdirkn oleh allah...ak trima dy seadanyew....Jika sgale ape y telah ak coretkan di atas niw...??Allah tunaikan....,ak bersyukur seandainya ia btul2 berlaku.....Hnye tuhan saje y tw isi hatiku ini...Hehe...Yerla...Allah saje y bley bc isi hatiku.....owg len???,xley bc.......Hehehe....Cinta ak y pertama,utk mcintai allah,then mak n abh,then diri ak,then2...???ak xtw....Hehehe.... Hidup niw xsusa n xsng...??bgi kowg...??apew ek..??...Bgi ak???...nta la....Ad mse ak rse pjlnan hidup niw sng n ad kalayew susa.....Huhuhu.....Stiap mnusia pndangan n pmikiran dowg berbeza......mcm ak jgk...???....So kpd sesape2...la..,y sudi y kwn ngn ak....wait me until ak************...(no komen)....hehehe......Ap y kowg rse 2,2 la kowt y ak nk kowg rsekn...???hehehe.... Life is not simple but difficult,so we must strong to hadap it....Hehehe...ak maen taram jewk....Lupe3 nk translatekn..??...hahaha....

Thenx kpd insan2 y sudi mbace blog ak xsebape hebat niw???...ak mluahkn ape y ak rse ptut ak luahkn....Eh ape ak ckp niw...??nta la....Bedal jewk la....Ak sntiase syg kwn2 ak,mbe2 ak,shbat2 ak y jauh 2....n sape2 y kenal ak la sng cite....??....Gud luck 4 anda2 sume...Hehe....

wassalam.......

Las day wif ckgu...

Firstly,ak nk introduce my frenxz n beloved tce....Alah...tce Pj kteowg.....Kteowg ske sgt2 tce niw...hehehe...Sb ble time PJ,kteowg xperlu susa2 nk pkai bj pj...Haha..Xmcm ckgu y lame 2....Asyk2 suh pkai bj pj jewk....Ak pown da naik bwnk+tnsion+shampah n byk lg r......Tp ble tce niw kua ckgu lame 2 balik la....Habes la ak 2...Ak da la mls nk pkai bj pj....Klu pkai pown ak msti mls nk bwk bj skola...Hehehe...Lceh ak nk bwk trun naek bas mcm owg gilo.....so trouble3...!!!....N spnjang bersame ngn tce niw,ak rse oke la dpt tce cm dy.....Dy muda lg,pramah...n slalu bgi nshat utk gurl mcm kteowg niw....???hehehe.....Susa aw nk dpt ckgu muda mcm tce ak niw...??....Dy baek gler r....tp sygyew da bpyew....Alah...normal la 2...org mude katakn...tp ak x...??Ak niw single but not available.....,Hehehe......

Niw gmbr ak n mbe + tce 2 lar.....Cute2kn???...Hehe...ak x....??Ak tersepit...Xpe la....Y penting ak ad sikit muke nk promote uw....hahaha....

Hati kami sntiase bersame ckgu...Hehehe.....Kteowg sume single tp ak not available...Hehehe...

.....no komen lg..bout this pix......

Sgale memory bsame ckgu,ak ngt smpi hjung talian hayat ak....Hahaha.....

....Aku sedes....!!!!!!!!!

Ari niw ak SEDES GLER....dlm aty r...beb..!!!...Nk tw sbb apew...?????????????????????????????????????????????????.......

Krane dy,idup ak gmbira,epy n mcm2 r....Ak xpenah mminta pape dr dy.....Ak syg dy sssssgggggtttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!.......Dy adlah sbhgian dr jntung ak niw..???...Knp dy pergi mninggalkn ak cm2 jewk......Knp,knp,knp,knp,knp,knp?????!!!!....Dy pergi utk selama2yew........Sdey ak....Dy sukar utk cari pgganti......

