se-tereses..

**ah,syes bnci thap babun..ak caik bgai nk mati kau "buku,xjpe2..??.."..Mne kau pegi ha..??!!!...Bngang tol ak..,ak nk cpt..lg mlmbatkn kje ak..!!..

Ak bngang tol..Dlm aty,mls nk serabut fikiran..Tp buku 2 penting gler2...Ak phm gler ngn nota ak 2...Hish,mne kau nota...!!!!!..ak nk kau la cipeng..!!!!!!!!!!!!....

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Dlm kekalutan niw,ak dgr 1 lgu niw..Mg sdey r gk..Tp nta la..Ble ak kenangkn balik..,knp msti ak tinggikn ego ak semata2 sua2 perkara..Berbaloi kew ak bwt cm2..??.. Akhirnya,ak y DERITA sensowg...Gler bgai idup ak... Ak rse cm kejam ak niw,smpi sggup bwt cm2.. Ya Allah,knp ngn ak..??... Aty ak mg pns time 2..tp nta la..ak xley ubh bnd da berlaku... Ak xbg pluang utk dy bckp... Knp,knp,knp...????????....*bdus kew ak niw..??... Tp ap y brlaku mg mguji kesaBARAN ak sbgai pmpuan... Some1 had challenge my own pride..as a lady..not old lady...Hahaha...
Ak xtw nk ckp pe..,tp bg ak mase utk lupekn seketika msalah 2....

**buku,mane kau ilang niw..??..Ak tgglkn kau kew..??..aduh,pyah tol la..Meja sepah..Ruang sempit..mg r..!!..Ak j kne bajet ruang...Bdus....Xkire,ak kne caik kau "buku",smpi dpt...!!!!!!!!...

Activies gilo...

Td ak g ikowt apak ku g tranning olahrage..kt skula dy...Ak join pown sbb kemalasan nk g skula ak..Tade sp nk anta lor...??...Da 2,xd kwn nk balik same..??..len la lau ak de lesen...*gajin gk ak nk g..Hahaha... Tranning lme la gk... Byk bnd la ak blaja dr apak ku...Apak ku niw jrg nk lyn peel ank2 dy..Cume klu bab sukan,apak ak sentuh la..lau bnd len y xmdtgkn manfaat kcuali pelajaran..dy mls nk amek tw..??...Kdg2 ak nk g tsyen pown..,dy xtw jdual klas ak.. Huh,wlupown trse cm dy xamek berat tp ak xley bwt pape..Biakn jela..Ak mls nk serabutkn fikiran utk memikir.. Ak asyik kne perli jewp td..wlupown ak niw susa to be serious..tp dlm aty ak menanamkn semangat utk adiah kn dy 1 pingat..utk olahrage t... Ak pown pelik ngn peel ak,mg susa nk jd serious..Huh,np erk..??... Seolah2 td,ak blaja maen2... Wateve la.. Lg1,apak ak bndingkn ank murid dy ngn ak..Huh,TERCABAR siot..Bdk 2 bwu year 6,ak niw form 5...Jauh gler beza umo,kekuatan...blablabla...Ak xsure mne kelemahan ak skunk niw..??...Ak btul2 la frust..ngn kelemahan ak... Apak bsing la gk td,"lau nk bersukan,bwt standed bersukan..bkn nk jge muke,xley itam sikit..la hape la.."..??...Haha..mg mkn dlm..tp ak jdikn pengajarn utk mbkar semangat ak..berkobau2...!!... N ak plak td,terlupes plak nk pkai kasut..Haha..lg la bsing...Huhu...
Ak mls nk pkai..ingtkn xd owg kt pdang td..tp gupe2 ye ad bdk2 skula dy..Hrm..tpkse la ak join skali... Mcm da ak bdk2...Haha...

Kes 2..
Ak ye hp mxs,xd topup..So td org anta msj kt ak,ak xbls la...Ak syes r,nga sengkek thap babun...Bkn xnk topup,tp ak mg kne displin to save up my pocket money..hehe.. Klu nk bls pown,klu pnting jewp.. 2 pown kai hp clcm..Rply msj owg num mxs lg la cpt abes kdit ak.. Haiyoo...Klu xbls kunk,t owg akn slh anggap..Haha.. Ak klu bls mg xkesa,tp ble saat ak btul2 perlukn kdit mg cpt kdit ak abs dlm skelip mata aje.. Xd sp nk tulun topupkn ak... Ak pown xnk mnx..xbek mnx2.. Td ak mrungut sbb susa xd kdit niw..??..Nk rply msj owg,nk call owg..??..xd kdit..Kwn2 ak plak rmai kai mxs... Tp ble ad topup,ak ske msj owg..xkire time..Ak mg gtal nk msj owg..Hahaha...

Erm..ak pelik gler..ngn sme1 niw.??... Ttbe msj ak setelah sekian lame mdiamkn diri...Pelik kann..??... People always be liked that..so wat can i do.??.. Bwt bduh aje...

Trouble is a friend.

Ble ak tgok pix dy,perasaan ak rse bnci gler kt dy..**sumpa..!!..mg btol..Sbb dy bwt ak mg sakit aty lbh dr 2..Dy xpnh tye knp ,ak ptuskn pershbtan..Npk sgt r,dy jnis xkesa ak ad kew x ??..lau jd kwn dy..Tape la,..ak xkesa..Mgkin ainw ai ko,sok ai ak.. Hrm..dlm mase y sama...ak cam sdey r kowt..dy bwt bdus smpi skunk..??...Kehilangan dy mbawa erti utk ak "benci lelaki"..Huh..dy aja ak utk bnci laki..so watt..??..**slh ak ckp niw..???...Sory 2 say..Ak xhak utk tntukn idup dy...tp lantak dy la..Even ak baek n caring nk mmpos sal dy "dlu jewp"..dy xd r caring gler sal ak..Bwt pe ak nk amek tw sal dy ann..??...Xp..nver mind...Man liked him,mg faithless..!!..Klu ad mbe laki pown,bkn ley pkai...Alah,ak bkn rpt ngn laki..Hahaha..Im the garang one..**naja menafikan...


Huh,yg laki sekor niw,tah mne le hilang..Ak mls nk cal dy...sbb dy mrh ak kowt..??..Haha..Ak da la da lme xdgr sore kau,kau lak xnk cal or msj ak..??..Tw r,xd kdit..ak pown nga sengkek..Kdit ak tpkse sekat2..Haha...Susa tol ngn dy sowg niw..,xley kena mrh..?..Yerla,anak bongsu la katakn..Ak niw anak tengah2..ap pedulik ak sama kau,anak bongsu kew 1st kew..??..Tp syes r,ak mg rndu dol kt dy..**rndu sore dy la..bkn diri dy..!!..Ak xhdp pown...Ceh..jaat..ktuk.??..xbek..dy kwn ak...Pape pown,ak ttp sabau jela ngn peel dy...dy jela kwn laki y ak tpkse lembut sikit jela..Ahahahahahax..**sejak ble ak jd plembut ha..?..*tpu jewp..!!!!!!!!... Dlm grang2 ak pown,ak ad sifat keperempuanan..cuma xnk tnjuk jewp...??..Sumpa t org tkezot..Hahaha....

Semoga kalian,spe y bc..sihat selalu,hepy blablabla..jgn jd cm2..moody slalu....

Day wat 2 do..??...

Fuh..busan siot tengahari menegak niw..??..Hahaha..Ainw ak sowg jewp tsyen...owg len x..?..Xbes..Tp tape la,ak xkesa...Dpt ilmu bwu gk ainw..Huhu...

Hrm...mlm td ak mg bad gler r..Mg geram tol..Ak niw plak len pesen..lau nga mrh..**mg xkn ckp pape ngn org,lau org tye ak bwt bduh jewp..*lantak kau la,ak nga pns..sp suh kcu..??......Ak mg la xd mood nk ckp,tego tah pe lg..??...Mls ak nk hdp kerenah mnusia zman skunk..??..Baek ak pk kn msalah ak ad baek ye...Hahaha... Bak kata akk ak,ak niw ABC tiap ai..HAha..*ape ABC..??..Haha..y tw 2,bgus la..y xtw..jd tnda tye kt kowg ann..??..
Klu mase ak skula rendah dlu,ak lg la bwt peel gler ak..Xske syum..Haha..Smpaikn ckgu pown tkot ngn ak..??..Ak bese jewp..Tp ble da menginjak dewasa kini,ak telah brubah..mjdi..bdk sengal..Haha..Mg ske gelak kuat,ckp kuat2..Haha...
Makin lama,ak jd makin pelik dan pelik..Tade sp y pasan..hanya ak dan ak jewp y pasan..Huhu..

Stat tmorrow ak ad klas..Adus..klas +math lak 2..??..Paling le ak mls nk g..Sbb ckgu dy MBUSANKN ak..!!..Ak mls tol la nk g...tp tpkse g gk..Ikowt rules skula cm hawau2.!!..Kdg2 ak rse idup ak pnuh ngn stres..Huh,nk bwt cane..da spm niw..sabau jela...Ak tpkse lepak kt uma,kne kurangkn kua uma..Sbb spm la katakn..,sume bnd xley..Kcuali lau g skula,tsyen,lbry 2 sume bley...Hahaha...Xp...Ap bnd le ak nk ckp lg,mlm td byk gler idea nk tulis..ble tiba da ad dpn lptop..lupe sume....

sengal.

**bz dol...xd mse nk hupdate slalu....Wish me happines blablablabla...........Hahaha.....

Merapu tah hape2..

Bgun pg,mandi,srpan,tggu bas blablabla..tup2 da balik skula...(rutin harian ak)..

Taun niw cuti seminggu bg ak cm xcuti..Pnuh ngn klas tmbhan skula..Perghh..sbijik cm hell dol..!!..Xd ruang utk ak hembuskn nfas relax2 da..*hahahaha...Tnsion r gk..Da la t kne pkai bj uniform skula yer..bkn bj t-shirt..*lg ak cirap tol..Ak mls la nk iron bj..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...sp ley tlun iron kann..??..Hahaha.....

Rimas tol jd bdk skula dol...Hahaha..Mgeluh lg..??..Kahkahkah...

ttbe ak rndu sme1..bedus...!!!..

Hari ini dan semalam dan semalam....

