busan.

~bengang..!!.. Pe ak buadd ,sume slh.. KNp lah org susa nk phm ak..??... Ak kne sbar.??.pehal lak..??.. Ak terseksa dgn tekanan nk spm niw.. Knp dlu angah xley di mrh tp ak knp bley..??...
Ak da mule ilang smngat... Mereka bkn nk bg smngat..kt ak..tp seolah2..mmatah kn smngat ak y nk mbara... Hape niw..??...*ak fet up...!!.. Bnci ah..!!...

~smlm my frenzo's... *haha... They treat me kfc maaa.... Thenx ya..!!... Even bsdy ak lg 3 ai jee..tp kowg da smbut dlu... Ak xsngke kowg sudi smbut wlupown kecik2 jeee... Btw,ak hargainye sgt2... Thenx byk2 ya...m'epykn ak..smlm...wlupown ak dlm keadaan blur2.. *haha..!!..

*kek ak...Sengal kenn.??.. Abs kena cucuk dgn sudu roti n kentang ak..



*ak,tiqqaa,n keyraa... *love u also laaa...!!!...

*mereka y treat sy...!!... Thenx yaa...!!...*love u ollss...!!!...

**myb ak akn xpdt on9 buadd smentara waktu... Ak bkn nk jauhkn diri tp ak tpkse buadd..demi mase depan..*haha.!!..Bengong ak..!!.. Tade la..Ad la sikit prob..*hoho..

tired gler..!...

*tiada motif..Saje2..!!..

well2..ainw ak dpt ler on9.. semata2 nk cri bhan utk karangan der... Ikowtkn nafsu,ak mls..tp ikowt ty buadd jela... *haha!.. Ainw cancel,xjd g mkn chicken chopp la... Mbe ak sowg 2,xley g.. Ak oke jee...
Balek skula,smpi jee uma...Ak mndi then trus amekk laptopp... Ak penat la..Tp sj update..Ak tw lpas niw ak jrg dpt on9 da...sbb abg n akk ak balek..pose niw... *lemah ak.. *haha!.. Mereka2 2 jaat.. Tp sy xkesa,lpas spm..laptop jd milik sy..!!...*haha.... Hrm..ai sbtu niw ak kena g skula,de ai kawat ler.. Ak ckup2 la mls nk pegi..cuz xdpt lepak lbry..tp apakn daya...tpkse akur khendak skula y bykk cekadak..!!.. even ak xmasok pape acara jd pnonton pown jd ler... Ak nk absskn sisa saki baki idupp ak mnikmati keindahan skula ak...*huh,poyo jee...
Ainw gk,ak telah bjaye nnges..!!... Nnges sb pew..??.. *haha..!!.. Alah,ak rehadd mknn lauk asm tumis *fveret ak..!!..Lauk 2 pergghh...GILA PEDASS..!!... Ak nk nnges dol... da la ak sengkek..Dwett cpt lak abs ainw..sb byau dwett paper +math tadik..!!... Nnek ak xpnh masak sepedas itu..aww..??... Nk beli air pown xmmpu...*haha..Tpkse pjam dweett zati bpe minit td... Then,ak bayar ler balekkk.. Ble nk mkn ptg,haishh..lg sekali ak sengkek..Tggl 50posen jee beb...!!.. Ak pjam naz plak,sok ak byau la...*haha..!...
Spatot ye,kelas ptg kelas SJ..tp xd ckggu pown msuk..Ak lg suke...tp ak sunyi...mereka2 tiada... Asek g meeting jee...Busan ak.. Asek ak kena tggl sowg... *sdes awww.... Then,lg bpe minit nk dkktt balek..Caan,tagem n fikri lepak dpn ak.. dowg tulis smething kt ppan itam.. TTbe fikri tulis perkataan "tagem"... Ak bwu tw 2 nme pgilan dak megat.. *haha... Ble ak ejek megat,dy pegi amek duster tepok kt tgnn ak.. *bengang ak..!!.. Ak da la,xsuke kaporr... Dan2 je,meja ,tgnn ak kotor..sb dak TAGEM... sengal ye olang..!!... tape la,itu kenangan name..yer..*haha... soba jela kenn..??..

**ak rse ak da xd feeling pape ngn kau..mmndgkn kau sakett kn ty ak..Ak bnci ah ngn kau...Maaf la,ak xlykk jd kwn kau... Kau kennn pandai..,xpyh nk ak nsihat pape..da..ken..??..

no caption...!...

