Monday, September 7, 2009

why must me???!!!!!!!...........


Balik skula??....
As usually,ak slalu bllik ngn W but ainw td ak xjnji ngn dy nk blik same...So ak g caik dy pas abs klas....(nk balik r 2)....Hrm..mule2 ak cm xsdp aty nk caik dy,kowt2 dy ad klas tmbhan...Tp ak sje je la caik dy...,mne r tw dy xd klas....Tp td...nsb bek r dy xd klas so ley blik ngn dy....Mse ak jpe dy,wktu 2 dy klas bio...So ak ckp r ak tgu dy kt kdai bwh... Hrm...,dlm on my way ak nk p tun kadi bwh 2...(ngn Naz)..ttbe ad 1 sore...mmnggil ak....Ak toleh r blakunk...Rupe2 yer..??..My mbe kamcing pgil lorh....Dy nk suh ak tmn dy bli num...Ak plak terlpe..??...(kew mg tlupe????)wat eve lar...Mule2 ak cm serba slh r...Ak pkse Naz tman ak tun bwh....,g caik W....Tp akhiryer ak tpkse..tgglkn slh sowg dr mereka.... Ak akur ngn tindakan ak...(xtw sme de tol kew x)....,ak tmn r mbe kamcing ak 2.....Sb dy ad mnx ak tmnkn dy dlu...sehari sblum ai senin....Huh??...

~Lpas smbhyg,ak ngn dy...jln lar...kt simpang ne tah??...Tgu mbe dy plak..??..Xcually,mbe dy ajk dy tmankn bkn ak...tp ak tmnkn dy..bkn mbe dy...D'sb kn jln sekali arung,kteowg g tun sme2....Dlm pjlnan kteowg,dy tggl lak IC...Cmne r nk bli num bwu klu IC xd..??..So dy xjd bli num...,dy bli sok je....Tp mbe dy 2..,kne lyn gk....Xcually,ak xkesa r...tp klu bley jgn r..bg ak jln jauh2....lenguh kaki ak td..jln ke sne ke sni.... Mule2 td g BANK,lpas mbe dy kua dwet ..kteowg g kdai gmbr....Ak xtw ape tjuan dowg sbnryer...,tp dy nk cuci gmbr.....Xp la...Ak tggu aje...Dlm ak tgu2 2..,ak tringt plak date ngn Z....Ak akn tlog dy cara download theme....Ak xsdp aty r...lalu mghntr msj kpd yer...Heheh...Akhiryer,nsb bek r dy xmrh ak...dy da bwt sndr....(dy = Z)..Fuh slamat...

~After kdai gmbr 2..,kteowg g ke arh jln paling sesak kt MASTANA 2....Hahaha....Phm2 jela kpd sspe y wrga MT....Wuawua... Hrm...,kteowg lalu r 1 lorong niw..,kebiasaan yer..lorong 2 xd owg sgt tp td ak bpe owg polis r...soal siasat kew btye kew apew tah..??(ak xtw)....kt sowg india n cine...(ak xnk msuk cmpur...)...Then,kteowg jln r cm bese...,ak mbelek2 hp mbe kmcing ak....Smbil 2 kaki ak jln gk...,ble smpi 1 jln niw...Ak ttbe scare TIDAK SENGAJE,BKN KHENDAK AK,BKAN AK!!!!!!!!!!!!............ak tnpk 1 perkare y amat mjijikan...sdg berlaku....!!!!!!!!......YA ALLAH,ak xsggup nk tgok...tp scare xsngje...ak TER......!!!!!!....Hnye tuhan sje y tw...keimanan ak time 2....Mg ak xptut lalu si2...tp apakan daya...stiap bnd nk berlaku,bkn prncangan dr ak...Ak xtw knp..,ad mnusia y bwt cm2....(bkn mksiat)...tp RAHSIA...mmndangkn bulan pose niw..,bia lar..ia mnjdi kytaan y XPTUT AK AMEK TW.....Ak berhrp ssgt...,jgn r ak dihadapi ngn pkare gitu lg......JAuh kn lar....-FULL STOP,ENOUGH ON THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!-

