Tuesday, October 19, 2010

plezz ah....


~td kenn,ak npk dak ngek..Tp ak xtego.. Ak mls..btw xd mOOd.. Ak nk g kt dy...tp takot..!!!.. Ak sgt2 lah pmalu...Tp bile pk kn balek pe ak ckp ai2..ak xnk gnggu dy lg.... Ak xtw lah..nk buad apew..?.. Skunk niw ak hnya mmpu bdiam diri...buad smentara waktu.. Biar pown ty ak dirusuki perasaan keciwa..ak ttp tabahkn ty..utk truskn dugaan ak niw... Ak hnya diamkn diri..sb ak xmmpu nk buad pape.. Mse ak tgok muke dy..cm bese je..relax..*laki bese ah ann..??... Ak perhatikn dr jauh... Bile tgok muke dy,ak rndu gila ah..sama dy... Tp lupe lak,ak xpnh tego dy..*haha..!!... Bese ckp dlm telepon j... Wlupown,ak rndu dy....tp ak tw ak lum lg baek ngn hamba Allah 2.. Ak xpnh pk pown nk baek ngn dy.. Bukan ah niat ak xnk baek..tp ak da tawar ty... Pnt lah.. Biarlah ak pendamkn pe ak rse.. Ckup lah,pe y ak derita,merana selama niw.. Biarlah org nk ckp ak niw jaat..kew apew..??.. Ak xtw ah pe punca ak ttbe cm xrptt ngn c ngek niw.. Ak riso r gk... Tp nta lah..ak xtw pe nk buad da..??.. Ak rse cm ak slh pown ad.. Mbe ak suh ak settlekn scpt mgkin tp ak cm nk mgelak..cm xknl peel ak..??..*haha.. Bkn lah..ad kekangan ah.. bkn ak xnk wey..ak klu bley nk lg cpt... Tp nta la..makin lme ak makin busan... Tp bile da lme sgt..ak akn rndu...*bdus je... "YA Allah..dikk oii...bg la ak jupe kau..utk trus trg...Knp kau xnk bg ak pluang utk bckp..?.." Ak xphm peel kau.. Ak tw kau baek..tp knp kau xnk tnjukkn keikhlasan kau kt ak..??.. Waduh..palak ak ckp psal dy...stop it ah mira..!!...

pape jela..an..ak xd mood nk merapu lg...!

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