tired dow...

Today,ak de plan ikowt cik but g uma kawen hakak dy kt sremban...Pergghh...gle busan duk dlm kete lme 2...Mne xyer..,ak geram gle r ngn jiran dy kowt(ak xknl mreka 2 sp)...Kteowg kne lalu tol pedas..Tp pkcik 2..,bwk kteowg jln jauh gler babeng r..Lalu rembau..Pale hotak dy....!!!!!!!!...Geram seyh....Gse nk jewk m*&^..tp saba jela...Elok2 ley smpai tol pedas 1 jam,tp ikot jln 2 setengah jam...Jauh beb...Ak taubat xnk lg follow that pkcik..Hahaha..

Lpas tol pedas..,kteowg tggu kete len smpai..gerak sme2..Al maklum la,kami xtw jln ke sremban 2..Hehehe...Mg td traffic jam r...Frust ak..!!!!!!...Nsb bek sekojap..,klu lme xnk ak pns buntut dlm kete 2...Hahahaha...Xlme kemudian,kami smpi ke tmpt owg kawen 2...Mg meriah r gk..Ak dpt pekak kn tlinge...Sbb..bese yer..kt uma kawen pkai kompang kn????..tp uma 2 ad sdikit kelainan..dy pkai ape erk bnd alah 2...alahai..ak xtw?????...tp dy ad drum..then..??..ape tah..??..HAhaha..Tp klu kt cte owg putih,ad alat muzik 2 dimainkn...Mh syok r...ak dgr...Gse mcm kena berkwat..Hahahahahahhaha............ Lpas berarak 2..,sesi tepuk tawa kowt...Ak xnk bwt cuz IM SEGAN...Hehehehe..Tape lah,bg y tuwe2 bwt...im young...Hahaha...Gurau jewk...Ak berdiri bukan men lame lg r..,tggu dowg suda berslm ngn pgantin..Tpkse bsaba...cuz bkn sdare ak...Lme gk la ak jd PATUNG...tggu pye tgu..Pwot gua da lapa...Haiiyyooo..!!..."Nisa..!!!!!..,where re u..???...im hungry niw..??u dun wanna 2 accompany me..???"hrmmm"....Tpkse la ak bawa diri ke meja y disediakn...Huhuhu..Nisa jd photograper..So xp la..ak xkesa...Hehehe...Ak mkn 1 lauk niw,ak ingtkn lauk daging tp bhagian dlaman daging...Geli siot..Ak da mkn 2-3 ketul...Ak plak da lapo..,mkn jela lauk pe ad...Mg geli r...Bak kata nnek ak,ak niw mude lg xley mkn bnd 2 sume..tp td ak termkn..Hehehe...Lpas mkn2 sume,kami balik...Sblum balik kami singgah masjid nk smbhyg zhur...Mse kt si2..,ak busan la....Tp demi solat,ak bwt2 xbusan...Hehehehehe...

Ak wif nisa..Im epy now..??..I dun think so..??

sadness day..????

mlm kelmarin r...ak xpat tdo...dr kul 12 lbh kowt smpi kul 2 lbh ak xley tdo..Dlm pale otak ak,xd ap y ak pk kn...cuma susa nk lelapkn mate...Geram seyh...ak pusing sne sini xngntok gk..Nk msj kwn,tkot dowg da tdo..so ak baring jela....Sblum 2,ak bc bku jup..yerla nk kasi mate niw cpt ngntok...Da lme2 bc,ak tewas gk..(ngntok la)..Hehehe...So ak kemas2,then baring tdo..Tp xley tdo cm ak ckp kt atas niw...Then da kul 2 lbh,ak terlelap sndr... Xsmpi bpe minit,ttbe pkcik ak ketuk pintu bilik air ak...Dy pggil nnek ak.. Buka la pintu sakti 2...(hehehe,poyo)...,pkck ak ckp sedare ak kt keyL da meninggal pg 2...Tersentak ak dgr...Tp dlm aty,sdey gk la..ap ley bwt Allah da pgil dy...Dy pergi mniggalkn ank2..n isteri dy....Ak kesian r..tgok dy mse dtg rye uma ak ai2...Even xsihat pown tp ttp dtg uma ak...n even kesakitan y dy alami dlm pwot 2..dy stil ggah aty dy utk bgun bjln...Sdey ak..tgok dy..Xsngke,smlm mrupakn ai pemergian dy..stelah sekian lme terlntar kt hospital keyL..ak xpnh pt mlwat dy...Kdg2 prent ak ad g...ak xpat ikowt..cuz ad hal...Dy da lme sgt sakit...selama 7 bulan bertahan sakit...
Semalam 4/12/09..mrupakn ai sdey ak n sedare mare r..cuz dy da mniggal...Fmili ak sume g kcuali akk ak cuz dy SPM..Xkn la nk ikowt lak,spm 2 lg pnting...Kteowg btolak lbh kurang 8.45am..la..DLm On d way 2..,kteowg harungi..jln JAM la...lme seyh..Ak geram tol klu g KeyL...mg da jd prob lau g keyL 2...Shampah ak..Lbh kurang 4km r JAM...aK sabau jela..dlm kete even bkn ak drive...Huhuhu...da la duk dlm kete,bley bwt ak sakit buntut..busan gler.r...Hp ad tp kedit lak tggl ciput...mls ak nk msj owg....Busan3!!...TTbe dlm JAM2 2,mak ak dpt brite jenazah da dikebumikan...erm...lg la sdey..xpat tgok bwt kali terakhir dlm idup ak..tp xpela..Ak doakn Al Fatihah da ckup baek kn..??..
LPas sgle jam2 2..,kteowg g uma mak arwah 2..bc tahlil..n mcm2. la..sesak gk la.uma 2...Ak naek tnsion pown ad...Saba jela...Al maklum la..y dtg 2 sume sedare terdekat...xkn ak nk mrh lak..??...Huhuhu...Ak tggu lme gk la...bc thlil..then sesi bersurai... Kesian ak tgok ank2 dy..1laki 2 pmpuan..y laki 2,sebaye ngn ak..Ak xckp ngn dy..tego.pown xpnh..hehehe...Segan...Y sulung ,akk dy...Skunk msuk U...Anak2..sdey..yerla..ayah dy da xd..Nsb bek mak dy ad...Ak doakn dowg tabah mhdpi dugaan n cbarn dr allah.....

Otak da slow....

Ptg td..ak g tsyen...Huhuhu...Busan beb duk uma...Shmpah ak..Nway..mse dtg 2 da cm owg haoe jewk..y dtg bwu 3 owg jewk..tmasuk ak..Huh..??..ak ngtkn xjd...gupe2 yer jd jgak...Tce suh tggu dak2 len dtg dlu....Adus..tpkse akur jela....Dlm aty ak mls gler...nk dtg tp disbbkn duk uma busan....dtg jgk la...Hehehehe...
Ble da strt blajo 2..,tce bg soklan suh bwt...Ak bwt la...Da lme2 pas2..ttbe ak da GERAM ngn soklan xhape2...Bengang pown ad...Yerla..da lme otak ak xberfungsi +math n mathmode...Hehehehe...Tnsion ak...Huhuhu...Lme lak 2 blaja dr kul 2 smpi 5..smbung +math lg...Fuuuhh...,cm robot otak ak...Da slow2 niw,so lmbt sikit nk siapkn 1 soklan 2..(klu xpat la)...hahahaha...Tp ap bley bwt,taun dpn taun y mencabar bg ak...!!!!...Gler r.....
Mcm robot ak..ke sne ke sini..Niw bwu ainw...Letih la bgun awl ainw..Niw pown gara2 apak ak...,cuz mak ak suh ckp kt dy ak nk msuk tsyen 2..Klu x jgn hrp la dy kasi ak kua uma t...Mati ak....Hahahahahaha....Thats my pather..Kdg2 ak grm ngn dy...tp ak ske bwt donoh jewk....Lantak la...Ak mls nk pk2...... Bulan 12 niw ak bz la plak..??knp ak ske cari nhas time2 cuti y honeymoon month..Yerla las month dlm 2009...Hehehhe..ak byk mnfaatkn ngn tsyen....Xp la..len kali jela ak njoy2...Tggu la klu ak njoy t..,nta2 xngt dunia...Cis..mne de smpi cm2...Ak ingt ALLAh lg....

mls

ak mls nk g tsyen sok...tp lau xp t mbe ak mrh lak..???haiyooo.....Aty sp ak nk kne jge???...Alahai...tp lau xp,duk uma pown xd bnd nk bwt...???...Hrmmm...
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Keptusan yer mlm niw,la ak pk kn...Hehehehe

Night,im very busan....

