3rd xm...!!!!!...

Ainw td ak xm..BI...Pergghh...!!!!...mgilaiii..pale otak ku...!!!!!..Mg perit pale ak jwp paper 1 td...Paper 2 jgn dibilang r...susa thap ciput..!!!!..Niw pown pale ak nga pning tp xnk tdo...r...Nga bad mood niw...???....
Syesly,paper 1 td ak xckup mse...Adus..!!...Ak da cuak r..,mati2 r ngat xckup mse..tp ak bwt scpat y mgkin...Nsb bek ciap...!!!!!!!...Yeah...!!!..Tp xbes r..,ak bwt krngan tah pape...Maen hentam jewk...Ayt tunggang langguk...Hehehe..Ak gram dr awl xm lg..mse utk pper 1 ak rse cm xckup... 2pown td ad bdk y xsiap lg..,mdengus ble ckgu suh anta ketas soklan.. Luckily r ak da siap 10 minit awl...
Pper 2 lak,ak rse cm soklan dy biol aje..??..Pelik ak nk mjwp yer...Nsb bek r,ap y ak bc ad kua..Tp soklan dy xd y ak dpt jwpn sbetol yer... 2pown maen agk2jewk... Mcm bgong r,fening pale ak..Ad soklan 2.,tah pape..tye len,caik jwpan kt tmpt len...Siott aje..!!!...Ak cm da nk give up td ,tp lau tgglkn soklan...tce lak mrh...??..Huh..?..baek ak isi jwpn ksong uw...Try my best,kowt2 btol...??... Tce ak ckp,"lau xtw jwpn..tulis jewk ap y ko tw...??..jgn tgglkn ksong...,mne tw jwpn ko 2 btol..???" So ak ikowt ckp tce ak.. Xrugi pown lau ak bwt jwpn slh..at least ak toory.....
Adus..pale ak tmbh pning....niw...??..Cmne ak nk sttle prob ak niw..??..!!!!!....Np r mse mkn td,ak xmati trus...bia skt smpi mati pown xp.......

...1st day....

Ainw 1st xm..paper BM...Mcm siotttt....!!!!!!!!..aje...Geram seyh...Ak geram,feram,seram..!!!...Ahax3... Ta de r..,xm td susa gk r...Mcabar pale otak ak niw...??????....
Taun niw final xm,ak jwp ala2..cm SPM...bangge2...!!!!!!...Tp y ak paling syok..a..tmpt duk ak paling las gler....Hahaha...Bes 2 ta de bes beno...tp ak felt so lonely...berpisah ngn mbe2 ak...Sdes seyh...tp wat cm ne...da tkdir ak duk blakunk...redha aje... Tp sok xm mg syok r..,xm AKAUN...Heheheh..Ak ley maen bluetooh2..ngn dak sbelah ak..Hehehe...Ak bkn nk tiwu jwpan r..tp juz nk tye lau ak xphm....
Sepanjang xm berjalan2..,otak msti r berjln gk..sb nk jwp soklan an...??...tp ad bnd lg y bergerak...,emosi ak bergerak2 utk mberontak mrh2...Mne x yer.,,ad jntan sekor niw x geti2 duk diam...mlut cm buntut ayam...Shampah ak..!!!!!!..... Bgang ak..,time ak nga pokes jwp paper niw...bgai nk gler otak ku....!!!!...ad aje gngguan....Tp ak saba je....Klu ikowtkn prsaan ak..,nk jewk mrh2...tp nsb bek ak teguhkn ksabaran ak.... Mse jwp paper 2..,YA ALLAH...fening fale ak....Ta tw nk ckp pe..,mg ak cm nk give up...r..Tp ak jwp gk...bakal mse depan ak uw..ta kn ak nk sia2 kn jewk..... Nway otak ak da lme sgt xbfungsi..Hehehe...Mne x yer..,stdy pown mls....



Erm....knp erk..??..kdg2 tiap bnd ak bwt msti xkena....???....Knp owg len bwt btul knp ak slh..??..Tika saat niw berlaku,ak trse diri ak dilayan xadil...Knp ak..??...Adakah khadiran ak,ak byk myusahkan mreka...,adakah mreka lbh epy lau ak da xd...??... Ak mnusia bese,y lemah...ak xmmpu bwt jika xd dy....Ak xkn dpt idup tnpe dy....Ak tw sua2 ai t..,ak akn bersame dismping dy....Ta pe la..,lau owg xske ak...aslkn ak dpt idup dgn cara idup ak sndr...tnpe bntuan spe2... Ak bkn la spe2...pd pndangan dowg sume....Saat jernih,lpekn ak...tp saat keruh,ingt ak...... Di saat ak dlm ksedihan,xd spe y mmpu tlun ak..melainkan dri ak sndr....even owg ckp lau kte bsedihan msti perlukn ssowg utk luahkn d prob....Tp ak,spe nk tlun...??...ta ler...sma de ak xnk caik or owg ta nk dgr my prob..??... Kdg2 ak rse diri ak bdus...knp erk..??ak rse cm 2...??... Ta ler..,2 sume msalah emosi ak y kdg2 mlampaui btas....Susa spe lau kwn ngn ak...??...Tnsion dow...ble jdik MRS.HoT Tempe.... Nobody wanna 2 understand me cuz my attitude is....--------??....

yesterday....!!!!!!!...

Semalam..,ak ad operasi ngn twin ak...Ahax3...Sp 2...??...Ak jewk y tw...Huhuhu...

Xd r..,kteowg plan nk p lbry..stdy lorh...Da nk xm bwu ingt lbry...Hahaha....Time x xm xjpe lbry....Wuawuauwa...Ak ckp ngn dy kul 10 lbh...Tp ak siap2 dr uma sblum kul 10...Then ak kua tgu bas...(ak stnded naek bas aje..,skunk kegawatan ekonomi...bajet prent ak lari2...Hehehe).. Bygkn dr kul 10 ak tgu bas,10.30 bwu dpt naek bas(klu xsilap den r)...Geram seyh...!!!..bas lmbt trun...2 r msalah owg zmn skunk..wak2 mingu ske lmbt2kn mse....Dlm bas,ak mbygkn twin ak 2..msti blum bgun....sb ak mzcl bgai nk ROCK..!!!!!...dy xhangkat...MSJ tah pe lg,xbls...!!!..adus...aii....Sabo ak...Jam ke jam,detik ke detik,saat ke saat...ia da berlalu dgn pntas.... Sesmpi aje MT,ak twus g lbry....Dgn hrpan ingt ak tgu jela twin ak kt si2...tp lbry PENUH GLER...!!!!!!!...BEB....Ak tgok xd tmpt dduk pown...sdes ak...Hahaha...Pdahal keciwa....

Then ak ckp kt hakak ak(ak lupe nk cte di awal story ak td,pelakon xpnting..hehe)...

Ak: weyh,ak nk p uma dak "N"...,dy msti blum bgun...

Angah :..aaa...??..yerla...

Ak dgn cpt kua dr lbry g uma dy...Uma dy jauh gk r...Ak jln kaki bgai nk tercabut kaki ak...Lenguh seyh...Da r..kt uma ak,tgu bas...berdiri cm owg bdus....then nk p lbry jln kaki lg..then2..,p uma dy jln kaki lg...Adus...!!...Nsb bek "semangat nk xm" kuat aw...!!!!...Ak bjuang abes2an jln gk....xd trnsport nk anta ak....Nsb bek la..,ak lalu skula rendah 2 pintu pgar blakunk dy bukak...sb ak terpk bdk2 skula rendah xd tkot2..ttup...Akhiryer pintu 2 bukak..klu r pintu 2 ttup ak terpkse ptah balik..lalu dpn...Jauh gler..!!!!!!!!!!!!..........Mau ak jerit..cm owg gler....!!..kahkahkah....

Dlm perjalanan ak nk p uma dy.,ak try2 dr kul 10 lbh mzcl dy...xhangkat2 gk...Geram ak...!!!...Da byk kali ak mzcl...(erm...kciwa prsaan ak time 2...)...