Ak smpai uma dlm keadaan y sgguh letih+penat n mcm2 r....TTbe mak ak ckp dy da mati....Dy da xley gerak....Kaki dy mcm sakit....Dlm aty ak,luruh prasaan ak time 2....Hampa+kcewa.....!!!!!......Knp dy pergi saat niw..???....Aty ak tmbh r kcewa ble tgok dy,mg btul da die......Hrm...hnye tuhan sje y tw,ak eclaz dr aty ke aty jage dy slame niw..... Mg nhas r spe y bnuh dy.....Kuang aja...!!!!!!!... Xpe la...ak redha ke ats pmergian ANAK KUCING ak y tersyg 2.....Ak stil ad 12ekor kucing...tp anak kucing 2 slh seekor kucing y ak syg gk........Nme dy xd lg tw x...???!!!...AK lupe nk bgi nme sbb dlm uma ak terlalu byk kucing smpi terberi nme pd ank kucing 2......Gmbr dy pown ak xd....Hrm....sdes ak...!!!.... Kowg x rse ape y ak rse....??..Sdes tw x..??sbb ak ggal jge kucing 2 dgn baek...Kecik lg kucing 2....comel....

Lbh kurang cmniw r kucing ak....Tp dy da xd da...... Xp r...byk lg kkasih aty ak kt uma niw...??Hehehe.....Ak syg kowg sume.....!!!!!!!!!........

.....MSj.....

CUBE TRY NIW..???


(niw jwpan ak,kowg try r bwt sme1??erk)

1.Gelaran awk bg sy?
=jwpan ak??..ad r...rhsie....Xley cite...hahaha...


2.Lgu ssuai utk sy??

=Hehehe...ad mbe ak jwp r...niw dy y isikn...Lgu "Bila Raseku ini rasemu"tah niw kot...ak lupe3.....


3.Yg awk igt psl sy??
=Mbe ak ckp,ak niw ske mkn coklat n ske mrh...Kurang asm tol dy niw..??Mgata ak dpn2...HIsh....Hmpeh pye kwn...Hahaha...


4.Awk nk sy jd ape utk awk??
=Mbe ak jwp y niw plak..??Jwpan dy ad sikit kekeliruan bgi ak r...Tp biar la rhsie...Hehehe....

5.Nasihat utk sy??

=Mbe ak jwp niw,"Jgn stdy truk sgt..jge ksihatan n b yourself"....Niw bese jewk...

6.Bnci/ske sy??
=Dy jwp,"ske ar!!!"...mg sengal bdk niw...gile agk yew....

Npe yeaa??

=Sbb ape??...BIARLAH RAHSIA....Hehehehe....


Kowg try r bwt kt sme1,tgok sejauh mne dy ley isi tmpt ksong niw....??....Niw skadar msj bes2 jewk....hehe...ak sje share2....


Ak bwnk2 niw,xtw nk tulis ap??....hehehe...

....Dun know..??