Dengan nama Allah y maha pemurah lg maha penyayang,ak telah menghembuskn nfas ak utk cte my big prob..kt Zati...*hahah..,bikin cuak..??!!...Mule2 ak cm xnk cte kt sp2..Mcm biarlah rhsie..tp las2 mood ak ttbe td dtg nk cte..Ak cte in...Smpi ble2 ak xkn lpekn sejarah hitam 2...Evendo,lukanye amat menusuk mdlm tp xp..ak xkesa..Im bley than lg maa..tp 1 ai t blasan ye ko rse le sndr whai umat tuttt..!!..Tp lpas niw sgale ye akan berubah..Of course la,ak y bwt kputusan muktamad..!!!..Ak tpkse..wlupown mule2 xrela..tp nta le...Terlajak perahu bley diundur,terlajak kata "kim salam aje"...HAhaha..

Alah,ble aty xrela ak cube relakn gk..Kahkahkah..Okelah full stop..!!...

back 2 my story,ak td xm fizik...Pg2 td jwp paper 2 oke lg..ak steady jewp jwp..ble paper 1,ak mule skt sane sini..Ak skt pwot la..!!..ingt ak skt epew??..Mg xley bla r..Ak gse nk jewp carut2 pwot niw..,"ko sje xnk bg ak struggle da kne lyn kesakitan y mnimpa pd bdan ku.."Geram gler r..Ble smpi paper 3,ak lg terbabs..!!..Xjwp soklan section B...Nk jwp cane..??..Ak xbc bab experiment..Mg rugi la..ilang sepulo marks..NK bwt cane,ak tpkse mnhan kesakitan 2..Amat la myayat pwot ak..Gse nk terburai isi2 pwot ak..Tp psal skt pwot ak tpkse redha ats ap kerugian y ak kne tggung t..!..

Edit by my own self..ler...*sumpa,sengal kann ak??..

Org kata,busan la lau xletak pic ble post..Niw hamek la ak post pic ak taun pas..mg sengal r gk...Hahaha..
Okela,mlm niw ak tsyen balik kul 10.30pm..Adus,nk stdy lg..Adus..mlm2..Knp ak jd mls.??..Sbb ak pown xtw..Ad bro niw ckp,"mls 2 la punca kegagalan.."..Ak promise nk brubh tp ternyata smpi skunk ak stil same..Ya allah,sedarlah kn diri ak niw..y xsedar diri smpi skunk...!!!!

**bout tmorrow...ak da stat latihan olahrage..Ak mls la nk dtg..tp t xdtg cane nk menang ann..??...Da r,ak de game 2 ai lak 2..??..2 kali ak akn ponteng skula..Hahaha..*wat the biigggg problem...??...Ak akn rugi xblaja lol...Mati gua......

Tinggal lg 2 sbjek aje..Kimia n +math..!!...Go,go,go...gurl..*cewah..dlm aty mls...Hahahahahahahahahahaha..................................................................................

gifted.

Pencapaian ak selama berkhidmat di skula blablabla....

sume ye,akn tinggalkn kenangan bg ak...Haha...

Mgkin niw kelebihan pd diri ak..Sume owg ad kelebihan masing2...mcm ak...Hehe...Bakat ak terserlah sejak fom3..Sejak dr 2,ak da mula berjinak2 ngn sukan...Nsb bek spnjg 3 taun ak ad dpt pingt..y mure2 niw..Hahaha..*jaat ak....Sume owg ad bakat msing,cuma kowg jewp xtw..??..cmne nk tnjukkn bakat....That y,kdg2 kowg akn rse kowg niw xley bwt smething y bwu..???..mcm ak dlu la..Haha....Tape blaja dr kesusahan....cm ak....

The killer paper is coming.....

Hari ini dada ku bergetar,memikirkan paper esok...!!...Buntu,buntu...!!...Hahaha...Tringt mse zman fom 2..Mbe ak ske nyanyi lgu niw..Tp ak ubah lirik..Agaga...**pening2..sok pzik,sok lg chemis akn dtg +math...Hahaha..Ak td jwp akaun...Perggh...mgilai..HAha..Not bad sng tp dokumen susa..sbb ak lupe caik modal..Da sah2 la slh ann..?...*lantak r..jnji ak da lpas 1 beban..Tggl lg 3 sbjek jewp g..pas2 relax saja...*hahah..Byk siot r,xm niw bnr2 mncbar ketebalan ilmu ak dlm pale hotak....

Da la,ak xd mood nk hupdate byk2..Byk pening maa...

Pening kepale ku...??....

Bgun dr tdo...Lega urat kepale2 ak..Td fening..cm nk dmm..Mcm2 hal la..
Ak penat sgt kowt...Knp le dmm ak berbalik..??...Hrm..??..

Psal post ak y keadaan mrh2 2.,mg ak mgalami situasi 2...Tp ak xnk komen...Biarlah jd rhsia...Xpnting lg da....Tp ble ak renungkn balik,btul kew ak bwt niw...??...Alah,lantak r..nobody 2 wanna understand me...Bg ak kputusan muktamat kowt..!!!...Ap lg ak nk bwt..??...Sume y berlaku mg bnr2 cbar kesabaran ak...K,full stop..!!!...

Sok ak xm lg seyh..smpi ai khamis niw...??...Huh..,ak cm gse xd spirit suda...Knp2..??...Dunt noe..??...la wey...Berasap pale otak ak..la..Pening2... Cm ne ak nk berhadapan dgn ai sok dan akn dtg...............?????????????????????????????????????????????.......................................
Diriku berasa semakin jauh dgn kwn2...Hah,bwu ilang 1 kwn...So wat..??...Ak ad kesa..??...Org xnk amek kesa sal ak...??..Tape lah wey...Ad hikmah disebalik yg berlaku niw...???....

"Once we fail,its doesnt mean we re the failure..."

Hidup penuh pancaroba.

Hrm...ainw ak mg bad mood gles...Sumpa..!!!!... Oleh krane mlm td mnjdi mlm y HItam segale sejarah dlm idup ak...Difficult 2 described its..??..so abaikn jela...
sy..??..Tgok skunk Idup ak brubah sekelip mata..hnya krena 1 perkara...Ak cm frusted gler...*sir,np sir bgtw ak da jd cmniw..??...Ye,slh ak..Ak careless...!!!!.....

Angah said :..t ble ko da gse seimbang ngn tce aja...left 1..Ko xpent kew amek byk2..??..
*ak da mule pning pale ble mmikirkn ye..Knp ko ckp,ak da frust lg...!!!...

Ya Allah,knp org xnk bg semangat kt ak..??...Knp msti nk mnmbahkn beban pale ak..??..Sejak akhir2 niw,msalah byk timbul...Ak pnt hdp niw sume....Letih...Komitmen ngn skula,tsyen,omwork..n blablablabla.....

xgune..!!

ak bnci ko ckup2!!!.........
Hipokrit,xgune pye j*****..!!!...F**** r...!!!!...
KO ingt ak hdap sgt r ngn ko..!!!...
KO mg pnipu l*****t...Ak bnci ko smpi ble2....!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........

Keliru.

Bila air mata seorang manusia mnitis di pipi...mgmbrkn prsaan y amat sdey...Tiada siapa yg ingin mbntu dia..Knp mnusia harus menjadi hipokrit..???..Dia hnyalah mnusia bese..hanya mampu sabar mghdapi dugaan dan cbaran..Itulah erti ketabahan seorang insan..yg bernama perempuan... Hidup ini ibarat roda yg berputar ada masa kita berada di atas,ada masa kita berada di bawah...

Bedal aje.

Ainw ak pnt gle....Xtpu weyh...Otak ak letih bangat mghdap 3 paper ainw..*cm setan...Pnt gler..ak xlrat deh...Sok plak xm MM..pergghh...!!!...Ak gse cm mls aje...
HAhaha...tp t myesal xsuda...
Pg2 td,ak da naek hangen..Huh,mne xye..??..Knp ak ley bngang cm2 herk..??...Erm..ak bngang pown ad sbb..Ak xske ngn peel sowg kwn ak niw...??...Mne xye,ape y ak bc,sume dy nk tgok xpown nk bc skali..??..skt tol aty ak wey..??..Mg xley nk gmbrkn cmne prsaan ak cm2..ak xthan,pg td ak tlps gk kt dy...Myb dy prsan...Lantak r..,sp suh caik psal ngn ak..Ak da byk bsbr ngn ko...ko jewp suka blablabla...
Ak kdg2 xske nk ckp dpn2..tp smpi ble ak kne than sbr ngn peel owg..??..N lau ak xtego smpi ble owg 2 nk brubah..??...Ya allah,ak xtw nk ckp g...Kdg2 owg pown xske ngn peel ak..??...Redha jela...
*ttup cte sal niw..

Td soklan BI paper 1,ley than hebat...Nsb bek la,ak de ingt pktaan2 y sesuai ley gune utk krngan 2...Ak tulis jela..Ak tulis pnjg r gk,tp mgkin ak byk mrepeks..Hahaha..Tape,at least ak cube utk bwt..??..rite??..blaja dr ksilapan...Xrugi poowwnn...Then jwp soklan Sj 1...Ak paling bnci tol dak ayie n zmer duk kiri n knan ak..??..Zati duk jauh nun disane..Ak mg bngang...da la bdk 2 hekor niw,xley hrap..Mnx jwpn ak ad r..Klu ak bwt slh,ko pown same bendul..Hahaha...
Mse jwp paper 1 BI,ak men sonok jwp..cuz dpt idea..melimpah ruah..Haha..Ak tulis ap y bermaen di benak otak ak..Hahaha...Ak tulis ape y ak phm aje..Dak suha,cm jles ngn ak..??..hrm..ske ty ak asalkn idea ak sndr..xsusakn ko..??...
Adus,ak ttbe rse myesal view dy ye ------...Automatik fikiran ak mlayang tringtkn dy...S*** tol...Mnx2 la jauh2kn ingt kt dy...!!..I dunt need him nemore "kowt"..

1st day exam...

Ak sempat gado ngn adk ak sal nk lptop niw..??..Ak nk cpt cri bhan utk esai ak..Then dy cm xnk bg..ak mrh dy..!!!...*bngang seyh...gse nk jewp sepak..kunk msuk akhbar "seorang kakak pukul adik smpi --------"...Hahaha.*joke beb...

Ainw 1st xm..Perggghhh....otak ku ligat berfikir...Hahaha...Tangan ak xbhenti mnulis...*bak kata sanuha..HAhaha...Ak td jwp pper 2 Bm nk cpt...Cuz soklan rmusan dy agk mbelitkn pale otak ak...*sumpa cm s*--.Bngang ak...!!!...Da 2,ak tgglkn soklan rmusan jwp y len...da smpi soklan novel..tgn ak lg pntas mnulis..Tulisan pown makin buruks..HAhaha..NK copat deh...Sambil ak tlis jwpn novel,mbe ak sempat tye tanggungjwb la pristiwa...cm2 r..Ak tpkse jwp..even do xpndg muka mreka..HAhaha...Tape2,ak sdia mbntu anda...tp spm..bye2 dude "bwt sndr"...Hehe...

