sadness day..????

mlm kelmarin r...ak xpat tdo...dr kul 12 lbh kowt smpi kul 2 lbh ak xley tdo..Dlm pale otak ak,xd ap y ak pk kn...cuma susa nk lelapkn mate...Geram seyh...ak pusing sne sini xngntok gk..Nk msj kwn,tkot dowg da tdo..so ak baring jela....Sblum 2,ak bc bku jup..yerla nk kasi mate niw cpt ngntok...Da lme2 bc,ak tewas gk..(ngntok la)..Hehehe...So ak kemas2,then baring tdo..Tp xley tdo cm ak ckp kt atas niw...Then da kul 2 lbh,ak terlelap sndr... Xsmpi bpe minit,ttbe pkcik ak ketuk pintu bilik air ak...Dy pggil nnek ak.. Buka la pintu sakti 2...(hehehe,poyo)...,pkck ak ckp sedare ak kt keyL da meninggal pg 2...Tersentak ak dgr...Tp dlm aty,sdey gk la..ap ley bwt Allah da pgil dy...Dy pergi mniggalkn ank2..n isteri dy....Ak kesian r..tgok dy mse dtg rye uma ak ai2...Even xsihat pown tp ttp dtg uma ak...n even kesakitan y dy alami dlm pwot 2..dy stil ggah aty dy utk bgun bjln...Sdey ak..tgok dy..Xsngke,smlm mrupakn ai pemergian dy..stelah sekian lme terlntar kt hospital keyL..ak xpnh pt mlwat dy...Kdg2 prent ak ad g...ak xpat ikowt..cuz ad hal...Dy da lme sgt sakit...selama 7 bulan bertahan sakit...
Semalam 4/12/09..mrupakn ai sdey ak n sedare mare r..cuz dy da mniggal...Fmili ak sume g kcuali akk ak cuz dy SPM..Xkn la nk ikowt lak,spm 2 lg pnting...Kteowg btolak lbh kurang 8.45am..la..DLm On d way 2..,kteowg harungi..jln JAM la...lme seyh..Ak geram tol klu g KeyL...mg da jd prob lau g keyL 2...Shampah ak..Lbh kurang 4km r JAM...aK sabau jela..dlm kete even bkn ak drive...Huhuhu...da la duk dlm kete,bley bwt ak sakit buntut..busan gler.r...Hp ad tp kedit lak tggl ciput...mls ak nk msj owg....Busan3!!...TTbe dlm JAM2 2,mak ak dpt brite jenazah da dikebumikan...erm...lg la sdey..xpat tgok bwt kali terakhir dlm idup ak..tp xpela..Ak doakn Al Fatihah da ckup baek kn..??..
LPas sgle jam2 2..,kteowg g uma mak arwah 2..bc tahlil..n mcm2. la..sesak gk la.uma 2...Ak naek tnsion pown ad...Saba jela...Al maklum la..y dtg 2 sume sedare terdekat...xkn ak nk mrh lak..??...Huhuhu...Ak tggu lme gk la...bc thlil..then sesi bersurai... Kesian ak tgok ank2 dy..1laki 2 pmpuan..y laki 2,sebaye ngn ak..Ak xckp ngn dy..tego.pown xpnh..hehehe...Segan...Y sulung ,akk dy...Skunk msuk U...Anak2..sdey..yerla..ayah dy da xd..Nsb bek mak dy ad...Ak doakn dowg tabah mhdpi dugaan n cbarn dr allah.....