Mlm td ak busan thap jibeng la...Hahahaha...Disebabkn ak busan,ak toray la anta msj kt kwn tp xd'bls...Aty keciwa...Xd siapa nk menemani mlm ak y semakin gelam...(ceeewwwaahhhh)....Busan dow..Ak xtw nk bwt hape..??...fkiran ku buntu..!!!!!...

Agak busan la jgk mlm td,mlayan im feeling y keciwa,ksunyian n myk lg la....Ak gse nk jewk campak hp ak,cuz hp 2 da bpe ai senyap jewk...xd bunyi...Grm seyh...No body rmember me..!!!...damn im feeling sad when thinking bout it..But 4get ajela....Dun't rewind wat i had done....blablablabla.......

Mlm ak ak tgok cte ape erk..??...Nta la ,xingt tajuk tp bes la gk...Hehehe...Be4 tgok tb,ak tringt akn sowg sahabat...laki..ak ad num dy tp x cntct lg...Then disebabkn ak bwnk,ak mzcal jela dy...(mzcl adalah utk ak pastikn num 2 wjud,mne tw num 2 slh kew)....Dy bls balik..Ak pown strt msj cm bese...Da lme2 msj,ttbe ak sje la nk duge dy...Tye dy pnh kple kew..??ttbe dy bls msj ak ngn bnd niw..??..Agk pelik ak bc tp bgus jgk la...Sp terase,elok la utk kowg sedar....(its juz msj,bkn ak y reka..ak dpt dr sahabat ak)

Msj 2 berkata:

MANFAAT COUPLE:

-seronok(dapat fitnah,dose,dapat geng ngn syaitan)

-dapat luahkn masalah(allah kn ade)

-banyak habis dwet(lebih baek untuk sedekah)

-banyak risau(takot kena kebas,azab kubor xpulak??)

-banyak kenangan(asyik ingat yang sweet2 jewk,bukan kew sebagai ISLAM,kite kena ingat MATI yang bile2 mse)

-Belajar tepati mase(takot dy marah,solat lmbat xkesa plak..???)

LU PIKIR LA SENDIRI....

Sebarkn pd rakan2 anda..Moge2 kte selamat dunie akhirat

Pesanan ak,RENUNG2KN N SELAMAT MENGHAYATI YER....Hehehe....

Alamak ak tringt plak kt lgu CARI JDOH-wali band..Hahaha.Ak ngt kt spe ha..??...Xp..kwn jewk skunk....hehehe...

Ape ak da bwt..??..

Ape aku da bwt erk..???...Ntah la...Ak pown xtw...Xtw sama ada ak bwt niw btul kew x..???..Tp klu da jln 2 dy pilih,ak trime jewk bwt kali ke-2....Hah.,cm owg bdus jewk...wat eve la... Ak da mls nk pk sal niw sume la...!!!!!!!!...bwt pale ak skt...Skt jiwa..,mronta2..suh being jaat..Tp ak xnk r..,bwt cm2..Ak abaikan jela...Juz 4get bout it....

Spanjang cuti da bjln niw..,ak sguh la BUSAN....sb xd bnd nk bwt..???....haiseh..!!...T bulan 1,mak cik ak kawen..ak xdpt follow...Cish..!!..Akk ak dpt la g..cuz da abs skula tp ak..??..stay at home..liked gud gurl..Hahaha..Xd la..,mkcik ak nikah time ai ak skula..cmne lak ak nk g..???..Nway taun dpn ak lg bz..cm YB...Hahaha..Pasan jewk lbh ak niw..??...dgn tsyen lg..Haiyoo..mati ak...Xp2..demi SPM ak sggp berkorburn..mse n tenaga.... Knp la mkcik ak nk kawen time2 ak nk duk SPM erk..??..mcm sje jewk....Ceh..,dy nk kawen dy pye ske la...Hahaha...

Td ak bgun pg,nnek ak ttbe mod baek..dy bg dwet sepulo engget..Nta hape mimpi,ak xtw la..Ak pown hamek jela...Owg da kasi,juz take it...la..Hehehe...Skunk cuti skula niw,ak jd pokai la...cuz xdpt dwet blanje...Susa..aw.??..nk topup pown xckup dwet....Haha..Xp,skunk ak pown da kureng men msj ngn owg...Jimat la sikit kedit ak uw..Klu topup skali ley than bpe minggu ta,2 lau ak xd cal owg la...Ak slalu lepak ngn But jewk...Haha..Bwnk2,ak msj dy jewk... Skunk niw pown musim hujan la..susa ak nk kua uma...Klu nk kua pown,kne pk byk kali..Klu hujan t,cmne..??...alah..lceh tol..lau xd lsen... Ckp psal lesen.,ak hamek lsen bulan 1 taun dpn...Lmbtkn..???...Apak ak la...Kne la akur ckp dy..Kunk ttbe xkasi ak amek lsen,rugi ak..Sbb t ak da ad lsen.,ak nk lanyak2 moto dy 2..Hahaha...

Stresss.....

Ak stress gle ainw...gse nk jewk mrh sume owg....!!!!!!!....Bnci siot...
Liked stupido person maaa.....
Wat i wan 2 do...???...I dun know..??...2 handle myself....
But right now,ak lapo...cuz blum mkn....(kebolo,thap babun)...
Tp ak ttp nk hdap lptop...Hehehe..even mata ak sakit..utk bukak luas2...Cuz ad la..sbb yer..Hehehehe..Nut important dud....Ak howkey jewk....cuma stress y amat sgt..smpi xley kwal diri....

Ak niw on9,pkai modem y ke-3...Hahaha..Kaye ak ngn modem..!!!!..Byk la..,kaye..mak ak rugi tw x..??....Damn..!!!!!...Niw la msalah..,nk jd owg intnet..tp lau pape prob intnet..xgeti nk xplain pd pelanggan...Bdus...(ak mgutuk sme1)...hehehe... Tp syes la,mak ak da rugi..pelik2...lceh la..pkai bnd niw..tp lau xpkai lg..t susa..Bak kata sme1 la,"ble xd,kne nk gne yer"...Blablablabla....bkan msalah ak..... Pape pown..,kpd anda y pkai modem..jage la sebaik y mgkin..Klu da jd cm kes ak niw,,susa..n rugi...Huhuhuh...

im really bwnk...!!!!

On this time.....

Akulah tuan yer blogger niw..,y xseberape lawo...tp sderhana dr segale2yer...Sje promote muke sndr..cuz niw blog ak,ak ye ske lar....Hahaha...

Im really bwnk thap cipan r...Ta tw nk bwt hape..??...Busan deyh...Ak msj mbe,xd'bls..(sdey yer..,dlm aty bcmpur geram...cewah..!!!...tpu jewk)...Tp ak mg busan gle2...Ta tw r nk bwt hape..??..akk ak skunk sdg perperangan paper +MATH..hahaha..Killer paper uw..Mati oo...next year,time ak lak..??..Alahai...giso..ak..tp ta ler...ak ckp jewk kt mlut tp xgerak2 nk blajo..dr sehari ke sehari ak nk stdy tp xd pown..hasil yer..Ak asyik leka bwt bnd len..Kdg2 ak caik mse y ssuai..nk stdy...Ak ske stdy mlm2..,sb xd owg...sume owg tdo..Aman dunia...Haha....