Setiba dlm perkarangan tmn dy,ak tgok dr jauh...kete apak dy ad....Adus..aii..,dlm aty ak rse cm xslesa..sb apak dy ad....Cm ne niw...?????... Ak smpi2 msuk kwsan uma dy,ak relax jup...mcugap ak seyh..jln jauh gler....Ak cube beri salam...then ak dgn berani ak g tingkap bilik dy...tgok dy...Pas2 ak xsedap aty..dgn pbuatan ak cm2...Ak ptah balik kt depan trus pgil nama twin ak 2...Then apak dy bukak pintu,ak tye N ad...???...Apak dy caik.. Pas2..,......mg btol sangkaan ak time 2...dy bwu bgun tido....Ai...mg besabo ak time 2....Tp xp r..,ak da bese ngn dy....

Las2 kteowg gerak kul 12lbh...lbry pnuh,xtw nk hala ke mane..??...Adus...

Sblum g lbry,dy nk g bank..pas2 bwu g lbry anta beg...sb nk kua balik g srpan...(dy blum srpan)..Ak teman aje.... Mse kt bank 2.,hakak ak msj...

Angah:..weyh,bdk y ko minat 2 ad kt sini...??

Ak: spe plak ak minat niw..???

Angah: bdk "N" la...

Ak:..ow..ea??..xheran pown....

Ble ak msuk lbry,ak p jpe hakak ak bgi bku..Bdk 2 ad sbelah meja hakak ak..Ak bwt2 cm xnpk...Bwt bdo je.....Ak da mls nk pk sal dak 2...ak trse cm myesal ak introduce diri ak sbnr kt bdk 2...PApe jela..sume da berlalu....

Then.,kteowg duk meja bwh sb atas penuh...Ble da duk meja bwh..mcm2 bunyi bsing ad...Dgn bunyi lgu la,bdk kecik memekak....Bese r..aras bdk skula rendah... Bpe minit pas 2,kteowg naek ats..sb xtahn dgn bunyi bsing...Da naek ats..,kteowg duk meja y strategik gk r..Hehehe...Ak mule2 cm xslesa...lpas da lme2 ak hdap omwork ak....ak da xkesa....Ak stdy akaun lme uw..tah bpe jam tah..xtgok jam time 2...Ak dpt blaja kesabaran melalui akaun 2..sb ak bwt byk kali..xdpt2 myelesaikan msalh soklan 2...Byk kali ak try,ak pown da give up tp ak kuatkn smngat buat smpi dpt.!!!!!!..tp same jgk...Ak xptus asa...t ak nk jpe ckgu...Ak xkire...!!!!...bjuang utk AKAUN.....Kteowg lepak si2 smpi ke ptg...sblum balik dy p smbhyg...ak tgu kt meja..TTbe mmat2 xbpe ok sbelah meja ak pgil2 ak...Ak bngang r...ak bwt aksi bdus...Kwn ak ckp td pown ak pgil ak tp ak xdgr pape pown...??...Hehehe..ak pekak kowt time nga khusyuk stdy....Ak mg xske lau laki usha2 niw...mcm sje nk maen2...Geram ak...Ble time twin ak smpi..nsb bek dowg 2 nk bla..ak pown p anta buku...

Ak mls r nk cte pnjg2...t kowg busan...!!...hahahaha....

Tp smlm mg bes r...,ak lepak ngn twin ak g jenjln...round MT..(pjlnn nk balik aje..)...hehe...Dy blnje ak mkn,mkn aiskrim...!!!!..huh..bes siot..xpenah owg blnje ak sehari sntuk....!!!!!!..... Konklusi yer..,smlm ak mg mghargai nilai sowg sabat y baek gler blnje ak mkn2...Lepak same2..smpi ke mlm....Susa ak nk luangkn mse bersame sabat2 len...tp apkan daya dowg jauh dr ak...Hehehe..jgn mare...Ak rse dy n kalian mg syg kn ak..cuma ak jewk y xpsan ksh syg dowg sdg mcurah2 kt ak...!!!!!!...hehehe...Tp pape pown ak bsyukur ad mbe cm COG...kowg jgn tgglkn ak...sb klu2 ak akn tgglkn kowg jgn slh kn ak....bkn ak y mnx tp da tkdir... N xsia2 smngt ak smlm....utk stdy gle2 akhiryer tercapai gk....

...HAri demi Hari...

Ak melewati hari demi hari niw sgguh mbusankn...!!!!!!.......Ak xtw nk bwt pew...??...Stiap detik jam berdetik aty ak sering risaukn nk dpt xm niw...??...Ap ak nk bwt...??..ak niw mg mls...Hehehe......ngaku seyh.... ainw ak mg busan gler...,xd tsyen...ingt nk lepak2...ats tilam nk tido smpi ke mlm...Kunk nnek ak plak bsing..,ank dara tido smpi ke mlm...??..Ahax3.....Tp td nnek da kjutkn ak ngn brite paling HANGIT...!!!!....Ak gram gler r..ngn hakak ak.....Smmg yer dy sis ak sehidop semati tp xsmesti rete ak sume dy nk tibai...!!!....Adus..,ak da mule gune ayt kaso2 niw....Ak grm r..,that shoes ak simpan nk jge baek2..,sng2 dy amek pkai....eeeee...!!!!!!....Ak jrg gune shoes 2....Adoyai....!!!!...Pak kal r dy hakak ak..,,klu x da lame ak cekik2 dy....!!!!!.... Ey...,bsabo jela dpt sis cm2......Ap bley bwt dy ttp hakak ak di langit dan bumi....Hahaha.....

....Gler....

Cinta or kaple...????... Ak pelik r ngn mbe ak sowg niw..??...Dy niw da byk beno kple...Xserik2 kew...???....Aneh2..Dr sudut aty ak r...,cinta dy niw murah sgt...Mne x yer..,klu kple snyp2..,ttbe jewk da ptus...Then kple len...Ap msalah dy erk..??... Owg cm ak niw,xd nk bkple niwkn dy sndr...Kdg2 ak cm mls nk amek tw,sb dy niw jnis sukar utk dipercyai....Huh..???... Ak tw r bercinte 2 mg syok tp lme2 mkn diri sndr...myakitkan aty.....Ak brani ckp,sb ak da pnh ad pgalaman.....
Hrm..,ak niw pown xcualy ad prob...Tp ak sdg cube sdaye upaye utk mlenyapkn yer dr ingatan ak...Hehehe....Tlalu pahit utk mlupuskn yer,tp tlalu indah utk mgingati yer kembali...Cewah...!!!!!!!!!......Mg swet sgt sume memory 2...Tp 2 la..,da tkdir...so redha aje....
Tp ak hrp2 ad owg dpt epy kn ak balik...??...Ak perlu kn ptolongan anda sume...trutama my frenxz....spe2 jela.... Ak buntu r gk,ngn sowg hamba niw...Ak knl dy nk dkt staun gk r...Tp 2 r ble dy da luahkn prasaan dy..,ak jd cair sikit....Hehehe....Xd r..,ak kwn jewk ngn dy....Bes frenx...!!!!!....Klu ad jdoh jd psngan kple,xtw lak ak nk ckp pe..??...Wuawuawua....!!!!!!!....Bdus jewk..... Jodh d'tgn tuhan...Ak sbgai mnusia,trime n redha...ap y akn berlaku t..... ok la..,ak nk bla..ak mls nk pk2 psl niw lg....ak ptut pk kn psl xm nex wek niw..???...!!!!...Hehehe...

Coming day....???......

Nex wek..,ak xm... Oh...TIDAK!!!!!!!!!!!...........Ak xprepare pape...Hahaha...Bdus jewk an???....Mg pown....mgutuk diri sndr.....Wuawuawuauwa......2nd day xm uw,paper paling siot r...iaitu PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN.....Haha... So gler...!!!!!!!....Ai2 xm ak lulus ckup2 mkn aje...kali niw tah...r..ak xprepare pape...sb ak segan nk pgg bku....HAhahahahahah......