Dalam dunia,xd bnd y kekal lama...??Contoh mcm hp,org y kte syg,harta bnde kte n mcm2 r...Tp 1 jewk...bnd y kekal bersame kte....iaitu Allah....Dy slalu bersame kte dimane2 saje cuma kte xsdar....Knp mnusia ble dtimpa musibah bwu ingat dy..????Knp3?????.....Pernah kew kte fkir???Msti la xpenah...Ble susa bwu ingt dy..tp senang lupe dy....Knp ak tergolong dlm org2 y mcm 2???...Ak xperlu jdi tamak,kdekut,smbong n mcm2 r....Cuma ak perlu jadi y terbaik pd sume owg....Ak klu bley nk bkwn ngn sume owg dlm dunia niw...Sbb hidup niw cuma skali...So ak nk hargai mase2 ak hidup niw...sblum smpai ajal ak nti....Ak klu bley nk bwt kebaikan pd sume owg tp kdg2 knp owg xhargainyew..???....Klu dulu ak penah berikan kasih syg pd ssowg,akhirnyew dy xhargai segala ape y ak berikan....Pape jela...PAst is past ...Knp pmpuanmudah jtuh cinta pd llaki erk..??Ak kata niw kire ak skali r..tgolong dlm pmpuan cm2...Hehehe....Erm...??Bgi ak mgkin pmpuan 2 ksunyian n perlukn ssowg utk bersamping dy...Tp bgi ak..?2 dulu jewk ak nk kn sume 2...skunk x da....Sbb skunk niw ak rse r...,da xd mse da utk bercintan-cintun....Yerla..,da fom4 niw ak bz gler...Da la kdg2 balik lmbt...Mmenatkan ak sgguh....!!!!.....Tp ble dikenangkn balik time ak kaple 2..??mcm klakar jewk pown ad..HAhaha...Xsangke ak pown ley berkaple...,dulu bkan maen ak ckp xkn kple la..mcm2 la...HAhaaha...Nobody is prefect,everyone will change....Tp skunk ak gembira sgt sbb ad mbe2 y btul2 mmhami peel ak niw..??..Utk mgenali peel ak niw,dowg lbh krang mgambil mse setaun r gk....Mse fom3,mse y mggila utk knl peel ak niw..?ad mse angin ak baek n ad mse x...???hehehe...Tp ak bersyukur sgt2...mbe2 ak da fhm gler ngn peel ak....Mbe ak penah ckp r...y muke ak niw mg bley bwt owg skt aty r...,lau ak tgh bgang..or bad mod....Penah 1 ari ,ak tarik muke dpn mbe ak...(xtaw ape kena ngn ak time 2),dy btul2 bgang gler ngn ak...Dy ckp r..."nseb baek r dy knl ak da lme",lau x owg len bwu knl ak,da lme halau ak mkn tmpt len"...Hehehe...Ble ak dgr dy ckp cm2...Aty ak tersntuh..Ap ak bwt td..??hahaha....Mg sukar utk ditafsir kn peel ak niw..??KDg2 ak xtw r...peel ak niw mbwtkn owg skt aty ngn ak....Myb muke ak sejak dr lahir asyk moody aje...bak kata mbe ak....Hehehehe...Ak pown heran r...,knp ak cm2...??Adakah ak bprgai cmniw...,akn mgakibatkan mse depan ak t..??dlm hal bersosial or cari kwn..???Hrm....nti2 ak pk3 kn utk brubah...Nsb bek la...ak niw single..??haha...Lau ad pkwe,da grenti pkwe ak lari klu tw peel ak cmniw..??...Yerla..spe ske lau bprgai moody,hot tempe n so on la....y bley dikatakn owg xsuke....Ble ak pk3 kn balik,sejak ak skola rendah,ak de pgalaman psal peel ak niw..??hehehe..mls r nk cite...Cite lme...PAst is PAst....... Oleh itu,kpd sesape y nk cari mkwe???...Jgn cari owg mcm ak niw.???hehehe....Cari lar owg y better dr ak niw...????...n sesape y mgenali ak lbh dr kwn iaitu kwn special 2...??Bersabo2 la ngn peel ak niw..??.....Ak sntiase syunk sume mbe2 ak,kwn2 n sesape jela y ak knl....Ak pye ske nk syunk sape pown.............................

Memory ever gone...

Niw gmbr time khusus PPDa kt skola pdang temu kowt..??ak da lupe r....Prasaan ak waktu niw bese2 jewk...xmcm mbe2 ak sronok nk jpe mbe2 dulu...Haha... Kteowg promote gigi niw....Cari r syum paling lawo,manis,gedix,mnje n mcm2 r.....Hehehe....Nway mse nk balik,ttbe aty ak rse berat plak nk bpisah ngn dowg....Huhuhu....Tp nk bwt cmne..??Stiap pertemuan pasti ad perpisahan....No wonder la lau happen kt ak....Xp...Myb 1 ari t ak akn jpe ngn dowg balik kowt....Dlm byk2 gmbr,ak ske gmbr niw...kowt...Niw la gmbr y ley bwt ak syum...Ak niw xgeti syum....Hahaha...Dsyt3....

Ak saje nk promote gmbr niw...memory is memory....

The Climb....

I can almost see it

That dream I'm dreaming but

There's a voice inside my head say in

You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking but i

Got to keep trying

Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes they knock me down but

No I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm going to remember most yeah

Just got to keep going

And I

I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on,cause

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes you going to have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

Keep on moving

Keep climbing

Keep the faith baby

It's all about

It's all about

The climb

Keep the faith

Keep your faith

...Busan3....

