Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Fuckin day!!!!!!....

Sori lau tittle ak y agk kurang aja....Tp aty ak mg nga bngang...Pnas siot..!!!!!!... Ainw ak jwp xm PI 1 & 2.... Mg cm f*&^%r...r.. Ak jwp oke jewk r..Alhamdulillah ley jwp...But td ad pristiwe y berlaku...y amat la ak grm..!!!..
Td time ak nga syok2 jwp xm..ttbe mbe ak pgil..ckp dak "a" mniru..."A" bkan nme sbenar..??..HAhaha... Mule2 ak cm xcye r...,xd bukti ak susa nk caye...Then ttbe ak tnpk c "A" dy alihkn nota dy bwk td...Ak cm pelik r...mg btol ckp mbe ak..Then ak ngn brani yer,rport kt ckgu...Selambe gler tindakan ak td...,tp ak juz nk tegakkn KEBENARAN...bkn nk blagak...Mne x yer..,owg len jwp pkai OTAK,dy pkai NOTA..!!!!!..Sp ajau dy bwt kje kotor cm2...!!!!!...Da tw nk xm,mniru..Sp suh xbc bku..??..!!!!!...Owg len bersusa pyh stdy gle2..,ko sng2 bwk nota tiwu...Pale hot ko..!!!!... Lpas abes xm 2..,c "A" 2 mg bngang r ngn tindakan ak td..Tp klu dy nk mrh ak skali pown...,ko pk ler btol2..ko da bwt slh td...KO segan..sb da kantoi ngn ckgu..
Lpas abs xm PI 1,dy g meraih simpati kt bebdk len...pas2 carik bckup...Bdus seyh..tindakan ko 2..!!!!..ak xtkot pown ngn ko...!!...Stakat ko ad pgalaman gado ngn bdk len men tarik2 tdung??..,pk ak tkot r..??...Ak hnye tkot pd allah...Ko spe nk mrh ak..??..even dpn ak,ko tnjuk baek..ckp baek2..pk ak akn baek ngn ko..??..Xkn r..Cmne ko da bwt kt bdk len,ak xkn caye y ko 2 mnusia y baek ad akal fkiran....Ak bkn b&%(*h owg...tp ak hnye mnegakkn kbenaran..Jika ak rse ak btol,ak bwt..jika slh,ak xkn bwt....Dlm dunia niw,xsume owg baek...kdg2 npk jewk muke baek tp aty..????...sp la tw...???...So ak berpgg 1 prinsip,"dun't judge a book by it cover"..... Da r..full stop..!!!!!..ak mls nk pk psl pmpuan xd gune 2...lntak dy r..nk jd ape..??..NK dndam ngn ak..??lantak ko r...Hak ko...,ak xhlang...

2nd story ak..
Td ak sdey gler r...!!!!!!!!...Ak dpt tw 1 sbjek ak fail...!!!!!..Betape sdey yer aty ak..utk trime kputusan 2....Ak rse ak fall down gler..!!!!!...Ak rse give up gk r....sb ai2 ak stdy bgai nk gler...!!!!..2 jewk usaha ak dpt bwt...Ap silap ak..??...Ap kurang pd diri ak skunk..??...Ak syesly,give up...No wanna 2 help me..??..Who cares bout me now..??...no one except my bes frenxz...She help me when i in trouble...even i know i not the bes person wanna to be her bes frenx....
Ak sdey2...!!!!!!!!!......
Hrm...knp r ak cmniw ha..??...Ak xckup brubah lg kew..??..Xkn ak nk jd owg y bz gler...Xkn ak xprlu ad hp,hdap lptop ,tgok tb.,lepak2...or pape jela....Ak xley jd real bes student...tp ak nk strt dr bwh...Ak bkn yer hebat cm owg len...Ak ad klemahan pd diri ak sndr... Ak tw ak lemah segala2 yer....Ak lemah..!!!!!!!...Sp la ak...,ak hnye insan y hina n keji pd mata owg...tp bia r ak mulia di mata allah.....Pd allah,ak bdoa..spaye ak tbah utk hdp sume niw...???..

3rd story
Ak sdey sikit r..dlm aty...niw psal prsaan ak thdp ---------..???....Ttbe dy hadir kembali dlm idup ak...stelah skian lme los cntact....Ak pelik r gk..ap tjuan dy td...??...rupe2 yer...nk ------------------------------------------(rhsie r...)....Hehehe...xnk kongsi...malu seyh...!!!!!!!!...Tp nta lar..,pk ran ak buntu skunk...ak da rse give up..+frust+tnsion+bgang n mcm2 r....Kmudian la..,ak pk2 kn...smula kisah y lalu..y kini mjdi kenangan abadi dlm kotak fkiran + aty ak....Ak xberhak utk dpt dy...n blablablablabla..................................
Ak xnk cte r..,t ak lg tnsion...!!!!!!!!...Skunk pokes xm jewk...lg bpe xm jewk...Sok da r...KILLER PPER....fz lak 2...???..Ai2 chemis..mcm cacing kerawit ak..nk jwp..??..Fening seyh..jwp chemis..HAhahahah......Mg m-gle...jwp KILLER PAPER niw...???...HAhahahahahahahaha..................................

p/s:..sori kpd pbce blog ak...Cte ak niw ad cmpur prsaan geram+mrh+bngang+tnsion n mcm2 r....2sume ap y ak rse ainw..Msalah ak,idup ak...dtntukn oleh allah...So kpd spe2..y xpuas aty ngn story ak...hope sori byk2 r...sb ak xmmpu tuk mgelak sgale ap y berlaku trutama story y mule2 2...Mg agak ksar sikit bhase ak gune tp ak mg skt aty...!!!!...xd spe pham prsaan ak skunk...??.... Ak tw ak xberhak mgutuk owg..tp klu owg 2 penah ktuk ak..??mgata ak mcm2..ak lg r xtw kn..??..Niw pown luahan prsaan ak jewk..bkn niat nk cari gado ngn spe2....

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