Ak bkn mls..tp ta ler....NAFSU...niw smakin mnebal..(mlas nk stdy)...Mingu dpn cane niw..?..ak jnji ngn kazen haku..,suh stdy ngn ak..tp dy cm nk ajak kwn lak.??..xkn ak sesowg lak..??..segan ler..Dy da la laki..,ak pmpuan..ak sesowg jewk..xadil lorh...!!!!!...



Prancangan ak ngn dak but...terkandas da skunk...Xd pape brite utk mnerusakn plan kteowg 2...Sb ad jewk plan len..Ak tpkse akur...Kdg2 ak pown bz...elok2 1 ai 2,ak nk g kua ngn dy..ttb omak ak lak ajak tman dy kua..Adus..xkn ak nk tolak lak.??..bkan sng nk bodek mak ak..Nk2 lak time da dpt gaji niw..??..lg la ak nk pokaikn dy..(kejam sgguh ak)...Hehehe....Tape2..t ak da besa,ak blnje omak ak puas2..Hehehe...(janji niw)...


Cuti niw..????...ak lepak uma jela..MAKAN,TIDO,MAKAN,TIDO..Hahaha...yerla.,da xd bnd ley bwt...Ak pown lllaaayyyaannnn..jela...TIDO.....Tp ai2..makcik ak plan nk balik mlake,jenjln 1 melaka..tp ta tw r jd kew x..??..Ak sntiase mnggu niw..??..Mgharap spaye jdik..Ak niw da la xpnh kua jenjln..Melaka pown xpenh ak tawan abes2an...Fmili len da abes mlawat..??ak blum lg..??..haiyoo....


Apa y ak nk lakukn..cuti niw..???...Alahai...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......





Promote kucing2 ak...hehehe..

Ini dingko aka bf ak...Hahaha...

Ini PUTEH...,ank dak COMEL...

Ini HITAM,tp pgil dy "tam,tam"...Ank kpd arwah COMEL..

Ak sedang bwt djal ngn adk2 ak..Mreke sume jles ngn ak..Sb ak asyik kongke laptop dr mlm td..Hahaha..Klu ak on9 lme2...,ak xmrh..tp lau mreka 0n9 lame2 ak mrh...Hehehe..ak btindak tidak adil same mereka..Pdn muke kowg..2 la dpt akk sebaek cm ak niw..??..mg xsyok..tp ak bwt kejam pown bersbb spaye kowg xjdik cm ak...Hahahaha....

Suke suki duka duki..

Suke duke,ak lalu bersame....

Spanjg ak xley on9,mcm2 perkara terjd..Ad y sdey,epy or pape jela... 1st story ak..Da tlnjur ak on9,ak tringt kt smething...Huhuhu... Cte yer berlgu bgini...(hehehe)...
Pd 17/11/09..time 2 stil skula tp ak xp skula akibat pykit kemlasan ak mlnde2...(ikowt akk ak,ponteng skula)...Kbetulan plak,kucing sulung ak jatuh sakit..da bpe ai xmkn..Mcm sakit...Mlm senin 2..,ak cari dy(nme yer COMEL)..sb fmili ak kecoh COMEL xnaik mkn....Ak pgil nme dy,xmuncul2..dlm aty ak cm xsedap aty la..Comel da skt msti xley bgun..So,ak jln2 npk dy baring kt tepi uma ak..Ak angkat dy...Badan dy dulu gemuk sgt..,berat lau angkt..tp disbbkn da xmkn cm xd selere nk mkn..dy da kulus..sikit...Mse 2 ak angkt dy letak ats meja..,pjuk dy suh mkn...(naluri ak pd kucing mg ad..,ak bela kucing pown da lme..so xyh pelik lak..lau ak ckp ngn kucing)...Dy diam jewk...Ak pelik gak..ngn dy...Pas2..,mak ak suh bg minum air glucuse...Ak bgi la..,dy minum..then dy jln slow motion gle..bjln ke arah bilik ak...Dy berhenti seketika kt 1 tmpt then dy naek atas tilam..tido..Mse dy nk tdo 2..,ak alaskn kain tkot2 dy muntah... Mlm dy tdo 2..,dy asyik berpaling2 bdan..cm xslesa...Ak diam jewk..biarkn dy...Esok pg yer..,nnek kjut ak...Tjuk dak comel terbaring..n ad smething kua dr mlut dy....Dlm aty ak,sebak n sdey sgt..Sbb ak tw dy akn pergi..Sakit dy 2 myb dsbbkn dy termkn rumput y da kne racun...(nnek ak ckp)...Kowg bygkn ak bgun kul 4lbh,dy stil bergerak2 (tgn n kaki),tp xbgun...AK da naek riso....Lpas 2..,ak letak dy ats srat khbr..letak dy kt lua..Tkot tmuntah jewk...Nway,nnek ckp Comel da xlme lg 2...Ak sdey gk la..Mse 2,xd sp nk tlog ak bwk dy g klinik...Sdey seyh...Cm kehilngan owg tersyg..!!!!!!!....Ak da give up...Ble pkck ak bgun,dy lg suh bg air...Tp comel xminum...Ble ak usik mata dy,stil berkelip..Seolah2..dy tgglkn kenangan pd ak..Sdey seyh...!!!!!!!!..Mse hyat dy stil ad 2..,ak urut bdan2 dy...,dy xgerak da...bdan da separuh keras...Huh....Ak redha jela..wk2 2... Ble da ptg 2..,ak kua jup..Balik2 jewk..wak2 2 hujan lebat ad petir..Nnek ak ckp da comel da xd...Dy mraung mse nyawa dy..nk xd 2...Mcm mnusia gk la..,nk mati..kn..??...Ak sdey gler..,ak xtw nk ckp pe lg..??..Mg xley nk gmbarkn prsaan ak wak2 2..Xd sp nk pham prasaan ak...time 2..Kejam... Ak dgn aty y lluh..berat..,pergi gali tnh utk tnam dy...Sdey wey...,dy kucing ak y sulung...da pergi...Byk kenangan ak ngn comel..Dulu comel pernah kena buang(gara2 kbencian apak ak thdp kucing)..,tp ak jpe dy balik...Ak jge dy smpi dy da berank dua kali...Hinga 17/11/2009...dy da pergi..mninggalkn ak...Betape sdey yer ak..,ak amat myayangi COMEL..!!..Sperti kucing2 y len...Byk dugaan ak tempohi mse bela kucing niw..??..,ad kucing ak kne kidnpped la..,ilang la..,mati..mcm2 r...Dlu ak ad 13 ekor kucing tp skunk hnye tggl 5 ekor jewk..1 betine 4 jntan...huh...??...
Bg ak,bela kucing niw..,sonok aw..??...Ak ske tgok aksi kucing2 ak ble dowg bgurau sende...Mnje n mcm2 la..Dowg niw mcm mnusia gk..,ad prsaan mrajuk,manje n mcm2..Ak ske n syg dowg...

niwla pix comel..bpe minggu sblum jtuh sakit..Ak rndu kt dy..!!!..

Bg ak,lbh baek ak mcurahkn ksh syg ak pd kucing2 ak niw..??...Sbb dowg xkn mlukakn aty ak..,cuma kekdg ak jewk..bwt dowg mrh...Dowg phm lau ak pgil dy..??..xcm mnusia zmn skunk ad y bduh smbong...(ak xmksud kwn2 ak..tp org laen..)

comel da kulus..tp skunk dy sudah tiada di muka bumi ini...
Hubungan ak antara haiwan akrab tp mnusia..??nta ler...ak xtw..nk ckp..No komen bout this..

