Tuesday, May 18, 2010

LIFe.ak.hancur.kew?



Hidup ak ibarat seperti di ats... Mgkin ia akn terjadi utk selamanya2...
Ak mg ad perasaan mrh,jles,bnci,skt ty n segala2 bgai...Tp disebalik keegoan ak,ak masih mpunyai perasaan utk mghargai n memaafi... Tp setelah ak memahami erti kehidupan...Ap salah ak selama ini...??... Ak hanya manusia bese y xsempurna... Ak hnya mmpu mngadu kesakitan kpd y maha esa... Tiada siapa y ingin mdgr kesakitan n keperitan hidup ini..

*haha..mcm poyo gler ayat ak..Bese r,ak niw mg poyo... Tp elok jd poyo dr jd bangang...*erk??...smething wrong smewhere..??..Wateve la...


NO MOOD,NO IDEA..PLEASE LET ME GO FOR FAR AWAY...I DUNT WANT MAKE U FEEL SUCK IF WITH ME... ONEDAY,I WILL GONE FROM THIS EARTH...I NOT A BETTER PERSON TO BE YOUR BEST PERSON YOUR LIFE....

Monday, May 17, 2010

I love you.?.?.?.


Crew of generations


Mereka yg gila2

A lot of frenx,a lot of funx....
Org kata,kwn niw bley jd lawan...?..aDkah btul..??..
Tp lau xd kwn,siapalah kita utk mjdi kwn mereka..??..


Terima mereka seadanya..hargai mereka seadanya...Sygilah mereka seadanya...

hari.Guru.


Ainw nk katakn sume skula meraikan hari GURU kann..??...Termasuk la skula ak gk... Acara dimulakn dgn paluan kompang bdk2 skula ak...mengiringi ceggu2... Ak agk merasakn "busan" j...
Tp pe ley bwt...,HAri Cikgu..la katakan..??...Respect jela..beb... Ak rse taun niw smbutan dy ad len sikit...Montang2 la besday pengetua ak..,dy ad bg hadiah kpd sp dpt jwp soklan dy...Ak xd kuse nk msuk cmpur... *moodd xdo... Mcm2 la acara td,ad nyanyian lgu nasyid la,mbc puisi la..hitu la hini la..Alahai..naek busan ak duk lelme kt phimpunan 2..Nsb bek ak bwk MP3...,ak dgr lgu ak lg bes..!!..
Ainw j,naek lenguh kaki ak berjln ke sane sini... Mcari ceggu y ak berkenan di mata jauh di hati...*hehe... Ttbe ak jpe niw..??!!!...



*this my sir... Mse ak pgil dy nk tgkp gmbr...dy ley la nk amek kot bj..Aiyoo..pape jela..sir..aslkn sy dpt tgkp gmbr ngn sir..??..*haha...

Ak tw lpas niw ak xkn dpt menikmati saat hari guru..Ainw la td kali terakhir ak meraikan hari guru.. Knp la..??..ak merasakn mase niw makin lama,makin cpt...Seolah2 suh ak stdy nk spm..Ya Allah...knp ak niw pemlas..sgt2..makin lame makin mls..Makin dekat nk spm,diri ak makin jauh dr buku..Knp wey..??...ak harus jd begini..erk..??...
Ah bengong..!!!!!!!!...


Sunday, May 16, 2010

sleeping.

lpas solat zhur,ak nk tdo jup..Ngntuk..+letih..
Lme la gk..ak meniti saat ak tdo 2...



Ttbe...ak terjge..tgok hp...Ad 1 miz cl..*sp lak mizcal ak niw..??.. Ak nga sdp2 tdo..niw..!!..
Ah..dy..!!..*msti mrh ak..Ak silent kn hp..Ah lntak r..smbung tdoo..~~~~~~~~~.....
Bpe minit kemudian...Italic
Pintu blik bgai nk pecah...*tuktukk...!!!... skt tol aty ak.. Sp plak nk kcau ak niw..??.... Laa..mok..pgil ak...De tepon..nta dr sp...*tepon uma.. Dlm keadaan mamai.,ak angkt...

hello..????....hello..??...hello...??!!!..isk bangang tol..
sp tepon niw...???...Vavi tol...
Ak angkt,dy da letak..
*ak mg palak lau owg kcu ak nga tdo...


Tgok hp....Ak text dy...
Ak : nk pew??..ak nga tdo la...

TTbe dy cal...
Dy:wey tlog ak ley.??
Ak: ermm..tlog pew..??*dlm mood xbek...
Dy:..pegi amek ..*ttbe ak dgr perkataan event jewp..
Ak:..ape "event"...???
Dy:..bukan la...
Ak:..abs 2..??!!!...
Dy:..eh jgn jerit dol.. KO caik paper BI..caik nme sir ak..Pe nme penuh dy..??
Ak:..oo..yerla...
Dy:..cpt la wey..urgent...Bgun3..!!..
Ak:..*ak nk tdo la nguk.. Yerla2..
*xlme 2..ak matikn pggilan..ak tw dy nga ckp lg..tp ak xendah knn..??..*hehe..Nga mamai la..wey...sory...

Ble da sent nama sir dy,tye lg sure kew x..??.. nk j ak hempok kau niw..??..Ak da bg,amek jela... Da la wak2 rehat ak terbantut... Skt pale ak..ttbe dgr pintu kne ketuk bgai nk pecah..,da 2..org ckp cpt.. Haish.,pellik2....

Mood ak tdo..jd mrh...Sengall tol..Ak nga sdp2 tdo..ko cal ak..??.. Trencat ak..aw??...Nsb bek ak sabau... Lpas 2,ak offkn hp ak...sb ak da xley tdo... Minum milo pnass.... Lpas 2, stdy jup...

Konklusinya,tlog la jgn gngu ak time tdo.. Lpas niw lau ak tdo ak kne offkn hp la..*skt aty ak...Nga sdp2 tdo..dpt cal dy mbe.mnx tlog..Ak mg xkesa..tp mnx tlog bia time ak xtdo...





ak sengall.kerek.


Pg td ak mnjlnkn tugas ibadat ak cm bese laa... Pg td ak da bgun awl..kul 6.30am tp las2 ak tdo balek... *ngntoks.. Mne xye,mlm td ak tdo kul 2 pg.. Akibat masalah ketakutan..2la ak xley tdo.. Ak mg de prob sikit ngn bnd2 y mnakutkn... *hehe.. Tp pg td,ak agk mls nk g tsyen... Bgun2,mndi ,kemas beg..blablablabla... Srpan.. Nsb bek nnek bwt srpan favourite ak.."sani rogeng"..*hahaha.. Ak pown nga lapau..gler...Mkn aje..smpikn tergigit cili api..Fuh..pedas...
After srapan..,get ready g tsyen.. Mak antau..!!.. *yeah...!!!.. Ble da smpi tmpt tsyen..ak npk minah india niw..actly mbe semeja ngn ak..tp ak xske bckp ngn dy..*mls nk tego... Ble da lelme blaja...ak dgr mp3..Ak da mule rse ngntuk da mguap2..niw..??... Dgr lgu..wali band..*layaannnn...!!!!!!!!...j.. Ttbe bdk india niw kesejukan..*sory,ak xtw nme dy..Sbb kipas dinding dkt ngn ak..Ak j ley low n highkn speed kipas uw.. Dy da pndg2 ak..Ak bwt bdus j.. Dlm aty ak,mls ak nk pndg dy..Ak tw dy nk suh ak offkn kipas 2..Tp ak xendahkn j...*kejam gler ak time 2.. Tp da lelme..ak cm nk offkn...tp ak pk gk..kunk bdk cina mrh ak..offkn kipas..??>ak niw da la pendiam dr awl bulan tsyen ai2.. Las2,dy usik tgn ak..suh offkn..Ak offkn j.. Dy plak kai bj pendek gler...stnded la india..*lantak sama dy... Sp xsejuk pepgi cm2..ditmbhkn plak ngn air cond... Ak pnh jd beku dlm klas 2..sejuk teramat sgt..Tp ak bertahan j...jd keras cm aloy..*hahaha..poyo...!..
So konklusinya,ak mg xpnh ckp ngn sesp dlm klas akaun... Sb ak merasakn ak bdk melayu pmpuan y sgt kerek n lokek ngn sore...*hahaha... Tp kdg2 ak ad la tego ngn Almy..ckp sal akaun j..len dr 2...xpnh ckp da..*hahah..
Kdg2 ak nk ckp ngn dowg..tp xbes..dowg rmai cina dr melayu... Bdk melayu bpe kerat j..2pown sume pmpuan..lelaki melayu da pupus...Ak pnh cube nk syum..tp mls la.kunk xpsl2 org kata ak buang tbiat lak..??..hahaha

Saturday, May 15, 2010

nuthing2



yeah...td ak settlekn..!!!
misi last minute dlm pale..akhirnya menJADI..!!...wlupown tpkse kua bajet sndr..+nisa.. Actly,ak cm mls nk bwt tp pk2...ak nk bwt gk..cuz i will miss that moment after finish spm... Aiyyooo...!!!... Sp xsygg sir sndr.. Nway sempena ai guru sok..tp kteowg clebrate ngn dy...ai selase mlm... *hahaha... Ak sje nk bwt..,nk tgok dy epy... Sbb pas niw ak akn rndu sama dy...!!..+lpas spm laaa....
Lpas niw xley maen2 daa...kne pokes...t dy mrh..asek maen2 j...*hahaha.... Mg taun niw ak rse sonok dtg klas dy...,dy mg kelakar tang ak bwk coklat... Ak xley bla r.. Xpnh2 ak tgok dy epy cm2...


lpas niw nk bwt hape erk..??
*bc bku SJ...selase xm SJ...
*beli barang lagik..hamek kek ai selase...
*kje skula..^xyh tye...skunk mg xd...abs xm..hamek kau..!!...ak(omwork)..dtg niw..!!...
2 j kott...y ak ingt...Heheheheh...