Knp ak perlu de perasaan..??...*haha!..mengong seyh...!!...
Ak tw ak mnusia der..Kdg2 ak xtw pe ak buadd ngn perasaan smpikan ak nnges...*hoho...
Klu tang nnges uw,tnda ye ak sdey... Ak sdey sbb pe..??... Rhsie jela.. *haha!...
Ble ak nnges,ak rse puas sgt2..!!... Ak telah bjaye mmuaskn aty dgn mnitiskn air mata.. Taun niw,ak gse r...air mata ak bykk bguguran...*haha!.. Knp3..??...Ak pown xtw ler...

btw,ak gk de perasaan syg kn ssowg... skunk niw ak hnya sygg sme1...xd ler special...*haha!..
Liked sista n brode ajee...
Ak xnk pk sal len...Ckup la,ak da pnh broken.. *haha..!.. Cinta skunk xpnting sbb y paling pnting adalah ilmu..duniawi... Ble da ckup sume,bwu la ak pk sal cinta..??.
*ape la ak mrepek kenn..??...

chicken chop!.

i treat u olls tmorrow..dear..!!...*haha!..
xd la,ak sje2 nk blnje.. Ak x tlintas pown nk buadd bnd niw... Tp ble zti pnh ckpp nk mkn CC... So ak nk blanje ekau bdua laa...

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Td kami xd kelas BI tp sir suh stay smpi kul 4...Lau x,xpsal2 kne amek tindakan... Pe y ak dgrr,skula mgatakn kelas ak terokk..??... *kuang asm btoll...!!.. Tce MM ak xstju..!!..Sbb dy ckp r,ckgu2 y ckpp 2 mgajar kelas niw kew..??... Mg btol ah,pe ckgu ckpp...Tp nta la,ckgu2 len suke mnuduh bukan2 thdp kelas ak.. *bengang ak.. Kdg2 t'tekan..Tp lantak la... tguu result spm..!!..
Ble da xd sir,bdk2 pown de y kua la...g mghilang..tah ke mne.??..*pe ak pedulik sama kauorgg..??.. *haha!.. Then,mse rehatt abss kelas.. Ak,zati n naz g solat dlu..then,bwu g beli mknn kt bwhh... Ak beli ler mggi... Ble naek kelas.. TTbe ad sowg bdk laki niw.. Ak perhatikan,dy klu time abess skula..bese bdk2 len trun beli mknn tp dy x.. Y ak heran ye,dy lbh suke MNX mkann org dr mbeli... x kew bdus name yer..??... Ak bengang ah... Mlampau siott.. Smpi ble kau nk mkn free j..ble suh beli sygg dwett plak..???.. Ape jenis laki kau niw..??... Ad moto,tp sygg nk blaje kt skula.. Ak benci gler r ,laki cm2.. 2 nma yer KEDEKUT... Laki klas ak mg cm2.. Sume kdekut... Benci ak.. Ak xpnh pown mnx mknn or hrta bnd kowg (guys).. Tp ble kowg mnx harta ak,ak xkasi..mule la mgungkit mcm2.. Pe hal lak kau nk ungkit..??.. Hak ak,ak pye suke r nk bg kew x..??.. LAu pmpuan len,dowg lynn dgn ak..Sory...!!...Pegi jalan..!!.. MLs ak lynnn.. Ak paling bnci ah,org syggkn dwett sndr...then mnx mknn org.. PAling ak xsuke..!!.. Xkew kau rse cm myusahkan org jee..??... Semak tol weyhh...!!.. Pk la sikit,parents masing2 bg dweett..kenn.??.. Knp masih nk mnx mknn org...??>.len la org 2 bg... Smpi ble asek nk mkn mknn free je...T sok kau da de bini,xkn nk mkn free..??.. Bek jgn kawen,lau xnk kuar dwett sndr..??!!... Fet up weyh,ngn prngai guys... Ak pelik,knp mbe2 ak bley bsabar ngn prngai dowg... 2 sbb bdk kelas ak susa nk cpai kata sepakat.. Sory ler,ak kdg2 rse diri ak bnr2 xwjud dlm suasana kelas.. N kdg2 gk,org xsuke ngn ak.. Ak tw ak spe..??.. Tp phm la sikit,ak niw mnusia de perasaan.. Ak masih pmpuan y berhati perott.. Xmcm kowg..??.. respect pmpuan y kau suke j..??.. sp ajau kau hormat cm2..??.. Cube klu kena kt mak kau sndr..??..Pe perasaan kau..??... Dan tlog la,jgn jd hipokrit..Sbb ak pown xsuke kau..??.. Tp ak xd la,smpi nk kutuk kau dpn2.. Klu xsuke ak pown,xpyh ckp ngn ak..sng..??.. Ak pown xhingin nk pndg muke kau..??.. Perasan ansem knun..??.. Eishh,bla ah...kau..!!.. Setakat laki cm kau,ak pown xtw sp sudi kt kau..??..
wateve... even,ak de kecik ty ngn kowg sume laa..tp ak pendamkn je.. Xd sp nk dgrr..??.. Ak pown mls nk heboh2 sgtt...
cermin diri sndr dlu,klu nk mgata org..??.. kau rse kau da ckup,baek kew..??..