Okela,ak da xnk cte psal comel..t ak sdey lg..huhu....Ai2 ak ad join mnolong mbe ak ye akak kawen...hiush...Mg ponat den...!!..Bwt kje 2 hini...Ak strt tdo uma dy ai rabu ai2..smingu sblum cuti 2...(pk la sndr)..hehehe...Mg ak sesmpi jewk..,ak tlog mbe ak bsuh tmpt letak barang hantaran 2...Huhuu...Mg susa nk bsuh cuz kne sental kuat2...Bnd 2 da lme tersimpan....So kne wash it sekuat y mgkin...Hahaha...Then mlm 2.,ak xingt bwt pe..??hehehe..Ai seterusyer,ak ingt ak ad tlun bwt dadih...2 sbb dadih habis...!!!!!!!!..Pncapaian y agak mbnggekn!!..hehehe..Poyos jewk ak..Ak cuma tlog tuang dlm cup,ttup..2 jewk...hehehe..Ai jumaat 2..,ai pernikahan akk dy..Ak tlog ap y ptut...mg xsng nk dduk..ad jewk kje kne bwt..Tp mlm 2..,ak ad kelainan sikit pd diri ak..Nk tw..??kew..??..hehehe..Mlm 2..,ak di make up kn oleh kak long dy..Hahaha..Mule2 ak cm xnk tp..,sje to ray....Hehehe...Bg ak cm kelakar jewk muke ak..Yerla,ak xpnh pakai bnd 2 sume...Hehehe...

wk2 niw..,akad nikah blum blangsung la..Hehehe..tgok la pgantin laki,cool je..!!..Hehehe...Nme pgantin(di rhsiekn)..ngeee...


Inilah rupe ak..,xnpk sgt kowt da make up..Mcm same jewk..??kn..??..Hehehe...



pix niw time ai berlgsung kawen akk dy...Ak pkai bj org len(gara2 nk same ijau)...Ak xtw anak spe ak pgg niw..tp cumel kn dak niw..??..hehe..
Mbe ak tgok ak bgini berkata:
N : pir,chntek la muke ko
F: eee...mira lawa...
N mcm2 lg..Ak xnk jd minah perasan...Im d simple person..

Ble ak tgok owg kawen niw..,ak ttbe tpk agak2..time ak cmniw gk kew..???..Oh..tidak..tlalu awl utk ak pkrin...Hehehe..umo ak masih pjng....Drh mude lg..Kakakakakaka...!!!!!!!!..... Gurau jela..Mira jgn prsan pk sal kawen..pokus blaja dlu...gurl..!!!!!!!!..

Ak rndu....!!!!!!!!

Aku da lme xon9...So ainw 1st ak dpt on9 balik..cuz modem intnet ak da jhnam...Modem ak 2 warranti dy juz setaun...So ble da setaun gne..dy da rosak..xley on9 lg..Td pown smpi ak ikowt mak ak g alor gjah semate2 nk settlekn moem niw..Akhiryer tpkse beli bwu...Mhal seyh..!!!!!!!!... Niw pown kena jge baek2...klu x len kali mak ak xnk lyn da...Hehehe..

Ai2..,las day skula..Wah..mg sedey...cuz berpisah ngn senior2..y ak respek..Dowg sume da nk pencen skula..ak??..taun dpn las...Huh..,tkot seyh ble kenang kn balik..??.. Knp mse bgitu pntas berlalu...erk..??..susa2...Ak xprepare pape utk taun dpn...Huh..??...Mati gua....

wif YB kami..Haha..Hnye kami y pgil dy "YB" aw..

wif shamil..Nggee...Skandel bwu.??oh..jgn slh phm erk..??



This is us..of COG...Hehehe...Besh frenx 4 eve n eve eve la...wat eve lor..Haha

Xcually,ak xsempat nk menaip byk2..xlarat lor...Hehe..Upload pix jewk...

Idup y agak mbusankn..???..

Kes 1

Mlm td ak tsyen...Mg xbes tsyen mlm td..cuz my bes prenx xd...Dy g cmping 4 ai...Ak trse sgguh mbusankn....n mbwt ak bngang....Sb ape ak bngang..??.. Sb the person ak xske ad...Ak mg palak ngn that minah...!!!!!!...Ak pnh cte psl dy dlm blog ak niw...pnjg lebar...Aty ak mg skt ble ckp psl dy...ak bnci dy thp cipan.... N mlm td xsemene2 ak duk diam2,aty ak jd pnas..ngn prgai that minah....Hey...,mne x yer..??..ak duk diam xkcu idup dy,dy ttbe kcu ketenteraman ak....Grm ak..tp ak xbwt pape,..cuz t dy akn kata ak mlenting plak..??...Ak smmg yer sbar ngn dy...Ak mls nk ckp psal dy...sbnryer...tp d'sbb kn mlut dy y mcm buntut aym n mcm2 r sgale kburukan dy mg ad pd dy...Ak mg xd mood nk tego dy....Klu ak bwt baek ngn dy..,xd mkne yer....Dy 2 talam 2 muke...Dpn ak men baek lg.tp blakunk mgutuk ak bkn men lg.. Knp la allah bg mnusia y cm dy idup ats dunia niw..??..ak tw ak xberhak utk berkata psl dy..idup kew apew kew..???..Tp klu dy idup ats dunia niw..??..byk myusahkn owg,kcu idup owg...n mcm2 r...Ak da ckup bngang ngn prgai dy...Nta ble le dunia nk aman tnpa dy...Kekdg ak pk.,adakah ak niw ckup baek ngn owg...??...Kdg2 owg pown xske ak..??..spe tw..kn..???..Mnusia cpt berubah..n dowg ad ego msing2... Hopefully,taun dpn ak da xjpe ngn dy da...Ak da fet up ngn minah 2...Ak pown mls nk msuk cmpur pape hal kew..??...Bwt hal sndr jewk...lg bgus...!!!!!!....

Kes 2...

Ainw ak demam...Da la skunk musim ujan...Pg td ujan...Pg td ak bgun awl gk r..sb nk g alor gjah...Be4 2,anta hakak ak g lbry...dy nk stdy..Al mklum la,nk SPm..Skunk niw musim SPM so lbry msti sarat gler ngn batch2 SPM kn..??..Jd ak lepak aje la kt uma..nk kua mlas...Ak xd mood...Klu x,ak ikowt g lbry...tp musim SPM..bg chance kt dowg stdy lu...Taun dpn,taun ak lak...??....
Lpas anta hakak ak,ak ngn mak straight g alor gajah...nk ke tmpt tsyen ak 2..Tp ble smpi jewk..,kedai 2 ttup...xtw r blum bukak kew apew..??..Ak plak smlm lpe nk tye kedai bukak pkul bpe..??..So td g alor gajah..jenjln jewla...Xd bnd ak dpt g sne...Ingt bley la ak dftar nme ak msuk tsyen...Tp x...Adus..Mak ak pown cm mrh kt ak..,tp ak diamkn diri jewk..dlm kete 2...Hehehe...Nway,ak tw mak ak tntu penat mlayan krenah ank2 pmpuan dy..y stil stdy..2ndry skull niw...Mne x yer..,ak rse taun niw jewk...ak da myusahkn mak ak...Suh anta tsyen la..Klu pape ak ske mnx tulun kt mak..Sb mak jenis xkesa..demi anak2 dy sggup..Klu apak ak..??>.Jgn harap la...Dy,ak ibratkn mcm BANK ak...tmpt sara kebajikan harian ak..Heheh..Bkn nk mgata..tp mg btol pown..Apak ak jnis xske anta g sne sni...Klu abg ak ad,abg ak jd mgsa keadaan ak n hakak ak..ble nk g tsyen...Hahaha...Abg ak da ad lsen,so sng dy nk tlun..tp lau dy xd..mak ak jd mangse...
Kekdg ak ksian kt mak ak..Ap sume permintaan anak2 dy..,dy trutkn...Trutama adik2 ak..Dowg niw mg rpat ngn mak ak...Pegi balik skula same2...so ble blnje kt skula adik ak y bongsu msti mnx dwet lg...sdgkn kt uma apak ak da bgi dwet...Adik bongsu ak .2,mg kuat mkn...sb 2 dy bulat...Heheh...Akak2 dy dlu mse kecik2..kulus..tp ble besa chuby2 belaka...Bese r..,mnusia..la katakn..Klu ak da d'ciptakn jd chuby,ak redha jewk...Sume yer ketentuan allah..Klu owg nk mgata ak pown..,cermin la muke kowg dulu..sblum nk mgata owg...