Friday, May 14, 2010

ak.sengal.sowg2

Ainw uma ak aman gilerrr....!!.. Sume owg xd..tggl ak + mak ak j... Owg len sume da kua.. Ad hal masing2...bese la 2..ble time ak de hal...dowg xd..So skunk ak manfaat kn mase ak dpn laptop sengall niw... Nk released kn jup..??.. Pdahal ak de kje lg berfaedah ley bwt.. Bese r..,pmls... Ak mls tol nk g tsyen kunk... Penat la... Syes pnt...

Ak trse myesal lak.. Nta mgapa ak harus katakn "ak se myesal weyh"... Ap harus ak lakukan..??... Hidup niw mg sengalll... Ak mympah tol.. Mls ak nk pk kn...tp 2 la..kann..??... Allah mnemukan jodh ak...ngn dy jd kwn..smpi ble2 kott... Tp knp ak msti nk ckp "myesal"... 1 persoalan dan tiada jwpan..*hahaha.... Nta ler..ak xtw knp..??.. Perlu kew ak bersbar ats ape y berlaku..??...
Tapew..hidup perlu diteruskn..........

+ak rindu pd dy...rndu..gler.. KNp mase niw cemburu ngn ak..??.. KNp ak perlu hdapi niw sume..sdgkn ak blum sedia.... Ak telah kehilangan dy..tuk selamanya.........
Jika ak diberi peluang utk bersama ngn dy...akn ak manfaatkn stiap saat itu...tp sume ye telah berakhir....

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

exam is trouble.

haiyaa...xm kali niw..ak xtw np ak byk careless...???... Pelik tol ler...!!!... Prob2... Ak xm fet up pown de gk... Bngang ak.. NK j ak koyak rabak ketas xm 2... Pe ak bwt sume slh..sdgkn ak tw nk bwt..??.. JIwa ak cemas koot..da nk abs mase... Mne xye.. Nk parah ak,perah otak...Huh..??...

sok paper MM 2 + FZ 1..Perghhh...mjilat otak ak..!!.. hahahaha....

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

separuh jiwaku pergi.

Hrm...ainw ak balek skula awl..cuz de xm... Ak balik uma pown dlm keadaan penat...ngntuks... Ttbe ak tpncul dpn uma...adik ak ckp.."dingko da mati.."..Ak cm xcye..sb adik ak 2 ske kelentong ak.. Rupe2 ye btul...Dik2 da mati..kne langgar..Pale dy pecah...Ak sdey gler..r..sb ak sygkn dy sgt2..even dy bukan mnusia..tp dy la paling rpt ngn ak.. Dy la slalu tman ak ble ak tdo lmbt... Dlu dy slalu tdo ngn ak..tp d'sbbkn ak tdo lmbt..dy tdo kt lua...ruang tamu.. Ak xsangke..pmergian dy bwt kali terakhir pagi td..dy msuk bilik air buang air...Itula kali terakhir dy,ak tgok...sblum ak pergi skula... Sdey wey...,sp xsyg kucing y ak jge dr dy dilahirkn... Dlu ad owg nk dy,tp ak xnk bg.... Skunk dy da pergi tgglkn ak kesepian utk selamanye... Aty ak mjdi sepi tnpa dy... Lau dy ad,dy mg mnje ngn ak... Tp 2 la kuasa Allah...ajal dy da smpi..MAti di tepi jln dpn uma ak....

Aku Syunk dy...!!...tp dy da xd.....!!!...






Saturday, May 8, 2010

bnci ak.!


siot tol r..pix y ak amek kt skula td..ley ilang sekelip mata.. Palak tol ak ngn laptop ni..??... Ak bwu nk upload2...ttbe da M.I.A..(missing in action).. Ya allah,sdey ye....Stiap detik ai ak ainw..ilang skelip mata... Masa da berlalu...,ak xley nk ulang kembali balik...!!!.. haaa................,wa mau pix wa balik..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........

Friday, May 7, 2010

Bkan ak nk tp???....


Cett...sok ai karnival... Ak ttbe trse cm xcited j nk g...aw..??...*buang tbiat hape ak niw..??.. Yerla...dis year ak las.. Ak nk njoy gler2 r sok... Ak tgok sp batch2 las year y dtg.. Haha..... Y pasti,ak akn bz kott.. Cett,ak niw da r mls nk kai sluar PBSM uw..cm hape jewp..??.. MLs r...tp kunk ak xikowt arahan lak..??.. Susa doo....l....

Ainw y 4 sure..,ak ngntuk+letih+mls..Nk tdo j...tp de bnd ak settlekn... Lembap plak upload vdeo niw..??.. Adeus...!!!!...

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Sengall sgguh muke ak..??...tade r,time niw ak nga pns gler..duk bwh kipas...Ttbe dtg sowg bdk niw..amek camera ak...Maen tgkp2 gmbr.. Then ak da busan,ak ckp r nk amek pic ngn dy+K.. So hasilnye,ini ler... Ak wif buncit n keyra... Hahaha... Buncit 2..nama gelaran maen2 j.. Ak ske pgil owg cm2..cuz ak gse dy cumil...Dy niw da r rndh..,muke cumil2..n gedix2..Haha..*oppss..sori put..maen2 j... Pape pown,ko ngn keyra mbe ak se-tsyen...Hahaha... Ak angp kowg kwn ak gk..even kte xrpt..ats jurang perbezaan blabla... Ak sygg kowg sb taun niw las lepak gle2...ngn kowg...
Ak niw rmai kwn2 lame..tp da tpisah... Da lme lost cnct...Cane ak nk cntct,sdgkn ak bwt bdus jewp... Hehehe.. Tade mse..r..sori...

Thursday, May 6, 2010

No idea.

ahax.... *mira gilew ka..?? yupe,myb....

td ak npk dyew..?..
*ya Allah..da lme xjpe kau..?...xrndu pown...ak skt ty ad r...*hehehe...
Cane ak suport ko..asek balik uma nenek aje... Ak tpkse tgguhkn niat ak..2 pown lau bajet stil ad..

np msti dy nk jauhkn diri dr ak...*sengall dol...Grm ak...

Lntak koa r...Ak mls nk pk2..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Crazier..


Ak sbgai ketua pmbangkang. Zati sbgai pmbangkang ke-2. NIsa sbgai pmbangkang ke-3.




Ble tang ak da ad dpn laptop...nk hupdate blog..Ak xtw nk tulis hape da... Idea ak ilang ttbe..mood tah ke mane..??...
*hahaha...

Yang berhormat..??.
Hah,tringt ak sal td...Kt dewan skula y lg gah iaitu skula ak sndr la...Ak 1st n kali terakhir join debat... Wlaupown ak mghadapi sikit r komplikasi pale otak ak niw y sengall..kkurangan oksigen...sbb mlm td ak tdo lmbt...Xpnh ak bsekang mata dpn lptop..semata2 bahas...Tape la..usaha bwt 1st n las time j...dis year... Mg xsangke r,ak + teman2 pmbangkang menang dlm usul td... Hehehe... * mereka mg HEBAT tp sy TIDAK..rasional ye,ak xpndai ler b'bahas...Setakat REDAH j...ak bley r....!!..*haha...

Yg paling sengaalll time ak nk bentangkn hujah2 ak..pihak kerajaan minta IZIN LALUAN..Perghh...GABRA seyh ak..time 2...Xpnh kne,ak kne tmpran soklan y hebat dr pihak kerajaan... *hehe....

Lantak r,yg pasti segala perasaan ak y ak xpuas aty kew akn berakhir pd saat,detik ini...Ak mls nk pk kn lgik...??.... Idup perlu diteruskn...tnpa keyakinan diri sndr,kita akn mudah myerah kalah..y tiada kesudahan............

Monday, May 3, 2010

pale ak sakit,aty terbakar...!!..

ak frust gler r ainw... Da r pg td,kne mrh ngn tce MM... Dan2 ak lak kne..ptut ketua ak y b`tanggungjwb... Ak lak aii..??... HAngen tol ak.. Ainw cm2 msalah timpa pd diri ak.. Mg ak sakit pale gler2 r..Xpnh ak kne sakit cmniw..??.. Pyh tol idup niw..??..

Hidup sepi lak lau xd msalah kaann.??.. *hahaha...


Ble ak bg dwet kt abah... Abah lak mrh ak.?? sbb ak bwt smething y ley mybbkn pihak 2 berselisihan phm.. Bak kata apak ak,"jgn ikowt kpale ko j "... *dlm aty ak..,tbkr aty ak..!!.. Bukan nk bekap ak..owg len dy pntingkn..???!!!... WTF ye olang.. Lu da susakn idup wa,wa kne hdap peel lu.. Lu ingt lu spe.??.. Wa de bnd len nk settle r...!!!... Wa de tnggungjwb kt bnd len...!!.. Wa xd mse nk lynn lu j...!!.. Lu bikin wa pnas...j !!!!!!!!!!.....
Hari ni btul2 ai mcabar bg ak... Ak xtw r np,owg nk cri slah ak.. Ape salah ak..??.. *1 persoalan n 1 jwpan.. Apekah.??..Ak niw kejam..?? Nta ler...,ak hnya mnusia y bwt pe ak rse btul tgglkn pe y slh....

If owg kata ak "gedix",ske ty ak r...
If owg kata ak "jaat",lantak ak r...
If owg xpuas aty ngn ak,face 2 face ngn ak r...
If owg bnci ak,2 hak kowg r...
If ak buruk mne sekali pown,ak ttp makhluk Allah y 1...Xd sp y ley ubh diri ak mlaenkn diri ak sndr.........


Sunday, May 2, 2010

Kehidupan seorang candiDATE SpM..