Kami kesengalan..

smlm ak nk update byk2..tp mse xmgizinkan ak..*haha!
but,ainw ak update gk..!!...Ak xkire..*haha!..
smlm kami di skula,amattt la busan..rangat2...*haha! Sbb ak rse cm bwu masok skula der.. Ak xtw knp..??>. Ak sgguuhh la mls..xd moodd... So kami buad mcm2 aktiviti...
Mule2 zati kew naz tah..??... Blaja ikat tie.. Ak niw lg la xgeti nk buadd.. Ble tgokk sowg buad,ak pown nk..??.. Ak mnx la..,tie dak Caann... Ble da buad2,ak asek buad bentuk 4 segi...*haha..
Ak pown naek fet upp... Las2,ak niw mg xley de suami...*haha.. Mg fail,lau nk tlog ikatkn tie..*haha..!..

ini hasil tangan zati..Ak pye,da xd rupe lgsongg.. *maaf!!!,sy xlyak dpt suami y kje kai kmeja t..*hehehe...

ble nk balek..Ak ajak la zati..amek pic kt dinding kt tngga... Cuz gmbr bunga2 kt si2..lawa2...*ak suke..!!... Ble da amek,ajak naz...Ble da de kt bwh..jupe nisa.. Ajak la sekali.. Alang2,da jupe COG... Amek la kami b'empat...*wah,bes2 dpt abadikn pic baru..di tngga skula..

*ak suke gler pic ini..!!...sweett gler...!!...~COG~

Yeah,taun niw las dpt lepak ngn kowg.. Hopefully,kita kekal sbgai kwnn...smpi mati klu bley..??..*haha..!!.. sygg bangat sama kowg..!!..

I wanna.

miss my ngek..!!...Td cal kjupp...Borak2.. Gelak2... GUaw2... Oh,kami mg sengal.. Liked crazy sis n lil bro... I miss u damn so much r..!!... Miss him ketat2..but he olwez bz lately... Aiyooo,xdpt nk clebrate...laa.. Nvermind laa... Next year myb..??.. Or on his bzdy ajee sng... *haha..!!... Len kali je la,kite lepak la ngek.. Ak pown xd mse da...
~haha!...bye.bye

1.8.2010

hrm.Ak xd mood pown nk update actly. coz im in broken.!. Yeah..!!... Good 4 me rite..??..
wateve la. Ak mg sdey pown td. Tp xpe la.. Ak redha..ats pe y brlaku. Smmg ye,ak xberhak utk mgungkit pape kjadian... Lantak la.. Ak mls nk lynn perasaan y mereng niw... Y pasti ak amt BENCI utk mngingati ye kembali.. Suda la suda.. Ak xperlukan sape2...
Mg ak sdey sggtt...tp ble pk kn balek..??.. Buadd pe nk derita kerna ssowg 2..y x pnh kng budi baek kite.. Get lost la kau...!!....
Its enough ..!!... once twice u make me feel sucks..!!.. U re so devil... Nvermind...
Xperlu la,ak semakkn otak ak psal kau lg...kennn??.. Ak nk hidup aman tnpa kau..!!...