Ak kena jdik rjin cmniw???...Hehehehe,...awek sp niw..??.. Aiseyh,ak single ma....Bkn sng nk tgok ak tekun stdy....Hehehe...Pix niw plsu aje....poyo jela.....
Tp kn lpas ak xm,t ak akn g perlis....Huhuhuhu...Bes yer...!!!!!!!!........Tp ak tkot r...,ak xpnh g sejauh 2....Cmne niw..??... Sp nk temankn ak...,angkat kaki?????....Ngee.... ALah,ak g pown bkn bercuti tp mjalankan tugas ak....utk mjalani program patriotisme pringkat kbngsaan.....Alhamdullillah....AK syukur sgt2 sb ak dpt wakil...dr skola ak.... Mcm xcaye jewk kn??...Ak dpt g.... Tp ai2,b4 ak nk g...y pringkat ngeri ai2...Ad bdk nk g...,tp dy dpt tw pown dr owg len...Sdgkn wak2 2 ,ak n nisa da plan nk g same2...tp dak nisa ad hal so xpat g...Bdk 2 jaat,dy sggup gunekn nama ckgu semate2 nk dptkn borang dr dak nisa....Kire yer dowg 2 mnipu r... Ak pelik r..,knp r ad mnusia y tamak....,sgup mnipu...Pelik3..???.... Klu ye pown,ckp r baek2..niw x... Pas2 ble ak da balik,nisa ckp r..ad owg putar belit kn cte plak..??..Ai..,mcm2 prob....Tp y penting,ak da g da pown...xyah r kowg nk gado2...Hehehe....Oke da,ak mls nk ckp lbh2..,t ad owg ckp ak niw bwt2 cte....

Ainw ak g skola cm bese jela...Nuthing bes...!!!!....r...Tp ak tringt 1 hjat ak....Nk katakn nk dkt sbulan...(tp blum lg sbulan)...Hehehe....
Dulu ak nk sgt ad adk angkt but....????????....... Ble ak b'urusan ngn bdk 2..,dy senyap aje....Ak pown da mls nk jpe lg..ngn dak 2..Xp la,lau owg xsudi...kn???...Xkn r ak nk pkse2...lak...??...Ak bwt bdo tiap kali tsrempak ngn mbe dak 2....Huh,,pape jela...n full stop..!!!!!.....
Time wak2 BM td,ak trse mngantok yaa...amat...Then ak amek kputusan utk tido...gpown ak skt pinggang....Xthan...so nk rest r....Da bpe minit ak rest,ttbe ak trse kena rotan ngn ckgu ak...Itu tnde yer suh bgun....!!!!!!!....Hehehe...Ak yerla,bgun jup,bdk2 L klas ak mcm c*^%*....Jd batu api lak...??....Shampah ak....!!!!!!!.........Ak sabo jela....Then lg sekali ak t'rest....Hehehe..Lme aw ak tdo time 2...smpi nk dkt balik...Ak bgun2 jewk tgok2,ckgu ak nga mrh2.... Rupe2yer.dak L klas ak bwt msalah.Dowg xdgr ckp...mg r ckgu ak mrh...Ckgu ak 2 da byk bsabo ngn dowg...Tp 2 la.,sikap nk sedar diri xd respons....lg...Dowg 2 blum dpt hidayat agkyer....Mbe2 pmpuan klas ak,bngang r...Kteowg da lme bsabo.....Kdg2 kteowg as gurl jd bhan hinaan,cacian or gumpatan...mcm2 r....Mg byk dugaan....tp 2 la nme yer klas biol....prgai dak L y sbigik cm SETAN..!!!!!!!!!!...Ak xtw nk bwt ape lg...Ble ak mlwan dowg mgata mcm2....,Ak da terdaye nk lwn dowg..... Tah ble r nk brubah....!!!!!!........

what d newz??...

Huh....,ainw ak busan gler la wey!!!!!!!!!!...........Nuthing 2 do lol......!!!....Bengong3..... Ainw r ai y paling ak xske..??...Tp knp erk..???...Nta lar.....
Tp ainw ak da bjaye..mlakukan ssuatu...Hahaha...Mg bes...Mule2 ak pk cm xnk r bwt tp lme2 renungkn...ak da dpt kata akal....y xbpe bernas...Hehehe... Ak rse mg btol ap ak bwt...demi aty ak y terluke niw r.... Klu x aty ak,ak xkn bwt cm2....tp apakan dya...aty niw terlalu perit utk merasakn kesakitan uw....maka dgn selambe ak mgambil jln mudah......Muahaha....Be4 that,ak ad cte hal sbnar2 yer kpd mbe ksygan ak...,bernama Z & N.....Dowg mg pdgr y setia.....Dowg mg kena dgr ap luahan aty ak niw....Ble ak susa,dowg tlg ak,ble dowg susa ak tlog lak kalian...kn3..???.......Eish...pape jela..,kunk len lak ak cte....Hehehe... Ak xtw knp ttbe ak btindak kejam cm2...tp demi kebaikan ak gk..utk jauhkn diri ak dr hamba 2.... Hal ak ngn hamba 2 biarlah mjadi rhsie ak jewk....Ak xnk r libatkn spe2...,bia ak sowg y tggung....Mgkin nsb ak kali niw,xbpe baek...tp ak tw allah 2 maha adil....Ak redha jewk ap ktentuan dr yer...... By d way,ak kne sabar mghdapi segale dugaan y mcm bengong....niw...Klu xak sp lg nk hdap dugaan niw....kn??...Hehehe.... Ak nk tamat riwayat idup ak,hehehe...pelik kn..??....Bkn mksud ak nk mati tp ada r....Ak jewk y pham....Hahahaha........


To zati y ku syunk: Thenx coz being mbe ak seidup semati...Ko mg pdgr y baek....Ak syunk ko...selagi hayat ak masih ad....Ngee....e....If ak dlm ksusahan ko byk tlog ak....Ak mghrgai yer sssgtt....!!!!!!!!........

To misz naz ku cyunk: Ak syunk ko gk r...Jgn riso...Kasih syg ak msih ley bgi kt ko...Hehehe....Thenx coz jd mbe buli ak....sb ko slalu kne buli oleh diri ku niw..y jaat...sku sgt buli mbe sndr an????..........Hahaha...ngaku seyh!!!!!!!!!!..........

Lastly,my twins...: Jeng3... Kowg caik r sndr..??...Xcually,kteowg niw dr dulu msti ad nme gelaran y same2...Skunk "but n bun"....Hehehe.... Ak syunk dy gk lar...Hehe...Mne ley xsyunk...Dy jewk kdg2 ckp xsyunk ak...sb ad cmburu sikit...sma ak...Ngeh3...Bngge...??...X..,ckp jewk....xbngge pown....

...Erm....

Ainw ak nk ckp pe erk..??xd idea r....Tp aty ak y terluka....ak oke jewk...Even bwt2 epy tp dlm luka dlm aty spe la tw kn??.....Nta ler...,ak xtw knp sume niw terjadi...Kdg2 ley bwt ak tnsion gk niw..???Adoyai....!!!!!!!!......
Ak sdey krane ak rse diri ak da kali ke-2 jd cmniw...Ap ak ptut ak bwt...??...Bkn khendak ak utk mgutuskan tkdir niw tp mgkin allah y telah mgutuskan diri ak jd bgini....Ak sbgai hmba y lemah mgakui segale ktentuan dr allah...Redha ke atas ap y telah berlaku.....Mgkin niw la nsb ak...Ak xley truskn lg..idup sperti dulu.... Biarlah y da terjd 2 berlalu dgn cpt , ak xnk ingt pape.... Ak tw ap y berlaku pasti ad hikmah di sebalik yer.... Mgkin dulu ak da byk bwt silap... Semoge allah merahmati sume mbe2 ak y ak syg.....,ak xnk kehilangan mbe2 ak y ak syg......Andai ak pergi dulu,biarlah ak pergi dgn aman.... Sgale suke n duka ak sntiase simpan dlm kotak fkiran ak......