Meniti hari y agak mbusankn.... Busan seyh duk uma... 1 ai suntuk ak tdo... Hahaha.... Bese ye ak de tsyen...tp tsyen ak bg cuti.... Ak busan gler duk uma,nk stdy pown xd mood.. Ak asek mlyan nfsu tdo ak... *hahaha... Smlm ak da baek da ngn dy... Hee...dy 2 stand 4 wat..??.. *secret de amooere.... N mlm td,ak da bjye abskn kdit ak.. Call some1... Hahaha... *dpt den lpaskn jaat jup..?... Da sbulan ak los cntct ngn dy... Las2,mlm td terurai suda jaat ak pd dy...*hehehe...


Ak skunk xd r epy gler..pown..Smlm dpt tumpang g jenjln...JJ.. Lpas niw no jenjln da... Nk fokus stdy...Kunk apak den bsing...den xlarat kene bebel j...*haha.. Smlm la ak dpt lepak2..tp stil rse busan..Xtw np..??...Asek busan j..??...Xtw pe y buat ak epy...??... Mengapaa ak perlu rse busan...??... Adakah ak stress dlm idup mjd sorg candidate niw..??... NTa la,kdg2 ak trse idup ak sunyi tnpa kata..?.. Even ak de kwn2 kt skula..,ak stil busan... Knp..??... Kdg2 ak rse pnt hdp peel mnusia... Ak pown mnusia gk an..??... Ak skunk mg sengkek gler...msalah kewangan mlnde...Den susa nk dpt dwet lbh... Msti kne jimat2.. NK suport dwet tsyen ak sndr..??... Ak ksian tgok asek dwet apak ak j..jd mgsa....*hahaha...*poyo j...

Abs r,pas niw ak bz..ngn xm... matii ooo. Laps xm niw,kteowg da trial..YA Allah,cpt gler mse berlalu... Tlog ak,ak xready lgik..??>.. Ak xnk jd single pasniw..Xd g skula hape sume..?.. *hahahahahaha..............................


Friday, April 30, 2010

Kehidupan.

rndu pd sowg sahabat...
rndu pd kwn2 lame..
rndu pd skula rendah...
rndu pd zmn fom1 until fom3...
sgt sonok ble kenangkn kembali 2,tp masa berlalu dgn pantas...
tnpa mgira minit saat y berlalu,masa itu akn pergi mninggalkn kenangan y sgt indah........

disspointed.

Aku sdey gler..mgkin pd muke xnpk tp dlm aty ak...Ya allah,xdpt ak nk ungkapkn...Hnye aty y terase cm dilukai..amat la sakit... Ak xtw nk ckp cane..??.. Tp dlm aty ak,ak btul2 sdey.. Knp dy bwt ak cmniw..??... Mgkin pd dy,dy xd mse nk lynn ak.. Tp da byk kali r,ak npk bnd y bley bwt ak sakit aty....!!!!... He had broke his promise... Y.??.. Ak xphm r ngn dy.. Ak text dy ai2,2 kali dy xbls pown smpi skunk.. Ap slah ak..??.. Ak sedar ak spe..??.. Mgkin ak xlyk jd sis ko..??.. Ske ty ko r..kann..??.. Ak mg palak gler lau owg broke heart ak niw..??.. Klu da niw takdir ak ngn ko..ak redha... Smoge ko epy ngn mbe2 ko.. Ak niw ap la sgt kann..??...

Aku cube jd baek ngn ko..Tp tnyata usaha ak hnyalah sia2 j,sb ak rse ko xhrgai ak.. Diri ak xpnting...Kwn2 ko lg pnting... Bila kita sudah dptkn ape y kita nak,kita akn rse bhagia..tp bila bnd 2 da xhrgai kita...lbh baek kita lupakan dy bwt selama2ye....

Ak bnci idup cmniw..??..Mcm hpokrit pown ad...!!!!!!!...Tnyata ak bukanlah org y baek...!!!..
Bengong3..!!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Naseb ku bad luck..!!

Ainw nsb gua xbek.. Gua kne rotan.. Nsb bek xskt pown..sbb tkena kt jam tgn gua..So skunk jam tgn gua y rosak... wlau pown gse xpuas ty,tp lantak r..mlas ak nk pk kn sgt...Bwt semak pale ak j... Da r,ak mcirap ngn peel minah niw..??.. Bnci tol r..Bngang2...!!.. Mcm2 prob,mlnde2 kt skula..Skt aty tol ak..!!...

Monday, April 26, 2010

ada mood plak..??...

Huh ak amat la busan skunk...
Knp dy xd mse semingu niw..??..Mne kau g...*sdes ak..Haha..

Prob2,ble ak text ko..ko xbls...adus...Kebusanan melande2..Nk cal,ak tkot..??... Ap la sume niw..??.. Ak xlarat nk hdap..tp msalah ak bwu nk bg kau ksh syg...*hahah..!!...WTH... Tade la,ak sje nk tgok muka kau..sementara jasad ak ad kt dunia niw..Lau ak da xd,sp nk jd adopted sis kau da..??... Ak nk abeskn sisa idup ak bersame insan y ak sygg...Selagi idup masih pnjg...Ak sgupp..Agi idup agi ngelaban...!!!!....

Knp mnusia ske pntingkn diri..??..
Ak ckp niw umum utk sume..??.. Pnh t'pk x..??.. Ak kdg2 conpius.. Knp mnusia harus jd cm2...??.. Hipokrit... Ak mls nk pk sgt..tp bnd niw berlaku dlm idup ak..semak la wey...!!..

Smlm ak g JJ..ngn xmndi ye dr balek tsyen pg..ptg ak ikot dak Mok g JJ..Mule2 ak cm xnk g,tp ak tnsion asek hdap buku j...Ak xd mse nk hang out...ponn.. Ak g pown,ngn poket ksong..hanya ak mbwa bdan ku y sengaall.. Actly,ak de dwet..rm100 dlm poket ku..tp ak xsgup nk gadaikn dwet 2.semata2 nfsu shuping ak..Amanat abah,ak xnk m"lagha kt bnd len... Xpnh g pown,cuci2 mata ku niw agk keletihan...Haha.. Dpt tgok bju lawo2...Huh,rambang mata ak seketika...*haha.. Tgok bju,lawa2,wne cool2...Siot j..Pak kal,den xd dwet..lau x..abes ak kjekn..!!... Ak de singgah POPULAr...tgok2 bku...NK bli,wa xd dwet ma... Lg sekali ak katakn ak bwk bdan j g JJ uw...*haha... Ttbe mata ak tertarik 1 bku niw..??..psal zina.. Ak amek bc jup,..hrm..isi kndungan dy...mberi pngajaran... Tp 2 la,mnusia zman skunk..pelbagai ragam la kann..??... No kumen lgik... Then,ak jenjln round 180 drjah..Ak singgah kdai Giordano..Sje nk tgok2 bju laki..Smart2 seyh...hrge pown smart2..*haha.... Ingt nk bli kn utk dy..tggu r ak abs SPm..ak bg kau...!!.. Hahaha... Lme jgk la kt JJ 2,smpikn kaki ak lenguh nk berjln..menemankn dak Mok smpai ak d'tgglkn... *sengall.. Xp,lpas SPm..mg ak terjah abes2san..JJ melak 2..!!.. *hehehe...

headache.

Da bpe ai lalu,ak slalu sakit pale...Myb kurang tdo byk stress..kott... Nta la,sejak kelas ak jd tukang karut..pale ak berserabut...Mympah ak duk kelas cm hell uw..Wa sakit aty tol r..!!... Da 2,tmbah lak ngn peel sowg mbe ak niw..??..lg ak skt aty... Pning otak ak nk pk kn..??.. Kdg2 ak nk j lari dlm ad msalah niw... pnt2.. Da r,ak xd mood nk hupdate byk2..Haha...Ilang idea!!!!!!!...

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Kerana mu Ya Allah..


Ak bersyukur kerna dipnjgkn umo lgik...Hehe..Ainw ak dpt pengajaran bwu dr seorg Doktor y dtg ceramah kt skula ak td.. Mg sonok la..Xdpt nk huraikn n cite ap y blaku kt dewan secara xformal...Hnya bdk2 fom5 n ceggu2 y tlibat j tw pe y berlaku... Allah masih bg peluang pd ak utk BERUBAH...Ak sedar ak byk bwt kesilapan...brulang kali.. Itulah hakikat lumrah seorang mnusia cm ak...Huhu.. Oleh itu,dr pngajaran td,ak da beriltizam..nk brubah demi masa depan ak..!!!... So tnpa mlengah2 kn mse.,ak nk kurangkn on9..Haha...*poyo j kann..??..Lantak r,ak ye ske r..nk ckp pe...??...Niat ak..


Saya syg ceggu2 saya..!!!..
Saya syg kwn2 saya...!!!..
Saya syg mak bapak saya...!!!..
Saya syg-kn masa depan saya...!!!..
Saya syg masa saya..!!..
Saya syg sume ye...++++..!!..

Allah tidak akan mengubah hidup seseorang melainkan dirinya sendiri yang mahu berubah...!!!!!!!!!!!...........

Monday, April 19, 2010

the day i so bz thp GABAN...!!!...

Bgun pg,ak bgun agak lembap sikit..cuz mlm td tdo lmbt..lyan krenah nota ak mbuak2..*haha..xsiap lg..Jup lg smbung bwt lik..??.. Ble tggu bas,bas lak lembap..??.. Geram sgguh ak..!!.. Ak da giso lmbt smpi skula t... Smpi2 skula pown kul 7.10am kott.. Ak agk busan lak gk,stiap pg kne duk tapak phimpunan..bc bku..*otak ak terhangguk2 nk suh bc bku..??... *bole bla..... Lpas setle assembly,naek kelas cm bese... Mule2 wak2 BM...Ckgu mgajar cm bese..even do dy da nk pindah...*aty ak luluh nk tgok dy pindah t.... Hncur hrapan ak..hncur berkecai...!!!... Xd sp nk phm perasaan ak... *oppss,full stop... Ble ckgu nk kua,dy ckp pgetua t nk msuk klas awk..??.. *ha,nenek nk msuk..??..bwt hape ha..??. Da la keadaan klas ak tunggang longkang..Hahah..Xttntu arah bdk2 klas ak,kemas2.kn pape y ptut... Ble wak2 BM abs,ckgu pesan..lau pgetua tye pape..*jwp j..jgn mlyan..ye kn aje... Sengall,kteowg pown kne blakon jd baek...*Haha...