Ak rse mls sgt ainw...rse busan pown ad gk..???...Hiesh...ap la ak nk bwt niw..??????....bwnk2....

Sp nk tlun ak...??!!!...

hey...!!!!!!!...sp nk tulun ak niw..??...Nk dftar msuk tsyen...???..Ala..sengal..r pusat tsyen 2...Ak bdk lame pown nk kena dftar,isi borang...Geram ak..!!!!!...Dy pk ak duk dkt kew..??da r jauh,Alor gajah nun sne..!!!!!!!.. Ak hrap td,ak tepon dpt r dftar nme dulu...tp x ley plak..??...kena dtg sne...Ap kejadah ak nk p sne...??...Sp nk tlog ak..??...Dak nisa xd..Klu ad,ak ley mnx tlog uncle..anta kteowg...tp 2 la..nisa xd...Uncle ad...Xkn ak p ngn uncle..???..Eish..xnk ak.... Mak ak lak..,ak ajak dy..dy da brg...Adus...,ak xnk r t pnuh lak..da ak xpat tsyen...Ak bersemangat taun dpn..niw..??!!!..
Knp owg xnk tlun ak..???...Ble ak nk tdo kunk,mak lak pgil..Hish...!!!!!..Klu ckp kt apak ak,lg la dy bowat xlllaaayyyaannn...Dy juz tw bg dwet byr yuran..jewk.....Eee...grm seyh...!!!!!!!!...Xd sp nk tulun ak...Klu ak ad lsen..da lme ak g...???!!!!!....Abg ak lak mingu niw xbalik...Haiyoo...sp nk tlun niw..??..Ak bebetol mnx tlun sgt2 niw..???..Fening pale ak....Da r,ak skunk skt tekak...mcm nk demam...adoyai...mg dmm t...Ak xske time demam..mcm owg xd smngt nk jln....Ah..cm bengong r..mlm niw ak tsyen..sowg2 jewk...twins ak xd....Waaaa.........!!!!!!!!!!!!...........Ak bnci keadaan cm niw..????Ke mne sume owg pergi mghilangkn dri.... Ak trse ak bebtol SUNYI skunk..!!!!!!...Sp y ak sdg pk kn..???....Sp2..???...Ta ler...Tp y psti,ak mrindu kt dy....Dlu dy caring sume yer r..tp skunk sume yer ilang skelip mata....Let gone b by gone..dun come back..!!!!!...my pas time...!!!!!!!!!!...Ak xmahu ingt tp nta knp aty ak t'amat rndu...pd dy...Ak tw,ak kne blaja lupekn dy....bkn skunk tp akn dtg bkn akn dtg tp hari2 y bakal tiba......Wateve la...Pduli ap ak ngn ayat ak niw..??...uwekkxzz...

Hep..ak lpe lak..??..xlme lg bzdy abg ak..y tua 2..Hehehe...y paling sonok r kn psal bzdy dy niw..??..Ak dpt share bonus pree sempena bzdy dy...Nk tw..???...
Ak pye num mxs la..,dftar atas IC my bro 2...then ak taun niw dpt pgillan pcume...Hehehe..Nta2 num dy lak,xd dpt pgilan pcume...Ngagagaga...Mg sonok kn..??...Klu clcm,pown bes gk..dpt pgilan pcume slame smingu...beb..!!!!!!!!...mg untung lau gune clcm S.O.X...Hahaha..promote2...Ak mg memanfaatkn gle2..clcm 2 dlu...Bes...tiap2 mlm smingu bzdy ak ,ak cal sme1...Heheheh..Tp taun dpn..,xd bwt lg...cuz sme1 2 not my bf lg....(bkn pkwe=boyfriend).... 2 la kje ak...Pkai dua num,mg mggile...ak mg xley lpaskn hp ak kt owg len kcuali nk pjam..Ak mg xnk kasi lau bley tp kekdg tpkse....Sb "ADIK BERADIK..share2 u know..??my pther ckp.." Kali niw ak nk cal sp erk..??..Ta ler...cm xd calon2 jewk..???..




Ak smg yer..,kuat tido sjak abs xm...Ta tw npe..??>..Hehehe..NIw gara2 kemalasan semakin melande2....Hahaha...Xcye..??togk pix niw..??sengal kn..??..Msti org ttye,kt ne ak amek pix niw..??hnye ak jewk y tw..hahaha...

Ak skt TEKAK...adoyai...!!!!!!..frust siot....Ak xske2....Kne mkn ubt niw..???...erm....sp nk jge ak lpas ketiadaan dy....(soklan ttye...??..mgape herk..???)

..im feel liked wat ha..????

ta tw nk ckp pe...?????.....by d way...ainw mg bwnk lol...Ak bwnk thap cipan..??..eh x..thap babun jewk...Hahaha....Ta tw nk bwt hape..???...Hape haperak..???????!!!!!!!!!!.....Im d loses....Oh tidak...xculay ak sje berkata2 bgitu...Sb otak ku suda mereng...!!!!!!..HAha... Tadik ak dpt rsult xm...Alooo...ak gse shampah ble dpt pper uw...Ye r..,of cuz r dpt marks...ak bngang...!!!!!...sb ak gse myesal y xsuda2....Bwu ingt nk myesal..sblum niw xhingat pown....Yeh...thatx me!!!!!.... Kekdg...dlm spnjg mse berlalu,bergerak,berjalan,berfutar...n blablabla.....Fkiran ak mlayang tringt kt sme1..??..??....Whose erk..???Ta ler....Ak pown ta tw... kekdg ble kte mule ske kt ssowg,susa sgt nk rpt ngn dy..??Knp erk..??...sb ap y ak rse r..,ak malu ngn hamba allah 2...Hahaha..bdus jewk..(niw ak sje buang mse nk beratkn blog ak..Hahaha)... Ttbe kekdg aty ak bgitu tringin nk disygi...tp sume yer angan2 jewk....Ak xkn dpt....sb ak tw..,ak bkn spe2....
At d end,ak da brjaya perlahan2 mlupekn dy...utk selame y mgkin...Sb ak tw,klu ak stil bhubung,ak susa nk lepaskn dy...pergi...utk ske aty dy la....Hak dy,bkn ak...??..Kn3..??..Lpas niw ak ta tw nk bwt hape..??..mksud ak,lpas ak da tiada spe2...Kdg2 rse bwnk...,tp xpe la..Ak sgup berkorban ape sje demi sume yer..y bg ak xpnting lg utk dri ak....

my new book..New edition aw...utk taun 2010..tp ak da bli dlu...dr kwn2 ak r..Ngeee...:>

Bku niw ak akn gunekn time ak sowg jewk nk gune..Owg len nk pjam..??..Tah..tgok mood ak dlu...Bkn ley pjam sebarangan...Hahaha...Ak syg bku niw..cuz ak bli ngn dwet ak sndr..even mlm td ak try bodek wet apak ak..Xberjye...tpkse ak korburn dwet ak...Its okey..La..Im xkesa...Xcualy,ak ske pzik..tp 2 la ble xm tiap2 bulan xpnh llus...Hehehe...Owg ckp pzik niw susa...ad kata lak sng..??..Haish...susa..tgok ak usahakn cmne erk..?... Ak slalu jles ngn bku kwn ak...cuz ak tw bku niw bgus sgt...Ak mg ske kn bku niw sssggt...Akhiryer ak dpt memiliki yer..Ak akn manfaatkn yer..Insyallah...!!!!!!...Hepp..!!!!!..da lewt lor..,ak nk out...Nway ak mls nk cte2 pnjg2..buang mse...Hehehe.....