Mg lenguh r jwp Bm ainw jewp...Hahaha..Blum paper len2..ak giso bangat niw...sok xm..Ak xprepare pape...Ak ingt nk stdy td,tp dsbb ad urusan len y perlu ak slesaikn...Tpkse tgguhkn dlu..Hahaha...

K r,ak nk bla..nk print plak..??...Important aw!!!...urgent..ak tpkse bhgi mse nk stdy mlm t...!!!...Wish me luck k..??...

Sad to be alone.

on dis moment,im alone at home cuz oll my family had gone to my auntie wedding...I cant follow bcuz had a tsyen...Actly,ak nk p..tp i very luving my clas today...If i mis 1 clas,that mean..when the next meeting..i could't understand very well what teacher bubbling bout it..??..Hahaha...N now,if u wan to knoe i really felt alone...!!!...From dis,i really understndng deep down my heart how "if we leave alone at home"..?..Liked a hell pown ad..HAhaha...

Starting by tomorrow,i will seat up with 9 subject paper...include the most killer paper..*damn,i really hate that paper..!!..but i luved that sbject..??..weird kann..??...

let speak in malay jela...*hahaha...

Abes jewp tsyen,ak balik naek van huncle..*perkara kebiasaan ak..Bese yer,ak akn singgah uma N..Tp mmndangkn ak nk balik uma..sbb nk iron bj blablabla..Ak tpkse amek risiko balik naek bas...Then ble da trun dr van uncle,ak n Put twus g bas10..Then,xlme 2 pUt ajak ak g CC tp ak xnk sb bas ak da smpi..Kunk smpi lmbt lak uma..??..Ak gisokn kucing2 ak y tggl dlm uma..Klu dowg berak,mati ak kne kemas...Hahaha...




Ble ak da smpi perkarangan uma ak..Ak tgok sekeliling,*mg sah..dowg ad dlm uma...Haha..Ble ak bukak jewp pintu uma..sume bangkit dr tdo..HAha....Mereka tw,ak da balik..Then,ak g bilik..letak beg then nk kua balik..Beli cendol..*da mcm org bujang duk uma sowg2..HAha...Nbs bek mak da msakkn lauk..Sblum kua,ak pnskn lauk..Then,time ak letak beg..ak amek hp ak lg 1..Ak on kn...TTb ak msj,dy text ak suh cal..*dlm aty ak,xnk ak cal..Bio bwt djal..Tp pk2,xbaek la..Ak pown rindu dy sbgai kwn..*hahaha..xtpu pye..Im stil single ma...Ble da cal,ak xd mood nk ckp..*pnt bwu balik...Dy pown xd bnd nk ckp..Ak diam jela..lbh...Ble da suda,ak g dpur..smbung straight nk kua...*ak lupe wey..ak nga pnskn lauk...Ak jln kua uma...Ble da bli,ak balik..ttbe ak tringtkn lauk kt dpur..*ya allah LAuk!!!...Alamak..mati ak xmkn t...Hahaha..Las2,lauk 2 da kering sikit..Hehehe..Seb bek ak sowg mkn..lepas r...

Da prepare lauk ats meja,ak mkn la sowg2..cm org bujang la katakn..??..HAhaha...Then,da abs ak text mak ak...

Ak:..Mak,td mira bli cndol..Mira tlupe mira nga pnskn lauk kt dpur,lauk 2 da kering sikit..Hehe..
MAk ak:..btuah pye bdak..!!!...

Ak tersyum sowg diri..Hahaha..Bese r,seb baek ak g bli cndol dpn uma jewp..lau jauh..da lme hangus lauk 2...

Konklusinye,jgn la lalai ble mbwt smething...mcm ak td...Hahaha...



Ai2,ttbe dy chat kt ak..Mnx maf,tp ak xbls...*ak pown xtw knp ak xbls..??...Herm..ak xtw knp ak perlu bwt cm2..??...Ak buknla jaat tp aty ak berat utk bls..Sori jela...Ak da pnt jd baek tp ko xhargai ak...Pape jela..Mls ak nk pk kn..??...Klu ko bc,elok la..nway ak da cube jauhkn diri dr ko...Kehadiran diri ak,xberi mkna pd ko "kowt"...Agkye,selame niw adalah tipuan or cite rekaan smate2..Ko ttp ngn ego ko..Knp ko perlu jd cm2..??..1 tnda tye y penuh ngn kebingungan...Fikirkn lah wahai Encik ******.....

Syesly,ak busan thap gaban....Duk uma sensowg amat la busan kann..??....*shampah siot..!!..Nuthing 2 do...Aduish aii,mingu dpn xm..Ak ttp bgini..!!..Pmls ya raabbii..Ak bkn ye hape,ak xd mood nk stdy sensowg la...BUsan dol...Xd teman borak,gado,mcm2 lahai...
Ak text kwn,xd bls..*sdey siot..HApe jnis kwn ta..??...*hehe,maen2 jewp.....Ak xtw prsaan ak skunk,xd feeling agkye...HAhaha...Gua busan seyh...!!!...Abg,akk,adk2 sume gone...HAiyoo....Da r,mlm td along hamek ak balik tsyen..NAek moto beb..Perggh..ak paling xske naek moto niw...*jhanam tdung ak...Seb bek balik tsyen dy amek ak..Ak naek hangen ble dy lalu ats jlan ketak2...Perggh..buntut ku vibrate same..!!!..HAhahaha...*s*^l...TApe la,seb bek abg sengal ak 2 sudi hamek..nk hrpkn owg len gone na...??...

Hrm...stat by monday ak xm seyh...smpi mingu dpn ai kamis..HUhuh.. Killer paper is pizik..!!..syes xtpu pye..!!!...Campak ke hell twus jela..Ak naek bengang,berang nk mjwp..Bcinta ak ngn paper 2....Sakit urat2 kpale ak aw..??...

Ya allah,ble ckp sal xm..Ak tringt kata2 apak ak...!!..."abh tw,1st xm msti llus sume..klu x..No tsyen nemore..!!!.."...Huh,takot lak ak...??...pergghh...xley lelme niw,ak ken stdy sblum kne hukuman y ak xske...Ak xnk mse ak dpn ak gelap...!!!!!!!!...Ak xnk,ad owg mghalang utk ak mgapai cita2 ak...!!!!!!!...

I will be make my sir proud wif me...!!...I nver get down until wateve la...*slagi idup,slagi 2 bjuang..!!!

Perasaan ku.

Disaat ak melewati alam persekolahan...Aty ak bercampur baur...sgt tertekan dgn keadaan dilema y bley bwt pale ku semak,serabut,berselaput n b'bgai2 la...kann..??...Knp ak perlu hdapi niw sume...????....Knp..???... Ketidakadilan antara 1 perkara mybbkn ak mjd keliru,buntu tnpa kata...??....*hape ak merapik niw..??...Nta ler....

Knp disaat ak perlukn kau,kau bla cm2 jewp..??...Kau ingt ak niw xd heart feeling lg kew..???..ak mnusia bkn ye tunggul..!!!...Ak ad prsaan,kew kau xd perasaan..??...Asl ko susa nk phm ak..??...Sumpa l*&^ mg sengal..!!...Ak bnci gler r...!!...

Mgapa ak perlu rasa bnd niw sume..??...Ak xbslh...Ak slalu bngang ngn ak sndr...Ak niw over sgt kew...??..mNe r tw,kdg2 owg xske kt ak...Bese,mnusia r katakn...??...

Sdey kowt,ble ak kenangkn balik sgle memory 2...Ak xsggup nk pk lg..sb ak xnk kecewa aty n prsaan ak sndr....Ak redha jika ini takdir idup ak...tp mgapa msti ak y trse..??...Ak trse mkn dlm r..pe slh ak slame niw..??>.Ak slh ckp lg kew..??...Susa r,owg nk phm ak..sb ak jnis susa nk phm owg...Kn elok,lau ak diamkn diri,lau owg tye ak rse pnting..ak jwp..kann..??...Tp t owg kata ak diam mbisu seribu bhase..!!!..

Mnusia oh mnusia...??...Ya allah,ak rse cm xsggup nk hdp niw sume...Ak tewas dlm pjlanan idup niw..??...JIka ak myerah kalah,bia r ak myerah pd dirimu...bkn dpn mreka..?...Andai itu takdirnya,ak redha mnerima....

merapik saje....

waalllaawey...Syes ak mg rse cm bengong pd keadaan sekeliling bkn myself ya..??...
Hahaha...well,as u all noe..??..Ak niw tak suka guys..trutama dak klas ak...
Td pye psal,ak da dpt malu...Syes,malu gler...!!!!...Ak xsggup nk bukak pekong sndr..(xd r truk sgt)...tp memalukn gk r...HAha...TApe la,ak xkesa...redha aje...Bcuz mereka2 sume merapik saje..??...



Fizik oh fizik..??..
my dear god,td my tce mgamuk..!!...Naek hangen seyh...Takot gua...Nsb bek,xd y kne pkul kew hape..??..cuma amukkan emosi aje...Hahah...Ak kdg2 cm bngng msuk klas dy..,tah hape ak blaja ak pown xtw...Haiyyooo...sdey kowt...

pagi y indah (blablablabla)....

Bese ye,pgi msti r indah kannn..??..tp bg ak..Pg ak pg td,mjd gelap...ak xd mood...Enough yah,im not foolish..!!..Okelah,tok jela pic2 niw...Sila tgok,n klu nk komen..silakn.....

Our sport day....

Perbarisan dr bdan pgawas or MAWAS skula ak....

Hrm...kadet polis...Bdk 2 sgguh la "yopo"....

Ak ngn bell...My bes frenx...Gotta mis her cuz da lme xlepak..evendo same skula but not hav much time 2 spent wif her...




Apakah niw..??...HAhaa..Ak xtw ape motif mereka duk disini.


Mereka mg hebat...sbb mereka syg ak "kowt"..Mne le ak tw annn...??...


Ak ngn fiza..My bes frenx gk..I really mis her so much...cuz she always accompany me when olahraga...Muahaha....