Nsb bek la,mood pgetua ak baek2 saja...Ingtkn nk mrh sal rsult klas ak teruk...!!.. Mne r tw,angin org tuwe..ley dtg tnpa diduga...*hehe... Ak ptg td ad tsyen gnti...Aduh,penat semakin btmbh2... *letih dull...Da la,skula de kelas +mbhan.. Ainw ak xbalik tun bas10..so xdpt la jpe dy.. Huh,ak bz.. Nk bwt cane..??.. Ak tpkse g tsyen...las week ak xdpt join... Mgkin sblum xm bulan 5 niw,ak nk abskn mse ngn dy..sblum ak jd bz gler..Skunk pown ak jrg jpe dy..lau dy ad,ak lak xd..Lau ak ad,dy xd..HAha...Liked sis,liked bro..kann..??.. Alah,taun niw j ak ad adk..Taun dpn,xtw pe cte..*hahaha... Ak gse,ak ngn dy..xmcm akk n adk pown..Sbb ak gse ak lynn dy cara kasau..Haha..lantak la..jnji ak eclaz ngn kau...suda..ckup..!!...


Sunday, April 18, 2010

problem2..

mlm td,ak text dy.. Dlm ty,mls r..tp ketepikan ego jup..Haha.. Da lelme text,dy ckp la..dy segan..psal ai2..Ak pelik np dy nk segan sal ak lak kann..??. da 2,dy ckp la,dy syum kt ak..tp ak bwt bdus j... Hohoho..ak mg kejam la..Ak ckp sori gler.. Ak bad mood lorh..time 2...Hahaha...Nsb bek xmrajuk kew hape..?..Lau ko nk ngajuk,xd kuse den nk lynn..Hahaha..



.Ak niw mg xske syum...Ak xtw lak ko nk syum kt ak..Haha... Ak xley tgok mke ko,msti nk gelak pye...Huhu... Huh,len kali j la ak syum kt ko....

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Terharu.

Di saat,ak n kwn2 melewati hari2 persekolahan..Suatu hari,kami dilempar khabar berita y sedey..Mnurut sumber y gtw kami,bapa kpd salah sowg kwn ak telah meninggal dunia. Ak rse bersyukur kerna masih mpunyai bapa...Ak syukur sgt kerna tuhan mgizinkn ak meniti hari kebahagian bersama bapa ak... Even,rse simpati pd Erna cuz taun niw dy nk spm..Xd sp nk jge dy lpas niw..mak dy da cerai ngn arwah bapa dy..Xtw r,camne khidupan dy lpas niw...Dy da kehilangan tmpt menagih ksh syg seorang bapa... Mgkin hidup dy akn brubah..lpas niw..,mgkin lbh byk mluangkn mase bsama2 kwn2...Sbb mse skunk,hnya kwn2 saje y ad..paling dkt disisi dy..



xsmesti ye org y npk epy,dy bahagia..??...

Miss my blog...!!...

Libang libu kanan jalan
Anak ular m
elintas tasik
Beribu-ribu makhluk berjalan
Aku juga dipan
dang cantik
Aku "terletak" *wrong spe
lling kot.. di ruang hatimu
Aku tersandar di
pintu hatimu..




Hahaha..niw pantun ak salin mse ceramah td..Agk kelakar r gk..tp sygg ak xsure ak salin btul kew x..??..Haha...Hentam j la labu libu libo..lembuu...
Huh,mlm niw compem ak dpt on9..Cuz ak da booking tmpt..Haha...Sblum niw ak xdpt on9...cuz bz ngn omwork..Nk relax2 pown xd mse...Haha... Ai2 plak laptop rosak..niw bwu baik pulih... Spnjg ak xon9 niw,byk bnd r y berlaku...Byk sgt ak nk cte...tp ak cte y mne ak ingt j la...Xd mse la..nk hupdate lelme...kunk leka ,xstdy lgsong ak...Haha...

1 cerita y bukan direka tp ini btoi2 blaku...
Ak da ad adik...angkt..Hahaha...*bdus j kann..??..tp apakan daya....Ak xnk lpaskn pluang...Ak angkat pown dlm mse y singkat..Perkenalan y pendek...ak xkesa...tp aty ak nk..,nk bwt cane..??...Tp ak jrg text dy...Td pown mse dgr ceramah,ak text dy kul 10am,dy bls kul 12am..Alasan dy,nga kje..ak pelik tol ngn dy 2..Kje hape time2 cmniw.erk..??...Kecik2 da pndai kje...??..Haiyoo...Ak tkot t...alah...lceh ak nk pk kn...??..*abaikn dlu....
Mule2 j sweet,da lelme xsweet da....Haha....


Td ceramah sgguh mbusankn ak la...Ak ponteng kla
s tsyen aw...??..semata2 nk puaskn ty skula ak..y school rules ketat gler babeng.... Ak frust tol r..cmniw..??..Apkan daya,ak hnye mjdi patung y cm rbot..bersbr ngn kerenah2 ceggu2 n pentadbiran.... Klu ak diberi kuasa utk takluk skula ak,da lme ak bwt...*haha...



Pix kami y kesengalan...xsuda2...*haha




sekejup j

aku rndu gler da lme xon9...
Ak sgt bz la.....xdpt nk on9 lelme....Huhu..

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

a side from my face?


Ainw suhit blanje ak minum lg..?.. sbb bas dy lmbt smpi.. Ak temankn aje... Kbetulan kdai y ak nk singgah 2,"kau" ad... *dlm ty ak,xnk hdp muke kau da..Tp ak bwt bdus aje... Ak dpt tw,dy nk face 2 face ngn ak...tp las2 dy tkot tgok muke ak..??..Haha.. Muke ak cm ape erk..?.. grang,msaamm,senggall???.. Tp aty ak nk angkt dy..Dlu ak pnh la berhjat nk ad adk angkt tp 2 la..owg da xsudi..Nk wat cane..??.. Dgn Kau niw,ak xtw r nk ckp pew..?.. Kau niw senggall la..Ak da pk lau ak angkt kau,ak xnk kau tego ak..N num ak pown ak xnk bg.. *bak kata suhit,baek xyh angkt dy doll..??... Hrm,...ak xske heboh2..Ak niw da r ,pmalu..HAhaa..
Ak akn tggu kau,face 2 face ngn ak.. Kau da cbar ak,skunk niw ak lak cbar kau..??... Tgok sejauh ne courage kau..??...Hahaha...

Talk bout my daily school... Seriously,damn..Today j,i got a lots of homework...I dunt noe,i wann 2 do or not..??..If not,i will ignored from my brain...Make my brain suck aje bwt pew..??... Ak pown mls nk pk byk2..,buang mse.... Omwork lg,tugasan kelab lagik..??..MCm2 hal la..Ak pning,keliru...
a Akulah manusia yang buntu dlm kehidupan...Mengenal erti kehidupan setelah 17taun idup..amat la sukar utk aku hadapi segala dugaan mendtg... Jika mengenali seseorang,ak la mnusia yg paling myesal mgenali mreka..sbb bg ak,xd erti utk mgenali dgn dowg...sbb mreka tidak memahami ak...

Monday, April 5, 2010

rest a few min..

wa mrh gilex niw..??..
wa xske di peralatkan cm remote control..??..
wa mau mrh,wa bikin saket jiwa..??..
wa tnsion,wa mau tidow..??..
wa mau ape lg y ad ats dunia niw,sume wa nk..??..

Ak bngang wey ainw..*tnsion mau mali...wa mau lari...Tp wa xsmpi aty...Wa sygg diri wa..*pehal ak rapik ke sini..??..Haha... Ak xsngka la,mnusia npk baek cm kau,rupe ye bertopeng sajee.... Wa trse..myesal mgenali dy...*mgalahkn kenal cm pkwee..??..Tp 2 la,mnusia..ad klemahan... Ak mls nk lyn lelbh..tp ak mg touching. Ak offkn hp.. Dak mok nk pjuk ak,ak bwt ta LAYAANN....Ak xske..He challenge my own pride maa..So wattz.??..Ingt sng2 ak ley accept ksalahan kau..??..Kau blum knl ak spe da nk tnjuk belang...r..??..Gnung nk mletus..tgok r..Ak stil ak..,xd sp ley bwt ak mlaenkn ak da bslh...


*da r,mls ak merapik2 lelme..Baek ak dgr ckp bro ak..*ceehh wah..ak kn adk dy..(kunun2)...Mentang2 bzdy dy,ak jd baek jup ngn dy..Hehe.. Dy slalu suport ak bkn trnspot ak..Haha... Bek ak g siapkn omwork berduyun2,bgunung2..blabla....

Sunday, April 4, 2010

ak da mule da..................???????...........

huh,im bz giLax..!!.. *sumpa,xd mse da nk on9 lelme..JIka dlu ak ley on9 lelme tnpa ad had mse dittpkn,ak akn on9 smpi tlupe wak2 solat..Hahaha..Ak mg..,da kemaruk on9...Niw la pdah intenet da ad kt uma...!!... Syes r,ak xtw nk ckp pe daaa..tlmpau kusut lg mrapu2 lau ak lg lme on9 ni..??..Nk katakn bz thp babun,xd la sgt..Cuma sjak ad kelas tmbhan hari2 bdk pndai balik lmbt..*haha..Skula j pndai..tp ak x..sderhana..j.. Letih ak,ai ai jd bdk baek..Hahaha... Ak xd mse wey,nk pgg hp lelme...Nk topup pown da mls...Hehe...