Ai y amat sonok an..??...!!!!..

Today 11/11/2009..ai y bers-j dlm idup ak...Ak amat bersyukur kpd allah y telah mberikn ak rzeki pd kali niw..??...Amin...!!!... sperti y dimaklun kn la,skula ak ainw ad mjlis pyampaian adiah...Anugerah blablabla...ak ta tw..byk sgt nme anugerah..??..Tp ak dpt anugerah WAJA..dlm bidang kokurikulum...Huhuhu...Im d winner..!!!!!!...Sonok2...Hehehe...
Ak mg xsangke lak,ak diiktiraf ainw..??...Sb ak gse cm xbes g program ai2....Tp d'sb program 2 ak dpt anugerah y ternilai...cuz 2 la satu2 yer kenangan ak de...Bak kata mak ak la...Hahaha...

Niw nga mnunggu turn ak lmbt lg..??..So kteowg pose2 dlu..kt blakunk..Hehehe...

Jadik owg dpt anugerah niw..??..mg bwnk gle...Lme benau kne tggu..Kdg2 ak pown da naek tnsion..nsb bek la..ak bwk hp ksygan ak...Hehehehe...Bley dgr lgu...Ak dpt anugerah 1 jewk...
Xcualy,de byk pix mse mjlis niw..,tp d'sb kn ak nk jimat mse..ak mls nk upload la..nti2 ak upload la yer...Hahaha...

Niw la..adiah y ak dpt...Mg sonok r..,dpt adiah y berbaloi gk ..dlm idup ak...Niw kenangan ak da beso t...Hehehe...Bkn sng nk dpt adiah cmniw..??..even kowg tgok cm simple tp bg ak bermakne...

Niw kucing bkn ak dpt adiah tp kucing ak...Hahah..Dy jadik model utk adiah ak dpt td...Ak bwnk2 td...so ak snap la pix dy..bersame adiah ak....



This pix..??ak kt ne erk..??teka la sp knl ak..??hahaha...Ak bwu pas solat...then nk p jln2 cari psl...Hehehe...Even ak dlm keletihan tp ak ttp mlyn peel mbe sowg ak...LLLLaaaaayyyaaannnn...........




Hahaha..niw la..y ak mkn..ak mkn nasi goreng ayam merah..Lau sp nk..??G r bli sndr...Jgn ikowt selere tekak ak..??..Ak lau nk mkn NASI GORENG jd santapan..bnd len ak xnk...Hahaha..



p/s:ptut yer bnd niw ak post smlm tp intnet ak bwt hal..bwu ainw ak dpt postkn..Hehehe

im pree...!!!!!!!!!...

At d end,ak da abes bperang da...Selama 2 mingu lbh 1ai..ak perah otak...Hahaha...
Mg frust gler time xm niw..??..ak naek gle pown ad...Hehehe... Tp an dlm2 xm niw,ad jewk msalah timbul..kekdg ak naek bngang ngn prob 2...Bnci tw x??..ak nk hdap msalah 2...
Tp nta r..,kdg2 prob 2 dtg dr owg len ,ak tlibat skali...Mcm bengong...
Td xm +math...pergghh..!!!!!!!!...gles susa...Ak rse nk jewk meraung2....tp 2 r an pdah yer...xstdy tol2...Hehehe...By d way..,blaja dr ksilapan 2....Ak redha jela.....

Ak bwnk la...lpas xm niw..??..Ap ak nk bwt ha..??..Ad bnd ak kne sttlekn..??tp ak cm mls nk pk2...Sb ak gse bnd 2 xpnting..ad baek yer..lau ak lpekn... Kdg2 ak cm xsmpi aty nk bwt cm2...,tp nta la..Klu owg xphm ap y ak gse,ak susa nk sttlekn...??....Alah..pape jela...Ak mls,mls,mls,mls,mls,mls,mls,mls,mls nk pk..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!............
Ak bwu pas xm..,tnsion msih ad niw..??..so ak nk lepak2 dlu....pas2 bwu pk sal mse dpn...Hahaha...

..Stupid...

Ak mg bgnag ngn org y mbduhkn dri yer sndr.... Bdus gler owg y xhrgai kelebihan y ad pd dri dy sndr...knp msti nk mnipu..???.....Ak pelik r..ta ble la nk sdar dri...??.....
Td that minah bwt hal lg..??...Grm seyh...Dy bwk nota lg time xm kali niw..??...Pas2 siap ugut mbe ak..??...Bangang seyh..!!!!!!!!...Ak mg da agk da..dy mniru.. Cube byg kn xm 2jam 30minit..dy bley siap 1jam lbh jewk...Sdgkn ak,terkial2 nk pk caik jwpn...dy sng2 "juz copy n write" dlm ketas jwpn..???... Da 2..,td pndg2 ak..??...Pk bgus minah 2...Mg fucker r..dy 2...!!!!!!!.......Ta ble ta nk mmpus....Bngang ak....Owg len msuk dewan bwk otak,dy bwk nota....Sp ajau dy..ta??...Ya allah...skt yer aty ak..??..klu la ak niw jaat,mg da lme ak bwt djal ngn dy..??Tp d'sb kn ak niw ad akal,ak xd nk bwt jaat kt dy...Da r pndg ak cm xpuas,nk caik gdo???...Gdo r klu brani sentuh ak..??..Ko pk dgn bckup ko,ak tkot..??...Klu takat ko kantoi sal bwk nota,nk besa2kn cte bek xyah..???Buang mse besa2 cte...

Ko mg DASAR SETAN..!!!!!!!...setan pown xmcm ko...???!!!!!.....Skunk ko bley bngga dgn ap y ko ad..tp ingt r 1 ai t ko xkn bgga cm skunk..??...Pnipuan ko hnye smentara,dan allah maha kuasa akn tnjuk kn balasan ko slame niw..???.... Bwt pew ko bwt idup dlm pnipuan??..sdgkn t ko SPM,xd spe tlog ko..??...n nota pown ko xley bwk...??...Klu stkat nk bgga dpn mak apak ko ngn rsult pnipuan ko bwt 2...,xbek xyah jwp xm...Jwp xm tp mniru xsuda2....Ak tw prgai ko dr dlu mg xubah...,ko xbsyukur...ngn ape y ko ad skunk...??...Idup ko niw ibaratkn sume PALSU..!!!!!...Xd pe y real dlm idup ko...N ko xpnh rse ksusahan y org alami...Sperti;org len brusaha bgai nk gle stdy...??..Ko sng2 mniru dlm xm..siap bwk nota...??..Idup ko mg xpnh rse jatuh,ko ske bwt owg len jtuh...sdgkn owg 2 xberslh..tp ko angp dy msuh ko...!!!!...Knp sume owg ko angp jaat ????...sdgkn owg jaat 2 sbnryer adalah diri ko...!!!!!!!!...Knp ko msh xsedar dri..???!!!!!..KO ske cri kesalahan owg...Knp kslahan dri ko,ko xnpk...???...Knp klu owg bwt kebaikan,ko anggp kburukan...??...Ap y istimewa yer y ad pd diri ko...??..Ak aggap ko BKN KWN ak...even ak 1 tsyen ngn ko..Ak xpnh mkn harta ko...Klu ko bg,ap tah lg ak xkn mkn sikit pown..harta owg y ber-aty pwot cm ko...???....