Okelah geng,ak mls nk upload bebyk...I dunt hav enough time niw..??..Nway,ainw muke ak mg ckup la merah akibat sinaran ultra ungu...*ykew..??..HAha....Xlame lg,muke ak jd lah kemerahan2..da lelme 2 jd itam sikit demi sikit...Huh...Mg penat gler r..Ak berdiri kt pdg bpe jam..??..Ak bkn nk dduk dlm khemah tp berjemur tepi pdg...MAtahari trse terpacak ats kepala...Haha...Tape la...demi ai las ak celebrate sport day la kann..??...Saggup berkorban muka..HAhaha..."yopo jewp kaannn..??....

Ble ak busan ak ske bwt bnd niw..??
Mbuang ngn kje2 xdfaedah..HAha...

Taken by myself...

Ak sendiri tanpa cinta...*uwekss...!!!.

Wat will i wan 2 do for the next chapter of my life...???..

Ak bley hidup tnpa cinta,sbb cinta xpnh npk ak..??
Da name pown "cinta tu buta"...of course cinta xnpk ak..??..HAhaha..

Esok ak ad ai SUKKAN...!!!...waalllaawey,syes ak mls gler nk g..!!...

saia jaat ka..??..

Ak manusia bese....Tp suke kcau org...!!!!...

Smlm dak mamat..gle2 r cm palak ngn ak...Kerna ak,"kerna mulut ak y kecik niw,ak betah mgkutuk dy"...hehehe....Dlu hemak ckp,mlut ak cm mlut ayam..Cuz mlut ak kecik aje mse time 2..skunk niw ak xtw bpe meter besa mlut ak...HAha..*juz joke waalllawey....
Smlm time blaja MM,ckgu ak sibuk berckp psal bdk utk acara larian niw..??...Uma sukan dy xckup owg...TTbe bdk2 laki ak niw,heboh suh ckgu amek bdk niw la hitu la..Tp ckgu ckp r,kowg xnk msuk..ko nk suh bdk len..Ak myampuk ckgu ckp...,

*ala..ckgu..MMat 2 klu lari..npk gigi dy jewp... Ckgu pown golak la...Mse 2 bdk2 len xdgr..Pas2 ckgu kntoi kn...Da la 1 klas,golakkan dak mmat.. *mmat men bongang ngn ak...Ak bwt2 pekak tlige..Bwt muke selambe..Hehehe...

Ak cm,xley bla r..Ak kew td,y ckp cm2..??..Selame niw ak byk diam dr ckp ngn dak laki..Tp semakin ai,ak semakin ggah berani utk melawan ckp dy...

Kdg2 ak bgitu konpius ngn peel bdk laki klas ak..Syes r,mne y bego2 2..dowg mg crewet gler..Mnx dwet klas pown,da bsing....Haiyyoo,cane la nk jd suami org t...Haish.,mereka mg bgitu...Peel sekor2 syes sengal...Ak kdg2 naek shampah pown ad..HAhaha...

Dikala ak busan,ak lepakss..ngn dy...Hehe...
*gmbr ini xd kena mgena ngn story diats..hiasan semata2..

Im the naughty gurl..??..

MAtlamat ak bgun seawal pg td,nk stdy kt skula...Sbb ainw skula ak mg bz..bwt rehearsal...Hahaha...Ak bahagia disamping buku tersyg....Agagaga....Ble time rehat,ak lepaks...mkn2...Then nk balik klas,ad ckgu niw pggil ak..*suh letakkn buku ats meja dy...Ak pown amek la,nk g antau an...

Ak da terpancul dpn muka pintu bilik guru..DLm benak otak ak,ak da la xtw mne tmpt ckgu td 2...Then,ak pye ye baek...cover sengal jup...HAha..Pogi kt Sir BI ak...Nk tye dy r,mne tpt ckgu niw..?..

Aku:hai,sir F y ansem "ainw jewp"...
*sir,pndg ak syum2..mcm pham2 ak sdg mgusik dy...Hehehe..
Meja ckgu R kt mne..??..
Sir: Kt sane 2.....
Aku : oke sir,thenx...
*ttbe ustaz plak lalu...
Ak pe lg,mnx ustaz letakkn buku 2 ats meja..ckgu R...HAha..Ak mls nk anta an.sbnarye...

So...ak telah bwt jaat ngn 2 olang ckgu ak...Hehehe...Im the devil 1...Haha....Tp konklusi yer,ak mg suke sakat ckgu2 ak...trutama ustaz n sir...Hahah...Ak sgt2 njoy ble klas sir,tp lau omwork dy...ak azab nk bwt...Hahaha..

Pemalas itu aku.

Knp erk..??..cuti niw ak jd PEMALAS ssggt...Pelik tol ak niw..??...Ble ad tsyn,ak merasakn msa mencemburui ak...Haha..Ble xd tsyen,ak byk lepak tdo dr stdy...Im so lazy now..??..y ya..?..
Kdg2 ak rse mls nk bwt sb ak xd idea nk bwt..example,karangan BM ak...*ak ckup la azab nk bwt krngan 2...^karangan mestilah MANTAP..!!!..bkn calang2 karangan ckgu nk..?..

Pgi ak,ak ikowt abh g skula ye..Mule2 ak cm mls nk g...tp ad 1 hjat...*tp las2 abh lupe nk amek bnd 2...Ak bngang...Mls tol ak..!!..
Tp ak bngga gler..*xd le gler benau...Berat ak,da trun sekilo jewp kowt...Ades,sad tol..!!...Ak penat skip mkn 2 hini...1 kg jewp..??...Tape la,ak syukur...At least,ad prubahan....Hehehe...

my name is..??..

setahu ak,ak dilahirkn cukup sifat n ad name y indah maksud yer..Org yer,xd la indah mane..*garang jewp lbh..HAhaha..
Sometimes,people who olwez lepak wif me such as my frenz...call my name mcm2 la...Ad y "mira" la..*niw bese...Ad "mek" la...*haha..aneh an..??...Ad hikmah disebalik nama ini...Ad "pir" la...Dak suha slalu pgil ak ngn pggilan "pir"...Ak oke jewp...Xkesa...Kt uma,pggilan ak "miera or kak lang"...The third daughters(lupe ejaan)...Haha..Im so proud wif my mom...Hehehe...Anak tengah2 dr 5 siblings...Tp ak niw ad prgai y kdg2 org xske kowt...Ak niw sowg y npk pendiam tp ble ngn geng2 ak..ak antoo...Hehehe...Kdg2,ak niw ttbe jd moody...Ske mrh2,grang r jgk..Haha...2 sb kdg2 laki tkot ngn ak...*kowt....

But dont wory...Ak bukan bley dimiliki sng2 oleh laki..HAhaha...Im the garang one..!!..Sori la guys...ak bkn xminat tp ak klu bley xnk didekati oleh kalian...Bahaye..!!...Agaga.....Ak hanyalah insan biasa...lemah dr sgale2 yer...blablabla.....

Im alone 4 this moment...

from this now,im back to be ALONE....Nobody beside me nemore...but only my frenx la..Hahaha..Ak niw nk katakn sdey..??..*ad kowt...NK katakn epy..??..*ad gk kowt...Haha...2 in 1...TAde la,ak ainw lepak aje kt uma..Syes bwnk..!!..Chinese new year..??..ak bwnk..Ingt nk lepas lbry tp tutup...lak...??..adus..Sdey duk uma...Nk bwt omwork sikit,da mls..Haha...
Sesungguh yer,ak mls nk bwt omwork y sdg mnunggu ak hupdate 2..,ak ske tdo..Cuz terlalu letih otak ak utk berfungsi..Agagagaga....*ap ak mrepek niw..??...TAh ler,ble da ptg2 niw,otak ak jd biol kjup...Hahaha..
*k la,xd mood ag da...

Bye bye to my "x-BF",if i can wish i will be wif u 4eve..*i dunt want pown..Hahaha...
Bye bye to the phone num. 017#########...Hahaha...(secret dol)..
Bye bye to my late,late,late....... msj..(t ak buang la msj2 2..)...
Bye bye to my old memory bout dat human created by god...
Bye bye to my feeling bout love "kew"???...Nta lerrrr.....

welcome to u...(sape2 jela...)...Mlm td ak xley tdo sb ko la..!!..Mengong...Myiotkn kotak fikiran ak jewp....HAhaha...Frenx 2eve ckup r..Ak xnk lelbh...No c-----2 lg...antara ak ngn ko...

Letih ak thap gaban...!!..

Hahaha..pagi2 bute ak da bgun...Bwt alarm kul 4am..*aty berkobau2 nk stdy (kunun)...tp las2 ak lentok tdo balik...Dingko pown same,xkjut ak...HAmpeh ye pkwe...??..Hehehe....Ak tjge balik kul 6lbh kowt...Da bgun,kemas2 beg then mandi..Then bwt la pape ptut be4 g tsyen...

Lpas abs tsyen,ak nk g lbry...Mse mak anta,"Mak tye ak,g tumpang nisa kew..??.. *ak xjwp cuz bad mood...TTbe ak tgok,mak ak da ad kt bwh..Ak pelik r..,np mak dtg..??Xnk kasi ak g lbry kew..??..Abh bkn kesa lau ak ad kt uma kew x..??...Gupe2 ye,mak nk anta kn..??...Huish,aneh...Jrang mak ak nk lyn ak...lelbh...Ak xsuh pon,mak y rela...Cuz myb mak gisau,ak jln sensowg tun MT t..Ak niw da la pmpuan kn..??..NK menapak ke MT,mgmbil mase lme..nk redah kedai lg n segale bgai...Tp las2,ak ajk nisa...Dy pown oke jewp...Sbb idup ak rse incomplete without dy or frenx...

Ak ingt duk lbry smpi ptg,dpt la ak settlekn karangan...Tp bhan ak nk,xd kt si2..Ak pown da give up...Mls nk cri lg..bwt kje len...Duk lbry smpi ptg,huh mg pent gler...Gua xtipu ye...Otak ak skunk,xley pk hape2...Cuz terlalu letih..Nk tdo,tp xley lelapkn mata...Adus,bngang ak ngn mata niw..?...Xp,mlm t ak nk melantak smpi pagi..HAhaha...Sok,ak preee....No tsyen..!!...

This my pkwe..*dingko or dik2..Hahaha..

ustaz..??..

Ak ainw mood mg xbaek r..Time Agama td..pwot ak mragam..Then ak nk p tndas..??..Kne tggu ckgu masuk...Ckgu 2 plak ustaz ak..Haiyyoo...???
Da la smlm ak bwt djal ngn dy...Then ainw dy nk kenakn ak balik...
Ble ustaz da msuk,ak cpt mnx pas kluar...Ak xtahn da...nk ppppp....Then,ustaz cm maen2 kn ak..Dlm aty ak,SABAo jela....Ak nk cpt niw..??..dy ley maen2 lak..??..Ble ak da dpt pas,mbe2 ak ckp "jgn nk lari lak,mira"...Ades,ak nk p tndas la pmpuan bkn nk lari pown..??..."grm tol ak,ak nk g tndas pown jd prob"..??.....