Im back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wass up..frenx.Ak da lme gler xon9...Gse rndu gler kt blog niw.....Yerla...da lme xtulis...mcm2 story ak nk tulis niw...Start story smlm r....Minggu lpas r erk..??13hb..ak g program patriotisme kt kg. lancang....selama 4 ai 3 mlm...Ak g ngn naz...Mule2 mse tghri nk g 2..Prsaan ak bese jewk time 2...mcm bwnk jewk nk g...tp pegi jela...Pluang uw....Kteowg g naek van...lme gk r...pjalanan nk g ke sane...Mcm owg bdus duk dlm van 2....Lme gler bpak r....!!!!!.....Ble smpi2 jewk...ak tgok da rmai owg bkumpul...Mjlis blum mule lg....Pas2...ak amek tmpt duk...Da lme2 2 mjlis pown mule...Dy bg pnerangan ttg tmpt 2...n mcm2...r...Smpi ak da naek bwnk!!!!!!!!!.....Ahax2....
1st thing ak dpt tw...,ak kne tdo dlm khemah....Dlm sejarah ak pes time tdo dlm khemah beb!!!!!!!!!!!......Knp r dlm khemah...ak xslese....Waa..aa.....a.a..a....bnci yer...



1st day:

Ak rse cm bwnk gk r...aktiviti mlm 2...icebreaking....Mule2 ak cm xske r...gk...Sbb stiap kali strt aktiviti kteowg kne bratur standed cm berkawat mcm askar...Hahaha...Coklet jd askr....kahkahkah...Ak dpt kumpulan 8...Ak masuk kumpulan 2..ak sowg2 naz xd...Mse mule2 2..r,ad bdk niw mnx ak tuka ngn mbe dy...tp dlm aty ak ,ak xnk r..tuka...ak xd mbe y ak knl...Dlm kumpulan 2 pown ak dpt knl dak bulat n piqa....Owg len ak xknl lg...Then dak 2 mcm bngang r ak xnk tuka...Pegi lantak r ko.,,,ko pk ko dlm kumpulan 2 nk same2 jewk ngn skola ko...ak niw>???..xyah??...PApe jela....Ble nk bincang spe jd ketua..??Ak senyap je r...segan r gk....mule2 dalm kumpulan 2.... PAs2..ap y terjdi ak xingt r...Hehehe...lupe...Tp tdo mlm lmbt,kul 1 lbh bwu tdo....huhu...sdey....Mlm 2..,ak susa sgt nk tdo...dlm pale ak,ak trse rndu sgt kt kengkwn ak,fmili n others...r....Huhu...Ya allah...betape sdey yer..n rndu yer pd kalian sume...Huhuhu..Sok pg 2 kne bgun kul 5.30....

2nd day:
Pg 2 ak bgun awl gk r...tdo 2 jam jewk..ak xley tdo nyeyak....krene terlalu rndu pd kalian..HAhaha...Dak naz kjutkan ak...Ak pown bgun then packing pakaian msuk dlm plastik tuk mmudah kn ak sangkut brg 2 kt pintu tnds.... Lpas naz da mndi,ak mndi....Ble turn ak nk bilas bdan ak..,air ttbe xd...Germ yer ak...!!!!!!!!!!...Hnye allah sje y tw prasaan ak wak2 2....2 r prob kteowg ble nk mndi,air msti sekat2....Air lmbt trun dr tangki.....Bengang seyh..... Aktiviti ai2,y ak ingt r...kteowg kena msuk dlm air lumpur....Geli seyh...tp air dy xtruk cm kt PPda...Hehehe.... Da msuk dlm 2..,ak mcm geram ngn ahli kumpulan ak dak pmpuan...Ad y kate nk muntah la..,geli la...2 la niw la..mcm2 r...byk songel....Kteowg kne pgg tgn rmai2...Ak pgg tgn pmpuan 2....PAs2..kteowg dak pmpuan kena rendamkn pale dlm air selame 10 saat...Pergghh....gler r...ak cm xsggup tp terpkse bwt gk..Hehehe....Then...kteowg dibagi naek..g mndi pas2. mkn mlm..Mse nk naek 2..,ak dpt naek dlu...Pas2..ak tlog r..dak pmpuan...ttbe sowg kwn ak niw dak laki...dy hulurkn tgn dy suh tarik dy...ak cpt2 ckp xnk.....Gler r..,lau ak tlog dy....dy dpt pgg tgn ak secare xsngaje an???....Nsb bek ak xbdus.....
Mlm plak...,kteowg ad aktiviti redah hutan....time2 tgh mlm...Gler r...Prsaan ak wk2..2..berdebar,takot n mcm2 r....Hnye allah sje y tw....Ak org y ke 59 dr 67 dak pmpuan...Bygkn ak redah pokok kelape sawit 2..pkul 1.15pg...Wak2 2 ak tw.,,,kowg sume nga tdo tp ak...nga mredah utan belantare...y gelap gler 2....HAha...Dlm aty ak,ak byk2 berzikir...,ak takot sgt tp ak tabahkn aty ak...tuk truskn...Ak xbley mgalah...Ak bley lakukan!!!!!!......Jrulatih 2 ckp r..,dlm utan 2...gelap gler mg xnpk lgsong...gune mata kasau pown npk sikit2...Ak giso gler lau xsmpi kt kem....Tp nsb bek r..,time ak dilepaskn ad dak dpn ak 2...cine...Ak ikowt dy....hehehe...Mse jln 2..,ak dgr mcm2 bunyi....tp ak bwt bdo jewk...pndang dpn....Ble da lps kwsan utan,ak lalu kwsan kg....selamat kwsan 2 terang...ad kwasan uma2 owg....Alhamdulillah....Xlme 2..ak pown smpi....!!!!!.....Ak cari sweater ak,ak tgglkn td...Huhuhu..Pas2..naz pggil ak...,ak lepak ngn naz...Da sume owg smpi,kteowg dibenarkn balik....Ak balik bsuh kaki n tgn jewk..,xsempat nk mndi...da tgh mlm time 2..Ak xbrani mndi sowg2....Nway kul 4 t ak bgun balik....Bdan ak time 2..,mg bau gler...ngn peluh sebaldi...Hehehe...Tp mbe2 sekhemah ngn ak..,sume xmndi...sb mls...da pnt sgt...Ak pown tdo ngn cpt sb da ngntok sgt...Tp sblum tdo ak tringtkn kt hp...Hehe..4ai ak xpgg hp aw...,betape rndu yer!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................................

3rd day:
Seawal pg,ak bgun...Xsilap ak,ak kjutkn naz...Sbb ak g mndi ngn dy same2 tp dy mndi dulu r..pas2 bwu ak...Hehe...Xp.,respect mbe....PAs2..ak mndi,smpi khemah cm bese r....Ak mghadapi prob seluar....Ak bwk seluar 4 jewk...2 pown xckup....Ak terpkse pkai sejimat y mungkin....hehehe... mcm2 aktiviti r kteowg lakukan..tp ak xingt sgt r....

Ai terakhir:
Pg 2 ak epy gler sb da nk balik...Hahaha....Bes ak xsabau2 nk balik..jpe kucing2 ku,fmili n others...Hahaha....Ai 2..,kteowg kne bwt persembahan sketsa sb mlm td kumpulan ak menang...sb kteowg bwt bes....!!!!>....Ceh bangge...!!!....Hehehe....Mg sonok gler r....,mbe2 ak sume epy...,sb kteowg t dpt wakil pringkat kebangsaan...Hahaha....Bes3!!!!!!........kt perlis lg 2...Ak xpnh g sejauh 2...YA allah,ak bersykur sgt2...sb kumpulan ak menang.....Mse da abes bwt psembahan,kteowg g mkn tghri pas2 bwu balik...dlm aty ak mronta2 nk hp balik...Xdpt2 dr td...Geram seyh!!!!!!!........Ble da abes mkn.,ak ngn naz cpt2 g amek hp....xsabau nk on hp niw...Da lme ak pgg hp...even 4 ai...Ngeee.....Ak cal ckgu dlu....nk tye cik zul da btolak kew blum....??....
Mse van ak smpi,ak lambai kt kwn2 ak y ad lg wak2 2....Huhu...Rse sonok da balik...Heheheh...
Bgitu lah story ak g kem 2...mg sonok r gk..mcm2 kteowg bwt...dpt redah utan,g muzium scre pree n mcm2 r....Jgn jles yer....???...HAhaha...Y pasti ak bersyukur dpt g perlis t...Hehehe.....
Pgalaman y xpat ak lupekn.......

raye..???

cmne ak nk mulekn story ak,,niw..???Ak da lme gler xon9....Huhuhu....Lptop jhanam r...Niw pown lptop abg ak...hahaha...
Pndek kn cite,sb ak xd mase nk tulis pnjg2...Pada 22-9-09..ai rye ke bpe tah?...Ak xingt r...Ak telah khilangan kucing y ak sygi....!!!!!!....Kucing 2 ad owg curi...Bngang ak...Mg wak2,ak nges gler...Mcm khilngan owg y tersyg lak??...Ngeee......Tp ak mg xley bla ngn pcuri 2...Smpi ble2..ak xkn maafkn ko...!!!!!!!.....Idup ko xkn aman r.......Wat eve r,ak mls nk ckp psal pncuri 2....Lantak same dy....!!!....