Jenis ak??..klu ak xske pd owg 2...Even sekecik mne pown jaat ko pnh bwt,ak stil xkn pnh rspect ko as kwn ak..??..Nk tw knp..???...Sb ak bnci akn owg y ske mjatuhkn mruah owg y xberslh..sperti mnusia SETAN cm ko...Ak tw ko mg HEBAT dlm mnipu niw..??..Tp ingt la..,ko xkn bley tipu allah...,ko bley tipu spe2 jewk ko ske..??.... Skunk ko idup dlm ketakotan,sb prob ko bwk nota da tgugat...Myb ckgu2 akn amek tindakan...Tp tgok jela ap ckgu akn bwt..??.. Ko mule r caik bckup..,mgeruhkan idup owg y xbslh...n mcm2 r...
Mg suwey,sp dpt awex cm dy niw..?? Hrp jewk ad rupe tp prgai...YA RAABBII..!!!!!!!....
Ak xtw smpi ble kes niw berlanjutan gara2..that minah..!!!!!!!!!...Dy 2 mg ske myusahkn idup owg len...Ak hairan r..,knp owg cm2..sng dpt kwn..Dgn geng ko,bley r blagak..tp ble xd mbe mcm MATI KUTU..!!!!!!!... Ak xtw ble dunia ak kt skula nk aman tnpe dy..Ble la bnd niw nk berakhir..,ak pnt dgr umpat sne umpat sni..??mcm2 r...Kdg2..kte xley caye sgt ngn owg...npk jewk muke bek tp aty...??>..Spe la tw kn..??...Ak bkn nk mrendah2kn owg len..tp klu nk bkwn,pilih la kwn y jujo,setia nk kwn ngn kte...sgup tlog kte bkn myusahkn kte.... Ak klu bley xnk pndg pown muke minah 2..tp d'sb kn 1 dewan..tpkse ak hdap utk las paper jewk t...pas2 mgkin ad gk..kt tsyen...Alahai...Hidup ak xkn epy klu keadaan stil cm niw..???....Dy idup dlm SERIBU PENIPUAN...!!!!!!!...

Aiiiyoo...!!!!!!.....

Mcm gler r td..jwp xm FIZIK...!!!!!!!...Damn shit..!!!!!!!...susa gles beb...!!!!..Paper 2...Adoooiiii....Niw y susa ak nk llus niw..??..Geram seyh...Aty ku bcmpur aduk..,giso lau xllus lg....(mg pown xllus)...Hahaha..Mne ta yer,ak mls nk stdy..MLm td yer2 r..stdy smpi lewt...tp tgn men picit2 hp..Hehehe..Mklum la,ad owg msj..ak bls la...(dlm aty,bwnk hdap bku lme2)...Kehkehkeh...
Mlm td.ak dpt brite baek...Ak mg epy gle2 ble dpt tw brite 2...HUhuhu...Tumbuh balik ksh syg ak kt dy....Hahahaha...Sb dy da tlun ak...Nway ai2 ak da tlun dy...so dy bls balik r kowt..??...Tape2..ak mghrgai yer sesgt...Nggeee...^-^...
Mse jwp paper 3 td..,ak confident aje nk jwp...tp nsb bek ap ak bc..kua..Lau xkua..,ak koyak2 ketas 2...Hahahaha...(bertindak kejam,ats paper sndr)....Oleh d'sb kn ak niw mls nk bc bku tebal2...,ak bc jela ketas dr ckgu tsyen ak....Mg trse rugi sgt r..,sb xbc bk tebal2 2...Byk bnd y ak xtw....Aiseyh...trse myesal skunk..kn..??..Taun dpn Spm..ag r...Aiyoyoyoy.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!........
Taun dpn ak kne brubah niw..??...No notti2 ag...Hahaha...Xd pgg hp2 da...kne brenggang ngn mreka...(hp ak 2)..Ala..hai..syg r..plak..tp demi spm..Ak kne brubh jdik most gajin student r...HAhahaha... Lpas abs xm...,ak ad plan baek pyer...tp ak jewk ngn sme1 y tw...Ye r..,plan kteowg...owg len xley tw...Hahahahahahaha....Sowi ea..??..Rhsie kami bdua aje....
Hrm..sok xm SJ...Alahai..lg la..ak mls..Tape2..kne stdy gk la..SJ pown penting gk..??..kn..??..No wonder la..,xm ap pown ak kne usaha sguh2...lau x..ak xlyk duk spm taun dpn....Usaha dr usaha diri sndr..bkn bgantung pd bku jewk..ble xm...??...Owg mls nk busaha mg cm2...,ske bngge dri ble dpt rsult bgus2...tp hasil bkn perahan otak sndr...rugi owg cm2.....

Fuckin day!!!!!!....

Sori lau tittle ak y agk kurang aja....Tp aty ak mg nga bngang...Pnas siot..!!!!!!... Ainw ak jwp xm PI 1 & 2.... Mg cm f*&^%r...r.. Ak jwp oke jewk r..Alhamdulillah ley jwp...But td ad pristiwe y berlaku...y amat la ak grm..!!!..
Td time ak nga syok2 jwp xm..ttbe mbe ak pgil..ckp dak "a" mniru..."A" bkan nme sbenar..??..HAhaha... Mule2 ak cm xcye r...,xd bukti ak susa nk caye...Then ttbe ak tnpk c "A" dy alihkn nota dy bwk td...Ak cm pelik r...mg btol ckp mbe ak..Then ak ngn brani yer,rport kt ckgu...Selambe gler tindakan ak td...,tp ak juz nk tegakkn KEBENARAN...bkn nk blagak...Mne x yer..,owg len jwp pkai OTAK,dy pkai NOTA..!!!!!..Sp ajau dy bwt kje kotor cm2...!!!!!...Da tw nk xm,mniru..Sp suh xbc bku..??..!!!!!...Owg len bersusa pyh stdy gle2..,ko sng2 bwk nota tiwu...Pale hot ko..!!!!... Lpas abes xm 2..,c "A" 2 mg bngang r ngn tindakan ak td..Tp klu dy nk mrh ak skali pown...,ko pk ler btol2..ko da bwt slh td...KO segan..sb da kantoi ngn ckgu..
Lpas abs xm PI 1,dy g meraih simpati kt bebdk len...pas2 carik bckup...Bdus seyh..tindakan ko 2..!!!!..ak xtkot pown ngn ko...!!...Stakat ko ad pgalaman gado ngn bdk len men tarik2 tdung??..,pk ak tkot r..??...Ak hnye tkot pd allah...Ko spe nk mrh ak..??..even dpn ak,ko tnjuk baek..ckp baek2..pk ak akn baek ngn ko..??..Xkn r..Cmne ko da bwt kt bdk len,ak xkn caye y ko 2 mnusia y baek ad akal fkiran....Ak bkn b&%(*h owg...tp ak hnye mnegakkn kbenaran..Jika ak rse ak btol,ak bwt..jika slh,ak xkn bwt....Dlm dunia niw,xsume owg baek...kdg2 npk jewk muke baek tp aty..????...sp la tw...???...So ak berpgg 1 prinsip,"dun't judge a book by it cover"..... Da r..full stop..!!!!!..ak mls nk pk psl pmpuan xd gune 2...lntak dy r..nk jd ape..??..NK dndam ngn ak..??lantak ko r...Hak ko...,ak xhlang...

2nd story ak..
Td ak sdey gler r...!!!!!!!!...Ak dpt tw 1 sbjek ak fail...!!!!!..Betape sdey yer aty ak..utk trime kputusan 2....Ak rse ak fall down gler..!!!!!...Ak rse give up gk r....sb ai2 ak stdy bgai nk gler...!!!!..2 jewk usaha ak dpt bwt...Ap silap ak..??...Ap kurang pd diri ak skunk..??...Ak syesly,give up...No wanna 2 help me..??..Who cares bout me now..??...no one except my bes frenxz...She help me when i in trouble...even i know i not the bes person wanna to be her bes frenx....