Nsb bek la,lucky tol ak ainw..Time Sivik,ckgu MC..Hehehe..Ak ley tdo sske aty ak...cuz ak sakit pwot thap gban...Huhuhuhu...Ble time BI,ak bwt djal ngn sir plak..??..Ak niw slalu bwt "kubur berasap"..Jaat sgguh ak niw gupe yer..??..HAhaha.....

Ak de prob lg..?..Ak bwnk la ble time blaja Fzik...Tce aja,ak sure xphm..Kdg2 ble ak da xphm ak mls nk tumpukn perhatian...Fet up tol...!!...Ak bgntung pd tsyen ak jewk r..Kt klas,jgn hrp la..Ad mse jewp ak phm pe dy ajau...Aduis,im so sorry god... Wat can i do,i dont liked much my tce style teaching...??...I could't not understanding wat she try 2 teach 2 my class...Damn..!!...i could not breathe in her clas ne more...??...!!!! * mnx maf if ak ktuk tce..xberkat an..??..tp dy aja,ak mg xphm..So wat can i do..??...

New clothes..??..

Smlm,ak telah berjaya mendapatkn ape yg ak hajatkn..!!...
Ak amat bersyukur sbb da dpt jejak JJ melaka...kerna ak akn dpt g shuping only once a year..Sdes aw..??....Smlm shuping,ak da rambang mata...Cm2 bnd chntek ak npk,ak nk..!!..Tp apakn daya,ak masih dibawah jagaan apak ak..So xley mnx lelbh...Ak dpt pau,cardigan pown howkey la...Be4 dis,ak agk jles le tgok owg pkai lawa2 tp ak...x..???..so jles lorhh......Cardigan wne "coklet"...HUhu..Im very obses wif coklet....!!..Dunt think,im crazy yel..??...My taste,suke hati ak lar...!!!....Then,dpt jenjln ngn my buddies..Ow..bes3..!!..Dpt tw bju ye y affortdable n cheap...Hahaha...Ak da blaja "how to shuping wisely.."..Kihkihkih..poyos jewk ak..Tape abex jewp SPM,ak akn serang JJ MELAKA...I wiillll c u again..!!...Wait 4 me..!!....

banyak...???....

HUh,ainw omwork byk siot...!!...Gler vapak r...Td dak zati balik awl,..ak ngt lpas siap psang mngga klas nk bla r...Tp adk ak y sengal 2,nk stay..Kunun2 nk siapkn kje hape la..Ak tpkse akur...Klu ak xikowt,t dy mgungkit...(ades,adk2 zman skunk pndai bwt kbur berasap..!!)....BUkan maen lme ak tggu dy bwt kje..Smpi kul 4 lbh..dy da nk balik..Ak ngt nk lepak2 dlu ngn mbe..Da dy bsing..Adus..,lemah iman ak...!!..Ak suh dy bwt kje lg..4.30 bwu balik...LAs2,dy pey cegedik pogi cal apak ak...Suh apak ak amek..Alahai...Myampah ak...!!...
Las2,abah smpi lmbt..Ak naek tnsion,tggu lelme..!!....

Sok ak de ujian tara lak..??>.Ades,pnt gua..Mlm de tsyen..Ades,pnt2...Sok RAbu de klas tmbahn..Ades,pnt3...Khamis??..klas BM plak.??..aduis,pnt thp gban ak cmniw..??..
Letih ak...,ai2 balik lmbt...YA allah..tpkse ak bkurban demi spm...

Dlm mase y same niw,ak pelik ngn ak sndr..??.

Syg,rndu blablablabla "him"..
Knp ak rse cm2..,sdgkn ak xd mood skunk...Ades..ak bingung dlm soal prsaan...!!..

Lepak-ing....

Pada saat ini,ak amat la busan..Nk stdy xd mood...Tp omwork ad lg tersadai kt meja..ak biakn...Demi prasaan stress,ak sggup on9...selama y mgkin...Hahaha....Ainw skula ak cuti,spatut yer skula tp pgetua ak xamek skula gnti..Its howkey la..2...Ak pown mls nk bgun awl2..Hehehe..Ainw jela ak dpt rehat scukup2yer..Be4 dis,ak da terpancul dpn uma nisa(pgi2)...hahaha....
Mlm td ye2,nk bgun awl stdy kunun..tp las2..ak smbung tdo...!!..Alarm bunyik,ak bwt2 xdgr..Hahaha..Then,ble da bgun pg..dlm kul 7lbh..Ak ngt nk la stdy..tp stdy bpe min jewp..Mak da pggil suh bsuh kete..Tpkse ak bwt..,sb da byk kali ak tgguh...Kesian kt mak,ak slalu ckp nti2 ak bsuh ler...Nsb bek,ainw ak cuti..Ley ak tlog bsuhkn..??..Sekali bsuh,bkan 1 kete kwn..??..tp 2 buah kete...Huish,tekak ak trse sgguh haus...ble bsuh lelme..Hdap kete y diselubungi habuk...Ak xkesa lau kne bwt kje 2 sume,sb ak mg ske bwt kje2 y berat2..Haha..
Ble da penat bsuh kete,ak trse ngntokss lak..??..Tp ptg niw ak de tsyen...Ak pe lg,nk ilangkn ngntoks.s..ak amek lptop on9...Mrepek dlm blog ak niw..Blog la tmpt ak luahkn sgale2..tnpa blog idup ak sntiese dlm kebingungan...

mlm td,klu xd aral melintang...Tapak kaki ak da ad kt JJ melaka..Tp d'sb kn sis ak..Alah,mls ak nk g...T kecoh...Ak mls nk besa2 r cte...Nway,lau ak g ngn sis org len..Ak xpnh hang out ngn sis 2..Tp apakn daya..,ad jewp halangan y dtg..tnpa dijemput...Hahaha...Ak niw da la byk omwork..,ak jewp mls nk bwt..xd moood....Hehehe...
Pnt tol r,time skula ptg2 xpat nk tdo...Mlm lak,ak kne lyn omwork..Xpon pg sok 2,ak bgun awl hdap omwork lg...Haiiyyoooo...ble la ak dpt tunaikn niat ak niw..??...

Diriku BUsan....

Smlm,uma ak xd elektrik dr kul 5 smpi kul 8...HAngen ak..!!...Da pnas...gler...Ak tpkse mronta2 di luar uma...Sdes ak..!!...Nk smbhyg pown xd mood...Sude la,drama ak berakhir kul 8..pm..2 pown ak stil bngng,xd gune ye org...bwt kje2..pbaikian kt kg ak 2...Da 2,mlm..ak iron bj then tgok omwork byk kew x..??(melambak siot)...tp syg ye ak tade MOOD...Hah,ak bgun pg td..azam dlm aty nk pose tp las2..da bgun kul 5 ,ak mls nk pose..*pwot sakit...

ak: *nenek,mira mls nk pose...??
nenek : mngade2...

Ble da bgun,ak siapkn bara...HUh,da la 2 ai,2 sbjek ak kne bwt..Klu cane ler,xpyh ak stdy bgai nk ruccckkkzz..!!...Myusahkn ak...Dr ai ke ai,ak pk..??..Ble ak dpt stdy niw..??..Ya allah...ak bkn nk mgelak tp omwork y byk mybbkn ak susa nk stdy....Skunk,ak da xley maen2...Syes,tp emosi ak mg cpt tgnggu...Huh,susa dol...nk kwal emosi ak...Hahaha....

Hah,meja byk buku tp ak jarang gune..Hehehe..

Ak xsempat nk kemas meja..So ad la bersepah2 buku ak..xtersusun serapi y mgkin..Hehehe...Bukan xnk susun,tp xd mase..Kdg2,ak amek buku..then letak balik..Then amek,letak mne2 ak suke...Asalkn buku2 2,ak sowg jewp y gune...HAhah..No sharing..!!..Ceh,tade la..Maen2..jewp...Pix y terlekat didinding 2,adalah kwn2 ak..y ak syg n kwn2 se-skula..HAha...Ak bwt sndr aw,hiaskn..Xpyh nk beli board khas utk letak notes kew hape..??..Dlu nk beli,tp xdpt deh...Susa nk mnx..??..ekonomi meleset la katakn..??...

Blaja akaun..

Al maklum la,bakal akuntan...Hahaha...*poyos..!!..Dlm aty,nk jd len..Tp biar lah rhsie...Haha...Xp,pape pown..ak ske akaun...Hehehe...

ak suke utk suke2 aje...

Mse tggu bas td,ak tnpk la sowg mmat niw (xketahui fom bpe)..Ak xtw knp ak ske pndg muke dy..??..Then,ak tgok2..dy berDATING..Haish,batal niat ak nk hadap muke dy lelme...HAhaha..Ak mg da hagak r,mg de mkwe...ye...Muke cm org minyak,sp xnk dol..??..Dlm aty ak,bngng..."ko da hncurkn harapan ak kt admire ak..??...HAmpeh tollsss...Tape2..Berbulu mata ak tgok dowg berDATING..,nsb bek xlme 2 bas ak dtg...Ak nk sgt mnx gmbr dy...tp ak takot..Hahahaha...alah,name pown kwn...Xslah pown...Hehehe...

suke xsmesti ye minat,
minat xsmesti ye ingin memiliki,
memiliki xsmesti ye ingin bersama,
bersama xsmesti ye ingin kekal abadi selama yer...

Tension.Sdey.

Hrm..ainw ak balik skula dlm keadaan bad mood...Ak xske dlm keadaan niw..Tp apakn daya,allah sntiase ingin uji ak...It's okey.. Msalah y mlande antara ak ngn sowg kaum adam 2..Huh,difficult 2 ak described..tp mg aty ak sdey berlinangan...2lah namayer,air mata sowg pmpuan akhirnye jatuh berderai di pipi...Di blog niw,tmpt ak mluahkn sgale2 msalah ak...Ak xpt nk cari teman y sudi dgr prob ak...Ak xnk susa mbe2 ak...,dowg pown tntu pnt mdgr msalah ak...Dan ak..??..xtw nk stat dr mane..??...Fikiran ak btul2 buntu skunk..??..Ak gse nk jewk mengalirkn air mata...tp ak xnk susa sp2 lg...Taun niw,ak gse nk byk kali ak stat cry..Ak cpt tnsion wey...!!..Klu ak tnsion,ak mg trus trse skt aty n cry...Dlu lau ad prob,aty ak cm batu..tp skunk da xcm dlu lg...
Fikiran ak mg sdg KEBUNTUAN...Ap y harus ak lakukan..??..Ak xmmpu nk ckp pape..lg..Ak mnusia y parah lau nk mnx maf..NK2 plak org y da ak PALAK...selisih malaikat r..ak nk bwt..??
Bwt mase skunk,ak xdpt nk fikiran papa...Soe dud..??..Syesly,ak xmmpu nk berade dlm sitution niw..??..Beri lah ak mase..utk mnerima..sgale2 yer...

bengong,bingung.bengang.