Kucing ak kne curi 2..,y pndang ke arah camera uw...Nme dy walat....Ak syg gler kt dy...tp apkn daya....Ya allah...nk pisahkn ak ngn dy....Ak redha jela....


Ai niw...skola..ak ad jmuan ai rye...Ngee....Bes yer...Mule2 jewk bes..pas2 x....Tp td ak ad date ngn some1...Hahaha...Sp 2..??..Ad lar...Skunk rhsie ag r...Hehehe....Mls nk cite wk2 2...segan...Muamuah.....

OKe la..niw aje ak dpt tulis..,xsempat nk tulis pnjg2....

Mnusia2.......

Dlm dunia niw ad mnusia baek n jaat??....Stiap mnusia ad klebihan n kburukan y tersndri....Bese r 2...Dlm dunia sume yer lengkap.... Ak niw owg y sderhana jewk r....Xd r shebat,selawa schntek mne...??...Ak is ak....Xpnh nk tiru sp2 tntg pnampilan ak..... Cte sal pnampilan..??HAhaHa...Smlm ak bwu jewk shuping...Hohoho...smpikan ak tpkse bkoban xg tsyen...Sdey aw...!!!!!!.....Ak klu bley xnk ponteng2...tp apakn klu ak xikowt..xpat r ak bj bwu sluar 2 sume...Mule2 g ak rse cm xd mood jewk nk g...dlm pale terbygkn tsyen ak...y sdg bjln time 2...Mule2 dlu shuping brg2 adik2 ak..pas2 akk ak...then bwu r ak....Ak shuping kt tmpt 2 hrge dy not bad r..xd mhal sgt... Ak pilih bj t-shirt...2 pasang...Hehe...Wne coklat n ijau...Dua2 wne feveret ak....Bj 2 lengan pnjang...Mule2 ak ngt nk lengan pendek tp bj 2 sengal jewk..tah pape...Ak xske pashion cm2 plak..??...Then,ak try mnx apak ak sluar jeans bwu....Dpt aw...??..Nsb bek hrge dy murah...xmhal...Apak ak llllllaaaaayyyyaaannnn aje......Hahaha....Sonok aw....Ak bli sluar 2..pas2 adik ak y sekor 2 nk jgk....??Sebok tol...ak nk bli 2 nk jgk...Dy mcm2 dy bli...bj dy jewk men byk dr ak...Bia jela...Apak ak ske laayyann dy..... Da puas shuping sume...,kteowg balik......Dlm kete ak mg pnt gler....kaki ak lenguh gler r....Mg xley ckp r...Pas2 ak tdo....Ngntok.....

Ainw lpas sahur jewk..,ak nk bwt kueh....Ak bwt sowg2 jewk...ngt nk ajk mkcik ak tp xp r..Nway kueh 2 ak jewk y tw bwt...Lpas da siap adunan 2...,ak kne msukkn dlm cup...kueh...Ble da settle sume ak msuk kedlm pmbkar...Lme gk r..,nk tgu bnd 2 msak...Ak pown naek bwnk...2 sb ak ngdap laptop niw....Hahaha....Taun niw..,raye cm xbes jewk...uma ak xbyk kueh..pown....Ak pown rse cm bwnk jewk rye taun niw....Tp ak mnggu kpulangan sedare mare ak...trutama dak kembau...Hahaha...Msti dowg da besa.....Xp,ak tggu jela lau dowg balik...lau x xp la....Ak xkesa...
Ha...mse sahur td....Abg ak ttbe pgil ak....Mule2 ak ngt dy nk mrh ak...tp dy tye psal hp lme dy y sdg ak pkai....Rupe2 yer dy nk kasi ak hp dy lg 1...,kire cm tuka r...Ak pown oke aje la...Hehe...Dlm aty ak ske r...sb hp lme 2 xelok btery cpt abs...Hp dy 2 btery oke lg....So skunk ak ad 2 hp,2 num...Hehe....Mcm tamak lak ak niw..??...Ish apew r ak niw...,tp nk wat cmne..dulu ak kai mxs tp ble clcm bes ak tuka lak...num mxs ak stil kai lg...smpi skunk...Ble ad 2hp niw,ak kne bjimat r..Yerla nk topup,bkn ley slalu...kdg2 xtopup....coz xd dwet....Ak niw jnis xley tgok hp niw xd topup...Hahahaha....... Tp ak slalu kai num clcm r...sb mbe2 ak nk cntact sng....

Bwnk r...ainw...xd bnd nk bwt...Ak pown xtw nk tulis ape....Hehe...Hrmm..ak nk tnjuk smething.....

Taaaddaaaaaa.............

Niw ank kucing ak...Nme yer itam,walat n puteh...Cr sndr r y ne 1 ???Haha..Tgok btol2 tw..t msti ingt kembar lak..??>..HAha....Ak sje promote kucing2 ksyg ak..niw...Xd bnd nk ckp....Haha..

why must me???!!!!!!!...........

Balik skula??....
As usually,ak slalu bllik ngn W but ainw td ak xjnji ngn dy nk blik same...So ak g caik dy pas abs klas....(nk balik r 2)....Hrm..mule2 ak cm xsdp aty nk caik dy,kowt2 dy ad klas tmbhan...Tp ak sje je la caik dy...,mne r tw dy xd klas....Tp td...nsb bek r dy xd klas so ley blik ngn dy....Mse ak jpe dy,wktu 2 dy klas bio...So ak ckp r ak tgu dy kt kdai bwh... Hrm...,dlm on my way ak nk p tun kadi bwh 2...(ngn Naz)..ttbe ad 1 sore...mmnggil ak....Ak toleh r blakunk...Rupe2 yer..??..My mbe kamcing pgil lorh....Dy nk suh ak tmn dy bli num...Ak plak terlpe..??...(kew mg tlupe????)wat eve lar...Mule2 ak cm serba slh r...Ak pkse Naz tman ak tun bwh....,g caik W....Tp akhiryer ak tpkse..tgglkn slh sowg dr mereka.... Ak akur ngn tindakan ak...(xtw sme de tol kew x)....,ak tmn r mbe kamcing ak 2.....Sb dy ad mnx ak tmnkn dy dlu...sehari sblum ai senin....Huh??...

~Lpas smbhyg,ak ngn dy...jln lar...kt simpang ne tah??...Tgu mbe dy plak..??..Xcually,mbe dy ajk dy tmankn bkn ak...tp ak tmnkn dy..bkn mbe dy...D'sb kn jln sekali arung,kteowg g tun sme2....Dlm pjlnan kteowg,dy tggl lak IC...Cmne r nk bli num bwu klu IC xd..??..So dy xjd bli num...,dy bli sok je....Tp mbe dy 2..,kne lyn gk....Xcually,ak xkesa r...tp klu bley jgn r..bg ak jln jauh2....lenguh kaki ak td..jln ke sne ke sni.... Mule2 td g BANK,lpas mbe dy kua dwet ..kteowg g kdai gmbr....Ak xtw ape tjuan dowg sbnryer...,tp dy nk cuci gmbr.....Xp la...Ak tggu aje...Dlm ak tgu2 2..,ak tringt plak date ngn Z....Ak akn tlog dy cara download theme....Ak xsdp aty r...lalu mghntr msj kpd yer...Heheh...Akhiryer,nsb bek r dy xmrh ak...dy da bwt sndr....(dy = Z)..Fuh slamat...