~taun niw ak rse sperti taun t'akhir ak akn clebrate bzdy ak.. Nta mgapa...??.. Ak pown pelik.. Seolah2..smething gonna appen..??.. Ya Allah,jauh kn la ak dr sbrng masalah.. Ak xnk pape berlaku.. Myb taun niw ak clebrate ngn dak ngek.. Ak xckpp g ngn dy... Nti2 la ak call dy...*haha!.. Hopefully,dy dpt penuhi hjat ak.. Hoho.. Ak xd idea pe taun niw ak nk buadd selain clebrate ngn dak ngek.. Sound liked boredd j..??.. Nta ler..
Ak xsure g bnd niw... Takott cancel las2 min.. Yerla,ak bz la.. dy pown bz.. Cane nk hangout der...
Mlm td,ak xley bla r.. *haha.. Ak da ckp smething kt dy.. Yeah,myb dy epyy...suke...kott..??. Nta ler.. Ak saje ckpp bnd 2 kt dy.. Yerla,ak slalu mrh2 kn dy...Seems like ak xcaring sal dy lak..??... Ble ak ckpp,trus bls balek.. *haha... Ak ingtkn tacing ngn ak...*haha. Btw,dy la guy only in my heart... Ak hnya ad dy jee skunk.... Hope,kami kekal cm nisssaaa... *haha... **org y xtw pe relationship ak ngn dy,msti pk len..??...*haha.. "secret teaa amorreee"
dunt woryy...Ak bukan gilakn guy pown... Ak xkesa pown lau jd muda sntise.. Lg suke!
Bzdy ak lg 10 ai kott.. *haha.. Cpt ye ak tuwe..t... *haha..!... Nvermind...la...

My heart is broken now.

sumpa weyh..!!... ak sdey dikala ini...
Ak perlukan ssowg...tp xd sp nk teman ak..??...
Smbil update niw,ak rse cm nk j nnges..tp ak xnk r nnges time skunk..*kunk nnek tw,kntoii..!!..*haha..!!...

ak sdey sgttt...
Ya Allah,ape salah ak smpai org sggup buadd ak cmniw..??..
Ape silap ak selame niw..?..
org xpuas lg kew buadd ak saket ty..??..
knp ak pulak kne sbar niw..!!..
Ak xpuas ty tol r...
Mg ak palak tol ngn org 2... Ak rse cm myesal baek ngn kau..??...
Ya Allah,knp ak diuji sbegini..??.. Ya Allah,di saat ini..ak rse akulah insan y dlm kesedihan...
Akulah insan y pnuh luka n lara...
Di mana jln pyelesaian ak hrus cri..??..
Ak buntu dlm kegelapan..Ak keliru..dlm situasi y perlu kew ak hdap..??...
Ak nk pergi dr sini...!!...kerna ak xssguup nk hdapi dugaan n cbaran y mdtgg...
Ya Allah,tabah kn ty ak Ya Allah...Ak merayu pdmu....Ya Allah,ampunilah dosaku.......erm....~



In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far

To change this lonely life.

hate u so much!

sdey bduh..!!...
Ak bnci gler..thap gaban..!!... sial kau la..!!...anjing pye org..!!..
Ak mg da agak da..!!.. Knp la kau kenn.??. ak xbdus la sial..!!..
Ak bengang gler..!!!!!.... F**k u r...!!... n from now,i know it..!!..
Kau still love siall kau 2.. Anjing3.!!. get lost r f***r..!!...

~sory..Ak sdg emosi lg.. Ak mbuadd diri ak tluke n sdey..!!..
knp erk..??...

My day.

baek ak tulis cptt..!!..smentara idea mcurah2 dr otak ak niw..!!..*haha!

Okelah,tadik tsyen mg enjoy gler...!!...*haha.. Xd tnsion2 daaa... Yerla,nk dkt spm niw lg giler2 kami blaja..*poyo j kott.. biar lah..! Tce pown asek gelak2..*haha.. So sweet ble tgokk tce syum,gelak2.. Sume njoy... Xd la busan dtgg tsyen td...Mule2 td ,ak rse cm mlss sgtt nk dtgg..cuz ak xd mood nk g tsyen.. Tp ble smpi,da stat tsyen..bwu syok..!!... Dgn ad kehadiran 2 jejaka..!!...*haha.. Tsyen 2 mnjdi2.. Both of them have same name...= faiz.. *haha..!!..

tadik kt skula dpt paper akaun.. Huh,bese j..feeling ak.. Xd nk epy pown..cuz mrkah naik sikit laa.. Ak dpt C+ jee... Okelah la 2 ken..??.. Xkn ttbe nk A+ plak.??.. But in the same time,ak agk tacing sikit laa..ngn kalian.. *haha!.. Nta la,ak pown xtw knp..??.. Mgkin ak jles r,kowg dpt g.. Or ak xlayak g... Sdes ak..!!... Btw,past is past laa... Nuthing that i can do rite now..??.. Tmorrow they stat their journey.. Nvermind.. Ak masih bley buadd..!!... trust myself..!!..*hoho..