Ainw xpasal2 la ak dpt borang SALAH LAKU...Heish..!!..Bengang seyh..!!..Dek psal ekau,ak keno isi borang..Ak xbwt slh ape2 pown...2 la blasan slalu mgutuk sesame mnusia...Hah..,lantak r..Ak mls nk amek tw psl kau..Ak pown xske nk ckp ngn kau..Kau bukan kwn ak..tp msuh ak.."kowt"..!!..

Niw bwu kwn ak...!!..Ak amat syg mereka..Hahaha..

Dlm klas td,ak ley ttdo..Haha..Ngantokss seyh..Nway ckgu +math aja,bwt ak busan..!!..Agagaga..Xde la,ak tdo ckgu da nk kuar klas...Tape2...Dimaafkn lg...Hahaha...
Ainw ak bsyukur kpd allah,cuz karangan ak dpt gred CEMERLANG...Alhamdulillah...Syukur2..!!..Blessing mak ak...teman ak g lbry..Hehehe...Syg mak den..!!..Nway ak xpena dpt marks tinggi cm2..Huhu...(marks dy,bio la rhsie..)..Ak sggup bersekang mata mlm td...demi karangan ak lawan pyakit ngntoks...Hahaha...

Wajah ak tika senyum...klu masam..haish..kalah lempeng basi..Hahaha..*joke!!..

Hari yang amat FeNaT...

Today cm bese ak de tsyen r..Dr kul 8.15-10.15 smbung lg 10.20-12.05pm..Huh,lame siot..Otak ku bley pecah..!!..Huhu...N pg td ak bgun awl giler..!..Kul 4lbh ak da bgun..Hehehe..Tade la,ak mg kena bgun awl..cuz mak ak anta..Ak xnk pogi lmbt2..Then kena amek Mrs.Honey-sa..Hahaha..My buddies..Bese ajewp..

Muke di pagi2..Be4 nk g tsyen..Huhu...

Byk lg pix..tp ak mls nk upload...Xd mase..Omwork melambak...!!..Mlm niw beroperasi..!!..Yeah..mira kena siapkn omwork mlm niw..!!!...Jgn gngu ak mlm niw..howkey..!!..HAhahaha...Kejam..!!

No..??...

No buddies right now 2 accompany me..??...y yeah..??..Dunt know lo..But i think,i made a foolish idea..to on9..N now its raining...Huh,ignored bout it..!!..Supposed 2 be,i must do my omwork..but i do lepaks..infront the laptop..?..y,coz i not in mood...Haha..Ape bendo ak repeks niw..??...

So ak skunk teramat la busan...krane ak tnsion bpe saat nk on9 bpe minute kn..??..Npk sgt la,ak nk cari alasan xmunasabah...Hah..My choice,my bad la... Text dy??..xdelivered plak..??..Shampah tol ak..Skali text,bpe minute lpas 2 dy bls...Ades..,mcm la ak ley bsabao..Huh..not my style la..!!.. Xcualy,i gotta miss him..tp bwt bdus jele...Jgn lyn msalah jiwa 2...Fikiran melayang,jiwa kacau....Fokus pd y 1..,stdy...

Sperti dimaklum an,bwu ai2..ak pye mood naek trun lg...Ak xtw knp la ngn ak niw..??..Kew org sje nk cri psal ngn ak kew ak y bwt msalah..??..Human??.bese la...Mlas nk pk..

Ai2,mbe ak ckp..ak niw "garang n kasar"..Huh,y mreka berkata bgitu..??...1 soalan sdg bermaen di kotak fikiran ak...Adakah ak terlampau sgt..??..Bagi ak bese jewp..Ak xnk r jd hpokrit..Ak tetap ak...Mbe ak jgk ckp,ak lahir "TELAN MICROPHONE ka????"...Mne de...Jenis ak,ak mg ske ckp kuat cm tengking org pdhal ckp bese jewp..Eleh,owg xbese ngn ak...Bese la 2...Lelme t kowg knl la ak spe..??...Im the simplest person,had been started cty on 11 august 93 howkey..??..

Mengapa tp knp..??

'hidup ini bukanlah suatu jalan yang datar dan ditaburi bunga melainkan adakalanya disirami air mata dan darah'

Hampir nk dkt sebulan berlalu,ak trus begini dan begini..Xd prubahan y mggmbarkn ak niw fom5...Huh,ap ak nk wt..??..kdg2,omwork y byk mybbkn time ak nk stdy terhad..Ak xnk la,bwt cm org len..stdy smpi larut mlm..t ak sndr y ngntokss kt skula...Ak xtw sama ada,ak niw mls mybbkn ak rse xd time..Alasan beb,mg r..Hrm..hari berlalu dgn pntas...Ak slalu akn trse letih..saat ak mmerlukn bantal disisi....Ak sering akn merasakn diri xdiperlu kn lg ble mase mrindui si dia..Insan y ak dambakn jd milik ak.,tp xjd2..Hahaha..!!..*maen2 jewp..Tp ap slh ye,klu btoi kn..??..bukan org tw,sp insan 2..Hahaha...Gilo kojap..??..Mg ak mgakui,ak amat mmerlukn some1 brade disisi ak..Dlu ye ad, skunk tiada...Ble mase ak xnk kau,kau ad..Haish..pape jela...Ak cube mlupakan si dia..krane prob niw akn effect pada career ak t..Cewah..!!..Btol la,ap y ak cube smpikn niw..?...Im serius man..!!..Ak perlahan2 nk lupekn dy..,tp ble ak tgok wajah dy y telah diciptakn oleh allah..Ak terdetik,hebat sgguh ciptaan allah niw..??..Insan y ak slalu rindukn,dia juge milik allah..bkn milik ak sowg jewp..myb milik org len jgak kn..??..Knp la ak slalu rndu dy..???...Haiyoo....!!!..Knp ak msti akn rindu pd insan y xsudi...Huh,ajaib perasaan ak niw..Inilah dinamakn perasaan syok sndr...Hahaha...Gatal agkye,zman remaja la katakn...*heish,ayat semcm ak bwt niw..lantak r...Kutuk diri sndr..tape..dimaafkn...!!.. MOre n more,ak mule menyelami perasaan bnci pd ssowg...Dlu ye,ak ngaku ak ske dy as adk..kunun...Tp skunk prsaan ske jd bnci..*xtw r knp..??.. Ble ku lihat wajah y suci itu,ak trse jauh dr sdut aty ak xlayak utk mbnci dy krane dia juge mnusia biasa...Ap bley bwt,aty kata putih...pale otak kata putih gk..Hehehe..Tape la,lpas niw lupekn jela..cte hpokrit niw...Kekangan pale otak ak jewp...!!..

Konklusiye,sygilah insan y syg bangat kt diri anda..Mcm ak n kwn2..Huh,setia bsame wlau dimana jua..

No time nemore..!!!...

Mulai bulan 2 niw,ak msti lg bz..Cuz tsyen ak btmbah..Huhu..Even ak gse ak akn penat tp mak pown akan rse ap ak rse 2...Nk bwt cane,ak xd lesen..Nk amek,bley tp t ak kne ponteng skula..Abah xkasi plak..??..Okelah,abs spm bwu ak pk kn sume bnd halah uw...Skunk xpnting,lau xd lesen mak ley jd supir ak seumo idup..Hahaha...
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Bdk2 zman skunk..???...
Nowdays,ak tgok bdk2 zman skunk bebas melakukan pape...Ak dpt 1 iktibar dr prgai bdk niw..??...Xcualy,ak cm xske nk msuk cmpur hal tepi kain org tp disbb kn dy,bley mpengaruhi bdk2 len....Ai2,ak tggu bas smpi..Agk le lame berkurun..Smpi nk tercabut kaki ak bdiri..*ak niw jnis xske dduk kt bas10..Hahaha...TTbe,ad 4org bdk niw..Seb bek,bkn dak skula ak..Huh..The story begin liked this,...dowg berborak sesame keng kwn..Then ak niw,dgr jela..Da duk dkt..TTbe kwn dy y sowg niw dtg...Dgn prsaan y bngge kowt..,bdk 2 pgg rokok.??..Ak cm,tersentak r..Berani gler bdk niw pgg rokok kt tmpt awam..Bdk 2 bwt muke selambe..!!.. Dlm aty ak:

"ya allah,ap nk jd ngn bdk niw..??..

Muke npk baek tp hisap rokok??..Bwu fom2,da bprgai camiw.??.

Agkye,ap la prsaan mak hapak dy klu npk dy hisap rokok 2..??"

Kesian mak dy,mgandungkn dy bgai nk gle 9bulan..Dy sng2 bwt cm2..Haish,pelik2...Smbung cite dr awal..,mbe2 dy borak la..Ttbe adk ak dtg kt ak..,letak fail box bdktan ak...Tp dkt kt bdk y dduk 2 la..Mbe dy tego dy,suh bg ruang...Pas2,dy bwt cane mbe dy suh..Then dy ckp;

"hormati org mude,jgn hormati org tuwe"

Ble dy ckp cm2..,ak pndg mbe dy..Muke ak time 2,mg muke bengis r...Pas2,ak pndg muke dak y ckp td..Dy bwt xd pape blaku..Then,mbe2 dy glak..ckp kt dy..Bisik kt dy,then dy pndg ak..Ak tenung dy...Dlm aty ak,ak pans tol dgr ayat 2..Nk jewk,ak sepak terajang bdk 2..Tp dlm aty,bsaba jela..Bdk2 xd adab..Mg kurang aja...Shampah siot..!!..

Akhirulkalam,kpd sespe gse diri ye sbgai org mude..better hormati org y lbh tuwe 2..Kte niw org Mlaysia,hrp jela negara maju...tp amalan budi bahasa kte xamalkn..???...Sugupe,baek duk kt utan..Bkwn ngn babun2...Klu xnk respect org..len...MAti kew sng cte..??...Jgn bwt something y org xske,t bnd 2 akn berbalik pd diri anda...Pk2 an ler..!!...