~After kdai gmbr 2..,kteowg g ke arh jln paling sesak kt MASTANA 2....Hahaha....Phm2 jela kpd sspe y wrga MT....Wuawua... Hrm...,kteowg lalu r 1 lorong niw..,kebiasaan yer..lorong 2 xd owg sgt tp td ak bpe owg polis r...soal siasat kew btye kew apew tah..??(ak xtw)....kt sowg india n cine...(ak xnk msuk cmpur...)...Then,kteowg jln r cm bese...,ak mbelek2 hp mbe kmcing ak....Smbil 2 kaki ak jln gk...,ble smpi 1 jln niw...Ak ttbe scare TIDAK SENGAJE,BKN KHENDAK AK,BKAN AK!!!!!!!!!!!!............ak tnpk 1 perkare y amat mjijikan...sdg berlaku....!!!!!!!!......YA ALLAH,ak xsggup nk tgok...tp scare xsngje...ak TER......!!!!!!....Hnye tuhan sje y tw...keimanan ak time 2....Mg ak xptut lalu si2...tp apakan daya...stiap bnd nk berlaku,bkn prncangan dr ak...Ak xtw knp..,ad mnusia y bwt cm2....(bkn mksiat)...tp RAHSIA...mmndangkn bulan pose niw..,bia lar..ia mnjdi kytaan y XPTUT AK AMEK TW.....Ak berhrp ssgt...,jgn r ak dihadapi ngn pkare gitu lg......JAuh kn lar....-FULL STOP,ENOUGH ON THIS TIME!!!!!!!!!-

~Mbe kmcing ak tmankn mbe dy g bli brg...Dlm aty ak,ak nk blik tp bas ak jln....Tpkse ak ikowt aje....Mbe ak pye mbe 2..,dy nk bli tdung...Tp kowg bygkan,nk katakn sederet kdai kemboja...ak sggh...mbe dy xberkenan ngn tdung2 y jual kt kdai 2....Alahai...,knp r susa sgt nk pilih..amek jela..jimat mse ak...n mbe ak....Ai pown da ptg...Akhiryer..smpi 1 kdai niw..,mbe dy 2...plih tdung 2...tp dy cm xbkenan tdung 2....plak??....Las2 dy ckp dy 2 crewet skit...Ak bwu tw...hehehe...Tp bese r 2...women r katakn..???...No wonder lar.....Tp ak bkn gitu....Huhuhu....Kaki ak da lenguh berjln 1 demi 1 kdai...tw x..??Tp ak sabo aje...,ak xptut mrh kn spe2....Ak eclaz nk tmnkn mbe ak 2....Lpas 2...,da g kdai 2.kdai niw..,ak nk blik...kaki ak da xlrat nk jln lg....pnt aw....Ak hnye...duk mse kt uma dy je td....Tmpt len ak xduk pown...Sb ak jnis cm xske duk....Xtw r np,???...Klu kt bas10 2..,ak sgup berdiri smpi bas dtg....Huhuhu...

~Coklet da smpi!!!!!...
ak smpi2 aje uma ak,atau syurga ak...Hehehe...Cewah.... Ak trus msuk blik mndi...sb bdan ak da masam...yerla..Dr pg hingga ptg ak lum mndi ag....Even xbbau tp ak xske mndi lmbt2.... After mndi n pray...,ak tgok tb....Da tgok2 tb...,ak brg r...nk rehatkn fizikal n mental ak...sguh mmenatkn...!!!!!!!!.....Dlm aty ak rse nk aje tdo..tp da ptg da...so tgok aje tb..smpi ak naek bwnk.... Ble ak da bwnk,ak off tb...g dpur...Caik ap y ptut d'tgok bkn d'mkn erk??...Ble ak da bwnk tgok2 dpur,ak on tb balik....Kbusanan ak mlande2 time 2...Da r ak grm ngn kwn ak sowg niw..??...Dy msj ak,tp lmbt bls..pas2 xbls lgsog...SKT ATY TOL!!!!!.....Bio jela dy...,mls ak nk lyn.... Nk dkt kul 7,nek pgil hmba allah niw g dpur....tp hmba allah 2 xgerak2...Then name ak y xptut d'pgil...telah d'pgil jua....Dlm aty ak mg pns....!!!!!!...Ptut yer kje hmba allah 2..,tp dy diberi kelonggaran....ad r sb2 yer....Ak grm gler...dlm aty y pns...smbil 2 bwt kje.....Mak ak berkata2....Kata2...yer sguh mrobek aty ak niw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................Knp ak slalu diperlakukn cm2...Knp lak ak...??...Knp owg len diberi kelonggaran tp ble time ak,sume cm dngki ngn ak.....Akhiryer..,terkua r...cecair dr mata ak...sb bwt kje kerna dipkse...seolah2 d'ugut....1 prgai ak niw,ak mg xske owg mgarah ak bwt kje...,ak mg palak gler....Tp ak sabo....mgkin 2 dugaan pd ak....Xp la...,ai niw ai dy sok ai ak.....Allah sje y tw btape skt aty n jiwa...ak time 2...mak slh kn ak...sb alasan y xmnusbah...Ap y ak bwt sume slh.....Hish....saba jela............Ak rse mcm xadil ak diperlakukn cmniw...tp nk wat cmne...stiap perbuatan pasti ad blasan....Ak sbgai mnusia bese...SABA JELA......

Today??...guess wat..??

1st story??

Today xcualy my frenx bzdy...but i xwish...Bkn sngaje tp i xd num hp dy...Geli yer bhaSekn "i" niw...Hahaha...Ak nk wish tp 2 lar xd num dy....To my frenx NABILAH ,epy bzdy y ke 16 kowt..??Btol r..16taun da mbe ak sowg niw...

Erm...sori r bell,ak xdpt nk wish bzdy ko...Tp xp...ak ad adiah t tuk ko....
Huhu...Adiah xbeso ne pown...jux ckup2 utk ko...aje...Haha
Kbtulan td,ak g...FS...So mse kt kaunter byaran...ak tnpk 1rak niw...mg khas coklat aje....Mcm2...ade....Plih aje...Pas2..,ak pk2..ak xd bli adiah utk N tp bzdy dy lmbt lg..."hrm...bkn kew ainw bzdy dak bell..???".....So ak xsempat r..nk mbli adiah utk dy...Ak bli la coklat 2....Kecik jewk...ala...nway skunk bulan pose...xley mkn manyak2.....Huhuh..T ai senin ak bg kn kt ko....Hrp2 r..ko ske....Amin............

2nd story??