Smlm,sptut ye,ak g skula de gtong ryong..tp ak ponteng sbb ad tsyen...TSyen ak lbh berharga..dr dtg skula... Bg ak buang mse ak j.. Ak da la bengap FZ... Xm ai2 truk giler...Ak frust giler tw x..??.. Pe silap ak selama niw..?? Care less mistake or wattz..??.. Bngang3...!!!!!!!!!!....

Omwork oh omwork..??...
Ak amat la serabut nk siapkn omwork niw..??...Byk giler..Ak naek pening dooo....Ak bwt niw,bwt 2...Haiyooo....!!!!!! Bku ceggu,ak xbc lg..??...Adus aii,ak bngang..buntu dlm kegelapan...Haha...
Bley x,lau 1 hari ak g skula,xd omwork..??...Aman dunia ak...utk 24jam j....



Haish,bulan niw,ak byk bwt pembaziran..Ak pown xtw np.??.. Pntang tgok bnd pelik2 msti nk bli..haha.. Lantak r,dwet ak sndr...Hehe.. Melaram bkn selalu...

^if u read this book (katam 1 buku),u will get A+ in BI..
^if u wann to get A's in BI,work hard from now..??..
-npe sir slalu limpahkn kata2 cm2 kt ak...*syahdu ak dgr..tp mgkin ad hikmah sebalikye..cuma ak xsdarkn diri...Mnusia y alpa cm ak,mg akn myesal di saat niw..*haha.....
"siapalah aku disebalik wajah ak niw blablabla..........."............

Skunk mase sgt la berharga bg ak...Mase itukn emas..Ak amat la mghrgai mse...kerna makin lame ak rse makin hmpir dgn pintu dewan SpM...*hahaha... Ya Allah,tabahkn ak...!!!!!!!!!.....

p/s:..kpd followers bwu ak 2,sowi la ak xdpt nk kejau kowg balik.?..Sowi,i dunt hav spare part time nk add balik..??..Lau ak on9 pown,jus hupdate blog..then off cm2 j..Tggu la,1 ai t ak akn add kwg balik...*

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

gotta miss my blog..

Ak da lme da xon9 kann..??..niw pown dpt on9,kjup j.. Bz la lpas Olhrge niw..Ta tw npe..??..kje skula byk..melambak2..ak j mls nk bwt...Mlebihkn tdo dr stdy..Hahaha... Ak bz mg thp gaban r..omwork tiap2 ai ckgu akn bekalkn...Huh,kdg2 xd mse nk bwt..??.. Pning otak ak..Hahaha...*susa gk jd bdk spm niw..??.. makin lme makin ak mls..np erk..??..
*ak da give up kew..??.. -nta la..no komen... Da xd mood da nk hupdate byk2...

Friday, March 26, 2010

kenal dy.??.

Ades..ak ta tw la np ngn ak..??..haha.. Ak mg la xd feeling ngn kaw..tp knp ai2 kaw pndg ak cm2..?...Hahaha..Nseb bek la kaw muda dr ak..lau x..da lme da ak cntct kaw..Hahaha..*ttbe... Ak xtw np,lau ak tgok muke kaw,ak ley tringt3 kt kaw..Sdgkann ak xd feel ngn kaw..juz knl cm2 j..tego pownn xpnh lgik.. Huh,watz gonna 2 be..??...Ak lpe seketika taraf ak niw..??...Hehe.. Mgkin kah,ak terpesona tgok muke kaw..??..*otak la..,ak da mabukkann dy kew..??..TIDAK..!!.. Mgkin,ak ske dy..??..*ape kejadah beb..,dy muda dr ak...??... Mgkin,dy islamic person..??..*myb kowt..Hehehe..
Pape pown,persoaln y xptut dtg dlm otak ak,ttbe lalu..ak pown xdpt nk pk kn..??..Sbb ak masih keliru dgn soal bnd merapik2 niw..??.... MCm buang mse pown ad,...tp ini sume selingan j...Hahaha..Pe slh ye,klu ak ske kt owg kann..??..bkn ak mbnci owg kann..??..wateve la..*kusut otak ak..!!!!!!!!!!!.......

sur-ping...

Hahaha..ainw ak HEAVEN gler dol...!!..No bz2 da...Ak ley lepak mne2 j...Hehe.... Lpas solat zhur..ak hikowt mak g melaka..*dlm aty ak,nk p JJ..Oh..rndu gler..nk shupingg...Tp xd bajet lahai..plak..??..Mak jd supporter ak..*hahaha..
Ak dpt la,membodek makk bju lgik..*angah pown sa
me ,da hikowt prgai ak kai bju pelik2..tp stil ttup aurat heyh..Bju ak 2 wne ijau+tshit blue.. Ak tuka selera jup...asek coklet j,ak pown xnk owg kata ak niw xbusan kew ngn wne coklet..??.. Ak bli ppown sekali sekala...bukn slalu..Huhu...Nak2 lak,makk bwu dpt gaji..Heaven ak..!!..



muke sengal..??..Haha..

Lpas 2,mkn kfc..*hoyyeah...!!...Sok suhit xjd blnje ak...,dy ad hal..Hrm..cncel lgik..??..Tape la...
Td ak tnpk la,psangan kaple niw,siap pgg2 tgn..*selamber btul kann..??..Bia la..dowg tggung..Ak cm pelik la...Knp bnd cmniew ley tjdi lg..??...Klu kowg da kawen,xp r gk...Ak xkesa..tp niw kowg bwu umo bpe..kann..??..entah la..ak pown xphm ngn bdk2 zman skunk...Biarlah kann..,ak hnya mmpu mgkritik tp nk tego..kne pk sepulo kali...Ak bkn sesp nk tego mreka..mreka xknl mne 1 intan mne 1 permata...Klu tgok mereka pgg2 tgn,mg rse jles..tp padah akhirat kne dipk kn gk kann..??..mg idup trse nk enjoy j..tp biarlah berpada2...

Thursday, March 25, 2010

the game was the end.

Huhu..akhirnye ak merdeka..Bebas dr dijajah dr En. Sun..Haha..Muke ak da ckup la..merah kemerahan..*hahaha.. Acara pg td,da mnamatkn zman bujang ak dlm olahrage..*tah hape2 niw...??..Ak maen x bersungguh2..sb da tw ak mg akn kalah...*sb bdk wakil ngeri ak.... Xdpt nk dijangka kn..??..Ak t'shock la gk..tp xpe la..kalah dgn bermaruah...Ak telah brusaha sdaya upaya.. 2 j y ak mmpu bwt..taun niw..??..Ak redha keats ketentuan ilahi..Mgkin 2 j y mmpu ak lakukan..Ak xshebat cm owg laen...


Tp ak berbangga sbb ak dpt gk wakil nk msuk 3taun..olahrage...Even xpnh menang..tp semangat kesukanan msih segar dlm naluri drh ak..*cehhh...wahhh??!!!......
Thniah kpd pemenang2 td..,bdk2 skula ak..*congrete..anda mmg HEBAT..!!..Skula: SMKSA,SMKHK...KOwg pown not bad..hebat...*huh,xp..tggu la turn skula ak..!!..*haha..poyo...!!*joke... Ak rse sdey r gk,sb ai terakhir ak..bsame2 psaing2 ak pg td...Ak xdpt nk knl kowg lelbh..sb ak jnis xgeti nk bukak cte..*hehe..,pmalu kowt..??.... Pape pown,ak akn ingt kowg la pesaing hebat ak...even ak paling tuwe dikalangan kowg..Hehehe..Xp,ak xkesa..ak da tamatkan zmn ak olahrge..*adious..spirit olahrge...!!!!


*xcually,byk lg pix2 olahrge..tp ak kesuntukan mase..*sori ler...,ak bz gler..stat saat ini

Monday, March 22, 2010

seriosly im nERVOUS..!!!...

Perasaan ak skunk..??...~hrm..bercmpur baur..*takot?*nervous!!?..*tercabar?..Hrm..cm2 la..Sok merupakn ai y paling bersejarah dlm idup ak..utk kali terakhir..Huh..,nervous gler...!!..Even do,da practice tp ak stil cuak..!!... Msti r cuak..!!..*tkot psaing2 ak lg HEBAT dr ak...Huhu.. Ak xdpt nk ramalkn prasaan jiwa dan raga ak skunk..Ya Allah..seyes r tkot..!!..Xtpu pye..!!..~ak xpnh ad komplikasi sedemikian rupe..Hahaha...



..laki or pmpuan..??..Lu pikir la sndr..!!!...

Ak nervous pye psal..smpikn omwork len ak xnk buwet...Coz acara ak kul 10am..Im pg2 bute da bla..Hahaha..*bye2 ceggu2 kengkwn..*gotta miss kowg..ye!!... ~Well..nk bwt cane..da acara ak pg..,ak kne gk berkor-burn..mse..P&P..ak.. ~even dol,ceggu MM ak ckp.."lau anta pown,bkn mng..??..Hrm..tape la ceggu... At least..skula kte xketinggalan..dlm koku... Rite..??... Hehe.. Nervous2..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........ Nk j ak mjerit dlm bilik niw...!!..Tp t apak ak kata ak gler lak..??..*hahaha..well..im the queen of setan jerit..!!.. Pape pown,ak akn bwt y terbaek...utk buktikn bahawa se-ye..anak dak --- bley tnjukkn gaya paling hebat..!!!!!....*hahaha... Semoge Allah merahmati apa yg ak bwt esok dan ai akan datang..Ak hanyalah bdk bese..,xd pape klebihan pown.....mnusia hina cm ak..,sp la ak kann..??... *da kekeringan ideois...!!.....

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Nervous..!!...


Tinggal bpe ai j ak nk bjuang niw..?.. Ak relax aje...Hahaha... *mg rse xcuak..tp ble da brade tmpt bjuang..**cuak gler vavi...Hahaha...Ak mg bengong.."kowt"... Okelah,wish me luck k..??...Moge2 ak dpt mrealiasikn impian ak...!!.. *amin..!!!!!!!!...