....busan gler td....Ak mympah tol tgok pertndingan ape tah???...da r lme...Myusahkan ak...,memenatkan ak...!!!!...buang mse ak jewk tgu smpi kul 5....Xd bnd bes ak tgu lme2 td....Ak rse mgntuk tw x...??Klu ikowtkn djal ak,xnk ak g tp mbe2 ak sume g...so tpkse r ak g.....Hrm...??ape nk cer ek..??Erm...mlm td dy stil contact ak...Tp ak xbls pown msj dy....Bia r dy...,ak da penat,da berbuih mulut ak,ak da ilang akal ape lg ak nk jelaskn kt dy supaye lupekan ak...Tp dy degil teramat sgt....Mcm2 dy luahkn kt ak....Tp ak tbahkn aty,kuatkn smngat ak utk forget dy 4eve...2pown lau ak bley bwt??..Knp r ngn ak niw..??Ak trime dy juz AS A FRENX...xlbh pape pown...Knp dy stil dgil lg....??Ak da buntu gler pk psal niw...??Ape harus ak lakukan...?????....Klu ikowtkn mbe2 ak,dowg suh lupekan dy....tgglkn dy....Tp dy mrayu pd ak,jgn tgglkn dy....Ak xtw nk ckp ape lg...,ak slalu ckp y ak akn trime dy sbgai kwn...!!!!...Dy dgil....Ya allah,ak xpenah jpe llaki cm2...Bak kata mbe2 ak..,dy juz nk amek perhatian ak balik spaye ksian kt dy....Arrgghhhhh!!!!!........wat eve lar........Bpe kali,bpe byk dy ckp kt ak,luahkn prasaan dy..????Ak stil tetap pendirian ak,XKN TRIME SAPE2 LG.....Ak bkn mnusia y kejam nk bwt cm2...tp ak tw ak xlyk dpt cinte llaki....Cinte ak hanye allah sje y tw...Ak berperasaan pd ssowg..???hanye allah sje y tw....Ak berserah sgale2yew pd allah...Cinte ak hnye utk owg*********************************? NO KOMEN.........Skunk ak nk abeskn mse ak bersame2 mbe2 ksygan ak....Ak syunk dowg ssgt....Kpd mreka2 y mgenali ak...atau mnyayangi ak niw..??or ad prasaan disebalik aty 2...simpan jewk utk owg len....ak xberhak dpt 2 sume.....N ak syg jgk kpd sape2 y syg ak sbgai kwn kew or lbh pape jewk r...2 prsaan kowg ak NO KOMEN....,ak rindu kpd shbat ak y jauh da lme xcntct ak....huhuhu......

Nseb BAd lucK...

Td waktu perhimpunan ak beratur aje cm bese....TTbe Mrs.NIsa dtg....Dy dtg trus berdiri sbelah ak...Da 2..dy nk minum NESCAFE,minuman feveret dy....Ble dy da pgg tin NESCAFE,dy goncangkn tin 2...then dy nk bukak r...Ble dy nk bukak tin 2..,ttbe air NESCAFE 2 terpercik kt ak.....So,terkena r tdung ak truk gler r babeng...Baju pown terkena sikit....Ak mg geram gler r...mg xdpt nyatakan prsaan ak time 2...tp alhamdulillah ak dpt kwal kmrhan ak...Ak diamkan diri bpe minit...Ak mg xbley nk berkata2...,sb lau ak ckp t ak msti mrh blik....??...Ak mg xnk mrh kn sape2...,cuma perkare kecik jewk 2....Nway bkn slh nisa jewk,slh ak jgk...cuai..xjauh kn diri..Hehehe...wat eve lar...Y pnting skunk,ak hrp bnd cm2 x berlaku lg....huhuh...Xsggup ak nk ke hulu ke hilir lindung tdung ak ktor....mcm ape jewk...??...hehehe...Pgalaman y kelakar..,gram,tnsion tp lme2 oke jewk..

NIw bes3 frenx ak skunk...!!!...Ak syunk dowg sgt!!!....Hope frenxship ak ngn dowg berkekalan...Ak amat menghargai kehadiran kowg sume....Luv u all 4eve.....!!!!...

Mbe2 aku niw slalu kena buli ngn ak...mcm:

Naziah..:dy slalu kena tarik telinge ngn ak...2 sbb telinge dy beso sbelah....Ahahah...apape pown ak syunk ko...even slalu bwt cm2....Huhuu...Sori r..lau ko mrh ak bwt cm2.....