Ainw sptut yer ak ad tsyen +math...tp di'sbkn ad msalah y tidak ptut ak amek taw,skunk niw ak kena amek tw gk...HAhaha...Taa..pe msalah tah??...ak pown ta tw......So ak juz ak tsyen ptg jewk r..tsyen pizik!!...
~Di pagi y indah(indah kew,lau da kul 8lbh 2??????)....hahaha...ak lmbt bgun r.....Ak bgun2 jewk...tgok2 da nk dkt kul 9....Akak ak ad tsyen kul 9...tp steady g lmbt....(dy mg cm2,ske g lmbt2).....Abaikan......Ak berniat nk p uma dak but....(sp "but"..,ak jewk y tw tp kowg pown bkal tw)....Hehehe....Utk mnolong dy upgrade uma yer.....Huhu...n cite yer blablablablablabla.......(xkn ak nk cte psal ak bsiap lak).....
~Lpas anta akk ak,mak ak anta ak p uma dak but....Prsaan ak cool aje...mcm nuthing appen....Nk bngge ap sgt an...,bese2 aje la..an..???...Haha...uma mbe ak sndr...bkan spe2 pown.....Ak smpi2 aje..,beri r salam...Nsb bek la..pintu dy da terbuka khas utk ak kowt...Hehehe...(pasan aje)...Nsb bek lar dy da bgun....,dy terpcak dpn pc caik2 lgu...(almaklum r..,da ad hp bwu...)...Huhu....Ak smpi pown bkn trus strt bwt kje....tp ak join skali dy download lgu...(ak tgok aje).....Hrm...,agk lme gk r..ak join dgr lgu 2...smbil download... Di kala tlige ak mlyan lgu2 2..,ttbe mak dy da berkata2....(suh strt kje)...Dy xgerak pown...ak y gelisah....xstrt2 lg....Xlme..............................................................2,bwu lar kteowg strt b'operate.......Lme gk r..bwt kje2...2...,smpi kul 11lbh....Strt pown xsilap ak nk dkt kul 10...(agkyer)....
Setelah diri ak mlayan prsaan time 2..,ak trse fenat....n bahu ak pown skt2....Ak bhenti bwt....Dy pown kasi ak rest dlu.....Pas2 xlme 2..,ak tlog smbungkn balik.....Hasilyer..,kami berjaye mghabiskan....part 2....Huhuhu....Uma dy hampir2..nk siap bhagian dlm r...lua blum lg....
~Lpas slesai sume kje2 2..,ak rest r...kjop....Smbil2 mlayan jari jemari ak niw mbls msj somebody...Hehehe.....Da rest2 2.,xlme 2...ak kne p tsyen pizik...nsb bek r uncle dtg uma....ak da xlrat nk jln da....oii!!!!!!............Im really fenat2......bahu gua skt2 ma....!!!!.....Xp...,demi dak but ak sggup bkoban ciri2 fzikal diri ku niw.....Hehehe...(poyo aje)....
~Balik dr tsyen...,dy flu..Huhuh...ksian.....PAs smayang dy tdo...ak pown balik lar time 2.....Mak ak pon da smpai.... Bgitulah story tuk ainw.....y len2 2 xpenting utk dictekn....Hehehe...

This pix a part of "but & bun"....Hehehe....

Bwnk lar syg...!!!!!!!!

Sp "syg" 2...???Nta ak maen taruk jewk...Asalkan sdop bunyi yer...HAhaha...Im totally BWNK!!!!!!!....Ta tw nk bwt ap..,laptop niw pow da naek busan ngn ak...Asyk2 ak jewk usik n sntuh laptop niw...??...Alamak...pas niw ak de tsyen...r...Ala..,ainw ak jdi alim...coz ak ajk mbe ak pkai bj kurung...ta tw r dy ngt kew x...???...Haha...xp ak da sent msj kt dy...Skadar ingatn tuk dy,t da smpi tsyen dy mrh ak lak x ngtkn dy....

Ainw ak bwnk gler....Las night,ak de r msj sowg bduck niw...??...Tgh2 bwnk..ak kcu r dy....Sbb t da xpat msj da....Huhuhu....-secret-...Tp y xbes yer,hp dy lak btery low...Adoyai...,ble time ak nk msj lar...btery dy low...Sabo jela....Ble dy ckp cm2.,ak ngn selamber bdak xbls msj dy....Nta knp r ak xbls...,alah g pown ak bgun sahur td dy xkesa lg ak bls msj dy x...??...Mg sengal dy 2..,ske bwt ak grm ngn dy...Klu dy ad dpn mata ak,da lame ak ketuk2 pale dy...HAhaha...Jaat ak niw an??..Tp setahu ak ainw dy g amek ujian lesen...Al maklum la..,owg da tuwe...amek r lesen...Ak pown da tuwe r...lupe lak..??Hehehe...Xp lar...Bio je la..r dy...T ak kcu2 dy...lg...Huhuhu...

Xcually,today kul 3 ak kn ad tsyen...Tp kaki ak niw mls nk g..r..Ta tw r npew...??...Tp ble dikenangkn smule...Ainw ak las tsyen pas2 cuti 3MINGGU!!!!!!.....hahaha...Sonok yew...Mg sonok ak ley lepak2 kt uma...t...Gpown skunk bulan pose..,so klu bwt kje sikit da fenat...!!..Dpt r ak relax2 aje....Haha...Erm..,ainw tsyen erk..??Balik tsyen t ak nk ajak mak ak beli seliper...Ak ta kire,mak ak msti bwk ak ainw gk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........Smlm da r xdpt sb mak ak nk balik trus....Xp..,mira ley saboer...lg....

Td sblum ak jejakkn jari jemari ku niw..??Ak maen ngn kucing ak...nme dy PUTEH..Sb kaler bdan dy puth+itam sikit...Mcm pokca dots kucing ak 2...Dy mg mnje...suke jilat tgn owg...Bese r..kucing r katekn....Hahah...Da lme2,dy maen meleset2 kt bdan ak...Ak da naek geli..,trus bgun..tgglkn dy..Mls ak nk lyn peel dy...gedik ngn ak jewk...Hahaha....Kucing jntan bese r..kn??...Gpown ak single so dy r jd teman ak maen,tido or lepak2......Kucing ak ad bpe erk..??nta 8 kew 7 da skunk y tggl...dulu ad 11 kew 13 tp da mati...huhu...cian bai....MaTI tgglkan ak bgitu sj...Haha...NIw pown ak nga tulis blog,ad mak kucing temankn ak...Huhu...Nme dy COMEL...Dy da beranak 2 kali..tp ttp maintain gemuk....!!!!!!!.....Hehehehe...Pelik c comel 2..,da beranak2 pwot stil gmuk gk...Hahahaha.....Pale kecik tp bdan beso....Klakar kcing ak 2....Tp ak da xbwnk smejak bela kucing...,sonok aw bela kucing....Ak ske ble time ak balik skola...kucing ak nme COCO...jemput ak...kt pintu dpn...Blum sempat ak bg salam..dy da pgil ak...Huhu..Terharu yer....Smpai ble la kcing2 ak niw dpt kekal idup ngn ak erk..???..Nta lar...Sonok ad kucing niw...,mcm teman baek disisi...xperlukan bf pown...Da ckup ad kucing...Haha....

Oke lar..,ak nk chow...Kjup lg ak da nk p tsyen...So nk siap kn beg g tsyen...T sng r ak juz bersiap aje ,beg da kemas....an??...Huhu...Oke,wassalam....truskn berpose..yer...!!!haha....

....Aneh tp pelik....

Erm...today al mcm bese r...,ak ad tsyen pg n ptg....Very fenat oo...!!!!!!....X terbilang ngn jari jemari niw....Hehehe..Tp ainw ak jaat,ak gtal sgt g culik camera mak ak g bwk tsyen...Hahaha...Xcually ak sje2 jewk bwk...ngt nk poze kt uma c but tp dy ckp xbalik uma....Alahai....sengal....tol...Xp r..,kteowg g pozing kt tsyen AG...Hahaha...Apew 2..??Nta ler....Sje2 mbuang mse...y ad....Hahaha..Sekali sekala bwt jaat...xp....
Ainw ak dpt pgalaman bwu....Huhu...NK tw x..??....Klakr giles.....!!!!...Hrm...intro dy,kteowg nk g tsyen bese yer naek van..ttpi d'sbbkn van uncle kena SAMAN!!!!!!!!....xley pkai bwt smentara...So td uncle pye yer sengal,dy anta kteowg naek kete Wira.....Kowg bygkan 6 org naek kete 2....Sesempit ya semut...!!!!!......Blakunk 4 owg,seat dpn sbelah drebar 2,dua owg....Hahaha...Mg ak grm r...tp nk bwt cmne....Nsb bek 2 kali kedua ak naek....Xp3...,bley dimaafkn.....
Nk balik plak???....Kteowg tgu pye r lme uncle mau dtg niw..???...Dy late sikit....r...So mcm owg bdus tgu lme2...2....Kali niw dy bwk kete paling antik dlm sejarah pale otak ak.....Hahaha...Kowg tw x...???Kete paling hudus y penah ak naek td...Sesesesempit yer....gule..halus...Da lar ruang sempit...Kulus ak td....Kaki berlipat2....hahaha...Mg r...Ak mrh uncle td,bwk kete paling segan ak nk ngaku....Hahaha..Nsb bek r mse kteowg nk naek 2,bdk2 sume da balik..klu x..hish segan dow..nk naek kete 2....Hehehehe......
Sblum g tsyen,td ak bli bj bwu secare invois dr but r...Hehehe...Nway ak xpenah r pkai that bj sb bj itu sgguh stailo!!!!!!!.....Klu ak pkai bley jadik mcm minah INDIE ler plek..??hahaha...GUrau jewk...Hrm..,tp ak xnk pkai skunk tgu ak lg kulus2..bwu ak pkai...Yerle,al maklum sje ler...ak niw chuby....so ble nk pkai bj y xpnh ku pkai mg mghdpi msalah kritikal skit..Hehehe....
Tp td tnjuk kt akk ak,dy kata stailo gk...Ey...mg r..stailo,gua beli secare invois aw...Haha...Dy ckp klu xnk pkai,bg dy jewk...Wah chntek muke dy,ak pye ler mgidam nk bj 2...sng2..dy nk dr ak....HAhaha...Kim slm jele......