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Td ak lepak libry..*ye..saia bdk spm..Well...duk lbry aman dr duk uma sndr..Klu ak duk uma,mg xsng dduk..Kjup2 nk g dpur,bwt air la..hitu la hini la..mcm2 kekangan..dol..Tp duk lbry,ak xley nk g mne2...Hahaha..Nobody can bothered me again n again..!!!.. Mak bekalkn ak dwt blnje mkn rm5 j.. Mule2 ak cm nk mnx dwet extra..tp..mmdngkn kegawatan ekonomi..Maleh ak nk mnx....
Dlm kul 11 lbh..pwot ak da mnyanyi..Haha..itu tanda ye LAPA..!!..Ak lengah2 mse dlu...tggu btul2 lapo..Tup2,mg btoi la pwot ak ksong gler..!!..Ak da xthan..dol..Tp ak pk sepulo kali..??..*nk mkn kew x??..ckup x,dwt niw..??..**adus..Ak nk j mnx tlun kwn ak..tp tkot dy xd dwet lak..??..Hrm..alah..redah j la...Mkn ak bjet rm4 j kowt...

Ak jln kua..g kodai dpn 2 j...Yerla,ak sensowg..xkn nk g mkn kdai ber-air cond..Dwet xckup...Bajet lari...taun niw...Hehe... Ak pilih lauk aym goreng j..+ nasi + kuah asam tumis(fveret gua) n air teh ais... Lpas settle powt..ak nk bayau la... Tup2,makcik 2 ckp..**rm4.30...Fuh..mhal siot...Sama trap ngn skula ak j... Mg la....skunk brg da naek harge..so sume bnd blumba2 nk naek harge..Klu cm2..,time kawen t..hentak j wang hantaran memhal..Hahaha...**selingan j....

Lpas mkn,ak smbung bwt kje...Ttbe,ad sowg mmat niw tego ak..secara xformal..**ak pelik..??..Sejak ble lak ak jd kwn kau..even dol ak 1 skula ngn kau..??..*hahaha...
Dy : eh,kau ad ketas kajang x..??..
Ak :..erm..ad kowt..Jup??..
**ko nk bpe helai..??..Ak xbwk byk..
Dy :..3helai..
Ak :..ha..??..bpe..kau nk..??..(ak kureng dgr sbb dgr mp3..)..
*lantak kau la,nk ckp ak niw pekak kew hape..??...Y pasti ak mg tgh dgr mp3...

Ak stdy bnd y same j...*da lelme..haih..,busan da...!!!...Asek bnd y same j...ak bc...Haha... Da ak dilanda busan,mata ak automatik melilau tgok kiri dan kanan...Haha..Y jd perhatian mata ak ialah laki y lalu lalang..Haha..*ak bkn hdp nk tgok kau org pown...ttbe 2 ekor bdk niw...Ak bwu pasan dowg kai bj y same..**xd la ak pasan lak,dowg niw kembo or x..??..Tp jrg la,laki nk pkai bj sesame..kcuali pmpuan...la..Aneh...Lantak la..Ak sje pndg....

Ak dduk lbry dr kul 10am smpi ptg...Lme la gk...Dan byk kali la gk ,ak ulang alik g tndas...Hahaha...*ak xtw npe ak asek g tnds..selang bpe jam ta..??..Nk katakn minum air sgt..xd la..Myb air cond kowt...Mbwtkn ak jd active g tnds...**hah,normal la mnusia g masuk tnds..,lau xpnh g tnds 2 bkn mnusia nme ye... Tp ak rse la,ad sowg mmat niw ,perasan dgn peel ak g tnds...**hehe..ak bwt muke selambe..,lantak la..tnds 2 awam..sesp ley pkai..??...rite??..tp ble dlm tnds,jd msalah..Ak kne hangkut mp3 ak bwk msuk tnds..Bkn sbb pgotor beb..??..tp xd kwn nk jgekn..Ak tpkse carry on...mp3 2..Haha..*lntak la..,tlige ak..ak sumbatkn..!!...**ak jge baek2 aw..mp3..smpi sggup bwk teman msuk dlm tnds...**haha...,huish..full stop..!!!!!!!!!!!...bhyes...

Yerla,ak syg bangat ngn pemberian org...Tp lau mgenai org y ak syg,kebanyakan ye ad pihak ke-3..Hah,myampah ak..Skt aty pown ad...Mls nk ckp...beSABO j la...Akulah umat paling hina dalam semesta ini...!!!!!!!!...Orang lain semua baik2 belaka......full stop..!!.. **kehabesan idea..poooddaaaa............

Friday, March 19, 2010

nuthing to say..??..

Batuk ak stil xilang lg..Perghh..sesak nfas lau btuk niw..nk2 plak lau kne habuk..lg kalut ak batuk2..**hahaha...

Pg y indah..*indah kew..??..nta le.. Ak bgun lmbt ainw..Haha..Cuz slalu ak bgun early in d mowning tp ainw ak bgun lmbt..xd kelas..Ak byr hutang2 ak 4 ai btrut2 ak de kelas..Huhu.. Niat aty mlm td, nawaaitu nk stdy pg2..tp ak xbwt pown..Pmls nk bgun.. Hehehe... Nk katakn ak slalu hupdate blog..Hah..juz for releasedkn tension ak j.. Ak da mls nk on9 FB,FS kew hape..??.Buang mse j.. Tjuan ak on9 niw,ak nk caik lg bes2..sbb da busan ngn lgu dlm mp3 uw..*asek lgu same j..

Abah ttbe tye ak,"mira ley skor +math..??.."..
Ak :..erm..insyaAllah..bley...
Abh : tgok cm angah blablablablbla..
Ak : **mls nk dgr..t ak skt aty..
Hahaha....

Knp le sejak akhir2 niw,abh tye ak soklan sedemikian..Ak naik risao daaa...!!!...Ak niw truk kew..??.. Kunk ak bwt da bomb kunk..!!..Tkezot sume owg...!!..Haish..,ske semakkn fikiran ak... HUish,relax saje..Mreka sje nk bg SEMANGAT..uw..Okelah,fine im accepted it.....
Adus,naek skula niw ak ad..olahrage...Ya Allah,takot seyh..!!..Taun niw tah spe la psaing ak..MAti kau..!!..Ak naek riso..nk tercabut kaki ak..HAha..Tp pape pown,ak redha ap y akn berlaku t...*xnk takot2..abah ad t..Ley bg semangat kt ak..!!..Hahaha.. Klu dlu ak ley layakkn diri msuk pusingan akhir,knp x taun niw kann..??..Ak da target sasaran ak taun niw..!!!!..Hahaha...Ak j y tw...

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Rumah oh rumah..??..
Busan dol,duk uma..xd mood ak nk bwt kje y melambak 2...Hahaha..Ak ley lepak dpn lptop..semata2 nk puas nafsu ak..meng-hupdate blog..xsuda2...Haha.....*mcm ad owg nk bc hape ak merapik2..niw..??.... Mlm td,tah sp mzcl n text ak..**da la ak xd kdit..kau msj ak knp..??...Da jd kje ak kne pjam SOS topup..Kne byar balik rm2.50..Mhal!!.. HAha..**hutang lagik...Tape la,ak stil mnunggu owg 2..,xbls plak msj ak..*bengong....Buang mse..ak..bpe minit mlm td...Hahaha................

**(Sebagai kekasih yang x dianggap),ak mls nk cal kau..Hehe... Xd bnd nk boraks la..Kau lak asek diam mmjang...Bankrupt kdit ak..Haha..... Klu kau nk balik t,bwu ak cal kau...Demi 2 minggu kau xd,ak tpkse bwt pembaziran...Huhu..Tape frenz pye psal..ku xkesa...Kuali berasap,ak sggup biar kann..??..*apo niw daa..??..hentam!!..

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

se-tereses..

**ah,syes bnci thap babun..ak caik bgai nk mati kau "buku,xjpe2..??.."..Mne kau pegi ha..??!!!...Bngang tol ak..,ak nk cpt..lg mlmbatkn kje ak..!!..

Ak bngang tol..Dlm aty,mls nk serabut fikiran..Tp buku 2 penting gler2...Ak phm gler ngn nota ak 2...Hish,mne kau nota...!!!!!..ak nk kau la cipeng..!!!!!!!!!!!!....

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Dlm kekalutan niw,ak dgr 1 lgu niw..Mg sdey r gk..Tp nta la..Ble ak kenangkn balik..,knp msti ak tinggikn ego ak semata2 sua2 perkara..Berbaloi kew ak bwt cm2..??.. Akhirnya,ak y DERITA sensowg...Gler bgai idup ak... Ak rse cm kejam ak niw,smpi sggup bwt cm2.. Ya Allah,knp ngn ak..??... Aty ak mg pns time 2..tp nta la..ak xley ubh bnd da berlaku... Ak xbg pluang utk dy bckp... Knp,knp,knp...????????....*bdus kew ak niw..??... Tp ap y brlaku mg mguji kesaBARAN ak sbgai pmpuan... Some1 had challenge my own pride..as a lady..not old lady...Hahaha...
Ak xtw nk ckp pe..,tp bg ak mase utk lupekn seketika msalah 2....

**buku,mane kau ilang niw..??..Ak tgglkn kau kew..??..aduh,pyah tol la..Meja sepah..Ruang sempit..mg r..!!..Ak j kne bajet ruang...Bdus....Xkire,ak kne caik kau "buku",smpi dpt...!!!!!!!!...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Activies gilo...