Aktiviti y agak mbusankan..??...

Esok ak skula dol..Ades,kemalasan ak melande2...Hahaha..Tade la,skula ak pown 1..Ak da la bz thap gaban.,ko sbuk2 nk bwt ai skula..Mbusankn..!!..Nsb bek,ak ad funtion len sok..Agagaga...Ak bdk baek..Ceh,bajet ajew..!!...Ak skunk jrg nk on9 slalu cm dlu..coz mse ak amat la terhad n padat... Ap ley bwt,nama pown bdk skula...tpkse akur atas segala kerenah alam perskulahan...Hahaha....

Perhatian...!!!!!!!

Ak xm bulan 2...
Xm kimia,selaras negeri melaka..btoi kew..??..Waaalllawey....!!!>.
Gua xready lol...!!!...
MAti ,mmpus...
Apak ak nk ak msti ad actievement xm kali niw..??..klu x,no tsyen nemore...HAaaa....Ak sygkn tsyen2 ak...even ak bkorban mase,tenaga,dwet n cm2..la...Ak sggup mpertahankn martabat tsyn..Hehehe....
Nsb bek,xm chemis ak tw..Huh,ley ak stdy balik..!!!...SEMANGAT SPM,SERU AK JD LEBIH RAJIN...Lupekn seketika bnd xpenting...!!!....
Hahahahaah...

Frusted giler..!!!...

Ak shampah tol..Da nk dkt setenga jam ak mcari utk keje SV...Xjpe2..Dlu ak caik dapt lak,kali niw da xpat...Suwey tol..!!...Stres ak hdp lelme...Byk kje len ak pelu settlekn..???...Lantak r..,ak ckp kt ckgu...*xjpe pown..cita2 sy dlm 2..Agagaga...Da sah2,cm ak bg alasan....

Len alasan: "sy bz ckgu" "Tnsion ckgu" "da puas caik,xd pown????"

HAh,2 la alasan y bakal ak kemukaan..Npk cm xlogik,tp otak ak da pening caik...Mls ak da...!!!...N mood ak da xd..Hah,akibat td ak busan..Ak mjenguk..ms dy..Wuawuawua...Curi2 tgok lor...Ak rndu "kowt" da lme xtgok muke dy...Agagagaga....!!!!....

Ades,penat sgguh hjung mingu niw...Hrapan ak nk jpe kwn ak,xjd..cuz ak lost cntct ngn dy...Susa tol..!!...Shmpah ak...Ai sabtu ai2,ak pogi lbry...Haish,sakit tol hatiku niw..gse cm terbakar...!!!...Pak kal la,ak niw ad iman n otak..Lau x,da lme ak bwt kje giler...Mg ak jles+bngang+frust..Myesal ak tun libry...Argghhhh...shit lu man,smpi ble ak bnci ko...(agkjew kowt)...Ak xnk knl ko lg...Hpokrit..!!!!!!!!....

Da fom5 niw,ak lg TNSION...!!!!!!....walllaaweh..!!!..Jgn bwt ak tnsion..!!!!!...

Iman..??...

Sperti y dimaklum an,ak niw spm candidate so sgale hal wal hal ak..sume yer terhad..Ak pown xtw npo..??..Tp susa gk r..,ak kne pndai bajet mse nk rest n stdy...Skunk ak xpat nk stdy serajin ye coz mse ak amat la singkat...Ngn omwork,tsyen n sgale bgai...ak jd bz thap gaban..!!!..Slalu lau ak balik dr skula,ak mg la jrg tdo...Mg da jrg da skunk..??..Ak gse lau ak tdo msti ak akn gse teramat la pemals..Hahaha....
But smlm,aty ak mg pns ngn peel bdk fom3 sekor niw..??...Agak kureng aja r...Tp ak saba jewp...Ak xmmpu nk kata ap2...Lantak kau la mnusia,ak psti wire ko short...!!!...Agagaga...Mls r nk pk sal dowg lg...N mlm td,ak bwt akaun dokumen..Imbangan duge ak seimbang...Wah..,alhamdulillah...Ak da mahir sikit r..kowt...Klu dlu ,ak bwt xpnh nk same skunk da howkey...!!!... Cume skunk,ak gse cm ksuntukan mse...Cane la ak nk stdy mlm2 bute..??...Lau mlm,msti ak da letih..ngntoksss....Susa tol idup ak niw...Seorang mnusia y pegi skula naek bas...Apak ak suh ak jd independent...Oke la,nvermind..??...Xkesa pown..

Ak kdg2,frust r gk ngn keadaan sekeliling...Cm bngng pown ad...Myb ak kne bese kn diri di alam spm niw..??...Tape2..,ak akn cube...!!!....Niat aty msti eclaz..,bwu dtg hasil..!!...

Penat,fenat,tired...??...

Xtw nk tulis tjuk ap lg..??..Tlalu byk nme tjuk..,ak xtw nk tulis ne 1..??..Hahaha...

Mood ak skunk :..nta ler..penat pown ad...

Semorning lg,ak da bgun awl..Cuz ad tsyen dol...Mg tpkse ak bgun...Lautan api spm,sggup ku redah...Agagagaga...!!!...

Mg pent gler thap gaban wey..Ak ptg td telah bjaye mghabiskn mse ngn tido akibat terlalu pent...Ak mgambil mse y lme utk isi tenaga mlm t...

Hp ak y kuno 2..ttp jd teman karib gua..Wa ingt taun niw maleh nk kai hp tp t susa lak mak wa nk cntct den...Wa pkai jela..Ble wa bwnk,wa ske msj ngn owg..HAhaha..function msj ngn owg - RELEASEDkn TNSION...Hahaha..Even kekdg ak gse nk jewp cmpk hp 2 jauh2..Bwt semak mata ak jewp...Xd la,ak niw xley pndg hp msti gtal nk text owg..Agagaga...NK2 lak,lau ak nga sunyi...

Tghri td,ak balik jewp tsyen...Mak ak msak lauk sdap2..Huhuhu..Tp wa xley mkn cuz wa da mkn kt uma mbe wa td...Apak wa xkasi..Cuz dy cm mrh r,t ble wa gmuk msti owg xske..n blablablabla...Ak mg nga diet..Hehehehe...Tade la,diet sikit2 jewp kowt..Tp klu lapo gler,ak mkn gk..Xtahn lapo,bedal jela mkn...

Omwork2..???...

alahai..omwork..Knp la ko msti ad tiap kali time ckgu kua klas..??...Haha..dengki tol omwork kt ak..an..??..Agagaga...TApe la..Ak lau nga mood baek,ak bwt...lau mood xbek mls nk bwt...

Kdg2,ak ttbe lak rse sunyi..Pdahal time ak skunk bgitu pdat...ngn tsyen n pape jela...Cm ne ak nk jauhkn dr dibelenggu prsaan sunyi..??...Huh,nk kata bz..??..ak da ckup bz..??..hrm...???...

Oke r,ak da xd mood nk update myk2..Pale ak sude mle pening...Omwork xsiap lg...!!!...haiyooo...!!!!!!!!....

Waaa...gndu yew...!!!!...

Ak da lme gler r x b'blogging...Gndu seyh..!!!..Disbbkn da jdik PELAJAR SPm,sume bnd xley sentuh..Bkn hape,bz lorh..Skula ak kekalkn tradisi,ngn omwork byk..Normal la 2 an..??..Stat ak da skula niw,mg bz gle2 r... Mlm td,ak tdo lmbt r...GAra2 omwork byk..Ak tpkse bkorburn mse ak lyn omwork dr tdo..Nway,mlm td ak ad de tsyen..Blik lmbt..Huh,ades teramat la pnt..The story mory ye lgik,ak mg la busan ble time blaja Agama,Akaun n hape lg erk..??..Xtw npe busan..??...

Urban school da begin niw,ak slalu cpt tnsion...Huh..??..Knp ka..?..Nta ler..Msalah y mlande2 kowt..Smpikn hp pown xd mse nk msj..Lau msj pown,ngn mbe jewp..(if ad hal pnting jewp)...Da skula,mcm2 bnd ak nk bwt..Omwork la hitu la hini la...Tp y paling pnting ak utamakn dlu..expcially(btoi ka ak eja..??)..my education la..Hjung minggu jewp,ak di hadapkn ngn tsyen..Hahaha...Taun niw,ak amek 3 tmpt tsyen...Byk an..??...Tape,demi SPM sggup ak korban jiwa rage n tenaga ak..!!!...Agagaga...

Ak gram gle r td..Mse mesyuarat agung unit uniform ak,ak xpat jwatan...Da la,rumah sukan xpat , persatuan pown xpat...Hish..!!!...shampah ak...Myb ak xd rzeki...tape la..Ak redha jela...Tp an,ak mg palak btoi ngn bdk sekor niw..Maleh r nk cte,tp agk kuang aja sikit r...Bnci ak..!!!..Tape2,ak saba jela...kali niw..??...

Okelah,ak skunk xd idea plak..??..Hehehe...Ak skunk da jrg gle on9...Hahaha..So xd le nk update slalu...Huhuhu..Sowi yerp...!!!...

wish me luck oke..2 harungi cabaran y akan dtg ble2 mse...Hahaha..I can't speaking very well..my frenx..sowi klu ad slh eja or hape2 jela...

frust tol ak...!!...

Bngang seyh..??..HApe ak mnx,sume xdpt..Tp if adk2 ak mnx,sume dpt..??...*cila%$..!!!...
Geram tol ak,ak bnci btol..mnusia HIPOKRIT..!!!..Ble susa,pndai lak mnx tlog ak...??..Ble sng,mnx tlog ko,kdekut nk mati..!!!!!!!!....Geram3..!!!... Thap kesabaran ak ad had ye..!!!...

Ak jles r gk,tgok beg kwn2 ak mhal2..Adk2 ak de beg bwu,np tidak ak..??...Ak lg setaun jewp skula,beg xpnh nk beli y mhal2..??... Ad beg pown,ak de beli sndr.... Dasar HIPOKRIT,kdekut..tgok la azab dlm kubur t...Gram seyh,knp la ak asyik kne bralah...Ap adk dpt,ak xpat??..Klu ak dpt,adk2 ak kne belikn gk..??...Xadil la..

Ak las skula taun niw,2 pown dekut..!!!...Shampah2..!!!!...
Mg la,ak bngang ngn sume owg..(y berkenaan jewp)..Sejak da skula,lg ak frusted..!!!!!!!!...Suck man my mind..!!!!!!!...