Then,mase kt skula.. Muz ad tye sal t-shirt kelas.. Hrm..ai2 ak de design t-shirt 2.. bdkk pmpuan kata depan da oke da.. Cuma design blakunk xkena ngn imej kite.. Oke fine.,ak trime.. Tp ble ngn si gemOkk sekor niw.. Cm babun pye prangai..kata la mcm2 la.. Xlawa la,hitu la hini la.. Bengang ak siott..!!.. Kire baek ak nk design kenn..?? Lau nk hrpkn kau *jantan smpi ble pown xsiap..??!!.. Kau nk design nta hape2..cm kiteowg pmpuan nk sggtt dgr cdngan kau.. Xd sp berani lawan ckp kau gemOkk melainkn ak sowg jee..!!...*haha..! Kau pk kau laki,ak takot r nk lwnn.. Ad mse mg kne respect ngn kau,tp lelme ak fet up ngn kau.. Suke kutuk ak depan2.. Pergghh,wa pnas der...!!.... Kau mg mlut jaat..Dpn apak ak men alim lg..blakunk cm setannnn....!!!..... Haish,ingt la sikit lau xkerna apak ak,kau xkn jd mnusia y s'bek cm dlu..skunk jeee cm setan... Nta ble nk brubah,ak pown xtw... Pdan muke kau td..!!... Ak sound kau.??.. Trase kew..??..*haha..!. Pdn muke kau..??.. Slalu knekn ak,last2 kau t'kne balekk..??.. KAu ingt kau jee ad ego..,pmpuan xd ego r.??. Haha..!.. Jgn sangka air y tenang tiad buaya..!!.. *haha...
~da,mls ak ckpp sal kau si gemOk kuat mkn..!!..

~oke..!!.. Sok ak de date ngn kwn2..kt libry..HUhu.. Actly,ak nk g lbry study alone.. Tp dowg nk ak ajar kn dowg..fz or kimia.. Ak xkesa pown..tp ak rse cm ak xdpt nk study.. Dowg klu bsungguh xp.. Ak tgokk dowg cm xnk usaha sndr.. Adoyaiii.. Ak xpndai nk aja org..actly... Tp ak pksekn diri ajar org. Ak xnk kdekut ilmu pown.. Kdg2 ak kesian kt dowg..xphm ape ckgu ajr.. Ak pown dlu,xphm ckgu aja..tp ble ak da blaja kt tsyen..ak makin phm..but lil bit sloww sikit laa... Ak slowleaner.. *haha! Tp dowg kne la usaha dlu..nk tackle 1 cpter kew..?? NIw lau ak trg sok,xphm..??.. Ak pown da xtw nk trg cane lg..??.. Ak xnk jd ckgu..,i want to be engineer...!!... Dlu mse kecik,iye3 j mira nk jd ckgu..Kunun2 nk bls jasa mak n abh..tp ble smakin dewasa...keinginan brubh nk jd engineer...Ak pown xtw cane ak ley minatt. *haha! Lau xdlu,ak akn lepak ngn sowg shbat niw.. Tp dy buadd bdus j..lau ak free.. Dlu mg ak bz..,xd mse nk lepak lbry..tp sejak ak resigned 1 tsyen..bwu la ak dpt bgerakk seluruh pelosok corok lorong jlan2..*haha !. Btw skunk,ak da lost cnct ngn dy... Mlm niw bzdy dy..*haish,need i wish to u or no needd..??...*nta lerr...

~coming soon,i will gonna be 17 teens...*haha.. da tuwe da ak t..??.. Ble erk..??>.*haha..! Sp y ingt,bgus la.. Ak sygg kowg*sp y ingt bzdy ak laa..
To nad,thenx cuz ingt bzdy ak.. Slalu remind my date tuwe..*haha..!!.. Tape la.. Taun niw,ak tharu la sikit..kpd y mgingati bzdy ak... Syahdu...kew..??..bongek,sdey jela..!!... yerla,taun last dpt wish dr mbe2.. Ak psti akn mrindui wish kowg t..*haha..!!.. Damn ,!! imissitsomuch!!..