Td ak g ikowt apak ku g tranning olahrage..kt skula dy...Ak join pown sbb kemalasan nk g skula ak..Tade sp nk anta lor...??...Da 2,xd kwn nk balik same..??..len la lau ak de lesen...*gajin gk ak nk g..Hahaha... Tranning lme la gk... Byk bnd la ak blaja dr apak ku...Apak ku niw jrg nk lyn peel ank2 dy..Cume klu bab sukan,apak ak sentuh la..lau bnd len y xmdtgkn manfaat kcuali pelajaran..dy mls nk amek tw..??...Kdg2 ak nk g tsyen pown..,dy xtw jdual klas ak.. Huh,wlupown trse cm dy xamek berat tp ak xley bwt pape..Biakn jela..Ak mls nk serabutkn fikiran utk memikir.. Ak asyik kne perli jewp td..wlupown ak niw susa to be serious..tp dlm aty ak menanamkn semangat utk adiah kn dy 1 pingat..utk olahrage t... Ak pown pelik ngn peel ak,mg susa nk jd serious..Huh,np erk..??... Seolah2 td,ak blaja maen2... Wateve la.. Lg1,apak ak bndingkn ank murid dy ngn ak..Huh,TERCABAR siot..Bdk 2 bwu year 6,ak niw form 5...Jauh gler beza umo,kekuatan...blablabla...Ak xsure mne kelemahan ak skunk niw..??...Ak btul2 la frust..ngn kelemahan ak... Apak bsing la gk td,"lau nk bersukan,bwt standed bersukan..bkn nk jge muke,xley itam sikit..la hape la.."..??...Haha..mg mkn dlm..tp ak jdikn pengajarn utk mbkar semangat ak..berkobau2...!!... N ak plak td,terlupes plak nk pkai kasut..Haha..lg la bsing...Huhu...
Ak mls nk pkai..ingtkn xd owg kt pdang td..tp gupe2 ye ad bdk2 skula dy..Hrm..tpkse la ak join skali... Mcm da ak bdk2...Haha...

Kes 2..
Ak ye hp mxs,xd topup..So td org anta msj kt ak,ak xbls la...Ak syes r,nga sengkek thap babun...Bkn xnk topup,tp ak mg kne displin to save up my pocket money..hehe.. Klu nk bls pown,klu pnting jewp.. 2 pown kai hp clcm..Rply msj owg num mxs lg la cpt abes kdit ak.. Haiyoo...Klu xbls kunk,t owg akn slh anggap..Haha.. Ak klu bls mg xkesa,tp ble saat ak btul2 perlukn kdit mg cpt kdit ak abs dlm skelip mata aje.. Xd sp nk tulun topupkn ak... Ak pown xnk mnx..xbek mnx2.. Td ak mrungut sbb susa xd kdit niw..??..Nk rply msj owg,nk call owg..??..xd kdit..Kwn2 ak plak rmai kai mxs... Tp ble ad topup,ak ske msj owg..xkire time..Ak mg gtal nk msj owg..Hahaha...

Erm..ak pelik gler..ngn sme1 niw.??... Ttbe msj ak setelah sekian lame mdiamkn diri...Pelik kann..??... People always be liked that..so wat can i do.??.. Bwt bduh aje...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Trouble is a friend.

Ble ak tgok pix dy,perasaan ak rse bnci gler kt dy..**sumpa..!!..mg btol..Sbb dy bwt ak mg sakit aty lbh dr 2..Dy xpnh tye knp ,ak ptuskn pershbtan..Npk sgt r,dy jnis xkesa ak ad kew x ??..lau jd kwn dy..Tape la,..ak xkesa..Mgkin ainw ai ko,sok ai ak.. Hrm..dlm mase y sama...ak cam sdey r kowt..dy bwt bdus smpi skunk..??...Kehilangan dy mbawa erti utk ak "benci lelaki"..Huh..dy aja ak utk bnci laki..so watt..??..**slh ak ckp niw..???...Sory 2 say..Ak xhak utk tntukn idup dy...tp lantak dy la..Even ak baek n caring nk mmpos sal dy "dlu jewp"..dy xd r caring gler sal ak..Bwt pe ak nk amek tw sal dy ann..??...Xp..nver mind...Man liked him,mg faithless..!!..Klu ad mbe laki pown,bkn ley pkai...Alah,ak bkn rpt ngn laki..Hahaha..Im the garang one..**naja menafikan...


Huh,yg laki sekor niw,tah mne le hilang..Ak mls nk cal dy...sbb dy mrh ak kowt..??..Haha..Ak da la da lme xdgr sore kau,kau lak xnk cal or msj ak..??..Tw r,xd kdit..ak pown nga sengkek..Kdit ak tpkse sekat2..Haha...Susa tol ngn dy sowg niw..,xley kena mrh..?..Yerla,anak bongsu la katakn..Ak niw anak tengah2..ap pedulik ak sama kau,anak bongsu kew 1st kew..??..Tp syes r,ak mg rndu dol kt dy..**rndu sore dy la..bkn diri dy..!!..Ak xhdp pown...Ceh..jaat..ktuk.??..xbek..dy kwn ak...Pape pown,ak ttp sabau jela ngn peel dy...dy jela kwn laki y ak tpkse lembut sikit jela..Ahahahahahax..**sejak ble ak jd plembut ha..?..*tpu jewp..!!!!!!!!... Dlm grang2 ak pown,ak ad sifat keperempuanan..cuma xnk tnjuk jewp...??..Sumpa t org tkezot..Hahaha....

Semoga kalian,spe y bc..sihat selalu,hepy blablabla..jgn jd cm2..moody slalu....

Day wat 2 do..??...

Fuh..busan siot tengahari menegak niw..??..Hahaha..Ainw ak sowg jewp tsyen...owg len x..?..Xbes..Tp tape la,ak xkesa...Dpt ilmu bwu gk ainw..Huhu...

Hrm...mlm td ak mg bad gler r..Mg geram tol..Ak niw plak len pesen..lau nga mrh..**mg xkn ckp pape ngn org,lau org tye ak bwt bduh jewp..*lantak kau la,ak nga pns..sp suh kcu..??......Ak mg la xd mood nk ckp,tego tah pe lg..??...Mls ak nk hdp kerenah mnusia zman skunk..??..Baek ak pk kn msalah ak ad baek ye...Hahaha... Bak kata akk ak,ak niw ABC tiap ai..HAha..*ape ABC..??..Haha..y tw 2,bgus la..y xtw..jd tnda tye kt kowg ann..??..
Klu mase ak skula rendah dlu,ak lg la bwt peel gler ak..Xske syum..Haha..Smpaikn ckgu pown tkot ngn ak..??..Ak bese jewp..Tp ble da menginjak dewasa kini,ak telah brubah..mjdi..bdk sengal..Haha..Mg ske gelak kuat,ckp kuat2..Haha...
Makin lama,ak jd makin pelik dan pelik..Tade sp y pasan..hanya ak dan ak jewp y pasan..Huhu..

Stat tmorrow ak ad klas..Adus..klas +math lak 2..??..Paling le ak mls nk g..Sbb ckgu dy MBUSANKN ak..!!..Ak mls tol la nk g...tp tpkse g gk..Ikowt rules skula cm hawau2.!!..Kdg2 ak rse idup ak pnuh ngn stres..Huh,nk bwt cane..da spm niw..sabau jela...Ak tpkse lepak kt uma,kne kurangkn kua uma..Sbb spm la katakn..,sume bnd xley..Kcuali lau g skula,tsyen,lbry 2 sume bley...Hahaha...Xp...Ap bnd le ak nk ckp lg,mlm td byk gler idea nk tulis..ble tiba da ad dpn lptop..lupe sume....

sengal.

**bz dol...xd mse nk hupdate slalu....Wish me happines blablablabla...........Hahaha.....

Friday, March 12, 2010

Merapu tah hape2..

Bgun pg,mandi,srpan,tggu bas blablabla..tup2 da balik skula...(rutin harian ak)..

Taun niw cuti seminggu bg ak cm xcuti..Pnuh ngn klas tmbhan skula..Perghh..sbijik cm hell dol..!!..Xd ruang utk ak hembuskn nfas relax2 da..*hahahaha...Tnsion r gk..Da la t kne pkai bj uniform skula yer..bkn bj t-shirt..*lg ak cirap tol..Ak mls la nk iron bj..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...sp ley tlun iron kann..??..Hahaha.....

Rimas tol jd bdk skula dol...Hahaha..Mgeluh lg..??..Kahkahkah...

ttbe ak rndu sme1..bedus...!!!..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hari ini dan semalam dan semalam....

Dengan nama Allah y maha pemurah lg maha penyayang,ak telah menghembuskn nfas ak utk cte my big prob..kt Zati...*hahah..,bikin cuak..??!!...Mule2 ak cm xnk cte kt sp2..Mcm biarlah rhsie..tp las2 mood ak ttbe td dtg nk cte..Ak cte in...Smpi ble2 ak xkn lpekn sejarah hitam 2...Evendo,lukanye amat menusuk mdlm tp xp..ak xkesa..Im bley than lg maa..tp 1 ai t blasan ye ko rse le sndr whai umat tuttt..!!..Tp lpas niw sgale ye akan berubah..Of course la,ak y bwt kputusan muktamad..!!!..Ak tpkse..wlupown mule2 xrela..tp nta le...Terlajak perahu bley diundur,terlajak kata "kim salam aje"...HAhaha..

Alah,ble aty xrela ak cube relakn gk..Kahkahkah..Okelah full stop..!!...

back 2 my story,ak td xm fizik...Pg2 td jwp paper 2 ok
e lg..ak steady jewp jwp..ble paper 1,ak mule skt sane sini..Ak skt pwot la..!!..ingt ak skt epew??..Mg xley bla r..Ak gse nk jewp carut2 pwot niw..,"ko sje xnk bg ak struggle da kne lyn kesakitan y mnimpa pd bdan ku.."Geram gler r..Ble smpi paper 3,ak lg terbabs..!!..Xjwp soklan section B...Nk jwp cane..??..Ak xbc bab experiment..Mg rugi la..ilang sepulo marks..NK bwt cane,ak tpkse mnhan kesakitan 2..Amat la myayat pwot ak..Gse nk terburai isi2 pwot ak..Tp psal skt pwot ak tpkse redha ats ap kerugian y ak kne tggung t..!..