Zati plak:...slalu kena tempias lau ak nga mrh...??KDg2 ak bad mod,ble dy tego ak bwt xdgr jewk...Ak slalu cm2...tp mereka2 niw sume bersbar ngn peel ak....Hehehe...

NIsa plak..:..Hrm...ak xslalu buli dy r...tp klu ckp ngn dy mcm nk terkeluar ank tekak ak niw..???..Hahaha....Tp ak slalu bersame ngn dy...Yerla g tsyen same2....balik sme2...Ke mana aje sme2...Hehehe....

=Kdg2 ak geram ngn dowg niw..,seolah2 mcm lupekan ak seketika tp xp r..ak phm dowg bz ngn hal msing2...Ak slalu bkwn ngn C NAz...Haha...Y dua ekor lg 2...sbuk ngn aktiviti lua...Ak xkesa sgt...Gpown ak da bley trima klu ad jles kew,mrh kew..??da bley kwal r...sikit...Ak hrp2 ak kekal frenx ngn dowg...ak syunk dowg ssgt....Moge allah mberkati pershbatan ak ngn mreka.....

SAYANGILAH SAHABAT ANDA KERANA SAHABAT SLALU BANTU KITE DLM KESUSAHAN or KSUSAHAN....BELAJAR ERTI SHABAT DR SHBAT Y BTUL2 ECLAZ BWKN NGN KITE...

aty ku kembali terluke....

...Aku xtw knp dy stil nk ak kembali dlm idup dy...Sdgkn dy dulu lpaskn ak...Ak da lupekn dy....!!!!!...Ak xnk ad pape lg ngn dy...Ak da penah kcewa dulu...Ape y dy bwt,ak redha...,ak xkesa lau owg nk bwt ak..."Tp jgn lar..kau mnx ak kembali dlm idup kau"...Ak xlyk jdi org y kau kasihi...even kau slalu ckp kau stil syg ak..,xley lupekan ak...mcm2 r...Ak da lupekan segaleyew.....Knp ak niw y kau nk,mcm dlm dunia niw xd pmpuan y lbh btter dr ak......???...Aty ak skunk da ak da ttup rapat utk mnerima mne2 laki...,ak xberhak mdpt cinte llaki lg...Ak mnusia y lemah....,xsmpurna mne pown...Aty ak hnya utk mnyayangi owg...bkn utk mnerima cinte....??...Ak tw ak da bwt kau sdey sume...tp aty ak dulu kcewa ngn kau ,kau xpenah rse ap y ak rse....??...Dgn kemaafan y kau limpahkan,xsikit pown aty ak terubat.....Dulu ak syg sgt kt kau..,,tp kau xmghargainye....Ak redha!!!...atas ap y kau perlakukan kt ak.....Xp la..ak da lupekn sume yew...Hnye allah sje y tw aty ak skunk mnyayangi sape...??...dan allah jgk y tw aty,jiwa,prasaan ak niw cmne skunk..??...Skunk bnd niw da xpnting bgi ak...,bwt semak pale otak ak jewk...,bwt +++skt aty jewk...!!!...bnci ak ckp psal niw lg.....!!!...

..ak mendiamkn diri....