*missula,sohalfmuch!..*haha

dear frenx..

i sayangg sama u sume...!!...
its a lot of memory between us..
i nver wanna to 4get it...
hopefully our frenxship nver break on...!!...
*hahaha....
i really loving on u olll.. we liked siblings...
i am the only person who always break ur heart,..my dear...
i noe im not a good person to be ur frenx..but yet i realised that im the most bad behaviour with u oll..*haha.. Always bullying u oll..but u oll still keep calm on me... Yes,i noe that u oll love me 2..*haha,perasan..
pape jela..
ak mg sygg sume kwn2 ak...
kasih sygg ak thdp kalian tidak lbh dr air btol ak mnum 1 ai..*hehe...~guaw aje..

utk seorg shabat...tetttttt...*nama dirahsie..kan..**haha!
Ak angp dy kwn n xlbh dr 2.. wlaupown ak penh tlanjur syygg kt dy..tp ak juz ignored it..
xpnting utk skunk ak pk kn..??... ak mg gila..kdg2...pape jela...

dunt mind

ak bwu nk relax2 pale depan lptop...Nnek lak ajk g petik rmbutan... BUkan ak xnk,tp ak serik kne ggit ngn krengge.. Amat la saket...!!..*haha. Ak mls nk tulun..kunk nk peluh2..msam oo... Kne mndi balek...*hoho.. MLm t ak de tsyen...Aiyoo.. Knp la,sejak angah n along xd..ak plak kne tulun mreka..??. BUkan kew ak sdg nk spm..Ak xsdar diri lg niw... *haha... Ak mg bgitu.. stay coolll jep... Jgn tnsion3... *haha.. Last but not least..,ak da abes xm...eh tp paper BI ak xanta lg.. Alah,busan ye ak cmniw... frusted...!!... Mls tol ak nk siapkn...tp 2 la... Sir bg ak siappkn kt uma . Tp ak j mls...*hehehe...

~erm..sbnar ye.. Ak telah mrahsiekn ssuatu.. *haha.. bout my feeling y cm keling..*haha!.. Xd la.. Ak cm bengong sikit r... Kali niw ak rse cm telah tewas..tp xnk mgaku klah.. Nta ler...Ak xdpt nk huraiknn knp ak perlu rse cm2.. Kdg2 ak mbuadd diri ak sndr frust.. tlalu pk sgtt.. Nta ler.. Ak xd modd nk ckp.. Nk luahkn kt org,xd sp aside me.. Hnya blog sje tmpt ak merapu2.. *haha..!
Tuhan saje y taw perasaan sy.. *haha. Smmg ye,ak xdpt nk lupekn smething buadd selama2ye dr idup ak.. Tp nta la.. Ak niw dr td "nta laa"..*haha!...
*saya mg hebat..!!...

baru kew.?

*xd motif dgn post dibwh..*haha!!

kad pengenalan baru ak da siap..!!...*haha.. Ak malu gler wey..!!.. Pic paling hduh time ak nk amek gmbr utk ic...Sumpa hduss... Ak nk gelak tgokk sndr..der...*haha!.. Makk ak owg ptama tgok... *haha.. Ak tjerit ble mak da amekkn.. BUkan nk ajak ak skali..amek diam2..j.. Wah..pas niw bley ak kua dwet..*hehe.. TAde la,ak dr ai2.nk blanje dak ngek.. Susa nk jupe dy la.. Ak bukan ye free slalu... Dy 2 mg..sengal..! Mlm td,ak text dy...

ngok : slm,eh kau amek sc tulen x..??.
ngek : wslm. amek npew..??.
ngok : ow,xd la. ak de buku rjukan sc bese. Dr ak buang baek ak bg kau.
ngek : bley gkk..
ngok : ow,yerla. Kau xd buku rjukan kew..??..
ngek :.xd pown..
ngok : laa..knp xckp kt ak.. Ak de bku...Sengal..++++...