~Mbe kmcing ak tmankn mbe dy g bli brg...Dlm aty ak,ak nk blik tp bas ak jln....Tpkse ak ikowt aje....Mbe ak pye mbe 2..,dy nk bli tdung...Tp kowg bygkan,nk katakn sederet kdai kemboja...ak sggh...mbe dy xberkenan ngn tdung2 y jual kt kdai 2....Alahai...,knp r susa sgt nk pilih..amek jela..jimat mse ak...n mbe ak....Ai pown da ptg...Akhiryer..smpi 1 kdai niw..,mbe dy 2...plih tdung 2...tp dy cm xbkenan tdung 2....plak??....Las2 dy ckp dy 2 crewet skit...Ak bwu tw...hehehe...Tp bese r 2...women r katakn..???...No wonder lar.....Tp ak bkn gitu....Huhuhu....Kaki ak da lenguh berjln 1 demi 1 kdai...tw x..??Tp ak sabo aje...,ak xptut mrh kn spe2....Ak eclaz nk tmnkn mbe ak 2....Lpas 2...,da g kdai 2.kdai niw..,ak nk blik...kaki ak da xlrat nk jln lg....pnt aw....Ak hnye...duk mse kt uma dy je td....Tmpt len ak xduk pown...Sb ak jnis cm xske duk....Xtw r np,???...Klu kt bas10 2..,ak sgup berdiri smpi bas dtg....Huhuhu...

~Coklet da smpi!!!!!...
ak smpi2 aje uma ak,atau syurga ak...Hehehe...Cewah.... Ak trus msuk blik mndi...sb bdan ak da masam...yerla..Dr pg hingga ptg ak lum mndi ag....Even xbbau tp ak xske mndi lmbt2.... After mndi n pray...,ak tgok tb....Da tgok2 tb...,ak brg r...nk rehatkn fizikal n mental ak...sguh mmenatkn...!!!!!!!!.....Dlm aty ak rse nk aje tdo..tp da ptg da...so tgok aje tb..smpi ak naek bwnk.... Ble ak da bwnk,ak off tb...g dpur...Caik ap y ptut d'tgok bkn d'mkn erk??...Ble ak da bwnk tgok2 dpur,ak on tb balik....Kbusanan ak mlande2 time 2...Da r ak grm ngn kwn ak sowg niw..??...Dy msj ak,tp lmbt bls..pas2 xbls lgsog...SKT ATY TOL!!!!!.....Bio jela dy...,mls ak nk lyn.... Nk dkt kul 7,nek pgil hmba allah niw g dpur....tp hmba allah 2 xgerak2...Then name ak y xptut d'pgil...telah d'pgil jua....Dlm aty ak mg pns....!!!!!!...Ptut yer kje hmba allah 2..,tp dy diberi kelonggaran....ad r sb2 yer....Ak grm gler...dlm aty y pns...smbil 2 bwt kje.....Mak ak berkata2....Kata2...yer sguh mrobek aty ak niw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................Knp ak slalu diperlakukn cm2...Knp lak ak...??...Knp owg len diberi kelonggaran tp ble time ak,sume cm dngki ngn ak.....Akhiryer..,terkua r...cecair dr mata ak...sb bwt kje kerna dipkse...seolah2 d'ugut....1 prgai ak niw,ak mg xske owg mgarah ak bwt kje...,ak mg palak gler....Tp ak sabo....mgkin 2 dugaan pd ak....Xp la...,ai niw ai dy sok ai ak.....Allah sje y tw btape skt aty n jiwa...ak time 2...mak slh kn ak...sb alasan y xmnusbah...Ap y ak bwt sume slh.....Hish....saba jela............Ak rse mcm xadil ak diperlakukn cmniw...tp nk wat cmne...stiap perbuatan pasti ad blasan....Ak sbgai mnusia bese...SABA JELA......

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