....selama niw..ak kurang minat ngn prgai dy...Mbe2 ak ad r..gk usaha utk berbaek2 ngn dy...tp akhirnya xjdi..sbb ad konflik telah berlaku...antara kami dan dy...Dulu mbe2 ak anggp dy kwn baek gler r kowt...mbe2 ak syunk dy....Tp ble da fom4 kteowg separate...Sejak len2 klas...kteowg jrang tego sapa ngn dy...Nk plak ak niw..??lg lar...Ak niw jnis ego dan mudah naek angin tp bersifat pendamkn msalah...Bagi ak xjdi msalh sikit pown lau mbe2 ak xtego dy...,stil kwn lg ngn dy...TTbe penah 1 ari dy anta komen kt ak..Tye ak knp da lme xtego dy r...Mse ak bce komen 2..ak xdpt nk bls sbb ad prob sikit ngn laptop ak...Ak ngat nk r bls bpe ari pas2...Tp mbe2 ak cite...,ble ak da taw hal sbenar aty ak hancur berkecai,remuk...!!!...,sakit..y teramat...Tergamak kew kau kata ak niw m****** kau...???!!!...knp ko ngadu kt owg ke-3,knp xtrus kt ak...!!!...Ak niw aty batu kew..??Xley trime pndangan owg jew??..Even ko knl ak mcm smbong...,tp aty ak niw...??..ko xtw...??Dulu ak slalu tlog ko susa,sng...Tp niw la balasan y ak dpt..Bukan ak sowg jewk y ko kata,mbe2 y len...pown same..NIw kew persahabatan y ko inginkn dulu...tp ko telah musnahkn yew....Dlm persahabatn niw,ak byk cari psal ngn ko,ak byk diamkn diri,pendamkn segale ape y ak rse...Dulu ble ak cite tntg kburukan ko...,xd owg nk dgr sbb ak cite xd bukti....Mbe2 ak pcaye kn ko...Tp ternyata ko xd lar sebaek hamba allah y ak knl dulu...Skunk ko tipu kteowg...KO ingt even ko klas len..,kteowg ad dgr cite psal ko baek n bruk..??..KNp skunk ttbe ko nk ungkit knp kteowg xrpat ngn ko sperti dulu....???KO perbesar kn cite kt owg len....Mg nseb ko baek dpt pdgr baek nta sape tah........

what have i done..???

Jika ak merindui seseorang???...
Ak bwt apew ek..??
=Ak berdoa spaye ak bersbar,tbah melayani prasaan niw...??hehehe...

JIka ak mrh..???
Ak bwt apew erk..???
=Ak dgr lgu puas2...!!!...Releasedkn tnsion.....huhu..

Jika ak jatuh cinta???
Hahaha...ak xtw nk bwt apew..??
Tp bwt bodo jewk kowt....ahax3...

Jika ak epy gilez..???
=ak bwt diam...
hahaha....


Kesimpulan yew....,ak lbh suke pendamkn prasaan pape jewk r..pd owg kew or spe2 jewk la...Ak lbh ske duk bersndrian....Saje mbazir mse ak mnulis niw...

Hati,perasaan,jiwa ak menjadi keciwa,hancur segale2yew.........

Ape salah ak selame niw...??Salah ak ape y ak bwt niw....??Niat ak xd sikit pown nk masuk cmpur dlm hal peribadi ko...Tp ko da byk brubah...Dulu n skunk ko berbeza gler...Krane laki ko sggup mlupekn mbe2 ko....Wlupown ko xprasan ape selame niw ko bwt...Mg r...Kslhan mne r ko nk tw...Dulu ko bley bezakn mne baek,mne bruk tp skunk ko da lupe sgale2 yew...Dulu ak mg geram ngn ko...tp ak byk pendamkn...Susa klu ak ckp,owg xkn pecaye...Xp la..,skunk ko ckp ak mcm2...Fine r..ak xkesa pown...Nobody knows who is the right??...n who is wrong..??....Ak da xd kuase nk tego ko,sb ko xpenah nk tego ak mse ak depan mate ko...Ak xtw r..time 2..ko bute kew..???HAti ak skt ble ko bwt cm2...tp nk wat cmne...??owg da bwt ak..,fine xp....Skunk aty ak xd sikit pown ruang kemaafan utk minta maf pd ko..??tp klu ak mnx maf kt ko...,ape slh ak pd ko???....bkn ko y slh kew..??pape jela...AK rse diri ak mcm hina sgt...ble bdepan ngn ko...Ble ko ad kt 1 tmpt 2...mood ak ttbe ilang..trse bnci,grm...mcm2 r.....Ad owg kate ko da slh anggp ngn ak...Ak xtw r spe y slh n spe y btul skunk...??tp y pasti aty ak penat tnggung niw sume mslah...Ak nk lupekn ko...tp ko shbat ak dulu...tp skunk nta r..??..KNp dulu ko baek ngn ak...,mgkin ko juz anggp ak kwn bese jewk....Ad owg y lbh sygkn ko....Spe lar ak depan mate ko....,ak niw sering dikatakn ego,smbong n mcm2 r.........Ak redha atas segale tduhan owg pd ak niw.....mgkin Allah akn memberi balasan y baek or bruk pd owg2 tu.....Ak doakn ko berbahagia d'samping owg2 y syg ko.....n lupekn aje ak niw....y xd erti dlm hidup ko lg....