Dy suh ak bg kt faez.. Tp ak mls la nk myushkn org len.. BIarkn ak bg sndr.. Myb ai sbtu t jupe dy.. 2 pown lau jupe laa... Lau x..xd le npk ye..??..*hahaha.. Ak text ngn dy skjup j.. Sbb dy da xd kdit.. 2 la dy,aslkn ak msj dy..xd kdit.. Kdg2 ak bengang la gk..tp lantak dy laa.. Xkn ak nk control dy lak..??.. *hahah..!!....
Ak nk blanje kau..Tp 2 la xd mse.. Kau dgn hal kau,ak dgn hal ak.. *haha.. InsyaAllah..t ak blaje la kau.. G kua date nkk..??..*haha..mengong..! Ak xpnh kua dgn dy g... NK tego?jgn hrp..msing2 malu2..*haha!.. Mingu lpas pown,dy ckp malu..Ak xkesa pown..nk tego tp ak sndr y mls..*hoho... nt2 jela,ak tego.. Ak bz ngn xm skunk... Lau de mse,kte lepak la.. Ak nk buadd smething..utk jd kenangan kott.. yerla,taun dpn xdpt jupe kau lg... *hahah..!

im crazy on u..??....

kdg2 ak xnk pown cari kau.. Sbb ak takot kau busan dgn ak.. Tp ak perlukn sowg kwn utk luahkn prob ak.. KAu la tmpt ak mgadu kot..*haha..!.. N kdg2 gk,ak jeles...*haha..mira bengong..!!.. Ak xtw knp ak jles..??>. Ble ak ckp ,lau kau msj ngn org len..ak akn tacing..Kau gelak..??...*sah la kau sengal... Tp percaya la,suatu ai t..ak akn tpkse lupekan kau...Tinggalkn kau... Ak bukan la,kwn y baek.... Ak hnya dpt tulun kau stakat y ak mmpu j... Kau nk brubah kew x??..2 kau pye hak la.. Ak hnya mmpu nsihatkn kau... Ak xnk semak dlm idup kau... Tp ak tw kau masih sygg kn (x) kau.. *haha.. Ak xnk ckp sal jles..??... Tp biarlah lantak sama aty ak.. Biarlah berkecamuk kew..??... Jdoh ak jauh lg..*hahaa.. Ak xnk gngu kau.. Ak xkesa if kau nk pergi... Pergilah... Ak xkesa.. Dan thenx byk2 cuz kau slalu nsihat ak.. Ak pown slalu bebel kt kau..kalah mkwe kau..??..*haha..!!.. Tape la..Ak relakn kau pergi..skunk pown jgn la..!!...*hahaha..!!

saya gila!

*haha..!!...along suda balek tmpt asl dy..!!...*sy suke..!!..

yeah,td xm chemis. Bpak pale otak der,susa...!!... Ak geram. Hape ak bc sume xkua..Eishh..bengong.der... Ak naek kering idea..hape ak nk hentam kn kt ruangan jwpan..*haha..!!.. Ak naek bingung..??..knp ak xley jwpp..soklan niw..??...*pyh kew..??..
da la periodic table xd...Hampehs tol..!!.. Nwy,ak jwpp jela hape ak tw,.,.. Aslkn de jwpn kenn..??...*haha...

smlm ak ngt nk update...tp xd mse.. Adk2 ak sebokk maen laptop..smpikn ak xdpt nk update.. Tape la.. Ak pown xheran...*haha...
Smlm ak mg xpuass ty ngn bdk2 skula R******.. Bengang gler.. Ak saket ty...Tp 2 la msalah bdk2 zmn skunk xhormat kt org y lbh tuwe...*sengal.. Mg kurang aja btul.. Ak pown dlu xd la cm2..skali.. Tp bdk 2 da mlampau.. Smpi kn,ckp "gemuk"... Kau da lme idup kew..???nk pgil ak cm2..Da la pendek..bdk skula kg..!!... Xsedar diri...!!.. Moge kau dpt hidayah idup t...!!!...
Ak bengang time 2..tp saba jela.. Org cm 2 ,x usah d'lynn buang mase..!!..

Esok ak xm +math...*aiyoo...!!!.... Bnci ye ak..!!...*ahaha...Apakn daya,nk xnk kne jwpp gk... Ak kne jwpp..!!.. X

gila.

ak perlu mcari ketenangan utk teruskn kehidupan tp di mne ketenangan 2 ak nk caik..??
di mna tmpt ak pegi,pasti ak akn tacing..

"ngek,knp kau buadd ak doe..??...ak text kau xbls..tp knp td ak npk kau pgg hp..??...its liked kau rply msj sme1..????"..