Edit by my own self..ler...*sumpa,sengal kann ak??..

Org kata,busan la lau xletak pic ble post..Niw hamek la ak post pic ak taun pas..mg sengal r gk...Hahaha..
Okela,mlm niw ak tsyen balik kul 10.30pm..Adus,nk stdy lg..Adus..mlm2..Knp ak jd mls.??..Sbb ak pown xtw..Ad bro niw ckp,"mls 2 la punca kegagalan.."..Ak promise nk brubh tp ternyata smpi skunk ak stil same..Ya allah,sedarlah kn diri ak niw..y xsedar diri smpi skunk...!!!!

**bout tmorrow...ak da stat latihan olahrage..Ak mls la nk dtg..tp t xdtg cane nk menang ann..??...Da r,ak de game 2 ai lak 2..??..2 kali ak akn ponteng skula..Hahaha..*wat the biigggg problem...??...Ak akn rugi xblaja lol...Mati gua......

Tinggal lg 2 sbjek aje..Kimia n +math..!!...Go,go,go...gurl..*cewah..dlm aty mls...Hahahahahahahahahahaha..................................................................................

Monday, March 8, 2010

gifted.

Pencapaian ak selama berkhidmat di skula blablabla....



sume ye,akn tinggalkn kenangan bg ak...Haha...

Mgkin niw kelebihan pd diri ak..Sume owg ad kelebihan masing2...mcm ak...Hehe...Bakat ak terserlah sejak fom3..Sejak dr 2,ak da mula berjinak2 ngn sukan...Nsb bek spnjg 3 taun ak ad dpt pingt..y mure2 niw..Hahaha..*jaat ak....Sume owg ad bakat msing,cuma kowg jewp xtw..??..cmne nk tnjukkn bakat....That y,kdg2 kowg akn rse kowg niw xley bwt smething y bwu..???..mcm ak dlu la..Haha....Tape blaja dr kesusahan....cm ak....

The killer paper is coming.....

Hari ini dada ku bergetar,memikirkan paper esok...!!...Buntu,buntu...!!...Hahaha...Tringt mse zman fom 2..Mbe ak ske nyanyi lgu niw..Tp ak ubah lirik..Agaga...**pening2..sok pzik,sok lg chemis akn dtg +math...Hahaha..Ak td jwp akaun...Perggh...mgilai..HAha..Not bad sng tp dokumen susa..sbb ak lupe caik modal..Da sah2 la slh ann..?...*lantak r..jnji ak da lpas 1 beban..Tggl lg 3 sbjek jewp g..pas2 relax saja...*hahah..Byk siot r,xm niw bnr2 mncbar ketebalan ilmu ak dlm pale hotak....

Da la,ak xd mood nk hupdate byk2..Byk pening maa...

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Pening kepale ku...??....

Bgun dr tdo...Lega urat kepale2 ak..Td fening..cm nk dmm..Mcm2 hal la..
Ak penat sgt kowt...Knp le dmm ak berbalik..??...Hrm..??..

Psal post ak y keadaan mrh2 2.,mg ak mgalami situasi 2...Tp ak xnk komen...Biarlah jd rhsia...Xpnting lg da....Tp ble ak renungkn balik,btul kew ak bwt niw...??...Alah,lantak r..nobody 2 wanna understand me...Bg ak kputusan muktamat kowt..!!!...Ap lg ak nk bwt..??...Sume y berlaku mg bnr2 cbar kesabaran ak...K,full stop..!!!...

Sok ak xm lg seyh..smpi ai khamis niw...??...Huh..,ak cm gse xd spirit suda...Knp2..??...Dunt noe..??...la wey...Berasap pale otak ak..la..Pening2... Cm ne ak nk berhadapan dgn ai sok dan akn dtg...............?????????????????????????????????????????????.......................................
Diriku berasa semakin jauh dgn kwn2...Hah,bwu ilang 1 kwn...So wat..??...Ak ad kesa..??...Org xnk amek kesa sal ak...??..Tape lah wey...Ad hikmah disebalik yg berlaku niw...???....

"Once we fail,its doesnt mean we re the failure..."

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Hidup penuh pancaroba.

Hrm...ainw ak mg bad mood gles...Sumpa..!!!!... Oleh krane mlm td mnjdi mlm y HItam segale sejarah dlm idup ak...Difficult 2 described its..??..so abaikn jela...
sy..??..Tgok skunk Idup ak brubah sekelip mata..hnya krena 1 perkara...Ak cm frusted gler...*sir,np sir bgtw ak da jd cmniw..??...Ye,slh ak..Ak careless...!!!!.....

Angah said :..t ble ko da gse seimbang ngn tce aja...left 1..Ko xpent kew amek byk2..??..
*ak da mule pning pale ble mmikirkn ye..Knp ko ckp,ak da frust lg...!!!...

Ya Allah,knp org xnk bg semangat kt ak..??...Knp msti nk mnmbahkn beban pale ak..??..Sejak akhir2 niw,msalah byk timbul...Ak pnt hdp niw sume....Letih...Komitmen ngn skula,tsyen,omwork..n blablablabla.....

Friday, March 5, 2010

xgune..!!

ak bnci ko ckup2!!!.........
Hipokrit,xgune pye j*****..!!!...F**** r...!!!!...
KO ingt ak hdap sgt r ngn ko..!!!...
KO mg pnipu l*****t...Ak bnci ko smpi ble2....!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........

Keliru.

Bila air mata seorang manusia mnitis di pipi...mgmbrkn prsaan y amat sdey...Tiada siapa yg ingin mbntu dia..Knp mnusia harus menjadi hipokrit..???..Dia hnyalah mnusia bese..hanya mampu sabar mghdapi dugaan dan cbaran..Itulah erti ketabahan seorang insan..yg bernama perempuan... Hidup ini ibarat roda yg berputar ada masa kita berada di atas,ada masa kita berada di bawah...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Bedal aje.

Ainw ak pnt gle....Xtpu weyh...Otak ak letih bangat mghdap 3 paper ainw..*cm setan...Pnt gler..ak xlrat deh...Sok plak xm MM..pergghh...!!!...Ak gse cm mls aje...
HAhaha...tp t myesal xsuda...
Pg2 td,ak da naek hangen..Huh,mne xye..??..Knp ak ley bngang cm2 herk..??...Erm..ak bngang pown ad sbb..Ak xske ngn peel sowg kwn ak niw...??...Mne xye,ape y ak bc,sume dy nk tgok xpown nk bc skali..??..skt tol aty ak wey..??..Mg xley nk gmbrkn cmne prsaan ak cm2..ak xthan,pg td ak tlps gk kt dy...Myb dy prsan...Lantak r..,sp suh caik psal ngn ak..Ak da byk bsbr ngn ko...ko jewp suka blablabla...
Ak kdg2 xske nk ckp dpn2..tp smpi ble ak kne than sbr ngn peel owg..??..N lau ak xtego smpi ble owg 2 nk brubah..??...Ya allah,ak xtw nk ckp g...Kdg2 owg pown xske ngn peel ak..??...Redha jela...
*ttup cte sal niw..

Td soklan BI paper 1,ley than hebat...Nsb bek la,ak de ingt pktaan2 y sesuai ley gune utk krngan 2...Ak tulis jela..Ak tulis pnjg r gk,tp mgkin ak byk mrepeks..Hahaha..Tape,at least ak cube utk bwt..??..rite??..blaja dr ksilapan...Xrugi poowwnn...Then jwp soklan Sj 1...Ak paling bnci tol dak ayie n zmer duk kiri n knan ak..??..Zati duk jauh nun disane..Ak mg bngang...da la bdk 2 hekor niw,xley hrap..Mnx jwpn ak ad r..Klu ak bwt slh,ko pown same bendul..Hahaha...
Mse jwp paper 1 BI,ak men sonok jwp..cuz dpt idea..melimpah ruah..Haha..Ak tulis ap y bermaen di benak otak ak..Hahaha...Ak tulis ape y ak phm aje..Dak suha,cm jles ngn ak..??..hrm..ske ty ak asalkn idea ak sndr..xsusakn ko..??...
Adus,ak ttbe rse myesal view dy ye ------...Automatik fikiran ak mlayang tringtkn dy...S*** tol...Mnx2 la jauh2kn ingt kt dy...!!..I dunt need him nemore "kowt"..

Monday, March 1, 2010

1st day exam...

Ak sempat gado ngn adk ak sal nk lptop niw..??..Ak nk cpt cri bhan utk esai ak..Then dy cm xnk bg..ak mrh dy..!!!...*bngang seyh...gse nk jewp sepak..kunk msuk akhbar "seorang kakak pukul adik smpi --------"...Hahaha.*joke beb...

Ainw 1st xm..Perggghhh....otak ku ligat berfikir...Hahaha...Tangan ak xbhenti mnulis...*bak kata sanuha..HAhaha...Ak td jwp pper 2 Bm nk cpt...Cuz soklan rmusan dy agk mbelitkn pale otak ak...*sumpa cm s*--.Bngang ak...!!!...Da 2,ak tgglkn soklan rmusan jwp y len...da smpi soklan novel..tgn ak lg pntas mnulis..Tulisan pown makin buruks..HAhaha..NK copat deh...Sambil ak tlis jwpn novel,mbe ak sempat tye tanggungjwb la pristiwa...cm2 r..Ak tpkse jwp..even do xpndg muka mreka..HAhaha...Tape2,ak sdia mbntu anda...tp spm..bye2 dude "bwt sndr"...Hehe...

Mg lenguh r jwp Bm ainw jewp...Hahaha..Blum paper len2..ak giso bangat niw...sok xm..Ak xprepare pape...Ak ingt nk stdy td,tp dsbb ad urusan len y perlu ak slesaikn...Tpkse tgguhkn dlu..Hahaha...

K r,ak nk bla..nk print plak..??...Important aw!!!...urgent..ak tpkse bhgi mse nk stdy mlm t...!!!...Wish me luck k..??...