Niw r kami,sje2 poze..sketika...Da abs tsyen da time niw....Tgu nk balik aje...Hehehe

Hurm....

Pg2 lg ak da terpacak dpn laptop ha.....Blum mndi lg niw....Hehehehehe....Xp2..xd bau pown....Ahax3...Hrm..,xcually ak xley nk titow balik....sb darling ak xd...Hehehe...Sp 2...???.Ak jewk y tw....MUahaha....Xley tdo sb pe erk???....Nta lar...Ak xtw ap y ak pk smpi skunk ak xley lupekan....Erm..aty ak ttbe rse sdey...!!!!!!.....Knp lar...aty niw degil sgt bhenti jele bersdey2...Xd sp herankn ko...???!!!!.....Ak ad sowg kwn...Dy baek r....Ak kwn ngn dy da 5 bulan....Tp ttbe smlm dy brubah....Knp erk???nta ler............... Ble ak suh lost cntact,dy mcm xnk plak..??Tp dy da bwt ak suffering....Mcm maenkn prsaan ak....Sdey beb....Dlu sp suh ckp mcm2 r....So skunk jd cmne jewk....Dy bwt hal dy,ak bwt hal ak....Ak mg bngang gler r smlm.....Mg xley nk ckp r...Hnye ak sowg jewk y rse....Tp lpas ak abs smbhyg,ttbe ak kwal prasaan ak....Ak nk aggp dy kwn sperti y len....Dy xkesa pown.....Oke la fine..!!!!...Ak rse mcm nk bwt jewk kjhatan...tp xgne....Mgkin dy nk jauhkn diri dr ak....Hrm...,xp r...Da owg nk bwt ak...nk wat cmne....As a human,redha aje la...Stiap perbuatan ad balasan yer..... So skunk niw dy da jrg r anta msj kt ak,ak jewk anta kt dy plak..???...Xp t da naek cuti da xd msj da....kowt...Tgok r..cmne,mnusia lar katakan,cpt brubah....Hrm...da lar mira oi...,bwt pew nk sdey2....Now all is gone......(tram jewk ckp)......Y setia bersame ak ialah kekasih ak...y sntiase brade disisi ak...DY xpnh lupekn ak..,tp ak jewk y slalu lupekn dy.....Ble susa ak ingt kt dy..,ble sng ak lpe.....Niw lar kelemahan ak.....
Pas niw,MIERA msti tbahkn aty....,ttup pintu aty 2 serapat y mgkin!!!!!!!.........Jgn pcyekn l*&%$^ lg......Focus stdy!!!!!............
Niw bwu luahan pg niw...,aty ak xtenang slgi ak xtw kbenaran yer.....
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Why???

ak xtw nk cite skunk...Bwnk teramat cuti niw....???....Kje skola ak ad y xsiap....
Tp ak bertekad nk siapkan...??Tp jnji2 dlm awangan jewk....HAhaha...Mne x...yer...,pg ak bgun late gler.....Ak bwt stail sdri....bgun kul 9 lbh....Hehehe........Nek ak xmrh pown.....Fmili ak y len2,bz g skola....Ak n mamat RELAX duk uma.....Hahaha...Bese r...,taun niw angah n jiha pekse beso....Hehehe....Dulu ak...
Hrm...,knp ngn ak niw....???....Tnsion aje.....Adus....
Ap salah ak..???..Hrm....full stop!!!!!!........xnk cite....lg.......

...Tired ma.......!!!!!!

Huhu...da 3ari pose....Alhamdulillah..ak dpt pose dgn baek xd msalah pape....
Tp mg mcbar ksbran ak pose2 niw.....sb tsyen ttp ad....Penat seyh....!!!!....Xterkata....mlut niw nk berbicara.....hnye aty y lara mnanggung segalayer........Blajo2.....,cuti pown ak rse cm skola jgak....Hish......


Aslkan ak balik uma jewk...,ak ttow dlu....Huhu...Fenat aw...,nsb bek la prentz ak phm2 kefenatan ak...MUahaha..........
Hrm....smlm abs tsyen +math.....Ak ajk mbe ak g psar rmdhan....Mtlamat utama ak nk bli ialah CARAMEL........Huhuhu...Xcually ak xpnh mkn bnd 2 tp smlm ak bli nk rse r....Huhu....Mak ak prking jauh gk r....,bese r psar rmdhan pnuh sesak.....Tmpt prking sume full!!!!!.......Tpkse la prking jauh.....Ak ngn mbe ak n adk ak trun g psar rmdhan 2...,mak ak xtrun....Gpown ak xnk mak ak trun t bankrupt mak ak sb adk ak sowg 2 ad...kuat mnx...nk mcm2 t....Pning2...!!!....Mse kteowg nk g psr rmdhan 2,kteowg tpkse lar lalu laluan sempit niw sblum nk ke jmbatan.....Lpas da lalu jmbatan,kteowg laluan r lorong blakunk niw....Mse kteowg lalu,ak ternpk r dua owg hamba allah niw duk kt tmpt smbhyg owg cine kowt.....???.....Kowg tw dowg bwt pew...???Apew lg...bwt operasi r....Dowg xpose....kowg xtw..???....Allah...xmalu kew dowg 2...,da besa2 pown xpose....Dowg juz berniaga jewk...bkn mlakukan kje berat2....Ak pelik tol r...,ad gk erk owg time pose2 niw xpose....Xmalu kew dowg...?????????.................... Mse kteowg lalu 2..,dowg sorok2 mknn dowg 2..,dowg pk ak xnpk??...Ak npk....Dowg cpt2 r cover....knon2 juz duk kt si2..... Bia r,2 duse dowg...pd allah...Ak xnk msuk cmpur....r.....

CARAMEL?????......
Ap 2 CARAMEL...erk???...Ad owg xtw ap bnd niw...????Hehehe...tmsuk r ak......
Smlm ak bli,tgok cm mnarik jewk tekak ak nk mkn bbuke t.....Ble da smpi wk2 bbuke,ak mkn r bnd 2...Mule2 rse cm oke....tp ble smpi ak rse kuah dy...???????.....MAk aiii!!!!!!!!.......bau hangit siot.......LAa...rupe2 yer kuah 2 diperbuat dr gula hangus....Hehehe...Ak xtw pown....Mak cik ak kata nk bwt bnd 2 sng jewk....Bg ak susa,mkn jewk sng...Hehehe........Akhirnyer ak xterabes mkn bnd 2....tekak ak da mual....ngn kuah dy.....rse pahit pown ad.....pape jela....
Tp smlm mg bes r...,mak ak bli kn ap y ak mnx....Hehehehe......Skali skala ma......bkn selalu dpt mnx......

...No idea.....

~no idea
~no mood
~feel lonely
~sad
~dun know wat 2 do...

I had done smething wrong 2 someone....N now I don't know wat 2 do....????....I am very shame on myself....Now i felt i am so STUPID person.....My attitude is ego.....!!!!!!!!......Enough 4 now,i must rmember that i must changed...!!!!!!!..........

Kehidupan.....

Kehidupan ak : bengang,
busan,
sakit aty,
geram,
myampah.

Ey...besabo jela.....utk selama niw.....Slagi hyat dikandung bdan......



"Skunk owg len hbat dr ak,mgkin suatu ai t ak akn lbh hbat dr dowg sume"
Hendak seribu daya,xnk seribu dalih.



Aty keciwa....!!!!!!!!!......hahahaha....Bdus aje ak niw...?????........