YA allah,geram sgguh aty ak niw..??..Nk jewp ak pijak pale mnusia y ak geram uw..!!!!!!!...

I stil hav loving wif other things liked my cats....I luv them all....!!!!....Agagagaga...

1 st xperienced....

arrrghh...ai 1 st skula smlm...agk mbusan kn la...??...Cuz xblaja pown...Time 2 bku teks lum dpt...Lg1 prob,ble da dpt bku teks ad y ak xdpt cuz bdk taun lpas bego xpulangkn..??..HAmpeh tolss..!!..*tape la..,azab kuang lau rsult sangkut t...HAhaha...!!!....
Then smlm,ak balik ngn adk ak la... Ak abes klas kul 2.40pm...Kua jewp klas,ak cpt2 kua nk caik adk ak...Ditemani wif naz,tp las2 naz balik cuz adk ak kua lmbt..Dowg 1st day orentasi...bese r 2.... Sekian lme ak mnunggu,adk ak xkua lgik..??...LAs2 ditemani wif nisa...Dy jd lak nk tun pekan ngn ak..cuz nk blnje ak la...
Xlme pas2,adk ak pown kua..Tp dy kua ikowt tngga len..Ak tggu kt tangga len..Haish,sengal tol...!!..Da jd kje ak kne ikowt dy...Ak pogi ler nk ke klas dy..Tgok2,dy da xd...HAish..!!...ilang lgik..??...Gupe2 yer,dy da kua klas dlu...Ak da xnpk dy da.... Xlme 2,ak g pondok bwu npk dy..Dy tego ak dr blakunk...*tkezot den...!!!..."hah,kow niw pogi mne,puas ak caik..???..."...*ngn muke sengal dy,dy senyum cm kambing...Hah,hmpeh ye adk...Lpas 2,dy nk anta kwn dy jup..Ak tggu jele...*saba sbgai sowg akak..Hahahah...
So smlm,kami mkn di BAZAHAT kdai mura tp mknn low stnded...Stnded ak ley r...Hahaha...Lpas mkn,kami balik..Dlm bas,ak mgeluh kpenatan...
= penat gler ainw,da la jln sne sini...Mcm owg hape..???...

1 st..??...

Ainw,ak penat sgt...Tired lol...
Da la,mlm td ak tdo lmbt...Mta ak susa nk lelap la...*mne xyer,ak tdo kt tmpt len..bukan kt tmpt tdo ak..Ak da sebati ngn bau tilam ak..!!...Hehehe.... Tp ak tpkse saba jela...Beralah sikit...

On a moment,lpas ak guling2 ats katil..Akhiryer,ak tlelap jua..!!...
Pkul 4 lbh kowt,ak tjge balik...Huh,knp lak ak tbgun..??...*awl lg la..Ak rse cm 10minit jewp ak lelap...Mlm td,ak susa nk tdo sbb tringt kn some1 kowt..??..Nta ler..No komen...!!!...Ak tjge 2,ak pogi tandas..Then,smbung balik tdo..*ak de pasan nenek tye ak,jam kul bpe...??>..*bkn ak tdo mamai erk..??...HAhaha...

Xlme 2,nenek kjutkn ak lg sekali..!!..*haish,kcu tol..la..!!!..Ak nga sdp2,mimpi..ttbe ad owg kcu line...Nnek ak kjutkn sb ak mg de plan pg2 niw..??...Ak cm mls sgt nk bgun,cuz xlarat..r..Mata ak ngntok lg..!!!...
Bgun,mandi,siap2,srapan n jln..!!...
Xcualy,pg 2 ak de hal kne sttlekn...Psal adk ak la,nk dftar fom1..AK kne main pranan as a SISTER..!!!...Apak ak pown ikowt gk,tp dy cm nk sttlekn hal adk ak ngn cpt n pntas..Nk bajet mse..!!!...

Sesmpi jewp diperkarangan skula ak...*ak trse xcited nk msuk dlm kwsan skula ak 2...yerla,da lme xdtg skula..(gse gndu menebal dlm lubuk jiwa ak..)HAhahaha..Poyos jewp...
Ak bwk abah n jiha ke dewan..Then ak sowg diri,g beli bku jiha...Ak tpkse uruskn..sb nk ringankn beban apk den... Ble jewp smpi KOOP,ak npk zati..*my besh prenx...Ak mnx tlog dy uruskn pbelian ak..Lpas da sttle sume...Ak g pondok...Dduk si2...*nk pogi dewan,msti lme...*ak xlarat la nk dgr bebelan MAMA NUB....HAhaha... Lme gk la,ak dduk si2...Then da lelme,ak naek busan...Ak bc le bku...Da lelme pas2..,ak bukak lgu..Dgr2..!!..Ak busan lg..Haish,pndang hp...??...Spe kah akn jd mngsa ak ainw...??...Hrm..xd org la...Cuz sume bz ngn hal msing2...Ak mls la nk gngu...Nk text dy,dy ckp dy bz dlm mse 3 ai niw..??..Haiyoo..ak busan dlm ksunyian...

TTbe hp ak lak bunyi..???...Ak ingtkn apak ak..??..gupe2 yer mak ak cal..??..Tye cm ne buku,da beli..???blablabla....Xlme 2..,ttbe ak npk la..dua org bdk itam..Hahaha..*tpu jewp..Dak S ngn N...dtg skula..Dlm aty ak tpk,"knp dowg dtg skula erk..???"..Ak plik gk..??...Tp ak tgok dak N 2,da krus la..Syesly,mg len gler mke dy...HAhaha...Xcaye siot..!!!...Da krus mmat 2...Nsk bek la,ak cncel niat ak..*nawaittuuu....Hehehehe....Hait,no komen lgik..!!!...

LPas 1jam stengah ak bertapa...Ak trun ke dewan..Apak ak text ak,suh amek bku teks jiha..Heyy...ak niw da la byk bku ak bwk...??..cmne nk bwk bku teks 2 lg..??...Haaaaiiiiyyyoooo.....fening2...!!!!!....

Ble ak smpi dewan,ak caik la apak ak...*xd pown..mne lak apak ak niw...??...Xlme 2.,abah pndg blakunk...Ak pogi kt apak den... Da lelme 2..,ak bdiri kt blakunk...Tepi dewan 2...Ak tnpk sowg mamt niw...Syes r,cm kwan ak...dak A.J..Dlm aty ak ckp,xkn la dy lak..??..setahu ak,dy xd adk pmpuan..HAh,sah2 la slh owg..Haha..Tp muke dy cm dak A.F lol...Bdk 2 pndg ak smcm..??..*dlm aty ak,cm xsdap aty bdiri kt si2..*segan lol...

LPas tamat tklimat fom1..Bdk2 fom 1 niw,kne pogi ke kelas..Then adk ak niw,pogi caik klas..Sesmpi 1 klas niw,nme jiha xd...Ckgu dlm klas 2 suh jpe 1 ckgu niw..??..*haish..ak geram tol...Ske mlecehkn ak...!!!...Lpas jpe ckgu 2..,kteowg kne caik klas jiha...Caik2 xjpe..??...APak da naek fening..???...Las2,tye org..klas dy jauh...Gupe yer,bwh klas fom4 ak jewp..Ya allah,jauh yer...!!!.. * bdan ak da bpeluh 1 bdan niw..??...Ke hulu ke hilir..cm ROBOT..??...
aBAH mjlnkn operasi dy cm bese la,as father..??..Bayau yuran adk ak la... Mse 2,not bad rmai org lak..??..Kne bratur..Ble prents da byau yuran,bwu ley amek bku teks..Tp ak pye sengal,ajak la adk ak g amek bku teks dlu..Hehehe...Mse 2,ak xtw lak kne bayau yuran 1st..Ble da smpi bilik spbt,dak S ckp "kne byau yuran dlu,bwu ley amek bku teks.."...Dlm aty ak ckp,"lantak kow la,ak nk adk ak amek bku teks,apak ak nga byau yuran"...Ble da bratur,nama jiha xd jgk..Lceh lgk....

Lpas da sttle bku teks,g ke klas jiha balik..??...TTbe 1 prentz niw ckp.

Prent: "eh,da amek bku kew..??..da byau yuran..??.."..
Ak: err...blum..Tp ayah nga nk byau 2...
Prent: eh,mne ley amek lak klu blum byau yuran..Then,dy ad merapu hape tah..??..
Lpas 2,ak pndg apak ak "syum"..apak ak pown senyum2..HAish,ak pnt mlyn krenah owg tuwe...Hahaha..
Ak bngang tol r...Ske aty ak la,ak senior kt sni..Ske aty nk bwt hape..??...

Lpas sttle sume,kteowg balik...Tp kne g skula abah balik..Ad hal kt si2...HAiii...,ble la ak dpt mkn niw..??..Pwot ak amat la ksong,klaporan...!!!..Jln ke hulu ke hilir....
So,ainw ai y amat mletihkn...Ak da give up jd SISTER y baek knun..Teman adk g skula..HAha..Ak bkn cm2,kdg2 ak jd baek n kdg ak kureng baek..Hahahaha....

waa...ak busan+sdey...!!!..

Hohoho..,ak bkn sdey pown...xcualy..!!..Hehehe..Sje gebang..
But mlm niw tpat kul 12.01am..bzdy dak nisa...Hehehe..Xsngke ak ,ko tuwe dlu erk dr ak...??..
Nway,ak da bg adiah dlu..Ak gse ak la org awl bg adiah. Hehehe....Wateve la..

LAs night,kunk mlm taun bwu..??..Ak ad sikit sdey r...Knp la mnusia zman skunk smbong erk..??...Ak pown xpham... Ak mg busan ngn keadaan skunk.. Bngang r..!!...*ak mls nk tulis pape sal niw...

Mgkin lpas niw,ak akn cube leraikn sgle msalah tah hape2...

Lpas niw,ak akn bz la...
-ngn tsyen la...
-skula la..
-ak skunk mg akn bz..n akn pnt...!!..

Xcualy,ak cm takot nk hdapi dugaan 2010 niw...Mcm xsngke,skjup tol mse brlalu...Huhu..Bwu jewp smlm,ak tsyen..Da lpas setaun blalu...Hahaha....

Soal prsaan ak..??..Hah,no komen la... Tp klu ak d'jdohkn dpt cinta bwu..??...Arrrggghhhh...no hope la...Ak xnk lyn 2 sume...Ckup la skdar kwn...,ak ske kwn..xske cintan-cinton...!!...