Ak sdey2...!!!!!!!!!......

Hrm...knp r ak cmniw ha..??...Ak xckup brubah lg kew..??..Xkn ak nk jd owg y bz gler...Xkn ak xprlu ad hp,hdap lptop ,tgok tb.,lepak2...or pape jela....Ak xley jd real bes student...tp ak nk strt dr bwh...Ak bkn yer hebat cm owg len...Ak ad klemahan pd diri ak sndr... Ak tw ak lemah segala2 yer....Ak lemah..!!!!!!!...Sp la ak...,ak hnye insan y hina n keji pd mata owg...tp bia r ak mulia di mata allah.....Pd allah,ak bdoa..spaye ak tbah utk hdp sume niw...???..

3rd story
Ak sdey sikit r..dlm aty...niw psal prsaan ak thdp ---------..???....Ttbe dy hadir kembali dlm idup ak...stelah skian lme los cntact....Ak pelik r gk..ap tjuan dy td...??...rupe2 yer...nk ------------------------------------------(rhsie r...)....Hehehe...xnk kongsi...malu seyh...!!!!!!!!...Tp nta lar..,pk ran ak buntu skunk...ak da rse give up..+frust+tnsion+bgang n mcm2 r....Kmudian la..,ak pk2 kn...smula kisah y lalu..y kini mjdi kenangan abadi dlm kotak fkiran + aty ak....Ak xberhak utk dpt dy...n blablablablabla..................................
Ak xnk cte r..,t ak lg tnsion...!!!!!!!!...Skunk pokes xm jewk...lg bpe xm jewk...Sok da r...KILLER PPER....fz lak 2...???..Ai2 chemis..mcm cacing kerawit ak..nk jwp..??..Fening seyh..jwp chemis..HAhahahah......Mg m-gle...jwp KILLER PAPER niw...???...HAhahahahahahahaha..................................

p/s:..sori kpd pbce blog ak...Cte ak niw ad cmpur prsaan geram+mrh+bngang+tnsion n mcm2 r....2sume ap y ak rse ainw..Msalah ak,idup ak...dtntukn oleh allah...So kpd spe2..y xpuas aty ngn story ak...hope sori byk2 r...sb ak xmmpu tuk mgelak sgale ap y berlaku trutama story y mule2 2...Mg agak ksar sikit bhase ak gune tp ak mg skt aty...!!!!...xd spe pham prsaan ak skunk...??.... Ak tw ak xberhak mgutuk owg..tp klu owg 2 penah ktuk ak..??mgata ak mcm2..ak lg r xtw kn..??..Niw pown luahan prsaan ak jewk..bkn niat nk cari gado ngn spe2....

3rd xm...!!!!!...

Ainw td ak xm..BI...Pergghh...!!!!...mgilaiii..pale otak ku...!!!!!..Mg perit pale ak jwp paper 1 td...Paper 2 jgn dibilang r...susa thap ciput..!!!!..Niw pown pale ak nga pning tp xnk tdo...r...Nga bad mood niw...???....
Syesly,paper 1 td ak xckup mse...Adus..!!...Ak da cuak r..,mati2 r ngat xckup mse..tp ak bwt scpat y mgkin...Nsb bek ciap...!!!!!!!...Yeah...!!!..Tp xbes r..,ak bwt krngan tah pape...Maen hentam jewk...Ayt tunggang langguk...Hehehe..Ak gram dr awl xm lg..mse utk pper 1 ak rse cm xckup... 2pown td ad bdk y xsiap lg..,mdengus ble ckgu suh anta ketas soklan.. Luckily r ak da siap 10 minit awl...
Pper 2 lak,ak rse cm soklan dy biol aje..??..Pelik ak nk mjwp yer...Nsb bek r,ap y ak bc ad kua..Tp soklan dy xd y ak dpt jwpn sbetol yer... 2pown maen agk2jewk... Mcm bgong r,fening pale ak..Ad soklan 2.,tah pape..tye len,caik jwpan kt tmpt len...Siott aje..!!!...Ak cm da nk give up td ,tp lau tgglkn soklan...tce lak mrh...??..Huh..?..baek ak isi jwpn ksong uw...Try my best,kowt2 btol...??... Tce ak ckp,"lau xtw jwpn..tulis jewk ap y ko tw...??..jgn tgglkn ksong...,mne tw jwpn ko 2 btol..???" So ak ikowt ckp tce ak.. Xrugi pown lau ak bwt jwpn slh..at least ak toory.....
Adus..pale ak tmbh pning....niw...??..Cmne ak nk sttle prob ak niw..??..!!!!!....Np r mse mkn td,ak xmati trus...bia skt smpi mati pown xp.......

...1st day....

Ainw 1st xm..paper BM...Mcm siotttt....!!!!!!!!..aje...Geram seyh...Ak geram,feram,seram..!!!...Ahax3... Ta de r..,xm td susa gk r...Mcabar pale otak ak niw...??????....
Taun niw final xm,ak jwp ala2..cm SPM...bangge2...!!!!!!...Tp y ak paling syok..a..tmpt duk ak paling las gler....Hahaha...Bes 2 ta de bes beno...tp ak felt so lonely...berpisah ngn mbe2 ak...Sdes seyh...tp wat cm ne...da tkdir ak duk blakunk...redha aje... Tp sok xm mg syok r..,xm AKAUN...Heheheh..Ak ley maen bluetooh2..ngn dak sbelah ak..Hehehe...Ak bkn nk tiwu jwpan r..tp juz nk tye lau ak xphm....
Sepanjang xm berjalan2..,otak msti r berjln gk..sb nk jwp soklan an...??...tp ad bnd lg y bergerak...,emosi ak bergerak2 utk mberontak mrh2...Mne x yer.,,ad jntan sekor niw x geti2 duk diam...mlut cm buntut ayam...Shampah ak..!!!!!!..... Bgang ak..,time ak nga pokes jwp paper niw...bgai nk gler otak ku....!!!!...ad aje gngguan....Tp ak saba je....Klu ikowtkn prsaan ak..,nk jewk mrh2...tp nsb bek ak teguhkn ksabaran ak.... Mse jwp paper 2..,YA ALLAH...fening fale ak....Ta tw nk ckp pe..,mg ak cm nk give up...r..Tp ak jwp gk...bakal mse depan ak uw..ta kn ak nk sia2 kn jewk..... Nway otak ak da lme sgt xbfungsi..Hehehe...Mne x yer..,stdy pown mls....



Erm....knp erk..??..kdg2 tiap bnd ak bwt msti xkena....???....Knp owg len bwt btul knp ak slh..??..Tika saat niw berlaku,ak trse diri ak dilayan xadil...Knp ak..??...Adakah khadiran ak,ak byk myusahkan mreka...,adakah mreka lbh epy lau ak da xd...??... Ak mnusia bese,y lemah...ak xmmpu bwt jika xd dy....Ak xkn dpt idup tnpe dy....Ak tw sua2 ai t..,ak akn bersame dismping dy....Ta pe la..,lau owg xske ak...aslkn ak dpt idup dgn cara idup ak sndr...tnpe bntuan spe2... Ak bkn la spe2...pd pndangan dowg sume....Saat jernih,lpekn ak...tp saat keruh,ingt ak...... Di saat ak dlm ksedihan,xd spe y mmpu tlun ak..melainkan dri ak sndr....even owg ckp lau kte bsedihan msti perlukn ssowg utk luahkn d prob....Tp ak,spe nk tlun...??...ta ler...sma de ak xnk caik or owg ta nk dgr my prob..??... Kdg2 ak rse diri ak bdus...knp erk..??ak rse cm 2...??... Ta ler..,2 sume msalah emosi ak y kdg2 mlampaui btas....Susa spe lau kwn ngn ak...??...Tnsion dow...ble jdik MRS.HoT Tempe.... Nobody wanna 2 understand me cuz my attitude is....--------??....