Ak bengang dan bengang..!!... Knp ak harus bengang cm niw..?? ak mule runsing dgn diri ak..??
Adakah ak slhh dlm hal niw..??... Perlu kew ak sabar utk mghadapi sgale dugaann..??..
Ak hnyalah mnusia bese...Ak hnya mnusia y hina... Ak rse mau nanges nga update niw..tp spe la tw aty ak y masih luluh...Cpt tacing dgn org len..??... Knp.knp.knp..??...
Ak mmpu mdoakn kebahagian mereka tp kebahagian ak..sp y tw..??...

*ak da mule da mrepek2...*hahaha...!!...

monyet!

ttbe ak rindu kot org 2 pgil ak "sygg"....
bley ka ak undur kn mase niw balek,semata2 nk dy pgil ak cm2..?..
*sah!!..ak gila..!!..
*hahahaha..

mne x ye,time 2 mg kemaruk sygg gler sama dy...*sah cinta itu buta...
sgala kburukan diri dy,ak xkesa...

tp mse telah mgubahkn antara ak dan dy..Kami xcm dlu..
tp mcm kwnn..saje....
ak tpkse lupekn kisah lalu..sbb ak xnk hayut dlm cinta monyet...!!...*hahaha..

xd pape.

*my sayangs..!!...

Yes..!!..Ak mls..!!..
Sok kne pegi skula...nk settlekn hal skula..
Urusan hape tah..??..Tp its something bored la..
Nuthing good news 4 me..
Tp kne gk dtgg...
Lpas 2,ak ingt nk g lbry..tp ak gse msti rmaii kenn org g lbry..??.. Bdk asrama balek minggu niw...*ak lemah tol..!!..
Hrm...sok pegi sowg..diri ler...Ak xperlukn sape2..
Ak xnk sape2 temankn ak..!!...
I dunt need any1..2 accompany me again n again...
*hahaha..

Ak sdey lg...Aty ak stil terluka..
But biarkn jela...Mls ak nk tacing lelbh..!!...

plus ++...

Da sminggu xm berlalu... Msalah mnimbun...!!.. Xhenti prob dtg mghantui diri ak..
Slemah2 ak pown,ak msih tabah mniti ai2 terakhir ak sbgai student..sengal..!!...*haha
Ad sdey,ad suke,ad duke.. Itulah lumrah kehidupan manusia kenn..?..

tp bg ak,taun ni mg ak cptt tacing... KDg2 ak xthnn ngn kerenah mnusia..Ak diamkn diri. Ak xsuke pk kn msalah orgg sbb ak mybbkn ak bengang. Klu ak bengang,ak mudah mrhh org. Ak cube kwal kdg2...
Pendek cte..!!..
MSe nk balek td,ak mluahkn smething kt sowg shbat ak.. Ak mg rse sdey sgtt.. Pe la slhh ak kenn..??.. KDg2 ak mls nk pk masalah org...tp nta laa... Ble kte nk tlog,org akn slh anggap.. Xpelah..Org xmgerti pe y kte lakukn.. *lantak la.. Dlm spnjg b'cte 2...,ttbe my tears blurred my eyes... Yeah,myb ak sdey sggt... Dr smlm lg,ak pendamkn prsaann.. Ak da xd tmpt nk mgadu.. Dlu angah ad kt uma..tp angah da xd.. Kwn jela tmpt ak mgadu... Kwn laki..??... Mereka xkn phm msalah pmpuan.. Ak trse sakett sgt ty niw,tp 2 la..balasan Allah kot.. Ak redha je klu org nk buadd ak.. Ak mghargai ye.... Ak xphm knp mnusia nk pntingkn soall aty.. Yeah,ak niw mg xd perasaan... Dan ak ppown xphm tntg aty ak sndr...*haha...
Ble da abs cte..bwu la aty ak rse tenang sikit... Tp ak stil sdey... Knp ak d'buadd cmniw..??.. Ble time susa,cri ak... Ble susa,kau lupekn ak.. Ak xphm..n xmgerti.. Mg slh ak kew..??.. Org mg npk slh ak j,tp slh dowg sndr pnh dowg pk..??...

Pape jela..labu...Mnusia xlari dr buadd kesalahan... Ak doakn mereka y bjaye buadd ak 2 bahagia..Amin..!!!..

miss some1

ttbe pale otak ak terfikir sal kau..??..
knp plak..??..
y i must miss u..??..cuz i hate u damn much..!!...
*hahaha...
xpyh pk kn sggtt..,sb kau xwjud lg daa...